Finding Someone to Love by mike loggerman
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My first sexual experience was when I was 13. My mom was going out for the evening, and she asked Todd, the 16 year old boy across the street if he would babysit. He was a tall skinny kid with glasses, and I was quite taken with him. He came over wearing shorts and an athletic shirt. After my mom left, we watched some TV, and he noticed I was staring at him. He asked what was up, and I commented that he had really hairy armpits. He asked if I liked them. I told him I did. He put his hands behind his head and let me feel them. He asked if I had hair around my cock yet. I told him I did. He said that when I get older, I'd get hair under my arms too, and in other places. I asked if he had a lot of hair around his cock, and he said he did. I asked if I could see it. He said Ihe'd show me his if I'd show him mine.
I quickly slid off my shorts and briefs, and he slid off his. His cock and balls were much bigger than mine. He started feeling my cock, and it got hard. I felt his cock too, and it got hard. His cock was about seven inches. He started stroking me and asked if I liked to make myself cum. I said I did, but this was the first time anyone else ever handled my cock and it felt better than when I did it myself. We stroked each other for a while, and he asked if I ever tasted my own cum. I blushed but said I did. He said he did too, and he liked it. I said I liked the taste too. We were both getting close, and he said he wanted to taste my cum. He put his mouth on my cock, and it felt warm and good. He moved his mouth up and down my shaft, and I warned him I was going to cum, and I shot my load in his mouth. He said it tasted good and swallowed it. He asked if I wanted to taste his, and I held his cock and put my mouth over it. I liked how it felt in my mouth and I moved up and down his shaft like he did to me. I loved the scent of his crotch, and I played with his balls as I sucked him. He said he was going to cum, and a moment later, I felt his cum shooting in my mouth. He shot a lot more than I did, and I swallowed a lot of it before he stopped. I told him I liked it. He said we should do this more often. We got dressed and watched TV until my mom got home.
That weekend, my mom asked Todd to babysit again. After she left, Todd asked if I was horny. He started rubbing my crotch and I got hard. He said he really liked sucking my cock, and wanted to do it again. I said I loved sucking him and it was all I thought about since the last time. We went to my room and took off our clothes. We felt each other all over, and got into a 69 position and sucked each other's cocks. It didn't take long for us to shoot our loads in each other's mouths. Instead of getting dressed, we stayed naked and lay in bed together. I played with his hairy pits while he stroked my soft cock. I stroked his cock and it didn't take long for him to get hard again. He said we should suck each other whenever we wanted. I agreed, and took his big cock in my mouth and sucked him while I felt his hairy thighs. He held my head and started thrusting in and out of my mouth. A moment later he shot a second load. I savored it before swallowing. When he finished, he got between my legs and licked my balls and the area between my balls and ass. He took my cock in his mouth and sucked me till I came. We got dressed and watched TV.
A few days later, he asked me to come over his place after school. We went to his room and got undressed. We sucked each other's cocks, and played with each other. It turned into a daily thing. I loved sucking Todd's cock, and he let me have it whenever I wanted. One day after school, I was at Todd's house and we were sucking each other. He slid his finger in my ass while he sucked me. It felt really good and I shot a huge load. I told him it felt amazing and asked him to do it again. He fingered my ass and sucked me, and said he wished it was his cock inside me. I thought it would be hot, and told him to do it. He put some lube on his cock and pressed it against my hole. It felt good, but he pushed and it hurt, so I told him to stop. He held his cock at my hole. I could feel the warmth coming from his hard cock. I started to relax, and the head popped inside me. It was really uncomfortable, and he held it there. He said it felt amazing to be inside me. He moved his cock in and out of me a bit and it started to feel better. He thrust his cock all the way inside me. It hurt a lot, but he held it there. My cock started to get hard again and he moved in and out of me. It felt amazing. I started groaning and he moved faster. He was moaning and said how good it felt. He thrust hard and deep, and I felt his cum shooting inside me. While his cock was still in me, he stroked my cock and I shot my cum on my stomach
He asked if I liked being fucked. I said it was my first time. He said it was his first time too, and hoped it wouldn't be the last time. I told him it felt too good to be the last time. I went home and took a shower. My mom told me she was going to my aunt's house for the weekend and asked me to come. I said I didn't want to go. She said it would be okay if Todd came over and stayed with me. Todd agreed and showed up Friday afternoon. After she left, Todd came up to my room with me and lay on the bed with me. He started tongue kissing me as he undressed me. At first it seemed weird, but I had had his cock in my mouth and ass, so it wasn't a big deal. I helped him get his clothes off, and he lay on top of me as we kissed. When I felt his big thick cock, it was hard to imagine that it had been inside me. He lifted my legs up on my chest, and he worked his cock deep inside me. It was still uncomfortable at first, but I loved feeling him inside me. He fucked me slowly, like he was savoring each stroke. I stroked my cock as he moved in and of me. He said how good it felt to be inside me. All I could do was groan. He started to grunt as he thrust his cock in me as far as it could go. He groaned loudly as he shot his load in me. When he was done, he pulled out of me and sucked my cock until I shot my load. We lay in my bed and I played with his armpit hair and pubes. He said he really loved fucking me. We got dressed and sent out for pizza.
