Finding My Life Partner By Miranda Sanderson
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This is a very graphic story involving lesbian sex. If this offends you stop reading now. Due to the nature of this story, no one under 18 should be reading this.
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Oh, wow, I love the way you are sucking my tits and now,oh fuck,my pussy is all wet oh,your tongue feels so good going down my,oh jesus h. Oh,wow,you are licking,wow,uhhh. Put a finger in me..."
"Are you sure? I don't want to break your..."
"I broke it last year with a vibrator, so don't,oh that feels nice and...of my fucking,wow, I can't stop shaking, oh my fucking...UHHHH."
"How's that?"
"Wow, I never felt that before...can barely catch my breath"
"Well this is your first time and mmm, that thing you're doing with your tongue, oh god that feels so good. Yeah keep moving your finger and oh my fucking god uhhhh. Holy shit that feels, you're not stopping. Oh, lick my clit.Oh, yeah... right there. "Yeah, that's it, lick it, oh fuck,suck on it,oh keep your finger moving,right fucking Godamn yeah, yeah, that's fucking oh my god,uhhhhhhhh.",that feels good what you're doing with my tits, oh you're a fast learner, God I'm going to come just from you sucking my tits like that. Oh, what you are doing with your tongue on my tits and touching my pussy like that. I can't catch my breath. Oh, wows are you sure you've never done this before oh god, the way your tongue feels heading towards, wow."
" I like the taste of your pussy. Let me know if what I'm doing with my tongue is okay."
"Oh yeah, you got it with your tongue, put a finger in me. Right just like that, oh, yeah, you got it, you got it, keep licking my clit, your tongue feels so good, I'm about to oh fuck,fuck I'm oh oh uhhhh yeah wow yeah, I'm still feeling it, what are you doing?"
"I think I'm still hungry."
"You really like to.. ohhhh,yeah just like that the way you are using your tongue on my pussy, oh god you ,huh, learn,huh, FAST. OWOWWOWOWWOWOW, Uhhh Oh my god, this can't be, uhh still feel it, woah."
"How was I?"
"Let me catch my breath, god I still feel it... but I'd say you definitely liked my pussy."
Liked it, no I ABSOLUTELY FUCKING loved it. I always knew it would be great given the chance; I had my first lesbian orgasm (though I'm pretty sure I had more than one)and had given my first lesbian orgasm (I think she had more than one also). Sandy began kissing me. I kissed her, my face was covered in pussy juice and I could taste myself on her. We had kissed before but this was the first time we were in bed making love. As much as I was looking forward I was a little skittish at first. I was 15 and she was almost 18. I know I was not her first but she was mine.
"MMM. That was fantastic baby." Sandy was 5'7". She was of Chinese background but her parents had been born in the states. She had straight long black hair. Her tits were about a C but she was slim. Great ass.
My name is Lizette Morgan.I'm blonde,blue eyes.As I said, I have small 32A tits. My butt is getting rounder but not big and I'm almost 5'4". My sister Charlotte was about my size when she was 15. At 18 she is 5'7" and C tits.
Sandy kissed me again. She stroked my face, it felt so nice. She spooned me and then her hands went to my tits. I turned over and she got on top of me as we kissed. She began moving against me. Oh god this is the best I have ever felt in my life.
I had always known I was gay. When I got to High School all the rumors started flying. Ella Goldstein lost her virginity over the summer at 14 to Mike Torre who also popped Briana Quinn's cherry. Frank Logan was gay. Everyone knew Emma Harper was gay; she was so butch you couldn't miss it.
But I wasn't attracted to her at all. I only liked femme girls like myself. I practically wish I was with a Victoria Secrets Model. At the same time all the girls I was attracted to had slowly started getting boyfriends. What was left for me and where do I find her? I found myself getting wet when I was around other girls, especially when we changed for gym. I eyed Lindsey who had the biggest tits in the 9th grade. When she took off that sports bra and changed into that incredibly sexy bra and she was wearing really sexy panties I tried not to look but it was hard. One time it was too much and I locked myself in the bathroom for the entire class playing with myself.As I rubbed my pussy I imagined those two fantastic D tits in my mouth, I thought of what was under those sexy panties of hers. I began rubbing my clit and suddenly there was her beautiful pussy, I would love to suck on her tits and lick her pussy until she came. My fingers were working overtime as I rubbed and fingered my pussy. God being with a woman seems so right. I had two orgasms by the time class was over and everyone came into the locker room. Unfortunately after the fantasy ended I knew it would never be because from what I here there is no way she is not straight.
