Finding Someone to Love - chapter 5 by mike loggerman
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I lay awake all night. Mikey and I had grown apart, but the idea of being divorced from him left me with a tremendous sense of loss. I had a feeling of emptiness and loss. I thought about the other guys I played with, and it was just that, playing. They didn't mean anything to me, except friendship, but Mikey was different. I've loved him. I still loved him.
I spoke to Pops about it in the morning, and he said the two of us were just being stupid, and we could work it out if we wanted. I told him I didn't realize how much I wanted to work it out until I lost it. I started crying and shaking. I said Mikey doesn't want me anymore. Pops said it wasn't too late to fix it. He hugged me and held me, as I cried. I said it was too late. Mikey is moving on. Pops said he just had the same conversation with Mikey at 3am. Mikey was so upset, he was up all night and woke Pops up.
Pops told me to make us a big breakfast with lots of coffee, and we were going to talk it out in the drawing room. Our only guests were in the cottages at the time, so we had the place to ourselves. We sat on different chairs, and Pops started talking, but before he could finish his sentence, Mikey looked at me and started crying and said he doesn't want a divorce, and he is tired of other guys, and he just wants me back and wants things to be the way they were. I started crying, and said I feel the same way, and he's all I ever wanted. I started crying and shaking, and Mikey sat beside me and held me as we cried. Mikey whispered that he thought the divorce was what I wanted, and he was trying to make it easy for me. I told him I thought he was so into other guys, that he wanted his freedom. I wanted to show him I would be okay, but I won't be okay without him. We hugged and held each other for a long time without saying a word.
Pops finally spoke up and said he was glad we had this little talk, and drank some coffee. Then he said, "now that we all know we are all on the same page, I'd like to give you boys a few suggestions so we don't have this happen again." He went on and said he never liked that we were opening our relationship to sex with other guys, even though he enjoyed it personally. He said whenever Gay marriages have worked, they have been closed marriages sexually. He said we need to guard our relationship and our marriage. If we care about each other, we need to be monogamous. Mikey said he was good with that, and he didn't like having to share his husband's ass with other guys. I said I didn't like other guys enjoying my husband's cock. Pops went on talking, but Mikey and I were kissing and started undressing each other. Pops stood there and said he was glad we had this little talk and walked out of the room.
Mikey and I got up and went to our room. We slowly undressed each other while we kissed passionately. I looked at Mikey and said, "you and you only - from now on." Mikey repeated those words as we lay in bed and I buried my face in his armpit, enjoying his amazing scent. He sucked my cock and got on top of me, riding my hard cock until I shot inside him. I pulled up my legs and he got on top of me and slid his cock deep inside me. I shivered with excitement as I enjoyed the feel of my husband's hard cock moving in and out of me. We kissed hard and passionately, as he thrust himself deep inside me. I loved Mikey fucking me, but I loved even more that I was his alone, and he was mine alone. He shot a huge load deep inside me, and lay on top of me with his cock inside me until it softened and fell out. We promised each other, we were going to be faithful.
As we lay in bed, I said we should get up because there was work to do around the B&B. Mikey held me in bed and said Pops can take care of things. He wanted to spend the day in bed with me. He said we almost lost each other, and being with me was precious. We kissed, and held each other for a long time. I had my face buried in his armpit, and he laughed and said I was the only guy who actually liked his scent. He knew that I got hard from it. I told him I loved him from that first ski weekend in high school. He told me it was no accident that we shared a room. I looked at him puzzled.
Mikey told me that Mr. Dean, who organized the trip, had talked with Mikey about his coming out, and was a great help. When he was organizing the trip, most guys didn't want to share a room with Mikey because he was gay. Mikey asked him if he and I could share a room. Mr Dean said he wasn't sure if I was gay, or if I was, that I was ready to come out. Mikey said he thought I might be gay, and he liked me, so even if I wasn't gay, he didn't think it would be a problem. Mikey said he fell in love with me that weekend, and I said I did too, and the minute I felt his hard cock inside me for the first time, I felt like I belonged to him and only him. I whispered that I need him so bad. He thrust his hard cock back inside me. I wrapped my legs around his as he thrust long and slow. His scent and the feel of him excited me. I shot my load without touching myself as he continued to pound me. I continued to moan as he enjoyed our long slow fuck.
We came out of our room about dinner time. Pops was smiling and didn't say a word. He had dinner waiting with candlelight. He served us as we dined. As we talked, we said we'd have to get the word out to people that we are exclusive again and from now on. Pops said that wouldn't be necessary. We stared at him in puzzlement. He said he spoke to everyone on the grounds, whether staff or guests whom he knew we were messing around with, and let them know we were off limits. He threatened to fire any worker to tried to mess with us. Mikey looked at me and we both laughed. I said I still would need to call Paul and Dean. Pops said, "No need." He said he spoke to the two of them, and suggested they get together, and leave married couples alone. He said their first date in on Tuesday. Mike and I just laughed. We hugged Pops, and he hugged back. He stopped us, and said he was off limits too. We all laughed, and he brought out desert.
Epilogue
Mikey and I stayed together, and have loved each other more and more. We stopped "straying," and remained faithful and happy. Pops lived another 10 years. He was the catalyst for our marriage staying together. We took care of him until the end.
Paul and Dean never worked out. There was no chemistry between them, but Dean did find another teacher in a neighboring school that he was interested in. They did hook up, and eventually got married in our Garden. They have remained our good friends. Paul on the other hand, is always looking for the next conquest.
The B&B is still a popular get away place for gay men, although since Mikey and I became exclusive again, it is more and more frequented by all kinds of couples. People enjoy the gardens, and the restaurant.
Love does work, but you have to work at it. It doesn't just happen. Its definitely worth it.