I know that this is pretty much a bad story, probably cause I been trying something new, but I guess this isn't working out. This was actually based on a movie and my love mixed to make it more suspenseful. Hope this is what everybody is wanting. This story is actually different from finding Bobby, but I can understand if you misunderstood and put it with 'Finding Bobby' because of me keeping the name the same. I did this because those are the people that I care for and I can't write if I do change them.
BEEP.BEEP.BEEP "Wha.whats that.where am I," I asked barely earing myself speak. " AARRGGHZ," I felt a sharp pain on my side and from opening my eyes too quickly, damn that blazing white light. But out of all this pain I felt some comfort and some warmth around my back as if someone was hugging me. Someone was hugging me! Who was it though. I asked, " who are you." Still barely able to open my eyes. (I was in a hospital)
The Stranger as it seemed just responded, " SSHH its ok I'm here for you."
That person sounds soo familiar I wonder if it is...
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"Steve is that you," I asked turning around to see if it was. "Steve why are you here I thought you were to busy making out with your girlfriend."
Seeing me smile he hugged me even tighter. He told me, "Actually I was, but after a while, I noticed you didn't come home for more than an hour and I wondered if you were ok. So I went out on a search for you. Luckily I found you in time or you could of died. You scared me, I thought I lost you for a second," giving me a gentle squeeze on my hand.
I felt good that someone cared for me. That Steve always knows how show up on the right time. The warmth from his body cuddling me and his rhythmic breathing kind of lullabied me to sleep. I felt good in his arms. Still I felt pain on my side before I woke up. But I was careful to open my eyes slowly to not let the lights blind me.
But when I opened my eyes I saw Steve staring at me. He quickly closed his eyes and pretended to fall asleep. I knew he was looking at me and I just had to ask. After all these years of friendship and me actually having a crush on him before Bobby. I had to know, "huh Steve, I have to tell you something. I know you are awake, stop pretending."
He opened his eyes and looked down in shame for being caught. Why am I going to tell him something that is going to change our whole lives? I don't know, but I have to risk it. " Steve, I am gay." He looked up at me dumbfounded, "WHAT!?" From the same response of shock I knew, I knew I was going to get the same treatment from Bobby and I just couldn't bare the pain any longer. I started crying.
He lifted my chin with his gentle fingers and looked into my eyes. " Sorry, but you just caught me by surprise. I didn't mean to act all shocked. You were like just out of the blue and told me you were gay. It doesn't matter to me Jason. Don't worry about it."
I sighed and was relieved from the pressure and him assuring me. But he also surprised me by him gently leaning forward giving me the sweetest kiss. His warm embarrass made me melt in his arms. My body practically went limp on his body, but he broke our lip lock. He left me breathless and panting for air. Steve looked at me shyly and blushed red around his adorable cheeks. This time it was him looking down in shame. And it was MY turn to lift his chin up to tell him, " Steve, I didn't know you were." His face tensed up and got up before I could say anything else. I grabbed his hand quickly and didn't want to let go. Our hands separated when Steve tugged it a little harder and escaped. I quickly felt alone again and didn't understand this feeling that had suddenly filled my body. It was spark of electricity going to every part of my body. And this feeling in my stomach that caused me to smile ear to ear.
Did Steve like me in that sort of way. Sure we had been friends for the longest time, but I never knew he could have had feelings for ME. He seemed so perfect, so STRAIGHT. Maybe that's what I liked about him. He wasn't one of those people that act overly gay. Like talking with a lisp and wearing things that give you away without even looking. I wanted to be a gay GUY. As if, I was just any other person walking down the street. I wanted to be just a face in the crowds of people. I don't need to look distinguished, its just not me. But Steve, he never acted, dressed, talked, or even dated any body that would had given him away, to even think that he could remotely be GAY.
It was all too crazy. Some how this craziness, might have spark back that crush that I had with Steve. Steve was just so much like me in any other way. It was a bond that I can't describe. Like when I am doing something and I couldn't finish, Steve would be there for me. He completed me in some ways no one else could. If I was lost, I have a feeling Steve could find me and he did just that. He found me.
From all that thinking and new rush of feelings that I had, I couldn't really sleep that well. I was lucky that I couldn't because I heard someone opening the door. A slow creek slowly revealed a figured that was covered in a shadow from the lights behind. I couldn't make out the figure and was scared. Butterflies were swarming around my stomach and I panicked. I grabbed the first thing that was nearest to me. What! A bed pan? damn, but it would do for now. The dark figured walked closer and when it came close enough to me, WHAM. I smacked that sucker with that bed pan as hard as I could.
After that I saw the dark figure drop down with a loud thud on the floor. I turned on my lamp light from side of me. "Oh my God, Bobby what the hell are you doing here" I said a little shocked.
" Damn, I didn't think you would be this surprise to see me" He said rubbing his head.
" Awww dude I'm sorry I thought it was the killer trying to stab me again."
"Yeah I heard, so that's why I brought some flowers and WAS about to wish you well, but now I'm not sure" Bobby said with a smile.
