Fantasy vs. Reality
By
John Hobbs
Some people are fortunate enough to realize their happiness or station in life with no problem, others, such as myself, live in the world of fantasy. My name is Eddie and I am twenty years old (although I look like I am sixteen), I am small build, fair complexioned and have blue eyes. My body is smooth and completely void of hair except for the semi-long blond hair on my head and a small trimmed brush of pubic hair. I am extremely shy which accounts a lot for my being a late sexual bloomer.
I started out as any other young boy liking to look at the 'girly' books. I don't know when I drifted from that and started having fantasies about man sex. Somehow I just found that as I looked at girlie fuck magazines I began to look at the men's cocks more than the tits or pussies of the women. I found that I really wanted to see hard cocks more and more.
To look at more cocks I started looking at m2m magazines and surfing m2m sites on the web. From just looking at men's hard cocks, I got to where I loved to see a man's mouth devouring a big cock or see a man getting his ass pounded by a man's love-pole. To be truthful at this point I don't know which part I liked the best or that I 'played' in my fantasies, the one having his cock sucked, or the one sucking cock.
To satisfy my curiosity a lot of times when I would watch a big cock being sucked on my computer screen, I would strip naked and tilting my head way back I would take a banana and run it down my throat.
Then one day when I was in nearby big city I purchased me a nine-inch rubber cock. Coating the rubber cock with Mayo I would insert it into my mouth. With a lot of practice I got so I could take the whole cock and never gag. Although I was too scared and too shy to try, I often wondered if sucking a real cock would feel the same. Next I tried putting my rubber cock in my ass to see what ass fucking felt like. My rubber cock had come with a larger suction cup that could be attached on one end. I mounted my 'fantasy lover on the floor and by squatting over it I practiced till I was able to take my rubber 'lover' without pain. I next attached it to the wall so I could back up to it and then fuck my self silly as I jacked off my cock. Again, I don't know if I imagined myself to be the one fucking or the one getting fucked as I jacked off, in honesty - probably both.
All I am really sure of is that I spent many hours playing with my fantasy lover as I pulled my peter till it released its load. I got fantasying so about man sex that just thinking about it would send me scurrying to find a place to jack-off. Then one day at work I found a m2m sex magazine that showed so many hot pictures of cock sucking and ass fucking that I needed to jerk bad.
I work for a company that recycles old rags. We collect them and then bail them up to be shipped off to various companies. Till they are shipped they are kept in a back warehouse. This is where I was working when I found the magazine. Because it is warm back in the warehouse we very seldom wore shirts and most of the time all we had on would be cut-offs. That was all I had on that day.
After finding the magazine and looking at the pictures of big cocks getting sucked and asses being pounded by cocks I stepped behind a couple of bails of rags, dropped my shorts and started jerking my cock as I looked at the pictures of m2m sex. I was so caught up in jacking off that I never heard Skip come up till he spoke.
"Well, well what have we here?" asked Skip, as I froze with my hand holding my hard cock. Then with out waiting for my answer, he continued, "Looks like 'Ole Eddie boy likes men, especially men's cocks."
Skip was 32, well built, clean shaven and had a lot of manly hair on his chest. He was shirtless too. Although I was embarrassed at being caught playing with my cock, I was even more surprised at what Skip did next.
"So you like men's cocks huh? Here let me show you a real cock!" and then he unzipped his shorts and dropped them. As soon as his big cock was freed it stood straight out pointing at me. I could not help but stare. I had never saw a cock this large or hard in 'person'.
All I could do was mumble, "I...er..yes...er...I mean no...er I've got to go."
"You're not going anywhere Pussy Face..." Skip commanded me.
"I've...I've..I..." I stuttered, still staring at the large real cock before me.
"I want to fuck your mouth!" growled Skip waving his large cock at me. "On your knees pussy face! Or do you want me to start calling for the manger and let him know all about you?"
"N..no...please don't Skip...I'll...I'll lose my job," I begged.
"Ok then! On your knees, Pussy," laughed Ship putting his hand on my bare shoulder and pushing me down.
