Family Disgrace

Family Disgrace By Adam Stewart

Following an uprising in the town where they lived in Nigeria, Jay's parents had immigrated to England and settled in east London hoping for a better life but they soon found their dream wasn't going to be achieved. His mother had been reluctant to leave her home country but her husband said he knew better so she obeyed. They found rented accommodation and soon realised they were treated as immigrants so not that welcome but having spent what little money they had to make the trip over, they knew they had to stay. Within a year, Jay was born and the following year his sister. His father was an intelligent man and had wanted to be a doctor but seeing that was never going to happen he dreamt of his son being one. As Jay grew up, he knew that his little sister was the apple of his father's eye and could never do wrong. He on the other hand was never in his father's good books.

From an early age, Jay realised he was different to other boys, much preferring male company than that of girls. Once a teenager he became even more aware and shunned any girl who showed an interest in him because he was highly intelligent and very good looking. His slim six-foot black body stood out amongst those with whom he mixed. His parents were forever trying to pair him off with suitable girls but his indifferent attitude towards them soon made them move on.

"What's wrong with you, she was a lovely girl" his father would shout at him when yet another girl lost interest.

Jay would shrug his shoulders saying "She clearly didn't like me" although he knew the truth but he could never tell his parents he was gay. His sister was the perfect child in his father's eyes. This was despite the fact that behind his back she was up to all manner of things that his parents wouldn't have approved of but somehow she got away with everything. Jay knew for a fact that she'd lost her virginity when she was fifteen but kept it secret whereas he'd not yet kissed a boy.

His parents were also very religious and attended church every Sunday dragging their offspring along as well until they were too old to be ordered to go. Jay hated church and everything it represented so gave up going as soon as he could. His sister only went because she met boys there so yet again she was seen as the perfect child and he was not. His father was a stern man and berated his son over minor things but his daughter could never do wrong.

Jay sailed through school passing every exam with ease. His father kept on at him about being a doctor but having seen the length of training that involved he knew he didn't want to follow that path but he was interested in medicine so decided to train as a nurse. Once he'd finished his `A' levels he applied to a London university and was immediately accepted for a nursing degree course. Even so, his father kept on saying "You should have trained as a doctor" but Jay ignored him.

At university he met other gay guys and attended the LGBT group meetings even though he knew if his father found out he'd be in deep trouble so he had to tread carefully and keep his sexuality hidden. He was saddened to see few black guys who were out and proud but knew the reason why. Being gay in the black community was considered a family disgrace so most kept their sexuality hidden. One particular white guy did take a fancy to him and they went to gay bars together several times. It was him who introduced Jay to cruising late at night. The thrill of meeting other gay guys and having his cock sucked and sucking other cocks was just wonderful. Being a big guy, his black cock was huge by comparison so was always in demand but cock sucking was all he did not daring to go further.

At one particular cruising area on Hampstead Heath which was far away from where he lived, he was assaulted one night. The guy was out to cause trouble and Jay was in the wrong place at the wrong time.

At first the guy seemed interested and told Jay to suck his cock. Jay squatted down to perform the act when suddenly the guy brought up his knee and caught Jay's face. "You fucking black queer" the guy shouted and kicked him as he fell to the ground. Jay being the larger of the two grabbed the guy's foot and pulled him over. Once down on the ground they fought, punching each other like mad. Seeing that he was receiving more punches from Jay than he was giving, the guy jumped up and ran away. Just then another guy appeared and helped Jay up.

"Are you okay mate; I've seen that guy around before but you gave him something to remember so well done." Jay said he was fine despite his face being bruised, blood pouring out of his nose and a bruised chest. "I live not far away so why not come back with me so you can clean up and I can see to your wounds."

Jay said he was fine but the guy insisted so in the end he agreed since he was now feeling slightly feint and his chest hurt where the guy had kicked him. The guy said his name was Hugo and looked older than Jay. They walked to Hugo's car which was parked nearby and Jay climbed in wincing as he did so when his bruised body complained.

"You really gave that guy a good working over so hopefully he'll think twice about coming here again" Hugo laughed.

"Are you a regular then?"

"Yeah; sad really isn't it but I so enjoy the anonymity of it all; how about you?"

"It's my first time at this particular one and probably the last. I presume being black makes me a target; the story of my life really; even at school I had to fight my own corner which is why I learnt how to defend myself."

Within a few minutes, Hugo was pulling into the car park of the block of apartments where he lived. He had a one bed apartment on the fourth floor and Jay was envious. He wished he could leave home and get a place of his own but whilst still at college it was impossible with no income. He'd had to take out a student loan for university since his parents couldn't afford to keep him. His father was now a warehouseman in a local supermarket and his mother worked on the tills so neither earned that much money. His sister had left school and got a job in a beauty salon so was doing okay although she now had a regular boyfriend who if she wasn't mistaken would be popping the question quite soon.

Once inside the apartment, Hugo led him into the bathroom to tend to his wounds. The bleeding had now stopped so Jay stripped off his shirt that was covered in blood and washed his face. His eye was bruised and he again winced as he touched it. Hugo said he had something for bruises so opened the medicine cabinet. When Jay had treated his eye, he dabbed some on the bruise now coming out on the side of his chest. He could also feel one on his thigh but wasn't sure he should remove his trousers with Hugo standing there. As if reading his mind, Hugo said he'd leave if Jay preferred. Jay grinned and said he wasn't that shy so slipped off his trousers. Hugo inwardly gasped at the sight of the beautiful black guy in just a pair of bright red briefs which from what he could see, hid a large package. He felt his own jump to attention but decided this was not the time or place to become amorous with a complete stranger.

When Jay had tended his wounds he got dressed again. "Thanks for coming to my aid."

"You're more than welcome; how about a drink?"

Jay looked at his watch and realised he'd missed the last train so it would be a night bus job to get home but the thought of using that didn't thrill him or the thought of creeping in the house in the early hours when no doubt his father would hear him and come storming out demanding to know where he'd been. He accepted the offer of a drink so Hugo led him into the living room. Hugo offered a range of alcoholic drinks and he chose a rum and coke. When he'd poured two large ones, they sat down. They chatted about what each did for a living and Jay explained he was at university undertaking a nursing degree. Hugo smiled at the irony of him providing nursing care for a future nurse. He said he was an IT expert but so far hadn't found Mr Right. Jay looked at him and decided he must be at least thirty and although not his type was pleasant enough.

"I presume I should make a move" Jay said without conviction when he'd finished his drink.

"You could always stay here if you wanted; the sofa is a sofa bed so I can make that up for you" Hugo quickly replied although to be honest he'd rather Jay joined him in his own bed but thought that was probably not the thing to suggest in the circumstances.

"Are you sure?"

Hugo said he was and immediately fetched the bedding he used for the sofa bed. Within five minutes they'd unfolded it and made it up. "You know where the bathroom is" Hugo grinned. Jay thanked him again for his kindness and immediately stripped off his shirt to expose his beautiful black chest. For a moment Hugo gazed at it before leaving him and going to his own room. Jay visited the bathroom and once back in the living stripped off the remainder of his clothes. He hated wearing anything in bed so always slept naked. Within minutes of laying his head on the pillow, he was asleep. He'd have to come up with some excuse when he eventually got home to explain his absence but the swollen eye would be a good reason. He'd say he was attacked and a very kind gentleman took him back to his house and tended his wounds. By this time, he was feeling feint so the gentleman offered him his spare bed for the night.

When Hugo got up in the morning he suddenly remembered his guest in the living room. He lightly knocked on the door and there being no reply gently opened it. The morning light was coming through the thin curtains and he could see Jay's beautiful black body draped on the bed. The night had been warm and he'd thrown off the covers so he was fully naked. For a moment he gazed at the gorgeous black butt and felt his cock stiffen inside the boxer shorts he'd slipped on to protect his modesty. Suddenly Jay turned over and Hugo got an eyeful of an even more beautiful stiff black cock. Jay's eyes opened and he saw Hugo standing there.

"Morning; is it late?"

"No, you're okay but I need to get up to go to work so wondered if you'd like a cup of tea before I have my shower."

Jay said no, not wanting to put Hugo to any bother so Hugo left and closed the door behind him. When he'd gone he looked down and noticed his morning erection. He grinned and gently massaged himself until his needs were satisfied, the contents being shot into a tissue. "At least I've given him something to thank him for his hospitality" Jay grinned as he climbed out of bed, slipped on his briefs and folded up the bedclothes.

As expected, his father berated him for not coming home and failing to let them know what had happened. He explained that he'd been attacked on his way home from a night out with friends in central London and that a very kind gentleman had come to his aid and taken him back to his house which was nearby. "I was in shock so the last thing I was thinking about was ringing you and by the time I did it was gone midnight and I knew you'd shout at me for waking you up" he replied angrily. His father said nothing so Jay wasn't sure whether he believed the story or not but he was past caring.

As usual Jay sailed through his final exams and achieved his degree. His father was still on at him saying he should have trained as a doctor but Jay ignored the jibe. "At least being a fully trained nurse is better than being a warehouseman" he threw back in his father's face although he regretted saying that immediately afterwards but his father drove him to make such wild comments.

His parents still couldn't understand why their son didn't marry when so many beautiful girls were attracted to him and each time they said something he shrugged his shoulders and walked away. His younger sister was already engaged to some black guy who worked on a market stall but his parents seemed to think it was wonderful news. Had the guy known he was taking on used goods he doubted he'd be so willing, but as usual Jay kept silent.

During his final term he'd applied for several nursing jobs on the proviso that he'd obtain his degree and one offer was of particular interest to him. It was with a sexual health clinic at a local hospital. His plan was that once employed with a salary coming in, he'd look for a place to live so he could leave home. He was now twenty-two and desperate to get away from his father. He loved his parents but his father was so overbearing and he couldn't stand much more. His mother just stood there accepting whatever her husband said and never supported her son.

Without telling his parents what jobs he'd applied for he attended this particular interview. He immediately liked the doctor in charge and the Nursing Officer to whom he'd report. From what he could tell they too were impressed with him so he came away with high hopes of getting the job. A few days later he received a letter offering him the post. He literally jumped with joy and that evening told his parents that he'd got a job.

When his father heard that his son would be working at a sexual health clinic he exclaimed "Only white people get sexual diseases because of their disgusting practices. You should have trained as a doctor."

Jay laughed and told his father that he was ignorant. He'd done his research before applying for the job and found a large proportion of patients are from the African community. His father said nothing but was clearly not convinced.

"Whether you like it or not, that's the job I'm accepting because it's something I feel is worthwhile so shut up about how I should have trained as a doctor and for once be happy that your son has achieved something. At least it's better than being a warehouseman in a supermarket."

As soon as Jay had said the last bit he felt ashamed because he knew why his father had not been able to fulfil his dream but yet again he'd driven him to making an unkind remark. He stormed up to his room and threw himself on his bed. "Why the fuck can't he be happy for me for once" he said out loud. A few minutes later there was a light tap on his door. He recognised it as being his mother so told her to come in.

"Don't be hard on him son; he means well."

"So why for once can't he be happy for me? I've worked my socks off for years achieving the grades he wanted and ended up with a first class honours degree in nursing yet he's still not happy. This job really means something to me and it's what I want to do so to hell with what he wants."

"We both want you to be happy; if only you could find a nice young lady to marry."

"Don't start that again mother, it's not going to happen."

She looked at him for a moment not quite sure what he meant but knew he was angry with his father so left the matter and went back downstairs. Secretly she was happy that he'd got a good job with good prospects even though she didn't have the guts to tell her husband who'd always dominated her ever since they'd been married all those years ago. Despite her reluctance to move to England, now she was here she realised how free English women were and wished she could be the same. "Perhaps one day" she told herself.

