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Finding Steve: Chapter 1
I can't believe how my life has changed in the last year. As I lie here in my bed listening to the soft deep breathing of Steve, the guy that just made love to me for the very first time, going over the events that led up to this night. I have never felt this much love for a person, it's like we were meant to be together and fate made it happen.
It all started several years ago when he walked into my company. I remember I was sitting at my desk working on some paper work when he walked in the front door. I looked up and couldn't take my eyes off him. Not sure what it was about him but I just stared at him, not able to take my eyes off of him while he talked to the soldier that was sitting at the CQ (Charge of Quarters) desk.
At the time I was the Operations Sergeant for the company and I was the first person every soldier in the company saw before they moved on to what ever section of the company they were supposed to work in. My eyes followed him as he walked towards my office, still unable to take my eyes off him. I remember asking myself why I couldn't take my eyes off him, trying to figure out what it was about him that intrigued me so much. Maybe it was his eyes, the deepest blue eyes I had ever seen.
The soldier on CQ walked him into my office. "Sgt Q, everyone just called me Sgt Q because most couldn't pronounce my last name, this is PFC Crispin, and he has been assigned our company."
After shaking my head free of his spell on me, I stood and shook his hand, noting the warmth and smoothness of his hand, along with the firmness of his handshake. I told Crispin to have a seat in the chair next to my desk. I asked him for a copy of his orders, along with all his other in-processing paperwork. I always took some time to get to know the new soldiers coming into the company. I tried to make everyone feel welcome, and to make them feel that they were an important asset to my company.
I asked Crispin tell me about himself. Crispin said he was he was coming from Fort Bragg and he was a supply specialist. He said he was single and was 23 years old originally from here in Texas. As he was telling me all this I was adding him into the company data base and noticed that we already had all the supply specialist that we were authorized. That's when the wheels started to turn in my head. I still wasn't sure what it was about this guy but for some reason I felt like I wanted to learn more about him and get to know him better. I asked him about his work experience and he told me he was in a supply room in his last unit, working in his MOS and was seriously thinking about making the Army his career.
I had been looking for someone to work in my office as my company clerk for some time. When I took over the job, there were two females that were doing the job. Shortly after I took over the job, I sent them back to their platoons. I just could not work so closely with two females who had thought they were better than the other soldiers in the company just because they worked in the operations office. I asked Crispin if he would be interested in working in the operations office as the clerk. I told him it was up to him and he could think about it and give me his answer at the next morning's formation. He said he would thing about it over night and give me his answer at morning PT formation.
The following morning I was in my office working on some paperwork before PT formation when Crispin knocked on my door and asked if he could have a word with me.
"Sure, what's on your mind" I said.
Crispin said "I thought about your offer to work with you here in the operations office and I have decided I would like to give it a try if the offer is still good."
I said, "Consider the job yours, after PT be back here at nine and we will get you set up with a desk and computer here in my office."
I had a huge office with just me and one other person. There was plenty of room to fit anther person in the office if we moved some stuff around. Crispin proved to be a great asset in the operations office. He caught on to everything I wanted him to do very quickly and in just a few weeks he was practically doing my job for me. It sure made my job easier having some one that could do everything I asked of him with out the need to check up on him. Of course we got to know each other a lot better since we were working so close to each other. I leaned he was actually from a small town only a few hours south of Fort Hood, was an only child who's parents had died in a car accident about a year before moving to Fort Hood. He also like being outdoors and loved to camp and hike when ever he could. He liked to be involved in his community and had volunteer at a homeless shelter and they local youth group.
Crispin had a great work ethic and I knew he was going to do well in the Army. It wasn't long before I was fighting to get Crispin promoted. Crispin and I started to spend time doing things together after duty hours. Even though it was maybe not the best situation, and since I was an NCO and Crispin was my subordinate. Crispin would come to over for dinner with me and my family. My family was involved with the local Boy Scout Troop that my son was part of. Crispin joined the troop and would go camping with us when ever he could. I had a boat and he would also come out to the lake with the family and usually just spend the night at my house on many of the weekends.
I am not sure what it was about Crispin, but I found myself staring at him all the time. I would watch him working at his desk, or watch him work with the boys on some skill during a camp out. Now, I had done some experimenting with a boy back in high school like a lot of boys do. I had even traded a blow job a few times but I never had feelings of love for another boy before. I got married and have two kids now and have never really thought about my high school experiences. Now when I find myself staring at Crispin I find myself wandering what it would feel like to run my hands over his beautiful body. I would actually find myself getting hard sitting at my desk while I was watching him work. When we were out on the boat with my family, I would find myself staring at Crispin rather than my beautiful wife. More than once I would have to jump off the boat to hide my raging hard on after staring at Crispin. I had to buy some dark sunglasses so I could stare at Crispin without my wife noticing. My wife and kids really like Crispin also. My son looked up to him as an older brother.
I found myself trying to find ways to touch his body in any way I could. Giving a pat on the back, push him off the front of the boat or giving him a quick shoulder message while looking over his shoulder at what ever he was working on at his desk. Every time I would touch him I would feel a twitch in my groin.
Crispin and I became very good friend and I was hart broken when we found out he received orders to Fort Bragg just about a year and a half after arriving at Fort Hood. Of course we knew this day would come but I never thought it would be so soon. When the weekend came that Crispin was to leave, I had him come over to the house to have dinner with the family one last time. When it was time for him to leave, he gave my wife and kids a hug and then I walked him out to his car. We just stood there looking at each other, neither of us wanted to say good bye. He finally stuck his hand out to shake hands; I took his hand and pulled him into a hug that seemed last several minutes. I told him to make sure he called and email when he could so we could keep in touch and he agreed to do so. When the hug ended and looked into each other eyes, we both had tears running down our faces.
We did stay in touch with each other over the next several years. Mostly through email but we occasionally talked over the phone. I learned he had married only a few months after arriving at Fort Bragg and they had two boys with in their first year and a half of marriage. Crispin deployed quite often, being in a rapid deployment unit at Fort Bragg. Crispin was on the fast track with his promotions becoming an NCO soon after arriving at Fort Bragg and was running a supply room. It didn't surprise me after the great job he did working for me. Over the last couple of years our emails became less and less frequent. It got to the point that we only emailed each other once or twice a year.
It was that way for a couple of years and then I receive an email that said he had gotten orders to come back to Fort Hood. Steve was now a Sergeant First Class and would be running the main supply point for the entire post. He sounded very excited about coming back to Fort Hood. I know that I was very excited to have him move back to Fort Hood and was hopping we could renew our friendship.
I had retired from the Army a few years ago and then lost my wife to breast cancer about a year ago. Both my kids are grown out on there own, both in other states, I had become a little lonely so I was very excited about Steve moving back to Fort Hood. His last email said he was driving back to Fort Hood and expected to be there on Friday. I told him to stop by the house as soon as he arrived in town.
No sex in this chapter, but will come in future chapters. Please email me with your comments.