I had just turned 30 and was happily married to the woman of my dreams. For all intents and purposes I was living a dream life. There was only one problem,I loved sucking cock. I had loved cock since I was a teen and gave my first blow job. He was my childhood friend Ken, and I would go on to suck him off many times in the years ahead. After that discovery, I always felt an overwhelming need to be on my knees with a cock in my mouth. Craigslist, truck stop restrooms, anywhere I could find a man willing to let me give him a BJ, I was willing. The only thing I expected in return was a mouthful of hot cum which I eagerly swallowed down.
This "hobby" of mine caused me much confusion and guilt. How can I be happily married yet still have this insatiable desire for men and their hard cocks?
Falling back on my childhood religion of Catholicism I decided to see a priest and confess my "sins".
Finding a local church I went into the confession booth. Once I knew the priest was on the other side I knelt inside the cubicle and began... "Forgive me Father for I have sinned...."
"What are your sins my son"? said the priest.
I took a deep breath and said, " Even though I am married, I have been performing oral sex on other men".
I heard some movement from the other side then the priest asked " Would you like a private session son, this is a serious matter".
I thought why not? and replied "Yes Father, I would".
Exiting the booth there stood a tall man about 50 with grayish hair and a salt and pepper beard. I followed him into his office and we sat in chairs knee to knee.
"I am Father Tom and your name my son"?
"Jim", I lied.
"Well Jim, how does it make you feel to perform this act with random men"? Father Tom asked.
"Guilty, but wonderful. I love my wife but I also love sucking dick... Feeling my face turn red, after all this was a priest! I said, I'm sorry Father Tom, I mean penis".
"That's fine son and I want you to know there's nothing wrong with desiring a man and his penis. God made us all and we are who we are, that can't be changed. What you can do is embrace your double nature. It's actually quite natural to have sexual feelings for both men and woman,but only the brave act on these feelings. Consider yourself twice blessed".
With that Father Tom stood. The first thing I saw was his hard cock peaking through his black robe.I have to say it was magnificent. Thick, veiny and about 7 inches, it curved upward and it looked rock hard.
"On your knees my son, suck my "cock", that's the word you prefer, I believe".
"Yes Father", I replied dropping to my knees"
Taking his cock in my hand I admired the beauty of this monster before I slowly took it in my mouth. Inch by inch I went down flattening my tongue and rubbing it all over.I have no gag reflex and took it to the root. When Father's cock hit the back of my throat I snaked my tongue out and licked. Father groaned.
Up and down, slowly and then quickly, I alternated my pace to give my new found lover maximum pleasure.
There's no feeling like a hard dick in your mouth,it's soft, yet it's hard, it's just... delicious. It's especially gratifying knowing you are giving intense pleasure to the man receiving your oral ministrations.
Father Tom caressed my hair and encouraged me.
"Make love to my cock Jim, show me how much you love sucking me off,show me how much you love me".
The last line sent electricity through my body, "Love him"? Did I... could I? I only met him hours ago.
But yes, I did feel love for him, I did feel love for this man who had set me free.
After working Father's cock for at least 10 minutes and also licking all over his low hanging balls, he said..."I'm going to ejaculate Jim, prepare to receive my sacrament". Sacrament???? I came a little in my underwear at those words.
It was then Father pulled his cock back and ordering me to "open my mouth wide and stick out my tongue", he then began to squirt hot jets of cum into my waiting mouth.
"That's right, swallow my seed son, take it all, don't spill a drop".
I didn't have to be told twice, even with the copious amount of semen in my mouth, I began to swallow.
Father reached down and wiping more cum from my chin and put his finger in my mouth. I dutifully sucked his finger clean and kept sucking till he removed it from my hungry mouth.
Pulling me to my feet, Father leaned down to kiss me. I accepted his kiss with gratitude and love. I felt his tongue on mine as we kissed deeply, lovingly, until Father broke the kiss.
Smiling, Father Tom said " I absolve you of all sin Jim, go in peace my son and be here next Saturday at 4, we have much more to discuss and work on".
"Yes Father, I would like that very much, I will be here next Saturday at 4".
With the faint taste of his cum in my mouth I left the church feeling good about myself, almost giddy.
I was guilt-free at last because I knew something deep and true about myself, I was a cocksucker and it was OK. I was in full acceptance.
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