Jay loved his new job. It was demanding and he met a wide range of interesting people. He was still undergoing training but enjoyed being hands on and helping people. His immediate boss liked him and admired his dedication so knew he'd do well. Jay's only regret was that he couldn't be openly gay like some of his colleagues. Instead he continued visiting the cruising areas but after his experience on Hampstead Heath was far more alert to potential trouble. Fortunately, he didn't have any further problems and enjoyed sucking cocks offered to him and being sucked off by those who wanted to do so. When most guys saw what he had to offer they rushed to give him a suck.

As he became more adventurous he let himself be picked up by guys and taken home. He enjoyed the comfort of a man in his arms as they lay in bed but never went that extra inch and let anyone fuck him despite aching to see what it felt like. He'd not even fucked a guy so that too was unknown territory although he frequently watched gay porn on his laptop in the privacy of his bedroom at night with his earphones to avoid the sound of grunting guys being heard outside his room.

His father seemed to have stopped nagging him for a while, which made home life more acceptable although he was still desperate to find a place of his own but he quickly realised that for the moment he couldn't afford it. His sister was now engaged and preparations were under way for the wedding. Jay kept out of the discussions between father and daughter on what would make the perfect wedding. The bridegroom's parents had little money so everyone knew it would be a small affair. From what Jay could see the bridegroom was a total wanker and he was sure she could have done better for herself. He suspected she was in the early stages of pregnancy which was why she'd agreed to marry the guy and why she was rushing the wedding along but his father seemed totally blind to what his perfect daughter was up to. Their mother as usual just agreed with everything so Jay kept his mouth shut.

When the happy day finally came he had to admit that his sister looked beautiful and kissed her. As he wished her all happiness he whispered "I'm sure you could have done better but as long as you're happy that's all that matters." She smiled at him but said nothing. She knew he was right and she had a feeling he knew why she was marrying an ignorant man who worked on a market stall but he'd provided the fun she needed at the time so was now paying the consequences having found that more suitable suitors weren't prepared to bed her until after marriage.

"Your turn next" she whispered "so find yourself a pretty woman to marry."

"I doubt that will happen" he replied and left her to join the rest of the family. She looked at him as he walked away wondering what he meant. "Surely not" she muttered to herself but left the matter there.

It was a church wedding of course and Jay felt a sense of unease as the service progressed. In his eyes it was a farce and all mumbo jumbo but he went through the motions along with everyone else. The reception was a small affair since neither set of parents had the money to do anything lavish so it was held at a local bar. The bridegroom's sister who was two years younger than Jay soon became pissed and took a fancy to him. As much as he shunned her she kept hanging onto him and on several occasions suggested they find somewhere to kiss.

Having had enough of her he whispered "Fuck off darling, it's not gonna happen." At last she got the message and went off in a huff. His mother noticed and said the girl was just trying to be friendly before adding there were other nice girls he could talk to. "Leave it mother; I'm not in the mood nor have the inclination to cavort with any of them." His mother again gave him a quizzical look wondering what was wrong with her son.

Jay again looked for suitable accommodation but found he could still not afford what he wanted so resigned himself to living at home until his financial situation was better. After his sister's marriage his father calmed down and stopped nagging his son or going on about his job so Jay decided to accept his lot for the moment. He loved his job and absorbed everything he was told or shown so hoped he'd pass his initial training period with flying colours.

To placate his sexual desires, he continued to frequent the cruising areas whenever he could, telling his parents that he was going out with friends and probably wouldn't be home until the early hours if at all. As he was now twenty-five his parents knew they had little control over him so accepted the situation although they still couldn't understand why he failed to find a nice young woman to marry. His sexual exploits had at least progressed to fingering and rimming which he certainly enjoyed but he couldn't bring himself to take that next step and allow a guy to fuck him, or them for that matter although during one inebriated session he did rim and then finger a guy which he enjoyed.

At the end of his initial training period he was called in to see the doctor in charge. He was told he'd done well and had completed his training period with high praise from everyone.

"I'd like to transfer you to the HIV unit as a senior nurse."

Jay was delighted to hear the news since he'd enjoyed his period with the unit during his training. It was also a step up for him. His transfer was effective from the following week so he went out to celebrate with his friends, none of whom were aware of his sexuality. He decided not to tell his parents about his transfer and the promotion it involved since he knew his father would disapprove.

On the first morning in his new job the boss introduced him to everyone. Some he'd met during his training but others had joined since then. One of those was Bruno, a white trainee nurse who was twenty-four and in his final year of training. As soon as they shook hands Jay felt a thrill shoot through his body. The guy was gorgeous and he had a feeling he was gay. Bruno smiled at him and was immediately attracted to Jay but he couldn't decide if he was gay or not; he so hoped so.

Whenever he could, Bruno stopped to talk to Jay. He loved his beautiful smooth black skin and found his gorgeous deep brown eyes mesmerising so couldn't stop looking at him. Over a period of several days he found out as much as he could about him and learned that he had a married sister, that his parents were very religious and that he didn't hold the same conviction. He also picked up that he wasn't too happy living at home, due mainly to his parents keeping on at him about finding a nice girl to marry.

"I've told them it isn't gonna happen" Jay said hoping that might indicate to Bruno he was gay.

"Same here mate although I don't have the parental pressure that you do; in fact, my folks are perfectly happy and supportive that I'm gay." There, he'd said it outright, not that he hid his sexuality. He was an openly gay man but he didn't shout it from the rooftops. He sensed Jay giving a big sigh of relief so decided to jump in with both feet. "Would I be right in assuming you're gay too?"

Jay nodded glad that at last they'd declared themselves to each other. Bruno grinned and since nobody else was around he moved forward and gave Jay a gentle kiss on the cheek. For a brief moment Jay was surprised at the kiss but liked it all the same. "It must be hard being gay in your community; I've read they don't take kindly to the likes of us."

"Tell me about it" Jay laughed, "but I'm determined to lead the kind of life that is right for me so fuck what others think."

"Good on you, that's the way to deal with it; if others don't like it that's their problem, not ours."

Jay nodded and was aching to ask Bruno out but wasn't sufficiently experienced at these things. All he'd done so far was go cruising and even there he tended to let other guys take the lead. Sensing his reluctance Bruno took his hand. "How about we go out for a drink after work and get to know each other outside this environment; that's assuming you don't mind associating with a trainee" he laughed.

"I'm only just out of training and you're in your final year so we're not that far apart."

"True but I doubt I'll be offered a senior post as soon as I've finished. From all accounts you're way ahead of the rest of us."

"Are you trying to butter me up" Jay laughed.

"Would it help if I did?" Bruno grinned.

"It might" Jay giggled, "but this drink; when did you have in mind?"

"How about this evening"

"You're on"

With that agreed they went their separate ways to get on with their job but neither could stop thinking about each other. Jay had patients waiting for blood tests so called for the first one. He was a young gay guy and looked worried about having blood taken. He smiled trying to put him at ease.

"Just relax; I shan't hurt you."

The young guy smiled. "I've only just been diagnosed as positive and hate the sight of blood."

"Then close your eyes and I'll tell you when it's done." He prepared the arm and found the vein which was deep. Some of his colleagues had problems with getting blood out of deep veins but he'd been taught well and managed without difficulty. He inserted the needle and filled the three vials for the laboratory. Once done he withdrew the needle and placed a plaster on the tiny hole he'd made.

"All done"

"Wow, that was quick; I never felt anything."

"I said I wouldn't hurt you and once your body gets used to the medication the number of times we need to test will reduce until it's only needed once every six months."

The young man smiled; he liked Jay.

When Bruno and Jay had finished their shift they made their way to a pub tucked away down a narrow street that Bruno knew and where their colleagues never went. It was too early to expose their relationship to others even though both knew they were attracted to each other.

"Is this okay?"

"It's perfect" Jay replied and asked what his friend would like to drink. Having bought their drinks, they found a quiet corner in which to sit. They talked about Bruno's life to date and when he knew he was gay. Like Jay he'd realised in his early teens and came out to his parents at age eighteen. As an only child they'd accepted his sexuality without question and had supported him ever since. Both his parents were doctors so it seemed logical that he too joined the medical profession but like Jay didn't fancy doing the long training to be a doctor. "Did your parents mind?"

"What, being a nurse? Good heavens no; they said I must do what I wanted; just because they were doctors didn't mean I had to be one. Besides two doctors in the family is enough." He laughed as he looked at Jay and saw sadness in his eyes. "I take it your parents weren't so keen."

Jay told him about his father's dream and how he tried to pressurise him into training to be a doctor. "So he doesn't approve of me being a nurse and I've not told him or my mother about my promotion."

"That's terrible; no parent should tell their son what job to do; I'm so sorry."

"Do you have a regular boyfriend?" Jay asked wanting to change the topic.

"No" Bruno grinned and thought `but I wouldn't mind you' imagining what he'd like to do with him in bed.

Jay smiled and wondered where things went from here. He was so inexperienced with personal relationships. After a while they continued talking about what music and films they liked and realised their tastes were similar. Bruno mentioned a new film that had just been released and suggested they see it together. Jay jumped at the idea but nothing was arranged. Having finished their drinks, they decided it was time to leave.

"I've really enjoyed our time together; would you like to meet up again" Bruno asked.

Jay smiled and said he'd love to so they arranged to have a meal together the following evening after their shift finished.

When he got home his mother said the evening meal was nearly ready and asked where he'd been so he casually said he'd been out for a drink with a friend. After their meal, during which his father said nothing to him, he let drop that he was going out for a meal the following evening with someone from work.

"A girl?" his mother asked. Jay decided not to answer so began getting up from the table. "I expect there are lots of nice girls working with you aren't there?"

"No" he snapped back and stomped up to his room.

The next day he met Bruno in passing during the course of their work and they smiled at each other but both were too busy to speak apart from confirming they were still okay for that evening. After their shift they once again left work together and Bruno took them to an Indian restaurant he liked having determined that Jay liked Indian food. They were more relaxed this time and chatted about their training and what else they got up to which in Bruno's case, seemed to be far more than Jay ever did. Jay also ascertained that Bruno's parents lived in Shrewsbury which was where Bruno was born.

"When they got married they bought a one bed flat in Hackney which in those days was cheap but they kept it and rented it out when they moved to Shrewsbury. When I needed somewhere to live they let me have it and transferred the lease into my name so I have my own place which is brilliant bearing in mind the price of property in London these days."

"Wow, you lucky bugger; I wish I could afford somewhere to live so I could leave home."

"Are things still bad between you and your father?"

Jay shrugged his shoulders. "Don't get me wrong, I love my parents but my father is overbearing at times and mother just stands by and says nothing. At present he's not too bad but it only needs one small thing to set him off again."

By the end of the meal they were laughing and joking with each other as if they'd known one another for years. Bruno was tempted to ask him back to his place but decided not to push things too far for the moment. He had a feeling his new friend was new to all this so wanted to take it slowly.

Before they parted Bruno gave Jay a quick hug and a kiss on the lips. Jay glanced to see who was looking but nobody seemed bothered about what they were doing. Perhaps he was over sensitive but then he knew his father's views on homosexuality and no doubt his mother felt the same way although she'd never actually said anything.

The following day at work, Bruno made a point of finding Jay and invited him to have lunch at his flat on the Sunday and go to the cinema in the afternoon. He'd then play things by ear to see whether or not it was the right moment to invite him home and take things to the next step.

Jay was excited at the thought of spending quality time with Bruno. As he showered his cock went hard at the thought of what he'd like to happen. Fortunately, by the time he was dressed it had gone down but he couldn't get him out of his mind. The more he got to know Bruno, the more he liked him and hoped that something good would come out of their friendship. His parents still hadn't returned from church by the time he left which saved yet more comments from his mother about who he was meeting.

Bruno's flat was on the third floor of a small block which was clearly looked after. He keyed in the number on the door entry system and Bruno released the door telling him to take the lift to the third floor. As soon as the lift door had opened and he'd stepped out into the corridor, Bruno was there to greet him. Suddenly he found himself being given a tight hug and a big wet kiss on the lips. Jay could feel their bodies grinding together which caused his to react.