Without another word I slipped to my knees and came eye to 'eye' with his hard cock. It was the largest and most beautiful cock I had ever seen. Of course all the cocks I had ever seen were in the boys shower, in books or on the web. I could not stop staring - it was so exquisite. It was over eight inches long with a bell-shaped head. It was about as big around as a big banana. I was so close I could see a drop of pre-cum peeping out of the piss slit on top of it. In short - it was beautiful.
I tried to raise back up because I knew where Skip was going with this. He was going to try and make me suck his cock. This thought, sucking cock, was not new to me. I had often wondered what it would feel like to suck a hard throbbing cock. But I did not know if I really wanted to or not. In short - I was scared. But I don't know if I was scared Skip was going to make me suck his cock, or if I was scarred someone might see me sucking cock or find out about me sucking cock I had often fantasized about having a man fuck my mouth but now I was not sure I was up to having it happen. I knew I should grab my clothes, jump up and run...but somehow I also knew I did not want to; I wanted to see if realism was as good as fantasy.
"Take hold of it," ordered Skip.
I was so hypnotized by his cock that I just kneeled there in a trance and barely heard his command - till he spoke again.
"What's wrong Pussy Face? Scared of a REAL COCK? It won't bite you...take hold of it...NOW! Or I'll call the manager," commanded Skip squeezing my shoulder.
Afraid that he might really call the manager and get me fired, I nervously reached my hand out and took hold of the first real cock besides mine that I had ever held. It was more thrilling than I had even imagined. It was so hot...so hard...so velvety soft, so fucking wonderful.
After all the wondering that I had done about what it would feel like to hold another man's cock - I now knew - it felt fantastic! I couldn't help it as I happily sighed, "Ohhhhh..."
Breaking my revere, Skip then told me, "If you think that's good...now, KISS IT...Kiss my cock Pussy Face."
Although I was thrilled by holding my first cock, I was not sure I really wanted to go any farther right now.
"I..I...er...I've never...please don't...I...I..please don't make me," I stammered, now not sure that I wanted to go through with my first man sex.
"Kiss it now! Kiss it or else..." repeated Skip, in an authoritative voice I would come to know well.
Still afraid that he might call the manager, I leaned forward and kissed my first cock. When my mouth touched his cock head my whole life changed...I knew then reality WAS better that fantasizing. There was no way a picture of a cock could take the place of a real cock. I not only kissed his cock, but I rubbed it all over my face and licked its big shaft and kissed its cum-leaking head like I had never kissed before...I was fucking in love, in love with Skip's fabulous man-meat.
"Oh fuck! YEA! Do it Bitch! Kiss that cock!! Lick it!" exclaimed Skip, as I passionately kissed his big cock and licked up and down its shaft.
Then putting his hands on my head he started pushing his cock against my lips, "Now open up Pussy Face! I want to get your 'mouth cherry'!!"
Wanting to feel his cock inside my mouth, I willing opened my virgin mouth to receive its first man cock. As I felt his big cock slip into my mouth I knew then with certainty that reality was way more than any fantasy I could have ever dreamed about...I knew I had crossed over from wondering to doing. I was ecstatic with the new sexual feelings coursing through my body lifting me to erotic heights far above any of my wildest dreams. Reality was now a hard cock in my willing mouth. I knew then I was his cock sucker...and I wanted to be a good one.
"Ummm," I moaned as Skip's cock slid into my eager mouth for the first time. I sucked tightly on his cock head as my tongue licked the under side of it. Then keeping my lips tight around his cock, I began to fuck my face back and forth on his throbbing love pole. On each in stroke I would take a little more of his cock into my mouth till it was bumping the gateway to my throat.
All the while Skip was urging me on, "Ohh yesss...oh fuck...suck that cock..YEA! eat that meat Bitch. Man what a hot Pussy Face...suck me...do me deep! Ohhh...yea..."
Spurred on b Skip's passionate encouragements, I leaned my head a little father back and began to face fuck him in earnest. On each in stroke I would take a little more of his cock into my throat. I was ecstatic with sexual passion - a REAL cock was going where only a banana or slicked dido had ever been - I had a REAL MAN'S COCK fucking my mouth and throat. I was a real cocksucker sucking a real cock!
"Ohhh fuckkk I'm going to cum...oh YES take it...drain me Pussy Face...drain my cock...ohhhh NOW!!" Skip shouted, fucking my face with all his might.