A couple of weeks later there was a lot of whispering going on. Sandy Wing's girlfriend was into guys now. The few times I saw Sandy, a beautiful Asian I thought she was hot; she was a real beauty with a great body.. To find out she is gay and doesn't have a girlfriend seemed like fate. I had to find her.
As it was, she found me. Sort of. I was in the girl's bathroom when she came in. I managed to get out a "Hi."
"Hi. Do I know you"" she asked.
"I think you know my sister, Charlotte Morgan." I said feeling a bit foolish. I just stared at her body and her breasts as I looked up to her face I smiled.
"Oh, yeah,she is in my English class, what's your name?"
"Lizette .Lizette Morgan."
"Well Lizette, it's nice meeting you but excuse me " as she went into the stall. I stood for a second imagining kissing her.Now that the introductions were made I had to let her know that I was gay and yeah, I was attracted to her. I think she picked up on some vibe I had given out in the bathroom because I was at lunch and she sat down at my table. "I think you were trying to pass me a message, weren't you? "She said. "I mean I have seen guys staring at my tits that intensely when I talk to them but not most girls."
Busted, I was that obvious, I thought for a second. "Uh yeah, I guess, maybe."
"You heard I broke up with Amber and thought, maybe she would be interested in me?" I nodded.
"Look" she said "I have been approached by every bi-curious girl in the school. I just got burnt by a bi-girl who dumped me for a guy. I can't go through this shit again so if you have any idea that I'm there for your curiosity, I'm not that hard up". She was angry, the burn by Amber still hurt her but then her manner changed. She smiled at me "Sorry, I didn't mean to be such a bitch but I don't want to get hurt again by another curious girl. "
I decided to be bold. "Trust me Sandy, if I was bi-curious I would fuck a guy but I'm not that curious."
I think what I said threw her. She paused a second (I think she was checking me out and might have noticed I was still staring at her tits) I looked up at her and smiled, She smiled back."So tell me, be honest after what I told you are you the kind of girl I can ask to go to a movie Saturday night? You're cute and I have to say that last thing threw me for a loop."
I shrugged. "That's who I am and yes I would love to go out with you."
"Give me your number; I'll text you the movie and the time."
The date went off beautifully, at one point for a moment during the movie she touched and held my hand. After the movie we went to Starbucks, she told me how she came out to her parents at 16 and how they said, see us in a couple of years and let us know if this is a phase or not Kinda dismissive. "I came back the following week and told them I stand by what I said."
"Cool. I don't know when I would be coming out to my parents I mean I haven't even, you know done anything yet."
"I need to go to the bathroom" she said. Do you need to go to?" I did and got my first kiss with another girl in the bathroom of a Starbucks.
We kept it secret since I was not ready to be out yet but when we could we would make out, that moved up to hands under sweater over bra, the usual 1st base,2nd base. About two months after our first date I went to her apartment. She's an only child and her parents were out for the night and we said we were going to have a sleepover When I got there she could tell I was a little nervous. She knew I was a virgin but when we started kissing I got a rush and yeah, I was ready.
After some kisses I pulled off my top. "Are you sure?"She asked. I unzipped my jeans.
"Does that answer the question?" She put her hand on my breasts through my bra. "That is such a pretty bra, almost too bad it had to come off as she reached behind and undid it as we kissed." It was a pretty bra, it was a pink lace one, my sister had taken me to Victoria's Secret once. She said they have stuff even for small tits. I practically creamed looking at the pictures of the models and catching glimpses of some women in the changing room. I lifted her sweater. She had on a red one, very pretty and sexy. As I undid her skirt I saw her red panties and knew what I wanted was covered by them. We continued to kiss as we took each other's clothes off.