"It's great to see you, come on in."

When the front door had been closed, Bruno took Jay's light summer jacket and hung it on a hook.

"For you" Jay grinned as he passed over a bottle of red wine he'd purchased on the way over. Bruno examined the label and smiled. It was one of his favourites so he'd open it for their meal which was a steak pie with carrots and new potatoes.

"Thank you, that's very sweet of you." He led Jay into the living room which had a kitchen at one end. It was a compact flat but the rooms were spacious and suited him well. "I have to warn you, I'm not much of a cook so the steak pie is ready made but I did cook the carrots and potatoes myself and stewed the fruit for afters."

"It sounds wonderful" Jay smiled and gave Bruno a kiss on the lips. It was the first time he'd initiated such affection and it made him feel good.

The steak pie was indeed delicious even though it was ready made and was complimented by the red wine he'd brought. The stewed apples and blackberries made a welcome end to the meal and being able to relax was equally wonderful. At home he had to watch what he said the whole time which made meals very stilted. After they'd cleared away the dishes they made their way to the cinema. The film was very enjoyable and both felt happy as they made their way out.

"Would you like to come back for a cup of tea; I might also have some cake."

"I'd love a cup of tea but after that big lunch I'm not sure about the cake; I don't want to spoil my figure" Jay laughed.

"Certainly not; you've got a gorgeous figure but I'm not sure a slice of lemon cake would make much difference."

They grinned at each other and for once in his life Jay felt totally relaxed and was up for anything. Back home, Jay sat on the sofa and watched his gorgeous friend make the tea and cut two slices of lemon cake. He admired Bruno's slender body move back and forth and felt his own react. When the tea was ready, Bruno sat down beside him.

"I've really enjoyed today; you're a lovely guy."

"So have I and you're a really nice guy too" Jay replied. Without saying anything, Jay moved nearer to Bruno and kissed him. He was feeling brave and wanted to show Bruno that he was serious. The kiss became passionate and they moved into each other's arms. As the kiss progressed hands wandered and felt over each other. Bruno suddenly felt a hand take hold of the swelling inside his trousers. He gasped as Jay's tongue was thrust into his mouth. He moved his hand into Jay's crotch and inwardly gasped again as he felt the large hard organ inside.

"Wow, you're bigger than I thought."

Suddenly Jay pulled out of the kiss and picked up his tea. It was now cold so he put it down again.

"I'll make a new one" Bruno said having seen Jay's face. As he did so Jay watched him and again admired his body. If only he could leave home and have a serious relationship. He stood up and moved to the window to peer out. Both the living room and the bedroom looked out onto the side of the block which was west facing so caught the afternoon sun.

"Are you okay?"

Jay turned and nodded. "Yeah I'm fine; in fact, never felt better."

Bruno smiled and kissed him. "Have you been to any of the gay bars or clubs in Soho?" Jay shook his head. He'd never had the confidence to go despite wanting to do so. "Shall we go next Friday evening. If you want, we can eat here first and go afterwards." Jay said he'd love to do that so would take some casual clothes to work and change at Bruno's. He'd tell his parents he was going out with a friend and might not be back until the following day. He just had to get away from home so he could lead his own life without his parents breathing down his neck all the time.

Reluctantly Jay left to go home but first gave Bruno a big kiss thanking him for a wonderful time. When he got home he went straight to his room not wanting to be quizzed on where he'd been or who with. A while later there was a light knock on his door and he knew it was his mother. Instead of saying `come in' he opened the door ajar and peered at her.

"Did you have a nice time with your friend?"

"Yes thanks; goodnight mother." He closed the door and listened to her going back downstairs. He stripped naked and lay on the bed with his laptop. He typed into the search engine one of his favourite porn sites and settled back to watching two guys having sex. One was soon fucking the other and he imagined he was fucking Bruno or being fucked by him. His big black cock was soon fully erect aching for attention. He gently massaged it until he was shooting ribbons of white creamy cum over his smooth black stomach. He watched it slowly slide down before collecting it between his fingers and licking them clean. He loved the taste of his own cum and imagined it was Bruno's wondering what his would taste like.

The clinic was only open Monday to Friday which meant Jay and Bruno had weekends off. Although they were busy as usual, the week seemed to drag by since both of them were aching to go to the gay bars and a club together. Bruno also hoped they'd end up at his flat in bed together.

Finally, Friday came round and they made their way to Bruno's flat. He'd purchased an Indian takeaway on the way home so they immediately sat down to eat it. With that out of the way they decided to shower before getting dressed. The cubicle was large enough for two so Bruno asked if Jay wanted to shower on his own or together. Jay grinned and said he was happy to shower together so they immediately stripped naked. They paused and admired each other's nakedness.

"You really are beautiful" Bruno whispered.

"And you" Jay replied and felt his cock twitch with excitement.

They moved into the shower and washed themselves peeking at each other as they did so.

"Would you like me to wash your back?"

Jay nodded looking forward to the feel of a hand on his naked flesh. Bruno slowly moved his hand up and down gradually working his way towards the smooth black buttocks. Jay signed with pleasure and his cock twitched causing it to go semi hard. Bruno noticed the reaction he was having on Jay and smiled. He was aching to hold the organ but didn't like to push his luck. Instead he asked if he could hug him. Jay nodded and their naked bodies pressed together. Soon two erections were rubbing against one another. Bruno pulled Jay into a kiss and their mouths locked together. The kiss became passionate and both felt an electric current shoot through their body. Bruno could no longer control his need to touch the large black cock that was pressing against his. As he kissed he reached down and took it into his hand. Jay gasped enjoying the feel of his organ being gently squeezed.

Bruno pulled out of the kiss and whispered "It's beautiful".

Jay looked down at Bruno's erection. It wasn't as big as his but equally as nice. He took hold of it in his hand and gently massaged. "Oh man, it's lovely."

They finished their shower and dressed ready for their night out. Jay had never been to Soho before and as they walked down Old Compton Street and saw guys holding hands he was elated. He wondered what his father would say if he saw this. He of course knew; he'd say they were all disgusting and disgraceful. As if sensing his thoughts, Bruno took hold of Jay's hand as they walked along. Jay smiled; he felt so happy.

Bruno led Jay into one of his favourite bars. Jay was surprised to see other black guys like him who were clearly happy to be there. One guy in particular smiled at him as they made their way to the bar. He smiled back and was overjoyed that someone had acknowledged him. Bruno bought their drinks and they retreated to an area where they could enjoy them. Jay suddenly saw a guy making his way towards them. He gave Bruno an affectionate hug and looked at Jay clearly wanting to be introduced.

"This is Jay"

"Hi, good to see you man." He then turned to Bruno and whispered. "He's gorgeous; where'd you find him?"

"Never mind; he's mine so hands off" Bruno laughed. The guy moved on having seen another friend. When he'd gone Bruno said the guy was an acquaintance and that was all.

"It's okay, I don't mind you chatting with your friends if you want to."

Bruno smiled and leaned in for a kiss. "You're so sweet but that guy can be a limpet if you're not careful and before you know what's happening he's inviting you back to his place. The first time I met him I let him do so and regretted it so tread carefully now."

After a couple more drinks Bruno suggested they move onto a club. Jay loved the buzz and enjoyed watching guys having fun with each other. He again noted several guys of his colour which made him feel good. At least he wasn't the only black guy around who was gay. They made their way to the bar and he bought them drinks. When they'd drunk those, Bruno led Jay onto the dance floor and they jiggled to the music along with everyone else. Jay was conscious of several guys looking at him admiringly and several grinned and fluttered their eyelashes at him.

"I can see I'm going to have to watch you when we come to these places; if I'm not careful one of these guys is going to take you away from me."

Jay laughed and said Bruno was perfectly safe since he only had eyes for him which made Bruno's heart fill with joy. He'd fallen in love with this gorgeous guy but so far had not had the nerve to say so since he was so afraid of going too far too soon and putting Jay off him. Had he known, he needn't have worried because Jay felt the same way but he too wasn't sure whether or not to say anything.

They had a great time kissing and cuddling whenever they could and several times they both had enlarged organs inside their trousers aching to get out. At one in the morning Jay suggested they make a move so they squeezed their way through the throng of guys to the exit. As they walked to the night bus, Bruno pondered whether to invite Jay back to his place because he knew what would happen if he did and so far they'd not had sex as such. Jay meanwhile was so hoping that Bruno would invite him back because he didn't relish the thought of going home. He'd told his parents he may well be out all night and he wanted to make the most of it.

Once on the bus, Bruno turned to Jay. "Can you come back to my place or do you have to go home?" He was well aware of the difficulties that Jay encountered at home so didn't want to make things even more difficult for him. Jay said he'd love to go back with Bruno and they smiled at each other knowing what both wanted to happen. Despite others seated around them, Bruno squeezed Jay's hand to indicate he was pleased with the answer.

As soon as they were through the front door they threw off their jackets and wrapped their arms around each other.

"I've really enjoyed tonight."

"So have I" Bruno replied before pulling Jay into another kiss and starting to undress him. It didn't take long before their trousers had been discarded along with their tight fitting T shirts that had shown off their firm muscles and their nipples. Jay felt Bruno's cock that was now fully erect and plunged a hand inside the briefs to grab hold of the naked flesh. Bruno let out a long groan of pleasure and did the same to Jay. His cock was also fully erect and he couldn't wait to feel the full length inside him. They each removed their briefs and ran into the bedroom with their erections flying high.

"I'd love to feel that cock of yours inside me; would you fuck me Jay."

Jay grinned as if he needed asking. He was aching to get his long black cock inside this beautiful guy so he pushed Bruno onto the bed and lifted his legs high in the air. Bruno grabbed the condoms and lube from the side cabinet and Jay set to work. He first wanted to see what this gorgeous guy tasted like so he plunged his face onto his hole and licked it as he pulled the beautiful cheeks apart to open them wide. Bruno gasped as he felt the hot tongue probe his sensitive spot.

"Ah fuck, yeah man; lick that arse." Jay did precisely that until he was ready to try his big long cock inside it. He grabbed a condom and lubricated the nicely opened hole in readiness for what he'd imagined doing to Bruno every night in bed. He slowly offered the black head of his cock up to the wide open hole and gently pushed in. "Ah yeah beautiful; stick that big long black cock of yours into my arse man" Bruno yelled. Not wanting to hurt his friend he slowly pushed the full length in until his course black pubic hair was touching against the gorgeous white flesh. He then slowly moved back and forth gradually increasing the pace of fuck. "Yeah, fuck that arse. I want to feel that big cock of yours fill me up until you've shot your spunk." He secretly wished he was being fucked raw because he so wanted to feel Jay's naked flesh against his but knew that was not the sensible thing to do. `Perhaps one day when we're true partners' he told himself.

Jay kept fucking far longer than he thought he would but he so wanted to enjoy the feel of this beautiful arse round his cock for as long as he could. He'd dreamt of doing this so many times and here he was now fucking a guy for the very first time. Eventually his body took over and he couldn't hold himself back any longer. He was now fucking this perfect arse like mad and Bruno was yelling his head off as the big cock fucked him.

"Ah, fuck, fuck, I'm coming man" Jay shouted as his climax reached its point of no return. He always produced a large volume of cum and this was no exception. As each ribbon filled the latex he continued fucking back and forth much to Bruno's satisfaction. Finally, he was spent and he paused with the long cock fully inside the guy he knew he loved without doubt. "Fuck that was good."

"It sure was mate; the best fuck I've had for a very long time. You're a pro" Bruno exclaimed. Jay laughed and said it was his first. "You're kidding me man."

"No; you're the first guy I've ever fucked and I'm still a virgin when it comes to being fucked. Done plenty of sucking and rimming but never fucking."