While we waited for the pizza, Todd asked me if I ever thought about getting fucked by other guys. I said I didn't think about it but it would be hot to have other guys fuck me. He said he had a friend with a big cock he could ask. In the mean time, the delivery guy came. He was skinny and had stringy brown hair and a scruffy beard. He had a decent package showing in his jeans. Todd leaned over and asked, "what about him." I said okay. While I went to get the money, Todd asked him if he ever got offers to fuck someone. He said no. Todd told him if he wanted to fuck me, I'd be into it. The guy said he got off work in an hour, and if he could come back, he'd do it. Todd told him to come back. He left and we ate the pizza.
While we ate, Todd said the guy looked like he was pretty hairy and had a big cock. I said I wondered if he'd come back and that I really wanted him to fuck me. Todd said if he didn't come back, he could ask his friend to come over and fuck me. I asked him if he ever messed around with his friend. Todd said he hadn't, but he had seen him naked and wouldn't mind playing around with him. It was about an hour, and the guy didn't show up, so I told Todd I didn't think he was coming. About 15 minutes later, there was a knock at the door. It was the pizza guy. He looked kinda shy and asked if we were serious about fucking. I said I was completely serious.
The pizza guy came in, and I noticed he had a strong sweaty scent. He apologized for needing a shower, but I said I liked how he smelled. He asked if anyone else was home, and Todd said it was just us for the weekend. He took off his shirt, showing off his hairy stomach and chest. I felt his hairy chest, and started undoing his belt and pants. His legs were pretty hairy and I felt them. His cock was hard in his briefs. I took off my shirt and pants. He slid down his briefs. His cock was very bushy and about eight inches, and thick. I took it in my mouth and sucked him while I played with his balls. I slid down my briefs and lay back on the couch. He got between my legs and slid his cock inside me. I stroked my cock as he fucked me, and Todd sat nearby stroking his cock as he watched me get fucked. The guy lasted a lot longer than Todd did and he was getting sweaty. He asked if I liked having his big cock inside me, but all I could do was groan. He said he was going to cum, and thrust harder. I felt his cum filling my insides. When he was done, he said it was pretty hot, got dressed, and left. Todd told me to stay there, and he slid his cock in my cum filled ass and soon added his cum to the pizza guy's.
We were laying around naked. Todd asked what it felt like to be fucked by that guy. I told him I really liked having his cock in me, and I loved the feel of his hairy body. I didn't mind that he was a guy I didn't know, but I would have liked more time to play with his body. Todd said it was really hot seeing another guy fuck me. I told Todd I almost asked the guy if he had any friends he could bring along next time. We both laughed.