Funny, I thought Bobby hated me. Why all of a sudden, he just changes his attitude about me being a fag (he use to say) to a friend that he NOW cares about. I asked, " I thought you hated me, tell me why are you really here."
He looked at me a little teary eyed from my comment and said, " You know Jason, I never really hated you. It was just that when you kissed me, something happened. I liked it! That's why I haven't been talking to any one lately. Somehow I discovered something new. I have feelings for you."
He tried to kiss me, but the sad thing is I turned my head. " Bobby, I'm sorry, but when you left me alone all that time. I kind of found someone else. I'm not sure he likes me or not, but I have feeling for him again, honest."
He didn't expect me to fall for someone else, and I could see it that he still liked me through his eyes. But he had to understand that my feelings for him were washed away after all those nights of me soaked in tears of unbelievable pain of me thinking, am I alone in this world? Even though there is some feelings left, I can't deny the fact that Steve has taken over. Every time I see him, he leaves a trail of happiness that I can't explain, but it seems like we were meant to be and that trail of happiness was left for me to find him and be in love.
"I understand. It was my fault to leave you like that. But try to understand that it took me awhile for me to find out I like guys. And it was YOU that help me find that out. And I guess I thank for that." Bobby finished what he had say and left.
I could hear him gasp for air. He is trying so hard not to let me get to him. But I could tell that I broke his heart. Bobby walked to exit the door and threw away the flowers in the trash can next to it. Damn, I just woke from being stabbed and now I have to deal with all this drama. Sleep finally slowly crept in and I was knocked out till I was shaken awake, by who else, but Steve.
Seeing his face in the morning and just thinking about his name made me sigh. I felt so light and just wanted to be held by him. He did just that and I was surprised that he knew what I wanted. Steve said, " good morning lover boy. I came early and brought you something to eat since I know how you like eating so much."
God he knows me all too well, I was starving. And that mad me love him even more. He always knew what I needed. But what I needed now is not food but a.
Steve kissed me gently and teased me a little by biting my bottom lip a little. Sigh.this was so heaven. I parted my lips to allow him to slide his tongue in my mouth. Since I never kissed anybody it took me awhile to get a hang of it, but I got it. You could hear smacking noises from our lips constantly kissing each other. His hands went behind my back and he held me closer to him. I felt his warm body press close against mine. I felt so complete. He came in to my life and blinded me with his love. With him by my side, I felt nothing can stop this moment.
Sadly though it was interrupted by him knocking over a drink he got for me. " Damn. Don't worry I got that." He got up, but I quickly pulled him back on top of me. And kissed him more. We didn't even come back up for air. And his visiting time just seemed to have pass by to 20 minutes. His hands which WAS on my back slowly went down to my butt cheeks. He gave them a firm squeeze. That made me whimper a little and made my bulge in my hospital gown stick up even more than it ever could before. Bliss, can not even describe what this feeling I am having now. All I knew then was I didn't want it to stop.
Steve's hungry hands reached down to the bottom of my hospital gown and he went up to the opening. In there, he could feel anything he wanted to and he did. Those hands of his slowly went up to my thighs and those damn graceful hands rubbed me in the rite way all the time. Every second of this sent waves of electricity all over my body and I shivered in delight. Finally his hands reached up to my aching cock. His hands went up to my member and stroked it. " AAWWW STEVE don't stop that feels so good." I managed to say escaping our lip lock for that one second and went back locking before I could finish.
Steve lifted my hospital gown and it revealed my rock hard member. He shifted his weight towards my cock and knocked more food over that stupid tray of his, but he didn't care, we were to lost in lust. When his lips touched the head of my penis I couldn't help, but gasp. Faint whimpers escaped my mouth more often as he continued to bob his head in a rhythm that made my world go blank. My eyes rolled back and my free hands had nothing to do, but ruff up his hair. Oh God, he just did this thing with his tongue where it swirls around my cock. I couldn't take it, I can't hold back. "AAAWWW STEVE!!!"
But I guess me screaming his name only made him go faster. He bobbed fiercely down my shaft as I exploded into his hungry mouth. My Back arched, my muscles stiffed, and my toes curled. After each squirt he swallowed acceptingly and didn't miss a drop. Well after that I was spent. Steve went up to my face and looked at me with those beautiful and adorable eye that I couldn't resist to jut get lost in. He can see me, the true me, my soul. A sweet simple kiss he gave me made me wanted more, but I couldn't, I was still recovering from my orgasm and I probably had this stupid blissful love look. That only made him smile more. Steve sighed and rested his head on my chest. We both fell asleep in that hospital and woke in the morning when someone walked in.
I hope you liked this one at least. This story I liked. It really describe how I feel about Steve. This is the fantasy version of me and Steve, but I wish could really be with him. He really completes me. We talk sometimes none stop till we too tired to talk. I liked that. While Bobby is just a person I liked because he is more like eye candy, but seems really sweet around people. Too bad though they are both straight, or that's what I think they are. Steve just broke wit his girl and I feel not as jealous anymore. But I hope he finds someone he likes and the same goes with Bobby. Even though I am heartthrob myself, I heard from all the ladies. I can tell my my life in high school and to end of my life is gonna be a lonely one.
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