Bruno pulled him down for a kiss with the long black cock still inside him. He wanted to feel that for as long as he could. "Well, I hope you want to fuck me many more times because that was perfect." Jay nodded and said he'd be happy to fuck Bruno's gorgeous arse any time. "You want me to fuck you then?"

Jay gasped. He'd waited for this moment for so long. He nodded hardly able to speak. Bruno told him to changes places with him so he lay flat on his back and lifted his legs right over his chest to expose his arse.

"Now that is a sight for sore eyes" Bruno muttered as he lightly fingered the black hole. He thrust his face onto it and gave Jay a good rimming. With that done he lubricated the hole and fingered it, first with one finger and then two until he was satisfied that it was nicely opened up. He grabbed a condom, lubricated the hole again and gently pushed the head of his cock up to the entrance. He wasn't as large as Jay but he had plenty to offer a guy. He told Jay to relax as he breached him and once in he slowly pushed the rest of his length inside. "How's that feel?"

"Fucking brilliant man; I've dreamt of you fucking me for so long."

Bruno smiled as he slowly increased the pace until he was slamming in and out of Jay's beautiful arse like mad. As he did so he again imagined his naked cock inside. He so loved the idea of bareback sex but had never taken the risk but he decided if Jay became his regular partner he'd raise the issue. Suddenly he felt his climax coming and he slammed in even harder. Jay was enjoying every second.

"Fuck that arse man; fuck it good" he yelled. Just then Bruno yelled that he was coming and his whole body shook as his seed filled the condom. He too always produced a plentiful load so there was a good supply by the time he'd finished.

"So, how was your first fuck?"

"Fucking awesome man. I want many more like that."

"Any time man; we make good bed partners I reckon since we both love fucking and being fucked."

Jay agreed as they climbed beneath the covers and cuddled up against each other.

When Jay woke the following morning he looked at Bruno beside him. He so wished this could be what he saw every morning when he woke up. Bruno opened his eyes and smiled.

"Morning" he said sleepily. Jay smiled and gave him a kiss.

Jay left mid-morning to go home and he met his mother in the hallway.

"Did you have a nice time with your friend?"

"Yes thank you."

"You must invite your friend for tea one day so we can meet her."

Jay ignored the comment and went up to his room. He switched on his laptop and did another search for somewhere he could live that he could afford. "Fuck; nowhere" he exclaimed and shut the website down. To ease his frustration, he logged onto one his favourite porn sites and watched a guy fucking another. He quickly locked his door and slipped off his clothes so he could lay naked on the bed watching the action. His cock soon reacted and he massaged it in time with the guy fucking. When he shot his load, so did Jay spewing it all over his chest. Having done so he felt better and cleaned himself up before getting dressed.

Over the next two months, Jay and Bruno went out for a meal each Wednesday after work and then back to his apartment to have sex. Each Friday Jay went to Bruno's apartment for a meal and then onto the gay bars and clubs. One week they went to a fringe theatre and saw a gay play. Jay loved it, especially since during one scene the young actors romped around stark naked.

Then one Wednesday evening, Jay's life changed for good. As usual he and Bruno left work together and at the point where they had to go their separate ways, Bruno hugged Jay and gave him a simple kiss on the lips. It wasn't something he usually did but on that particular day he felt the need to do so. Jay thought nothing of it since it was very brief and nobody around seemed perturbed at the sight of two guys hugging so they said goodbye to each other and walked in opposite directions.

When Jay got home he noticed his mother wasn't preparing the evening meal in the kitchen as usual and then heard her talking to his father in the living room with the door firmly shut. He thought nothing of it so went up to his room, stripped off his work clothes, donned his bathrobe and went to have a shower as was his usual practice. He felt happy with life even though he desperately wanted to move into a place of his own away from his parents but whenever he felt down over that he thought of Bruno. After his shower he dressed into casual clothes and went downstairs. His mother was hovering in the living room doorway clearly waiting for him. He acknowledged both of his parents and walked in.

"Who's this friend you've been seeing a lot of recently?" his father demanded.

"A friend; what's it to do with you who I go out with" he replied indignantly.

"Is it a girl?"

"None of your business" Jay replied now realising something was afoot. He glanced at his mother who just looked at him and said nothing.

"Your mother saw you earlier with a man; she was on the bus coming home and saw you on the street with him."

"What's this inquisition about? Who I hang out with is my affair not yours."

"I need to know who he is and what he means to you" his father shouted.

It was then that Jay realised what his mother had seen so decided to confront the issue head on. "He's my boyfriend."

His father gave him a disdainful look and said "Are you..." but he couldn't complete the sentence.

"Gay; is that the word you're looking for" Jay replied with a leering tone. "Yes I am, so what."

His mother let out an audible gasp and for a moment his father was speechless. "You're disgusting and a disgrace to the family" he eventually said.

Jay laughed. "Well you brought me into the world so whatever I am is down to you."

"Don't dare blame me or your mother for this depravity; I presume this white boy has made you like this."

"You know what father; you're ignorant because if you knew anything about homosexuality you'd know that you're born the way you are and can't be made gay." He then turned to his mother and said "And you're clearly no better."

"You're a disgrace to this family" his father repeated not knowing how to deal with this situation.

"You're the disgraceful one round here, not me" Jay said calmly and left the room closing the door firmly behind him. He went up to his room, pulled out a holdall and a rucksack. He took all his clothes out of the wardrobe and packed them into the large holdall. With that done he packed the clothes from the small chest of drawers and added several other personal items. He put his laptop into the rucksack plus his personal papers and a couple of gay magazines he'd picked up in Soho that had photos of naked men, plus various other items he wanted to keep including a small wooden mask that his uncle had given him several years before. Whilst doing this he heard a light tap on his door.

"Go away mother; I've nothing to say to you."

He did a check round to make sure he'd got everything he needed, removed the front door key from his key ring and placed it on the bedside table before putting on his thick sheepskin jacket since the Autumn weather was now upon them. Once fully satisfied he glanced round the room again and muttered `Goodbye room' and opened the door to make sure his mother wasn't lurking on the landing. There was no sign of her so he put the rucksack on his back and picked up the holdall. He quietly made his way downstairs and was about to open the front door when his mother asked "Are you leaving?"

"What do you think; you've made it impossible for me to live here any longer" he snapped and opened the door.

"Where will you go?"

"What do you care" he replied and carried his luggage out the door. He was tempted to slam it behind him but decided not to and instead gently closed it to show they were in the wrong, not him. He walked down to the main road and hailed a cab. He gave the driver Bruno's address and bundled his luggage in the back. He was still feeling numb from what had happened and just hoped that Bruno was in and prepared to take him in for a while.

Having paid the driver, he keyed Bruno's apartment number into the door entry system and waited.

"Hi, what are you doing here?" Bruno's voice said through the speaker having seen Jay on the camera.

"Can I come in?"

"Of course you can" Bruno said excitedly and released the door. Jay grabbed his luggage and walked to the lift, taking it to the third floor. As he walked out into the corridor he could see Bruno standing by his open door. Seeing Jay's luggage, he gasped. "What's happened?"

Bruno grabbed the holdall from Jay and led him inside. Once there they fell into each other's arms and kissed. "Have you left home?"

Jay nodded with tears now falling down his face. Bruno told him to dump his things and took him into the living room. Jay explained what had happened and Bruno gasped. "Oh god, I'm so sorry Jay; it's all my fault." Jay assured him it wasn't and that it was a time bomb ticking away waiting to explode.

"I just need somewhere to stay until I can find a place of my own but where I haven't a clue at present."

Bruno took him into his arms and hugged him again. "I love you Jay so if you'd like to you can move in with me. I've thought about asking you for a while but wasn't sure how you felt."

Jay looked at him and more tears fell down his face. "I love you too; have done ever since we first met; I'd love to live with you if you're happy for me to do so."

"Of course; I've never lived with anyone before but that's because I've never felt the same way about someone as I do you; you're more than welcome to move in with me so we can be together."

"Thank you" Jay managed to say between tears and gave the love of his life a big kiss. Perhaps things were at last changing for the better he thought to himself.

Bruno asked if he'd eaten and Jay said he hadn't so he offered to make him an omelette. Jay slipped off his outdoor shoes and watched Bruno prepare the omelette still trying to process in his mind what had taken place.

When Jay had finished the omelette plus a bowl of stewed plums, they cleared away the dishes and moved into the bedroom to unpack Jay's bags. The bedroom had two fitted cupboards and Bruno had spread his things over both of them but he soon removed his overspill having chucked out things he knew he'd never wear again to give the space for Jay to use. Within half an hour everything was in its place.

"This is nice" Bruno said as he held the wooden mask in his hand.

"My uncle on mother's side gave it to me; he lives in Nigeria but came over a few years ago and brought it with him. I think he's also gay; he's never married and lives alone."

Bruno suggested a place for the mask and hammered in a nail. Jay hung it and they both looked at it. "Perfect" Bruno grinned. "Welcome to your new home."

That night in bed they made passionate love and fucked each other. Bruno loved the feel of Jay's long black cock inside. When they were both satisfied they settled down to sleep. Jay hugged Bruno and thanked him for making him so happy. At last he was free although it had cost him the loss of his parents who he still loved despite them not accepting him.

As they made their way to work the following morning they discussed what to tell their boss. Jay had to give his new address and since the doctor in charge was gay they decided to tell him what had happened and that they were boyfriends. They knew of two lesbians in the team and were fairly sure another guy was gay so knew nobody would be bothered. Their boss expressed his sorrow when he heard Jay's story and said that his parents had not taken too kindly to their son's sexuality but had now come round so perhaps Jay's parents would do the same in due course. Jay had little hope of his father coming round but he hoped his mother would in due course. The news travelled fast round their colleagues and several congratulated them and wished them all happiness.

Two days later, Jay received a call from his sister. When he saw her name appear on his mobile he groaned guessing that his mother had told her the news.

"Hi Penny" he answered as breezily as he could.

"Hi sexy; I hear you've caused a rumpus at home" she giggled "but good on you; to be honest I always thought you were gay so it's no surprise to me."

"So you don't mind having a gay brother."

"Of course not; why should I? It's father who's the bigot; mother will come round in due course, I'm sure of that." Jay was pleased to hear that and asked how things were with her husband Bobby. "Ah well, I'd like to talk to you about that; any chance of meeting up; I'd love to meet this boyfriend of yours; is he sexy?"

Jay laughed "Yes he is; he's gorgeous" he replied as he grinned at Bruno. They arranged to meet up for a drink after work the following day. "See you in the Red Lion at five thirty."

"Look forward to it; love you" she replied.

The following evening, they made their way to the Red Lion which was a very heterosexual pub so they had to avoid any sign of affection towards each other but it was convenient for Penny. Within a few minutes of arriving she flounced in and Jay noticed several guys admiring her. She was an attractive woman so he wasn't surprised. She bounced her way over to where they were sitting and immediately took Jay into her arms and kissed him.

"So, you're the sexy young man who's swept my brother off his feet" she directed towards Bruno and gave him a similar hug and a kiss on the cheek. Jay glanced round to see if anyone heard his sister's comment but nobody was looking. He'd deliberately chosen a corner well away from the other customers who were mainly gathered round the bar. Whilst Jay and Penny caught up with their news, Bruno fetched their drinks from the bar. Penny wanted to know how and where they met and how long they'd been together. By the time Bruno returned with the drinks, Jay had told her everything, including the news about his promotion when he finished his training.

"Do mum and dad know about your new job?" Jay said he hadn't told them because he knew what his father would say so he'd kept it to himself. She was saddened to hear that and took hold of his hand. "Why the fuck does he keep on about being a doctor. If he thinks it's such a wonder profession, why didn't he get off his own arse and train to be one." Jay shrugged his shoulders. It was a question he'd asked himself on many an occasion. "If you ask me he knows he doesn't have the intelligence to make the grade; he makes out he's highly intelligent but sometimes I wonder when you hear the crap he comes out with." Jay was surprised to hear his sister talk like this because she'd always given the impression she thought highly of their father. "Fuck no; I only did that to keep in his good books so as to make life at home more bearable."