I needed a shower, so Todd got in the shower with me and we enjoyed soaping each other up. I spent a lot of time soaping up Todd's ass. I liked his ass, mostly because he had a pretty hairy crack. I slid my finger up his ass like I was fucking him, and he liked it. We got out of the shower and got dressed. We watched some TV, and he said he liked me playing with his ass. I told him I liked his ass and would do what he wanted. We had seen a video where a guy ate another guy's ass. He asked me if I'd really eat his ass. I told him I would it if was clean. He said he just wanted to see what it felt like. He pulled down his sweatpants, and got on all fours. His ass was sticking out. I ran my fingers along his hairy crack. I spread his cheeks, and looked at his puckered hole. It still smelled fresh from the shower, and I licked its. It wasn't bad, and he moaned. He said it felt real good. I licked it more aggressively and slid my tongue in his hole. He had me lie on my back and he squatted over me while I ate his ass. He leaned forward and started sucking my cock. My cock had started to grow since I started playing with Todd, but it was very much a teen cock, not a full grown adult cock. Todd asked me to fuck him. He was on all fours, and I held his hips and I slid my cock in him as far as it would go. Since my cock wasn't real thick, it was like having two fingers slid in you. Todd moaned as I pounded his ass. He moaned and told me to keep going. He was stroking his cock. I told him not to cum because I wanted it in my mouth. I started thrusting harder as I felt my orgasm coming on. I told him I was going to cum and he said to do it. I thrust into him hard as I unloaded my balls into his ass. He turned around and I sucked his cock. It didn't take long for him to cum.
Todd said now we are even. I didn't really think of it that way, but I'm glad he did. I was starting to feel used. I didn't mind, because I was enjoying it, but I'd rather us enjoy each other than use each other. He said he probably won't want to be fucked a lot, but he liked me being the guy.
When we were getting ready for bed, we noticed the pizza guy left his sweaty briefs. I sniffed them and started to get hard. I told Todd I really liked how hairy that guy was and that it was hot being fucked by someone I never met before. Todd sniffed the guys briefs too. He said if I liked a hairy guy, he knew a guy who he could talk to about it. I told him I was interested, but Todd said if he ever brings someone, I had to let them fuck me because normally he would never even talk about this stuff with them. I promised to let anyone he brought over fuck me.
For the next couple of weeks, we sucked and fucked after school. I jerked off at night sniffing the pizza guy's briefs. One day after school, I went to Todd's and he had a friend there. The guy had very dark skin, but he wasn't black or hispanic. He was skinny, and wore glasses. He said his name was Patel, and he was Indian. We talked a bit, and then Patel looked at me and said that Todd told him I like hairy guys. I said I did. He said he was pretty hairy, and asked what I'd be willing to do if he got undressed. I told him I'd do anything he wanted. He told me to take off my clothes, so I quickly undressed. Patel started feeling my chest and armpits, which were starting to get hair. He stroked my cock and played with my balls. He slid his hand between my legs and fingered my ass. His cock was hard in his pants. He turned to Todd, and said he'd rather do this without an audience. Todd looked disappointed, but left the room.
Patel took off his shirt. He had a narrow, hairy chest and very hairy armpits. I felt his chest and sucked his nipples while I felt his pits. He asked if I liked them. I told him I wanted him bad. He slid off his pants and boxers. He had a very full bush, and a big hard cock. I got between he legs and sucked his cock while I played with his big balls. He had me lay back on Todd's bed and pushed my legs up on my chest. He spit on his cock and slid it deep in my ass. I moaned as he moved in and out of me, and played with his armpits. I reached around and felt his hairy ass as he pounded me. He was in me balls deep, and was pushing me over the edge with each thrust. I started to cum without touching myself. My ass clamped around his cock, and Patel shot a powerful load inside me. When he was done, I sucked his cock clean. He yelled for Todd to come in and he came in and dropped his pants and shoved his cock in my cum filled ass. He shot his load inside me, and pulled out. The three of us lay on the bed, and Patel said he liked fucking me, and that we could do it again sometime. He got dressed, and left.
I asked Todd where he met Patel, and he told me he goes to another school. He met him at a science fair, and told him he had a friend who liked to take it up the ass. Patel said he wished he had a friend like that. Todd told him he'd be willing to share. I told Todd I hoped Patel would get together with us again.
A few months later, Todd moved away. Patel fucked me a few more times but he didn't live too close so it didn't happen very often. I was considered a loner in school. I went over a year without anyone. I was 17.