There is something about the first time that stays with me when I make love to a woman. The way Sandy touched me and guided me will stay with me forever. The kisses. Oh I love a good kisser, there are women I've been with that I would kiss the entire night without anything else and I would be happy. There is also something about the kiss and the touch of a woman that is so... so beyond erotic.It was heaven. She took my hand and kissed it, then we kissed, I felt her tongue probing my mouth. I sucked on her tongue as we kissed. I felt her hands move to my breasts, I just copied her. We kept kissing until her mouth moved down to my breasts and oh god, nothing prepared me for what was happening. As she sucked on my tits I felt very tingly and realized I was very wet. We switched and I sucked on her breasts. Suddenly I felt her hand moving down and the next thing I knew she was fingering my very wet pussy. She rubbed me and I felt a jolt. I pulled her up to kiss her again. I just wanted those lips on mine. Suddenly she smiled, grabbed my hips and moved downward and was eating my pussy. I felt her tongue moving; she put a finger in me. My breath started getting faster. She kept moving her finger in me and suddenly she was licking inside my lips and then she moved her tongue and I felt her tongue hit my clit and that sent a wave through my entire body and my moaning turned into a scream and that was my first orgasm.
We were together for the winter and the spring. Suddenly when she went to college she broke off with me very quickly and got herself a new girlfriend. I didn't understand or why. I spent a long time crying. She didn't answer my calls.
When I was 16 and bummed about being alone my sister Charlotte tried to set me up on a date. Her boyfriend had a cousin who I knew from school and wanted to find out if I was interested in him.
"Uh Charlotte, I, uhm ,he's not exactly my type."
"Jesus Lizzy, how do you know he's not your type?"
I knew if there was one person I could trust to keep it a secret it's my sister and I felt like I needed to tell somebody. "Uh, Charlotte, I'm not exactly into guys if you know what I mean."
"You mean you're gay?" She stopped and thought for a second." Now it all makes sense. You were the mystery freshman who was Sandy Wing's girlfriend? Someone said it was you but I said it wasn't. But it was?" I nodded. My sister was discreet but she wasn't the only one who had figured it out.
Lizzy the lezzy was what the mean girls who were cheerleaders in high school called me now. Yep sooner or later I knew someone would figure me for Sandy's ex-girlfriend. They were right and they found out for sure when I was going down on the head cheerleader (Lindsey, so I was wrong about her). We got caught in the locker room together. I was between her legs eating her pussy when they walked in on us. The girls were snickering and I really didn't give a shit. I was 17 and the truth was out now (though I would've preferred they didn't find out that way), Lindsey shook it off saying I came onto her and I pushed her onto the bench was she was naked and started in. No not a person believed her, especially since some heard her moaning. If they had come in a few minutes sooner they would have found her between my legs Thank god in 2001 no one had iphones or we would have been recorded and all over the internet. I had to come out now to my parents because a description of the shower incident was already passed around. They said nothing, not because they were accepting, they were too stunned and as my mother said, they were disappointed in me. They also forbid me from seeing any other girl while I was under their roof and they were reconsidering letting me go away to college because they were afraid I would end up being "turned" again by another girl. So much for accepting parents.
Unfortunately Lindsey (who was gay, hope I didn't "turn" her lol) turned out to be a one shot as had been a lot of the girls I dated. I wanted more I wanted a real relationship I did manage to get away to college and I got "turned" by more than a few girls. Several in the four years and law school. I guess I was a bit promiscuous because relationships were hard for me. I ended ip with a few bi-curious one nighters. I actually lasted three months with a girl until she pulled me into a threesome because she was really into the other girl. That was her parting gift to me, my first threesome. (There was one more but I digress).Just looking for a change I ended up getting a very sexy butterfly tattoo on my upper back near the shoulder as a graduation gift.My parents were naturally horrified.
Fast Forward 15 years.
The water felt great as I stepped into the shower after a particularly hard day. I let out a sigh and then a voice behind me said "Mind if I join you?"
She didn't wait for an answer. She was behind me, her left arm around my B boobs. I felt her C cup breasts push against my back and then she began doing what she knew drove me mad, she began kissing my neck from behind. Her tongue brushing by my butterfly tattoo .I let out another sigh though not like the one I had before.