Jay laughed and asked how things were with her and Bobby since he sensed something was amiss during their telephone conversation.

"I've left the fucker" she blurted out. "He's a moron and is only interested in football and messing around with other women. I assume you realise I only married him because I was pregnant by him." Jay said he had suspicions but since no child had appeared he'd assumed he was mistaken. "Yeah, well, I lost the child at three months which to be honest was a blessing otherwise I'd have been tied to him." She then explained she'd met another guy who was intelligent and extremely good looking. "We're just waiting for the divorce to come through and then we'll get married; in the meantime, I've left Bobby and I'm living with Lance. He works in the City and has a high powered job. He's also gorgeous and you'd like him."

"I take it mother and father don't know."

"Fuck no; and nor must they until I've got the divorce. Neither does Bobby's parents; not that they'd care in any event."

Jay smiled and wondered how his father will react when he finds out since he always considers Penny to be the model child. "I expect he'll say you're a disgrace to the family" he laughed.

"He can say what he likes, I shan't care. The four of us must get together because Lance is a lovely guy and has no problem with gays; his younger brother is one."

As they made their way home, Jay felt more relaxed about his family situation. It was good to know that his sister accepted him for what he was and that she wasn't the perfect child after all. Since it was a Friday they had their meal and went to Soho. After a couple of drinks in a gay bar they moved onto a club and enjoyed themselves. Jay was now totally relaxed and flirted with other guys as much as Bruno did. No longer did he have to worry about not going home or being found out.

When they eventually arrived home in the early hours, they fell into each other's arms as soon as they were through the front door. Both were hard and wanted action so within minutes they'd undressed each other. They'd bought a bottle of poppers from a sex shop in Soho plus a couple of gay porn DVDs. Bruno pushed a naked Jay down on the bed and immediately straddled his back. Within seconds he had his hard cock inside him and was giving him a good hard fuck. He grabbed the poppers and took several long sniffs causing a rush to his head. Jay did the same and was soon on a high as Bruno's hard cock worked its magic on his arse.

"Ah fuck" Bruno yelled after several minutes of fucking. "I'm gonna cum".

"Yeah, let it all out" Jay giggled as he grabbed hold of his own erection beneath him. As soon as Bruno was spent and had pulled out, Jay turned over and told him to sit on his big long hard cock. With Bruno's arse suitably lubricated he slowly sat down on the long black cock until it was deep inside him.

"Fuck, that feels so good" he groaned and slowly rode it. Gradually he increased the pace as he watched his lover's face knowing he was enjoying every second. He took more sniffs of poppers and passed the bottle to Jay who did the same. The action continued for almost ten minutes before Jay let out a loud "Fuck" and Bruno knew his lover was spilling his load. Once done he leant forward with the black cock still inside him and they kissed.

"I love you so much" he said between kisses.

"I love you too" Jay replied before pulling their mouths together for another passionate kiss.

Several weeks later, Jay was walking out of the hospital when he saw his mother waiting at the entrance. His heart slumped but she'd seen him so he couldn't avoid her. On that particular day Bruno had stayed home to study for his final assessment which would determine whether or not he'd successfully completed his practical training period. Jay had no doubts that he would pass but Bruno had always doubted his abilities despite being good at his job. He'd also applied for a permanent position at the clinic in anticipation since he loved his job and he enjoyed working with Jay, not that their paths crossed that amount but it was good to know that his boyfriend was nearby.

"Hello mother, what are you doing here?" Jay said as he moved to where she was standing. He made no attempt to show any affection since he still felt peeved over what she'd done.

"How are you?"

"I'm fine" he replied curtly.

"Where are you living?"

"I've found somewhere" he replied not wanting to give her more information than he had to.

"Are you looking after yourself?"

"Of course; I'm quite capable you know despite what you may think."

"I know you are son but I needed to know you were okay; I'm sorry."

"For what; dropping me in it with father who you know is a bigot. All you had to do was speak to me privately and I'd have told you. I've given you enough clues over the years had you bothered to listen."

"I'm really sorry; I just want you to be happy."

"Well I am mother despite you and father disapproving of me but at least Penny accepts me for what I am."

"You've seen her?" she asked somewhat surprised.

"Of course and she's met my boyfriend who she likes very much so it's just you and father who're out of touch with the twenty first century."

"I just wanted you to know that I have no problem with you ..." She stopped mid-sentence not sure what term to use.

"Being gay?"

"Yes"

"So why did you rush to tell father what you'd seen before speaking to me when you knew very well how he'd react."

His mother's body slumped and he suddenly realised that beneath everything she did accept him for what he was. "I'm sorry mother; I know what it must be like living with him but you must stand up for yourself more. You're an intelligent woman." As he said these words he took her into his arms and hugged her. She relaxed and felt happy that her son still loved her. He was right, she should speak out against her husband but had not done so for so many years that it was now difficult to break the mould. They parted on good terms and Jay kissed her before going their separate ways. He told her to call him on his mobile whenever she felt the need and he had a feeling that need would come once Penny had dropped her bombshell.

"Mum and dad would like to meet you" Bruno announced one day. Jay looked nervous for a moment and Bruno took him into his arms. "They don't have any issues with homosexuality; they accepted me when I came out and they'll love you."

Jay smiled and nodded. It would be good to meet his lover's parents and feel part of a family that accepted him for what he was. It was arranged they'd make the journey to Shrewsbury where they lived the following weekend.

It took them two and a half hours by train to Shrewsbury and then a ten-minute taxi drive to where Bruno's parents lived. It was a grand house with a short drive leading up to the front door.

"So this is where you grew up" Jay commented as they walked through the iron gates and up the drive.

"Yep; I had a happy life here."

Jay's mind wandered back to his life at home and how miserable it had been most of the time but that was now behind him. Almost as soon as Bruno had pressed the doorbell, the door was opened by an attractive woman in her mid-fifties. She and Bruno immediately hugged and kissed before Bruno introduced Jay who'd stood a few paces back to allow mother and son to show their affection.

"Hello Jay, you're very welcome so please come on in." Jay smiled and then suddenly found that he too was being given a hug and a light kiss on the cheek. "I'm Bruno's mother but please call me Michelle." Jay thanked her somewhat overawed by the welcome which was so different to what he'd expected. Whilst they removed their jackets having dumped their overnight bag, a good looking man appeared who was also in his mid-fifties. Jay could see where Bruno got his good looks from and his charm since both parents were very sociable.

Bruno gave his dad a big hug and then introduced Jay. "Hi Jay, it's good to meet you, welcome to our home. I'm Peter." Once they'd shaken hands, Michelle told Bruno to take Jay upstairs so they could freshen up after their journey. "Drinks will be waiting for you in the living room" Peter grinned.

Bruno led Jay upstairs to a large room at the back of the house. Jay looked in awe since it was at least twice the size of the room that had been his for so many years at home. Although it was now devoid of Bruno's personal effects, Jay immediately sensed it was his old room. He looked at the double bed and raised an eyebrow.

"What?" Bruno asked with a questioning look.

"Are we both sleeping in here?"

"Of course; why not?"

"I assumed we'd have to sleep in separate rooms."

Bruno grinned and pulled his lover into an embrace. "I told you, my parents are both okay about us being gay and don't have any problems with us sleeping together; or having sex for that matter." Jay chuckled and told him he'd have to keep the noise down if they did. "Yeah well, I'm sure I can do that whilst you fuck me with this beautiful cock" he giggled and grabbed hold of said cock which made it immediately react.

"Careful; I don't want to go downstairs with an erection" Jay chuckled.

"I don't suppose mum or dad would mind if you did" Bruno laughed as he let go of the burgeoning organ to unzip their overnight bag.

Once they'd hung the few clothes they'd brought with them and had a freshen up, they made their way downstairs to the living room where Peter was waiting with drinks. It was a concoction he'd made consisting of various spirits and a fruit juice but it tasted good and soon relaxed Jay. Once everyone had drinks they sat down and Peter asked Jay where he'd grown up and whether he'd ever been back to his home country. Jay explained that his parents had moved to England before he was born so he'd never been to Nigeria.

"As far as I'm concerned, England is my home country. Since Nigeria doesn't allow or recognise any LGBT rights I have no desire to go there."

"And what about your parents; do they accept your sexuality?"

"No; well at least my father doesn't but since coming out my mother has said she doesn't have a problem but knows my father is a bigot so can't make her views known."

Michelle expressed her sorrow and said it must have been very difficult for him. Bruno then explained what had happened and how Jay felt forced to leave home which was when he moved in with him although they'd been going out with each other for several months before then. He also told them about Jay's father's distaste of his son being a male nurse instead of qualifying to be a doctor.

"That's absurd; the nursing profession is just as important as us doctors" Peter commented. Bruno had told Jay that his dad was a surgeon and his mother a local GP. Peter asked if Jay had ever thought of being a doctor and Jay explained he had but decided like Bruno he preferred to be a nurse and deal with patients at that level.

"Well I think you guys do a brilliant and very important job" Michelle commented, "so don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

Jay smiled thanking them for the comment as Bruno told his parents what a brilliant nurse Jay was and how everyone loved him.

"Bruno is just as good and loved every bit as much" Jay said, "And once he's got through his final assessment he'll be a great asset to the team".

"That's assuming I get through" Bruno added sullenly.

"Don't be daft, of course you will. Has he always been so unsure of himself?"

"Yep, most of his years growing up but it's good to see he's got plenty of support so thank you Jay" Peter replied.

With that said they moved onto life in general and what each had been up to since the family were last together.

Jay found the time with Bruno's parents really enjoyable. Throughout the weekend they made him feel very welcome and part of the family. It was such a change from his own and he realised how much he'd missed whilst growing up. That night they made passionate love and Jay fucked Bruno from behind whilst lying in bed. As he fucked, he massaged Bruno's erection until he was spewing his load of cream into Jay's hand. Throughout, Bruno made low growling noises but kept the volume down so that his parents couldn't hear.

On the Saturday Bruno took Jay round Shrewsbury and had a great time. That night they made love again and Bruno fucked Jay whilst bringing him off into his hand. The time to leave came round all too soon but before they left both Peter and Michelle gave Jay a big hug and a kiss telling him that he was always welcome.

Bruno's final assessment was soon upon them and Jay could tell he was nervous. He did his best to calm him down and assure him that he'd do fine. He did of course and jumped with joy when he received the final result telling him that he was now a fully qualified nurse. The morning after he received his result the doctor in charge called him into his office and confirmed his appointment as a nurse within the same team. Bruno jumped with joy and rushed off to find Jay to tell him. As soon as he could Jay took him into his arms and hugged him.

That night they celebrated with a bottle of champagne and got tipsy. As they drank they watched one of the gay porn films they'd bought. It didn't take long for both to be naked and sucking each other off whilst they kept an eye on what was happening on screen. When cocks were riding high, Bruno bent Jay over the end of the sofa and gave him a good long hard fuck whilst the guys on screen were doing the same and echoing their sounds of enjoyment. As Bruno fucked, Jay suddenly realised that he hadn't used a condom.

"It's okay; we know we're both clean so provided we always use protection with other guys we'll be fine."

As much as Jay loved the feel of Bruno's naked cock up his arse he was unsure about having unprotected sex bearing in mind they both worked in an STD clinic and promoted safe sex at all times. He also knew that as part of the job all nurses had to be tested regularly in case they picked up anything from patients so Bruno was right in saying they knew their own status was okay.

"Come on, I want to feel your long naked cock inside me now" Bruno giggled once he'd reached his climax and filled Jay's arse with his lovely cum. Not wanting to disappoint his lover he agreed so lubricated his long black shaft and slipped it into Bruno's arse.