My mom told me to go on the senior ski trip. I didn't ski, so I just hung out. There was a kid in school who was openly gay named Mikey. He was a big blond kid, and because of his size, no one bothered him. He was my roommate on the trip. When we got to our room, it was late. We both stripped down to our boxers. I had known Mikey since he was 9. He was a chubby kid, and still had some body fat, but he had worked out a lot, and was in good shape. Looking at him in just his boxers excited me but I tried to catch glimpses of him without him knowing. He said it must suck for me to be stuck rooming with the gay kid. I told him I didn't mind rooming with him. I told him he really trimmed up well since he lost weight. He flexed his muscles for me, and said he had been working out. His hair was very light blond and it looked like he didn't have much body hair, but he did. It was just very light. He had pretty hairy armpits which exited me, but I didn't dare say anything. I longed to feel his chest, but didn't want to say anything.
I asked him how he knew he was gay. He said he was about 12, and was more attracted to guys, and not to girls. I asked what he liked to do with guys, and he said, the same thing guys do with girls. He lay back on his bed and put his hands behind his head, showing off his blond armpits. He looked intently at me and asked when I first knew I liked guys. I was shocked and stammered as I asked him what made him think I was interested in guys. He said he always knew I liked guys, but since I wanted to hide it, he never said anything, but the way I was looking him over, it was obvious. I was speechless. He said he wouldn't tell anyone, but if I wanted to share his bed with him, he'd enjoy the company. I slowly got out of bed and got into bed beside him. He put his arm around me and I felt his chest and armpits. He pressed his lips to mine and slid his tongue in my mouth. He slid his hand down my boxers and stroked my hard cock. He slid my boxers down and took them off me. I pulled off his boxers. His cock was almost eight inches, and thick, surrounded by blond pubes. We got into a 69 position and sucked each other's cocks. Mikey got on top of me and I spread my legs. He thrust his cock inside me. I moaned softly as he moved in and out of me. I wrapped my legs around his, and held him tightly. He had a strong musky scent that excited me. I was getting close to cumming, and he was thrusting harder and faster. I started to cum and as my ass contracted, I felt him shooting his load inside me. He kept his cock inside me until it got soft and slid out. He kissed me and lay beside me. I asked if I was just another conquest for him. He said he was hoping I'd be his boyfriend. I kissed him as I rubbed my body against his. His body excited me, and his scent made me hard, and he was cute. I think I was falling in love. We fell asleep together.
in the morning, I woke up to him sucking my cock. He was a really good cock sucker. I wished I could wake up to him every morning. He stopped sucking me, and I was about to ask why he stopped when he squatted over me and lowered himself onto my hard cock. We both moaned as he rode my cock. I felt his chest and armpits as I thrust up inside him, over and over. I stroked his cock, and a moment later, I shot my load inside him. He lay on top of me kissing me. He got on all fours and I ate his hairy cum filled ass. He flipped me over and slid his cock inside me. I told him to take it slow. It all felt so good. I felt that he was the one guy I wanted to be with always. As I felt his cum filling me, I kissed him and said that I wanted to be his boyfriend.
I wanted to stay in bed all day, but we were getting hungry. We showered together and got dressed. As we dressed, I asked Mikey how come he never got grief for being gay. He said partially because of his size. He was a big guy, and muscular. Secondly, he didn't act "gay" at all. He said most guys expect someone who is gay to act feminine, but he never acted that way. He doesn't like when guys act unmasculine. He said that was one of the things he liked about me. That made me feel good. He said one guy gave him grief in the locker room after gym one day. Called him a fag and asked if he took it up the ass. Mikey grabbed him and said no. He's the guy who takes his big hard cock and rams it up his ass until he cries like a girl and makes him beg for more. The other guys laughed and no one bothered him since. I was falling in love with Mikey. He said the only thing that he gets grief for is his natural scent. I told him when I smell his scent, it makes me hard. He smiled and said I was going to be enjoying his scent a lot more.
I told Mikey I'd love to be his boyfriend, but I wasn't ready to be "out." He said most guys in school suspect I'm gay anyway, and most wouldn't care because I don't act gay, and they are afraid to mess with him. We went down to breakfast and ate at a table by ourselves. Some of Mikey's friends came by and asked how "the two love birds" are doing. I kept quiet, but Mikey asked if they were jealous. They laughed and said no, and to have a good time. I was stunned. I didn't know it could be like this. After breakfast, we walked around the hotel, holding hands. No one said a word. I overheard some girls comment how cute we looked. Mikey grabbed my ass, and I told him to cut it out. He looked hurt, and I told him to save it for the room.