"MMM,unexpected treat" I said.
"The treat is mine" she said as her right hand dropped down to my pussy. Her left hand supported my back as she played with my tits.She kept kissing me and then I felt her touch my pussy, she eased a finger into me. I was ready to drop right there. As her fingers worked their way towards my clit I began to moan. I felt her touch my clit and let another moan and then I felt a buildup "Oh my god, uhh" as I climaxed. She kept kissing my neck. I felt another one coming as she tenderly rubbed my clit,then other hand dropped down and I had a finger in me and my clit being rubbed "Oh god another one Uhhh" I screamed. My body was shaking. I turned around and our lips met. We kept kissing. "MMM nice way to end a day, a little shower sex" I said before I dropped to my knees and positioned myself between her legs, I began touching her pussy." Are you wet because you're standing in a shower?" I laughed. There was no doubt about why she was wet as I began eating her pussy I grabbed her ass. My mouth was on her pussy and I began running my tongue across it, She began trembling, "Oh god baby yeah." Her breathing began getting harder and as I licked her clit she exploded "Oh yeah yes YES" she screamed as she came. I closed my eyes for a second and when I opened it she was gone and I began crying as I lay on the shower floor.
Kim and I had unbelievable sex but our personalities clashed. We were both control freaks though her more than me. We fought all the time with a lot of makeup sex to the point where all our sex was makeup sex. Even though we were not right for each other I still fantasized being with her in the shower. I was crying more that I was alone than actually missing her. She had moved out just a few weeks ago and my apartment felt very quiet. I got lost in my fantasies again. I swore that my next girlfriend was going to be that; not a one night or even a six month relationship. I wanted someone to be there when I got home at night or for me to be there when she came home.
I checked out a new lesbian dating site. There were pick lists to narrow the choices down. You are: Lesbian Bi-sexual Bi-curious Non-Binary She is:
Lesbian Bi-sexual Bi-curious Non-Binary (I thought non-binaries didn't use he or she buy I guess if it's lesbian dating sex they have to be flexible) You are:
Very Femme Somewhat femme Neutral Somewhat butch
Very butch.
Defintely very femme. They had the same options for She is and I of course chose Very Femme.
Geography – NYC area.
Age range.I shot for the middle and put 24-39.
I didn't bother checking off height or weight or race. I posted my picture. I also used another name. I was Sarah. The following day I had 20 hits. I checked out the girls who were checking me out. A lot of butches not paying attention to what I wanted. I needed to filter it better. The site gives you a daily "Perfect Match for you" and she was cute. I chatted with her on the site.
Hi saw we were listed as perfect matches.
Hi yourself, I saw you as my perfect match also. I'm Sarah.
I'm Cara, I'm 25 and ready to come out.
So you've been with guys then.
Doesn't make me a bad person. I figured guys weren't right for me so time to start dating girls. You in NY? I'd love to hook up tonight if you're into it because I've been wanting to try it for a while.
Great, Here I was again, the lesbian for the curious. I blocked her. Next up, a very cute redhead.
We had a nice conversation. She was 36 and swore she was 100% gay. Great. We chose a place to meet. I walked into the café she suggested and there was an instant attraction. Despite that this was supposed to be a meet only date it took less than an hour for us to be heading back to my apartment. I had wanted to avoid this but hell, I was horny and she was hot.
She was kissing my neck as I fumbled for the keys. As soon as we got in she pinned me against the wall and began kissing me. Wow, she can kiss. I had come from work so I was wearing a jacket, white top and skirt. I started to take the jacket off when she said "Let me do that. I like when we undress each other." She took off my top. Undid my skirt. Everything fell to the ground. I kicked off my heels. I began unzipping her dress as we kissed and soon we were just in bra and panties."Nice" she said as she spotted my butterfly. We reached and undid each other's bra's. She had A cups and I have B cups. She reached down to pull my panties off. "Jesus you are wet Yum." She took my hand and put in on her pussy. She was sopping wet. Yum indeed.