"Ah fuck yes, that feels so good" he exclaimed. The feel of his naked flesh rubbing against Bruno's was like nothing he'd ever experienced. As he fucked he relayed what Bruno had said about using protection with other guys. So far in their relationship they'd been monogamous but the thought of having sex with other guys, providing it was together, filled him with excitement. When he reached his climax and filled Bruno with several ribbons of his creamy cum he pulled out and turned Bruno round to face him. "So you plan to have sex with other guys do you?" he grinned.

"Would you mind if we did?"

"No provided it was as a threesome."

Bruno agreed and kissed his lover. "You're the best; I love you so much."

The summer was soon upon them and it was time to go away on holiday. Jay had not been on holiday for a long time so was looking forward to being away for two long weeks with the man he loved. They'd booked to go to Gran Canaria and stay in a gay resort in Playa del Inglés just minutes away from the Yumbo Centre where all the gay action happened at night.

The journey was tedious having to hang around at the airport to wait for their flight but once on it they were excited. Bruno had been before and couldn't wait to show Jay around. He'd also stayed at the gay resort so knew they'd have a great time lazing round the pool during the day or wandering along the sand dunes where lots of action took place.

Once in their chalet, they unpacked and changed into their speedos to try out the pool nearby. As they made their way towards it several guys eyed them enjoying the sight of two new attractive guys to have fun with. Although Jay was the only black guy there he was soon made welcome by the other guys and knew he'd enjoy his holiday.

"Hi, I'm Gary and this is Max, my boyfriend" one guy said as soon as they'd settled down beside the pool.

The four guys eyed each other up enjoying the view. Both guys were older than Jay and Bruno with Gary being twenty-nine and Max thirty. Gary in particular had a stunning body and Bruno felt his cock go hard just looking at it. Gary felt his own organ react as he gazed on Bruno and decided there and then that at some point during the holiday he'd have to explore him further. Gary explained that he and Max had also arrived that day so they were there for the same two weeks. He said they lived in Manchester and looked forward to having fun with the two new arrivals.

Although the chalets had limited cooking facilities Bruno and Jay had decided to go out for meals and only have breakfast in the chalet. Gary and Max were doing the same so when the afternoon sun had gone down they all returned to their chalets to shower and get ready for a night out together. The other guests were all very nice but Gary and Max had made a special effort to get to know the two guys from London, especially when they realised their chalets were next door to each other.

Having showered and dressed in a T shirt and shorts since the temperature was still warm, Bruno and Jay made their way to the next door chalet to meet the other two guys.

"Wow, you guys look real sexy" Gary exclaimed. Bruno told him he too looked good which caused Gary's cock to twitch with excitement. Bruno had already noticed that Gary was a big boy, either that or he was constantly hard, so hoped things would become intimate as the holiday progressed.

They found a place to eat and enjoyed their time together asking each other what they did for a living. Gary was a car salesman and Max worked for the local authority.

"What about you guys?" Gary asked.

"We're both nurses" Bruno replied.

Gary grinned. "I shall know where to come should I need special attention then." Jay noticed the way this was said and smiled. He quickly picked up that Gary was flirting with Bruno who seemed to enjoy the attention. He concentrated on Max who was quieter so needed bringing out of himself but once he got him talking found him good company.

With their meal over they went to the Yumbo Centre and found a gay bar for a drink. Most things didn't get going until late at night so they took their time having it. All four guys enjoyed eying up the trade and making comments and several times Gary's hand touched Bruno and Jay somewhat intimately but nobody was bothered.

When the clubs opened they made their way to one that Gary recommended. Bruno remembered it from his last visit and knew it was fairly wild.

"If you find it too heavy let me know and we'll leave" Bruno whispered to Jay.

Within a very short while the guys had drunk several beers each one preceded by a shot so they became very friendly towards each other. Gary was particularly hands-on and as they stood in the crush of other guys, both Jay and Bruno felt his hand having a good feel. On one occasion he slipped a hand inside Jay's pocket to feel what he had to offer. It reacted to the touch so Gary was soon feeling a semi erect cock.

"Wow, so it's true; black guys do have big cocks" he giggled as he gave the expanding organ a good squeeze. "I wouldn't mind feeling that inside me; any chance of that happening do you think?"

Jay grinned and nodded as he looked at Bruno who seemed equally interested in having sex with these guys at some point. As Gary had a good feel of Jay, he had a good feel of Gary and confirmed his earlier thoughts that the guy was well hung.

"Perhaps we can have a foursome back at the chalet" Bruno mouthed into Gary's ear since the music was so loud that it was impossible to hear normal speech. "Would Max be up for that?"

"Yeah, he loves being fucked."

They left the club in the early hours before it closed having decided they'd had enough for one night and made their way back to the resort. Jay was amazed to see the area still alive with guys despite the late hour and even though they'd had a long tiring day, he felt wide awake.

"You guys want to come back to our chalet then?" Gary asked when they reached the resort.

Bruno looked at Jay who nodded his agreement so they followed Gary and Max in. As soon as the curtains had been drawn they were all over each other and clothes were soon discarded.

"Fuck, you guys are gorgeous" Gary exclaimed as he gazed upon a naked Jay and Bruno. Gary also had a good looking body and plenty to offer whereas Max was much smaller but had a nice butt which Jay looked forward to fucking. Without wasting any time, Gary pulled out condoms and lube and told Max to get on the bed beside him so they could be fucked by the other two. Jay and Bruno prepared their now erect cocks and whilst Jay fucked Gary, Bruno gave Max the benefit of his hard cock.

When Jay's long black cock was fully inside Gary, he squealed with delight and told him to fuck him hard so Jay duly obliged until he'd shot his load. From the sounds Bruno was emitting he was doing the same inside Max who accepted the hard cock without saying much. Gary then wanted to fuck Jay and Bruno whilst Max watched on. He was a bottom and seldom fucked but was always happy to watch guys fuck his boyfriend. When Gary had given each of them a good long hard fuck, he told Bruno to fuck him. Jay looked at Max who nodded his approval so knelt on the end of the bed and received Jay's long black cock without a murmur although secretly he loved it.

By the time they'd finished their sexual activity, the morning sky was already appearing so Jay and Bruno went to their chalet and were soon asleep as were the other two. It was mid-morning before the four appeared and Gary told them that he hoped they could have more foursomes. Jay and Bruno were happy to do so again so it was agreed they'd go out together for a meal that evening prior to moving on to a gay bar and another club before going back to the resort for a foursome.

All four were feeling the effects of the late night and the alcohol so decided to enjoy the beautiful weather and sunbathe in the nude outside their chalets. Gary made sure he laid between Jay and Bruno so he could give them a casual feel when he wanted. Max laid beside Jay knowing what Gary was like when naked men were around. He loved the guy but sometimes found his never ending appetite for sexual activity tiring.

Both Bruno and Gary soon had erections but neither were bothered that they were on full show to anyone who walked by having a good look. Jay and Max decided to close they eyes and let the other two get on with their fumbling.

That night followed much the same pattern as the previous one but the bar they visited this time had GoGo boys which provided plenty of entertainment. It also had a small cruising area so Gary and Bruno drifted off to see what was on offer leaving Max and Jay in the main bar. Once inside the darkened area, Gary pulled Bruno into a kiss which became very passionate. Soon both had hard cocks straining to get out of their briefs as hands had a good feel. Bruno felt his shorts being unfastened and a hand being slipped inside his briefs to have a good feel. He glanced at another couple nearby who were involved in similar action. Suddenly Gary dropped to his knees and slipped Bruno's shorts down so he could gain access to the hard organ. He pulled it out from the briefs and took it into his mouth. Bruno gasped and glanced at the other guys, one of whom was receiving the same treatment so he assumed it was normal for this kind of action to take place. Gary was good at taking head and soon had Bruno spilling his load.

When everyone decided they'd had enough of the gay bars and clubs, they made their way back to the chalets and had another foursome as they'd done the previous night.

It was again mid-morning before the four guys appeared from their chalets so they sunbathed in the nude again. After a bite to eat at lunchtime, Gary suggested they take a walk through the sand dunes. Bruno smiled knowing what he had in mind so they grabbed their towels and made their way. Max said he wasn't bothered so stayed at the resort and left the other three to go. Gary had also suggested to Jay and Bruno that they dispense with briefs and just wear a pair of shorts leaving their torsos naked to benefit from the sunshine.

Jay wasn't too sure what was going to happen but he had a fairly good idea from what Gary and Bruno had said. When they reached the sand dunes they slipped off their flip-flops and made their way in bare feet. The sun was beating down so the sand was hot but it was good to feel. As they made their way deeper into the area, they saw several couples enjoying each other. Gary led them down a narrow path that went between the hillocks of sand. He said he knew a great place where they could lay out and have fun. Along the way there were several nooks and crannies where guys were lying on the ground, some even having sex. By the time they reached the spot Gary had in mind, both Bruno and Jay had erections flapping around inside their shorts. With no briefs, the rubbing caused their cocks to go rock hard which pleased Gary.

They laid down their towels and stripped off to allow the sun bathe their naked bodies although sunbathing was the last thing on their mind. Gary knelt down and took both cocks into his mouth and gave them a good long suck. As he did so, Jay noticed other guys wandering by the opening to the small alcove they were in. Some stood and watched the action and others walked on by. For some bizarre reason, having sex in the open with other guys watching, sent a thrill through Jay's body. Bruno had done it before so knew he'd enjoy it.

When Gary was satisfied he'd got both cocks nice and hard, he went down on all fours and told Jay to fuck him. They'd come prepared so Jay slipped on a condom, lubricated his shaft and slammed the head of his long big black cock into Gary's arse.

"Ah fuck, yeah" he cried as Jay fucked. Bruno meanwhile stood across Gary's back so that Jay could suck his cock. He wanted to keep it hard so he could take over as soon as Jay had reached his climax. By now several guys were looking on and two had moved nearer to get a better view of the black guy's cock fucking the white guy's arse.

"Fucking beautiful" Jay heard one guy comment as he slammed his rod in and out. He wanted to keep the action going for as long as he could, so held back the aching need to release his load until he could do so no longer.

"Ah" he yelled with a long cry as his climax reached the point where he had to release his load. As soon as he was done, he pulled out and whipped off the filled condom. One of the onlookers moved nearer.

"Can I suck you clean mate?"

Jay nodded so whilst Bruno took over fucking Gary, the stranger sucked Jay dry.

When he'd done so, the stranger asked if he could join in the action. Gary nodded whilst still enjoying the feel of Bruno's cock inside his arse. The stranger stripped naked and told Jay to go on all fours so he could fuck him. He picked up a condom and prepared his long thick cock before easing it into Jay's black arse. The guy who was with him moved closer, stripped off and wanked himself into Jay's mouth. When he'd shot his load of hot creamy cum, he picked up his shorts and walked off. The other guy was still fucking Jay enjoying every second. As Bruno fucked Gary, he watched the guy's white cock fuck his lover's black arse. There was something very erotic about it and it made his fuck of Gary even more intense.

When everyone was satisfied they lay out on the sand and enjoyed the sun bathe their naked bodies. The stranger thanked them for the action and eventually walked off. They never did find out his name.

"That was fucking brilliant guys; thanks" Gary said and the other two agreed.

When they'd had enough of the sun they collected their clothes and towels and walked naked back to the main sand dune area. Several other guys were walking round naked so Jay felt no embarrassment. When they reached the edge of the cruising area they slipped on their shorts and walked back to the resort where they found a naked Max sunbathing by the pool. The other three stripped off and jumped naked into the water to wash the sand off their bodies. Max never asked what they'd got up to but he had a pretty good idea knowing what his boyfriend was like. Although he didn't mind sunbathing in the nude in an enclosed area like the resort, he didn't like the idea of doing it in public so always opted out whenever Gary suggested they go to the sand dunes.

They enjoyed each other's company over the next few days in much the same way. Jay noticed that Gary took particular interest in Bruno but thought nothing of it. One afternoon, Max said he wanted to go shopping so Jay said he'd join him sensing that Max would enjoy the company. He did and gave Jay a big smile. As soon as they'd left the compound, Gary made his move and invited Bruno into his chalet.