We got back to the room and I kissed him hard. We undressed each other without breaking the kiss. He laid me on the bed and got between my legs. I told him I needed him to fuck me. I moaned as I felt his big thick hard cock slide inside me. As he pounded my ass, he asked if I was ready to be his boyfriend. I was so excited, I almost levitated off the bed. I kissed him hard as I enjoyed his sweaty body against mine. I was getting close to cumming. I shot my load as he thrust up hard inside me. I said I wanted him more than anything. I felt him emptying his balls inside me. I nuzzled against him, and buried my face in his sweaty pits. He asked if I really wanted him to be my boyfriend. I told him I was in love with him, and craved him. He kissed me we promised to be each other's alone.
I asked Mikey not to make any announcements, and no public displays of affection except for holding hands. He agreed. He sucked my cock and played with my balls. He said he liked my dark bush and wanted to see it moving in and out between his legs. He pulled his legs to the side and I slid my cock in his ass. He moaned as I fucked him. I was pounding him hard, and he had me slow down. It felt amazing being inside him. He started squeezing my cock with his ass. I groaned loudly as my cock exploded inside him. We kissed, and lay in bed most of the afternoon, just enjoying each other.
We got dressed for dinner, and saw other students in the restaurant. One guy I was sort of friends with was talking with me, and said that I smelled like Mikey, and asked what was going on. I was going to make something up, but just looked at him sort of defiantly and said he's my boyfriend, and asked if he had a problem with that. The guy said he didn't, but was surprised since I don't act gay. He said gay is not how you act. It's who you love, and who you love is no one else's business. He asked if we would eat with him. I grabbed Mikey and told him we were going to eat with my friend. Mikey asked if he was cool with us. I told him what I said to the guy, and Mikey joined us. A few other students joined us, and we had a good time hanging out. The funny thing was, people were treating Mikey and I like a couple, and no one bothered us. After dinner, we sat by the fire with the other kids, and Mikey put his arm around me. We didn't kiss just relaxed together. I looked around nervously, but no one seemed to mind.
We went back to the room. It was late. We got undressed and got into bed. I snuggled against Mikey, burying my face in his armpit while I ran my hand along his chest and nipple. We kissed and I said I loved him. He rolled me on my side and lifted my leg while he slid his cock in me. He kissed my neck and said he loved me too. He fucked me long and slow, and it felt so good. He shot his load and we fell asleep in each other's arms.
In the morning, I woke up with him nuzzled against me. We had to get up for breakfast, and showered together. As we dressed I asked if he had been with a lot of guys. He said he played around with friends but it was more like experimentation. He said I was the first guy he actually loved. I told him it was the same with me.
We went down to breakfast, and hung out with other students. I was actually having a good time. The teachers said it was a good weekend, only two students had broken legs, and "love blossomed." We blushed, but laughed along with everyone else. Whether I liked it or not, I was out of the closet, and what I feared didn't happen.
When we got back home, Mikey invited me to his house to meet his mom. She was a nice, but tough lady. Mikey told her I was his boyfriend. He hugged and kissed me, and made me sit down while she got me something to eat. She let me know she fully accepted me. I was envious of Mikey. I wanted to tell my mom, but she was very conservative, and I didn't think she'd understand.
I invited Mikey over a few days later to meet my mom. I told him I was just introducing him as my friend because she wasn't ready for anything else. When I told her this was my friend Mikey, she was nice, and invited him for dinner. She commented to me that he was a nice, polite boy. Mikey helped clear the table and did the dishes. She was quite taken with him and said I could learn a few things from him. I was thinking, she had no idea. After dinner, she served us some pie for desert, and I tried to tell her, but was afraid. My mom looked at us and said we looked so serious, and asked if there was something I wanted to tell her. I couldn't do it. My mom would blow up. She said, looking at the two of us, if she didn't know better, she'd swear we were in love. I asked her if we were, would it bother her. She said she supposed she should be upset, but she knew I liked men, and hoped I'd grow out of it, but she was happy I found someone who loved me. I told her I loved Mikey. She hugged us both and said to be good to each other, and its a hard world out there. Mikey hugged her.
We went to my room after dinner. Mikey kissed me. He said he liked that I said I love him. I said I do. He said he loved me too. We made love and fell asleep in each other's arms.