We fell on my bed kissing. She definitely had soft lips. We continued to kiss, our hands interlocking and then moving to each other's breasts I began kissing up her neck and then began sucking on her tits. She began to giggle a bit and then let a breath out as I sucked on her nipples. My hand moved down to her wet pussy. Memories of the first time I did that with Sandy went through my head. She let out a moan. I began kissing down her chest. "Whoo" I heard her say. My tongue licked the inside of her thighs and slowly began working its way to her pussy. She had a Brazilian wax. I licked the outside of her pussy then I parted the lips and stuck my tongue in.
"FUCK" she yelled out. I began licking her. I put a finger in her, she took my hand and had me push another one in and moved them in and out. I began sucking and licking her clit. She was about to come, I could tell by the way she held my head down and she started saying "don't stop that's right oh yeah, I'm coming UHH. She came. I kept moving my fingers, she was still buckling from the initial orgasm and she was having another. "Good god" she screamed as I made her come again. I had her get on my face holding the bedposts. Death by smothering pussy. I can deal with that. I licked upward, her juices dripped down on me.
She smiled as she suddenly went down on me while holding onto my tits. That is something I really love is getting eaten while the woman holds onto my tits. She took her hands away so she could start fingering me. Her tongue was on my clit. As she licked more and more and sucked on my clit I was fucking ready to explode and after a few minutes. My breath was getting faster as I moaned. I climaxed with an explosion "FUCK,uhh, uhh AAH." What a fucking orgasm, I was still shuttering when she started licking again with her hands on my tits. I was going crazy. I put my hands on her hands. Suddenly she sucked some more on my clit and that was all it took. I fucking went nuts.
We were hardly finished. She got on top of me and we began kissing, our tits pressing against each other's. She parted my legs and began grinding against me. We held each other in a kiss; she moved more and more against me, our pussies on each other's thighs and finally we moved where we were pussy to pussy. I went crazy. She was getting me off and I was getting her off I was running out of breath and then she put her hand on my pussy. I did the same and we both exploded about the same time. This chick was great. She rolled over and I was on top of her. I looked into those beautiful green eyes and kissed her, I ran my hands through her hair. She played with my hair. We kissed and she ran her hand down my cheek.
I was ready for another round when her phone rang. She looked at the phone "Shit I was supposed to call him at 10." Him? She answered "Hi honey, yeah I know I said I would be home by 10. It's been so long since I've seen Zoey so we got all caught up. I just got the check, I think the waiter is pissed we kept the table so long I'm going to have to over tip. I'm going to grab a cab. See you, yeah love you too."
She looked at me. She reached into her bag and pulled out a big ass diamond ring and a wedding band. "Hope you don't mind I'm married." I was ready to explode.
I was shocked "Do I mind; shit yeah I mind. 100% lesbian my ass.You lied to me and I'm going to gather from that conversation your husband doesn't know you are into girls. Look, I don't hide it. I can't fucking stand women who marry a guy when their obvious preference is women. I'm going to also guess he has money judging by that rock you got there which is why you stay with him and then cheat."
"Mind if I use the bathroom, I gotta pee and I need to clean up" ignoring everything I said." I was stewing. When she came out she said "Look, I have to live my life the way I do. Don't judge me." She grabbed me and kissed me. "Come on, you have to admit we had a great time" The sex had been good but it was ruined now. This has happened before and something I really didn't like. Yeah I was horny but if I had known she was married I would have passed on her.
I tried the website again. I was determined to find a woman for a real relationship, not another one nighter. Of course I didn't listen to my own advice and had a few one nighters usually some bi-curious got it out of their system. It was like college,you have curiousity then see Lizzy the Lezzy.
New girl pops up on my hit list. I go to the Starbucks and don't see her. A big butch sat down and said "So you're Sarah. Prettier than your picture."
"Uh, you look nothing like your picture." Jesus Christ, that was an understatement with her multiple piercing and tattoos down her arm. She was not subtle.
"Uh, you look different than you did in your picture."
"That was an old picture of me before I dyked out.I figured a cutie like you may get into a real dyke." I hate that word dyke. I am lesbian not dyke. There is nothing "dykey" about me.