"I'm aching to get my cock inside your arse" Gary grinned. Bruno smiled and enjoyed the idea of having Gary all to himself so agreed. They were already naked so it only took seconds for him to be flat on the bed and for Gary to mount him and slip his sheathed cock inside Bruno's beautiful arse. "You've got such a gorgeous arse to fuck" he groaned as he pumped away. He knew that Max would keep Jay out for quite a while because he'd set this up with him earlier. He'd long learnt to live with the fact that Gary's appetite for sex was far greater than his and if he continued to be his boyfriend then he had to accept that Gary would fuck whoever was willing. "Ah fuck, this is so good" Gary groaned as he fucked. Bruno said he too was enjoying it and the knowledge that he was doing it behind Jay's back gave added excitement for some reason.

When Gary felt his climax coming he pulled out, whipped off the condom and told Bruno to suck him off. Bruno loved the taste of creamy cum so readily agreed. Within seconds of Gary's big head inside his mouth, he could taste the ribbons of spunk shooting inside it. Once satisfied, he told Bruno to fuck him and to let him suck the seed from his cock when he reached that special moment of pleasure. Bruno fucked hard until he felt his seed rise. He then pulled out, ripped off the condom and thrust his bursting cock into Gary's mouth and shot the load into his mouth.

When they'd finished, they lay side by side kissing and cuddling like two lovers. After a while, Gary got up to grab two beers from the fridge and returned. They were drinking these when Max and Jay returned.

"It was getting too hot out there so we came inside" Gary commented. Max said nothing knowing what the two had been up to. Bruno smiled at Jay and pulled him onto the bed. They kissed like two lovers as Bruno slowly undressed him. "How about a foursome" Gary grinned.

Max said he was going to sunbathe but was happy to leave the other three to have fun. Bruno looked at Jay and smiled. Jay sensed that something had gone on between him and Gary but said nothing and instead agreed to having sex. Gary lay back on the bed and offered his cock to Bruno who greedily took it into his mouth. Jay lubricated his now hard black cock and slipped it into his lover's arse. Gary noticed he was fucking bareback and wished he could do the same but he knew that would never happen. He was still trying to persuade Max to dispense with protection between themselves but he wouldn't. By the time Jay was shooting his load into Bruno's arse, Gary was shooting yet another load into Bruno's mouth.

As the days went by, there were several other occasions when Gary and Bruno got together and had sex alone. Sometimes Max made the excuse he wanted to go for a walk and Jay offered to accompany him. On other occasions the other two would drift back to the chalet for sex whilst Max and Jay sunbathed naked by the pool. Several other guys were doing the same so there were plenty of naked bodies to admire. Having noticed this happening on several occasions, Jay became suspicious that something was going on between Bruno and Gary. He'd noticed Bruno's flushed state when he returned from being out with Max or they'd walked into the chalet and found the two guys naked on the bed appearing to be just innocently lying there so he decided to tackle it head on one night. "Are you and Gary having an affair behind my back?"

"Fuck no; of course we're not." He looked at Jay with a guilty look and decided to come clean. "You know what Gary is like, he's sex mad so takes every opportunity he can."

"So you two have been fucking behind my back" Jay replied.

"I'm really sorry Jay; it just happened." Jay felt upset having agreed with Bruno that he was happy to have sex with other guys provided they did it together. "Will you forgive me?" Bruno asked with a pleading tone which made Jay's resolve weaken. He could never be cross with this gorgeous guy so he forgave him but did get Bruno to promise that in future any sex with other guys would be together. From thereon Jay made sure that Gary never had an opportunity to fuck his lover when he was not around and when he fucked Gary he made sure it was really hard so that the guy would end up with a sore arse.

The end of their two weeks came along and the four guys said their goodbyes but promised to keep in touch. They never did like so many holiday hook-ups but each couple had enjoyed the company of the other two.

Life back home soon settled into the same pattern as before the holiday. Both were busy at work and on several nights Bruno said he had training sessions to go to in connection with his new position as a permanent member of staff. Jay didn't query them since he'd had to do the same but did notice that several went on longer than his had done. On some evenings Bruno said he'd joined other members of the group for a drink afterwards which Jay accepted. He knew that Bruno was a sociable guy and they'd agreed that even though they lived together they'd do things separately on occasions.

What in fact Bruno was doing on some of these evenings was meeting up with a guy he'd met on the training course. He worked in another part of the hospital and as soon as they met they realised they were gay. It was only a casual affair since Bruno loved Jay but he also loved the excitement it gave him when they were having sex in the guy's bedsit which was not far from the hospital. The guy had a big thick cock and loved fucking Bruno, after which, Bruno would go home. Once the training was over the fling ended so Jay never found out about it.

Several months later, Jay said he'd offered to volunteer at a food bank that was held every Sunday for guys who were HIV positive. He'd seen a notice in the clinic asking for new volunteers to greet guests and serve them with food. A professional chef provided his time free to cook the meals and the food was provided free by local supermarkets. It was generally food that would otherwise be thrown away and those attending, received a free meal so it was good for everyone. The meal was served late afternoon so Jay had to arrive by three thirty and didn't get home until almost seven since the volunteers had to clear everything up before they left.

Bruno meanwhile had seen an advert for a volunteer to assist at a group for older gay men which met every Thursday. The guy who ran the group in conjunction with a local gay charity, was a thirty-five-year-old fund manager who ran his own business and was extremely rich. He owned a house about ten minutes' walk from where Bruno and Jay lived and he'd converted the ground floor into offices for his business and the upper floor into a luxury apartment for himself.

"Hi, I'm Ollie, come on in." Bruno stepped into the smart reception area and shook Ollie's hand. For a moment both guys admired the other and felt their body react as their flesh made contact. "Wow, you're quite something aren't you darling; the guys are going to love you."

Bruno smiled and thought the same about Ollie who was an extremely good looking guy. Ollie led him into a room to one side which he explained was where his staff relaxed and ate their lunch. It contained a mix of sofas and tables and catered for around fifteen people. His company employed twelve plus a catering manager who prepared snacks for staff. He also prepared simple food for the weekly group meeting for older gay men.

"I take it you're gay" Ollie said as he showed him the room where the group meeting was held each week.

"Yeah, a raging queen" Bruno laughed assuming that Ollie was too.

Ollie explained that there was a hard core of around five members who turned up each week plus another seven or eight who came some weeks. Members had to email Ollie beforehand to say they were attending so that his catering manager could provide sufficient food.

"Since the room has limited space, no more than fifteen can be accommodated in any event but so far it hasn't been a problem. The meetings are to provide a social environment for the guys, many of whom are socially isolated since they live alone.

It depends on the number attending as to what we do. If it's just the core group of five, I let them amuse themselves or use a laptop to watch porn. It's probably not what the gay charity we're associated with expect us to do but there's a strict rule that anything that takes place here remains within these four walls so the members know to keep their mouths shut as must you.

My aim is to lighten their dreary lives so something like porn generally does the trick. If more come, then we generally show a gay film or have someone to speak on a particular topic. Your job will be to welcome the guys and make sure they're happy whilst here, dealing with any problems that might arise and clearing up afterwards. I'm also around so there's two of us on duty. The guy who used to assist has moved jobs and is no longer in London. So, what do you think; are you interested?"

Bruno said he was very interested and like the idea of assisting older gay men socialise with each other. Ollie had already picked up that Bruno was a sociable guy apart from being drop-dead gorgeous which would go down well with the guys.

"Great that's settled then. Are you in a hurry to get off?"

Bruno shook his head so Ollie invited him up to his apartment for a drink. He'd already made his mind up that he wanted to bed Bruno and what he wanted, he always got. Bruno silently gasped at the opulence of the apartment which was accessed via a door leading off the reception downstairs. Apart from the entrance hall, which had a hardwood floor, the living room and bedrooms had a deep piled carpet. Ollie slipped off his shoes so Bruno did the same before being led into the living room. This had two luxury sofas and when Ollie had poured two generous brandies without asking Bruno what he'd like to drink, he indicated for him to sit on one. Ollie immediately joined him turning his body towards Bruno's with an arm along the back of the sofa within inches of Bruno's neck.

"You're a very attractive guy" he smiled as he took a sip of brandy. Bruno smiled back enjoying the compliment. "And I take it you like being fucked." Bruno was taken aback at the bluntness of his comment but said he did. "Excellent because I'd like to fuck that cute arse of yours."

As Ollie said this he caressed the back of Bruno's head and fingered the nipples that were showing through his tight fitting T shirt. Bruno's cock immediately reacted which Ollie was quick to notice. He moved his hand into Bruno's crotch and felt the swelling organ. "Mm, nice" he grinned. Bruno just sat there letting the action take place having not expected anything like this even though he was more than happy for it to happen. He then found his T shirt being stripped off him and a finger teasing the exposed nipples. "I do so like a guy with firm nipples and yours are divine."

Bruno next felt his jeans being unfastened and a hand being slipped inside his briefs to feel his cock which was now almost fully erect. Ollie then pulled his head towards his and wrapped his mouth round Bruno's to give him a very passionate kiss. Bruno immediately joined in and placed a hand into Ollie's crotch. He felt a hard large organ which made his own jump up another notch. He then found himself being lifted to a standing position and his trousers falling round his ankles. Whilst Ollie continued kissing him he felt the garment being slipped off his feet by Ollie's foot. Now standing in just a very skimpy pair of briefs, Ollie took hold of his hand and led him along to the bedroom. As he did so Ollie threw off his shirt and unfastened his jeans so by the time they reached the bedroom, they were easily discarded leaving him in a similarly skimpy pair of briefs that left little to the imagination. Bruno glanced at the bulge and gulped. The guy was huge and he looked forward to feeling the enormous organ inside him.

Ollie swiftly stripped the duvet off the bed and pushed Bruno onto it. He straddled the younger guy's gorgeous body and wrapped his mouth round Bruno's whilst grinding their two cocks together. Bruno could already feel his weeping pre-cum excited at the thought of being fucked by the other guy's big cock. As they kissed, Ollie felt Bruno's hard organ and dipped his hand into his briefs. As if by magic, the briefs were off him leaving him stark naked. Ollie's briefs were despatched with equal efficiency and their naked organs rubbed against one another. As he continued kissing, Ollie grabbed what he needed from the side table and deftly clothed his rampant cock. Bruno then found one leg being lifted over his chest to expose his entrance. A lubricated finger opened it up before the big head of Ollie's cock pushed its way inside.

"Oh yes; that's a beautiful arse to fuck." The long thick organ was soon fully inside Bruno and started pumping away whilst Ollie continued to kiss. Bruno loved different positions for being fucked and made a mental note of this one to try on Jay. Ollie fucked and fucked for what seemed like hours until he let out a loud groan of satisfaction as he filled the latex with copious amounts of creamy cum.

"Fuck; that was good" Ollie exclaimed.

"Sure was; I love the feel of your big cock up my arse."

"That's good, because you're going to feel it a lot more. I shall want to fuck your cute arse every Thursday so make sure you allow time after the guys have left."

Bruno was happy with that and would tell Jay that the time he was required was longer than he'd thought because he had to clear up afterwards. In reality, the clearing up would only take a few minutes since they used disposable cups and plates.

As he made his way home he thought about Ollie. He really liked the guy and he certainly liked being fucked by him. Ollie had made it clear that he was only a top since he needed to be in control all the time but Bruno was happy with that arrangement. All he now had to do was reconcile what he'd be doing with his conscious. He loved Jay but he also loved sex in all its forms with different guys.

When he got home, Jay wanted to know how he'd got on. Bruno tried to play it down but his enthusiasm came through to Jay. He also noticed that Bruno was very affectionate with him; not that he was complaining but he guessed that Ollie had made his mark on Bruno. If he had but known, he'd have realised how much!