His first shot of cum surprised me at how hot it was and how forceful it came shooting out of his cock and filling my mouth to over flowing. He then plunged his cock deep into my throat and shot several more loads straight into my stomach. Man he must have cum a ton...all I could do was suck, slurp, and swallow. Man talk about losing your virginity with a bang! The way Skip was banging my mouth pussy would keep me sore for days - but it was worth it - I had been face fucked by the best!
After Ship had finished feeding me his cum, he pulled his cock out of my mouth and told me to "Lick it clean Bitch! Man what a mouth! I ain't never cum like that!"
When I had finished licking and kissing Skip's cock clean, he pulled me to my feet. Then he put one hand on my ass and one behind my head and pulled me tight against him. He then tilted my head and gave me my first man kiss. At first I was shocked and thought about turning my head. But then I thought "What the fuck, I had just sucked his cock and ate his cum! Why be squeamish about kissing him."
I was completely surprised by his kissing ability. His kiss started out soft and tender and then he probed his tongue into my well-fucked mouth. Man could he kiss! As Ship tongue fucked me where his cock had just fucked me he ground his body into mine.
All I could do was moan and squirm against him as I passionately returned his kiss. Then Skip reached between us and took hold of my cock and leaned back and looked me in the eye. Holding my cock tightly in one hand as tilted my head back with the other hand, he spoke again in the authoritative voice I knew he used when he was serious, "You belong to me now Pussy Face. Your cock, your mouth, your ass, your whole body belongs to me! Do you understand?"
Scared and thrilled at the same time I could only nod my head yes. Skip then surprised me again as he slipped to his knees and took my cock into his hot mouth. Man could Skip suck cock! It was just a matter of minutes before I shot my load in to his mouth.
"Ohhh...fuck soooo goood,: I moaned as his mouth drained me dry.
Raising up Skip gave me a tender kiss. Then holding me close he tenderly whispered, "You taste as good as you suck." It was then I realized that Skip had a tender side as well as his tough authoritative side. But then he switched back to be authoritative side, "Nobody gets your cum but me! Understand that Pussy Face? Your cock is mine! You are mine! You are my cock slave - you hear me?"
At first I didn't realize the significance or seriousness of what he was saying. But when he continued there was no doubt as to him being serious and what he expected from me.
"When I want you to suck my cock, you'll suck it - any place any time. Then grabbing my ass cheek and squeezing it till pain shot through me, he continued, "When I want to fuck you, you'll fall over and be fucked like the whore you are! UNDERSTAND?"
When I didn't answer, he really clamped down on my ass cheek, causing me to cry out with pain. 'Do you understand?" he again asked.
"Yesss," I stammered. One part of me was scared, but another part of me was elated - I was going to be his sex slave. I was going to be a Pussy Face boy whore! No more bananas or didos - only a real cock! And I was soon to find out just how many real cocks.
Skip again started passionately kissing me as he held me close. As he tongue fucked me I could feel his cock starting to get hard against me. Knowing that my body was turning him on, I shamelessly ground my self against his hard cock as I returned his torrid kisses. Breaking off his hot kiss, Skip whispered, "I'm going to fuck you baby...are you ready?"
I knew that soon the cock that had taken my mouth pussy's virginity would soon take my ass pussy's virginity. I wondered if being fucked in my ass would feel as good as being face fucked. I knew I was to find out in just a few minutes.
Shaking with both fear and anticipation, I ground my body against his as I whispered, "Yesss...but please be gentle...I've never been fucked before..."
Keeping his arm around me Skip led me to the other side of the storeroom where there was a large bail of rags. After giving me another arousing French kiss Skip had me lean over the large bail and spread my legs. The first thing I felt was my ass being licked and kissed. His tongue swirling around and probing my ass ring was driving me wild. Then for the first time in my life I felt a man's finger touch my ass. I don't know where Skip got the oil (I found out later he was not the only one using this bail of rags for a fuck table), but his slippery finger pushed and probed till it slipped inside my ass causing me to jump at first, but as I got use to it I pushed back on his finger. Skip could finger fuck as good as he could kiss and suck. He kept adding oil till my ass was so lubed he could easily slip a second finger in.
"Oh fuck...it feels so goood...' I moaned over and over as Skip really worked on my ass getting it good and relaxed. I wondered if his cock would feel like the rubber one I had inserted in my ass several times. I was soon to find out a real cock felt one hell of a lot better.