I was starting to give up hope. This site is not working. I've met kooks who had to tell me their sexual fantasies on the first date (no I do not to be your slave and no, I don't want to be your mistress. No I am not into fisting). There were some I met and while they were nice the chemistry just wasn't there. The sex was, blah.I decided to try something different, take it very slow. That blew up in my face because a couple thought I was too slow and wanted to fuck first,relationship later.
I am going to be alone forever, moving from bad relationship to another bad relationship.
Then I got a popup from the website.
"The name says Sarah but is that you Lizette"? I looked at the face of the woman. My jaw dropped. Emotions started stirring inside of me, some anger but happiness at seeing her face.
"Sandy?"
We met at a café in Chelsea. I looked at her as she walked in. I was 30 now, she was 33 but I felt 15 again. She came to the table "I can't believe I found you and this way of all things" she said."I didn't even know you moved to NY."
I was still dazed by her being here. "I was almost ready to give up hope on this site and...I began crying. Sandy had been my first and as I said, some of her was always with me. Now here she was and I felt scared. Scared that she would leave again.
We didn't speak much, there was so much to tell but both of us were unsure. Finally she spoke. "I was a total fool. I was so worried; Amber wanted to be back with me and threatened to call your parents .I told her to fuck off and she said I better break up with you or else. Not only that but she threatened to call the police. There was a case of a girl who had a 15 year old girlfriend and when she turned 18 got charged with statutory rape and had to register as a sex offender." I knew my parents would flip if Amber told them and I don't know after their reaction at when I told them at 17, they would have been angrier at 15 and maybe they would have pressed charges. "I got involved with someone in college and I knew you moved on."
"How did you know?"
"I'm friends with one of Lindsey Conroy's friends." I didn't know what to do but laugh.
"Oh, my god you hear about the shower incident? That was a one shot deal though I understand she is still into women.She also fucked Emma Harper. She decided she likes the butch types better."
We spoke the entire night about our careers, the nuts we met on the website (She had better luck; she had a two year relationship from another website which ended a few months ago).
Neither one of us wanted the night to end. We laughed, we cried and next thing I knew we were back in my place. We practically ripped each other's clothes off. God I wanted her so badly. I wanted her kisses and touches. We kissed and next thing I knew we were in the shower. We kissed. Our hands on each others breasts. She kissed me up my neck which she remember drove me crazy." Oh this is new" she said as she kissed my butterfly. I dropped down to eat her magnificent pussy. She leaned against the shower wall as I did that and she screamed as I made her come. I got up to kiss her more, I remember those lips; the first ones I ever kissed. The next thing I knew she got behind me and began massaging my pussy. I moaned. And then she dropped down and when she licked my pussy I went insane. After steaming up the shower we got out. As she took the towel and dried me off we kissed, the sparks came off of us. I threw the towel on the bed and we kept kissing. She sucked on my tits, I kissed her head, and then I slipped down and motioned to her. I was under her, her pussy in my face. I licked upwards, she began buckling on my face as I licked upwards. I love when a pussy is on my face and I lick Upward; no not just a pussy; Sandy's pussy. I loved licking up as she continued to buckle and came. I was so fucking excited I wanted to just keep doing it but she wanted to do it to me. I felt her mouth on my pussy. I held my tits as she made me come. We kissed some more, tasting our juices, her sweet pussy juice on my face. She got on top of me and parted my legs, As I felt her body, her tits, her pussy against mine I went absolutely insane, a roar and I climaxed with an unbelievable intensity.
I was totally out of breath. She kissed me and then spooned me. "I can't believe I let that bitch steal me away from you for 15 years" she said, I felt her tears." I should have told you and maybe even contacted you when you were 18 but I was with someone and..."
"That's the past, it's done. I was in love with you and in my heart I know the reason I had lousy relationships was because they couldn't compare with you" I said.
"I was, well, I am still in love with you" she said."And if you let me I will stay and you won't be alone again. We kissed.
Years later the two of us are still in love. We may have missed 15 years but we had both forgotten about that time, the only time that mattered anymore was the time we were together. She was there for me and I for her. Our love was real.
We just celebrated our 50th wedding anniversary. And even though we are much older now we still have unbelievable sex.
End
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