"Man what a pussy!" exclaimed Skip. "You got one sweet hole Bitch!"
The next thing I knew I felt Skip's fingers jerk out and a slippery cock head slide into my relaxed and slippery chute. Because of my prior dido fucking my ass quickly accepted its first real cock. "OH!" I exclaimed as for the first time I felt a real cock slide into my ass. "Oh put it all the way in....yess, I cried as I pushed back on his big cock.
Skip knew how to 'pop' a cherry. Little by little he eased his cock into my ass-pussy till I felt like I would split wide open I was so full of cock. With one final shove he completely entered me. I felt his large ball sac flop against mine. Skip just stayed still till my virgin ass became use to being impaled on a real man's cock.
Then ever so slowly he began to fuck my no longer virgin ass. He would pull almost all the way out till only his cock head was inside my ass and then he would gently push it all the way back in. Each time he would go a little faster till he was really pounding my ass.
"Ohh please turn me over and fuck me like the pussy I am. I want to see you give my ass its fist fucking! Ohhhh..pleaseee,fuck me like a woman..." I begged over and over.
"Ok! Bitch! You are going to get 'woman' fucked like the bitch you are!" exclaimed Skip.
Before I even knew what was happening, Skip had pulled his cock out, threw me up on the bail of rags and putting my legs on his shoulders he rammed his cock back into my slippery ass-pussy as I moaned like the slut I was fast becoming.
"Ohhh..fuck me baby..fuck me! Oh yes ram that cock in me! Take my ass...take my cherry...ohhh! FUCK ME!!" I cried humping my ass up to meet him on his down strokes.
You talk about getting an ass-fucking. Ship was giving me a passionate and forceful ass fucking I would never forget.
"YES!" he screamed as he pounded my ass. "Take it Bitch take it all you fucking whore. What a pussy...hump me boy..hump me harder...take this man's cock in your ass you fucking slut. I'm going to pound you till you can't walk...oh NOW!! He screamed lunging his cock all the way in my ass as he filled my love shoot with its very first man's cum. "Take my cum you fucking slut...take IT!!"
So fierce was his fucking that when he started shooting his hot cum into me my own cock exploded spraying cum all over the both of us.
"OH FUCK SKIP! You've fucked the cum right out of me...oh fuck so fucking goood," I cried as I reached up and pulled him down on me.
"Man," exclaimed Skip, "You are one hot fuck...I have never fucked the cum out of anyone before. You are my Bitch from now on. You hear me Pussy Face?"
In answer, I reached up and kissed the lips of the man who had 'popped' all my cherries in one day. "Yesss," I whispered, "I am your Pussy Face or pussy ass...what ever you want...I am yours..."
That very day I moved in with Skip. The very next day he made a whore out of me. He brought six guys home from work with him. He put a cock ring and hood on my cock so they could not suck me. But boy did he let them fuck me and make me suck them!
They put me on the bed with my head hanging off one side "Ohh yes!" I cried as the first man rammed his cock into my lubed ass. "Ohhh fuck meee...yesss" I screamed as he poured the cock to me. Then I got my first double. One of the other men pushed his drooling cock into my hungry mouth. Boy you talk about out of this world...man I was getting fucked and getting to suck cock all at the same time.
"Umm, fuc.." I moaned around the cock pounding my face pussy as the other man laid the man meat to my humping ass.
I don't know how many times they cum, but when they left my face was full of cum and when Skip helped me stand up, cum run freely out of my well fucked ass and down my legs. Laying me back on the bed Skip removed my cock ring and hood and drained my throbbing cock.
I never had to work, all I had to do was suck and fuck. Sometimes Skip would bring several more men home with him and have me suck them or fuck them. Other times Skip might take me to a party and let everyone pull a 'train' on my mouth and ass while he watched. But always he kept a cock ring and hood on my cock. My cock was reserved for him only.
"I love to see you full of cock, Pussy Face, I really like it when you are getting your ass- pussy and face-pussy rammed at the same time!" he would tell me when he got me home. He would then take the cock ring and hood off my cock and would drain my balls of their pent up cum.
I was one happy slut...no more pretend for me - nothing but real cocks and real cum. YES!!!