At the food bank on the Thursday, Jay was introduced to another volunteer called Jacob. He was a nineteen-year-old black guy also with Trinidadian roots. They were immediately attracted to one another having realised they were both gay. When the meeting had finished and the clearing up had been done, Jacob invited Jay for a drink. He pondered whether or not to do so but decided he wanted to get to know Jacob some more because the young guy really turned him on.

As they drank their beer, they told each other about their childhood and growing up in the black community as a gay teenager. Jacob had experienced similar problems to Jay, but when his parents found out he was gay they threw him out. "They said I was a disgrace to the family and the community."

"My father said the same when I told my parents. What did you do?"

"I was fortunate; my uncle felt sorry for me so drove me from Blackburn to London and gave me some money to live on until I found a job. I rented a bedsit and obtained a job as a trainee accountant which was what I'd always wanted to do. That was a year ago."

"Any boyfriends?" Jay asked with a cheeky grin.

"Nope; at least nobody regular." Jacob then moved closer and whispered "I like my men to be older than me".

Jay grinned and felt a tingling in his groin. He had a feeling Jacob was coming onto him and he felt happy at the thought. He loved Bruno and he'd always be his true lover but as Bruno had commented on numerous occasions, experimenting is always enjoyable and interesting.

Ollie had told Bruno to arrive by no later than six for the Thursday group since guys started arriving soon after that time so he decided to go straight from work since he knew there'd be food available. Having told Jay, he'd be home soon after ten he kissed him and set off for Ollie's house. As he made his way he wondered what was in store this evening as he thought back what occurred on his first visit.

"Hello gorgeous, come on in" Ollie grinned. As soon as he'd closed the front door behind them, he pulled Bruno into a kiss and had a quick grope to feel the tackle.

"I need to change out of my work clothes and have a wash."

Ollie grinned and led Bruno upstairs to his bedroom. "Okay strip off and I'll show you the bathroom." Bruno smiled at Ollie's obvious tactics to see him naked again and immediately stripped down to his skimpy briefs. "Oh yes, beautiful; I hope you're planning to stay for a while after the guys leave so I can fuck that cute arse of yours." Bruno nodded as he followed Ollie to the bathroom and left him to wash.

Once changed into his casual clothes he found Ollie in the living room and they returned downstairs to wait for the guys to arrive. Only the usual five had emailed to say they were coming so expected it to be a quiet night.

"I've put out a couple of laptops so they can browse whatever they want and watch porn if they wish and I've also arranged for a young lad I know who's a GoGo dancer to liven things up. The lad was eighteen and his name was Randy, or at least that's what he called himself when being hired as a GoGo dancer. According to Ollie he was very cute and fuckable.

At twenty past six the first guys started to arrive so Bruno welcomed them and introduced himself. The guys admired the gorgeous new volunteer and shook his hand with vigour. Soon all five had arrived and got stuck into the food and drink on offer. Fifteen minutes later, Randy appeared and Bruno took him into a side room where he stripped off and donned a net G string through which the flesh of his cock could be clearly seen. The lad was indeed beautiful and Bruno felt his own cock jump with excitement.

"How long have you been working as a GoGo dancer?"

"For about a year but when I was under eighteen I wasn't allowed to work in clubs so only did private parties. I met Ollie who helped me get work so I owe a lot to him."

Bruno smiled guessing that was probably not the only thing Ollie did for him.

"Okay guys, I've got an extra special treat for you tonight but don't forget the rule of the house; anything you see or do whilst here stays within these four walls." The five guys all stopped what they were doing and waited expectantly. Ollie indicated for Bruno to bring Randy in and as soon as he appeared there was a round of applause. Bruno could tell that Randy was experienced at plying his trade and immediately started doing an erotic dance in tune with his music. The five guys were mesmerised as they watched him shake his lithe body and show off his naked flesh. As he danced he moved up to each guy and rubbed himself seductively against them including Bruno which caused his cock to go from soft to hard within seconds. Looking at some of the bulges now on show, Randy had the same effect on the other guys.

As Randy danced, the guys began to sit down on the sofas and sit back to enjoy the performance. Randy then moved from one to another sitting on their lap and allowing them to feel his naked flesh. He also had a feel in each guy's crotch to encourage the erections now forming. Ollie was standing to one side enjoying the spectacle. He could also see that Bruno was certainly excited down below. Having sat on each of the guy's lap and encouraged them to have a feel, Randy moved over to where Bruno was leaning against a table enjoying the action. He pressed his well-formed erection that was now peeping out the top of his G String against Bruno's and they grinned at each other knowingly. Randy took hold of Bruno's hands and placed them round his naked waist before giving him a light kiss on the lips. He then whispered "Unfasten my G string at the back."

Bruno moved his hands over Randy's naked butt as the five guys watched on with interest. He then felt for the hook fastening on the narrow waistband and opened it. The G string fell to the ground and Randy's erection jumped to attention now it was released. He turned round to show off his manhood as he rubbed his buttocks against Bruno's crotch and had a good feel of what he had to offer. He then moved from one guy to the next sitting on their lap so they could each have a good feel of his big cock. The guys were shrieking their approval and wetting themselves with excitement.

After about half an hour, Randy took a bow and Bruno had the pleasure of leading him back to the room where he'd left his clothes.

"You've got a beautiful body" Bruno commented.

"And you've got a beautiful cock" Randy grinned. "Perhaps sometime I could have the pleasure of feeling that inside me; I love being fucked by a big cock."

The guys spent the rest of their time watching porn on the laptops whilst Bruno finished off the remaining food and then cleared things away. Seeing that Bruno had everything under control, Ollie disappeared to do a few things in his office nearby. At eight thirty, Ollie appeared and told the guys it was time to leave so the porn was shut down and they duly left.

"That was great" one of the guys said to Bruno on his way out, "I hope we can see Randy again sometime and watch more porn; can't do it at home because I don't have a laptop." Bruno said he was sure Ollie could arrange that since he could tell he enjoyed Randy's show every bit as much as the other guys.

As soon as the guys had left, Bruno cleared away the remaining items left strewn around whilst Ollie packed up the two laptops he kept specially for the group.

"Okay, let's have some fun" Ollie said and led Bruno into the reception area locking the room they'd be using behind him. He pulled Bruno into an embrace and as he kissed his hands deftly undressed him until he was stark naked and his cock was standing erect. "Yeah, such a beautiful cock" Ollie grunted as he went down on it to give it a good suck. Whilst sucking he slipped off his own shirt and unfastened his jeans. When he'd finished sucking he stood up and within a flash had removed the remainder of his clothes casting them to one side. He grabbed Bruno's hand and led him upstairs to the bedroom.

The duvet had already been removed in readiness and Ollie had set up gay porn to show on the large flat TV screen at the end of the bed. He pushed Bruno onto his back and straddled him. Suddenly the large screen came to life and Bruno saw a guy being fucked in glorious technicolour. This time, Ollie lifted Bruno's legs high over his legs and told him to hold them. With his arse fully exposed, Ollie plunged his head into the crack and gave Bruno a wonderful rimming. Once that was done he prepared his rampant cock, lubricated Bruno's entrance and plunged the large head inside.

"Ah fuck" Bruno cried out. It was a cry of pleasure not pain as the large organ was thrust inside his arse filling him up.

"Yeah, beautiful; such a beautiful arse to fuck" Ollie muttered as he thrust in and out with gusto. He grabbed a bottle of poppers and took several sniffs before passing it to Bruno. He did the same and soon felt the rush to his head.

Ollie was a master at fucking and was able to keep going far longer than the average guy before he allowed his body to take over and shoot his load. As ribbon after ribbon filled the latex, he imagined it filling Bruno's naked arse. He loved the idea of bareback sex but generally played it safe although he'd been known to do so when under the influence of alcohol and drugs.

When he'd shot his load he pulled out, slipped off the condom and told Bruno to suck him dry. Bruno took the large head into his mouth and sucked greedily. As he sucked, he saw out of the corner of his eye a guy on screen fucking another. Suddenly the guy yelled he was coming which made Bruno smile. He too loved watching porn and was trying to get Jay do the same. It also made him decide to purchase a large flat screen for their bedroom now he had a boyfriend to watch it with. Ollie loved the feel of Bruno's hot mouth round his sensitive head so encouraged him to keep sucking by moving his head back and forth. He could feel a second climax coming so increased the thrusts of Bruno's mouth on his cock.

"Ah, fuck" he yelled as his second wave of cum shot into Bruno's mouth. He tasted the lovely creamy cum and continued sucking until the cock was dry before finally pulling off. "Fuck; that was good."

Finally, it was time for him to leave so he made his way home. Jay was watching TV and smiled at his lover as he sat beside him and took him into his arms. Jay noticed that he was very attentive and they were soon kissing passionately.

"Want you to fuck me" Bruno said in between kisses and started undressing his lover as he tried to remove his own clothes. Unfortunately, he wasn't as adept at this as Ollie so in the end they stood up, stripped naked and moved into the bedroom leaving their discarded clothes on the floor. Jay was more than happy to fuck his lover as Bruno adopted the position that Ollie had used with one leg lifted over his chest. This caused Jay's long black cock to enter him at an angle which hit lots of new places inside his arse. He decided having a fuck buddy in addition to his lover was definitely a benefit for their relationship.

When Jay walked into the Food Bank on the Sunday, Jacob's face lit up. He'd fallen in love with this guy but knew Jay already had a boyfriend so kept his feelings to himself. Even so, if Jay was willing he'd take him back to his bedsit where they'd have sex once their work was done. On that particular day the numbers were less than usual so Jay and Jacob were able to leave earlier than their normal time. Jacob asked Jay if he'd like to accompany him back to his bedsit for a drink and Jay jumped at the offer guessing that Jacob had other things in mind. At least that's what he hoped.

The bedsit was only large enough to accommodate a double bed, a chest of drawers, a washbasin and a rack on which Jacob hung his clothes. There was just one upright chair that Jacob used to sit at a small writing desk fixed to the wall. On their way in, Jacob grabbed the two beers he'd put in the fridge in the communal kitchen down the corridor and gave one to Jay. They first sat on the bed drinking those as they chatted, each waiting for the other to make a move. When Jacob had drained his bottle, he turned to Jay and kissed him. Within seconds the kiss became passionate and clothes were being discarded. When both were naked, Jacob pressed Jay down onto his back and mounted him. Their excited erections rubbed together causing each to groan with pleasure as the kiss continued. For a fleeting moment, Jay thought of Bruno and felt ashamed at what he was doing behind his boyfriend's back but then he remembered what had happened on holiday between Bruno and Gary so those thoughts were hastily forgotten.

"I'd love to feel your big cock inside me."

Jay smiled happy to fuck this gorgeous guy so he rolled Jacob onto his back, lifted his legs and licked the beautiful entrance. Jacob grabbed a bottle of lube and a condom from the side table and Jay prepared his long cock.

"Fuck; that feels so good. I love being fucked by a big cock."

"Yours is big as well" Jay grinned as he fucked the beautiful arse. Jacob grinned taking that to mean Jay would like to be fucked so when he'd climaxed they changed over.

When Jay got home he found Bruno watching porn on his laptop massaging himself. "Want a hand?" Jay giggled as he kissed his lover.

"I want more than a hand" Bruno laughed and stripped naked whilst Jay removed his jacket and shoes. He looked at the naked Bruno lying on the bed and felt his cock go hard. Even though he'd just fucked Jacob, he always rose to the occasion when it came to fucking Bruno. Within a minute he was naked and ready to go. Bruno went onto his side and Jay moved up behind him. The arse he was about to fuck was already well lubricated so his long sleek black cock slid in with ease.

"Ah fuck that feels so good" Bruno groaned as the long cock moved in and out. He reached round for Jay's hand and placed it round his own erection which was still aching to be massaged and relieved.

The numbers attending the Thursday evening group at Ollie's house varied enormously. Some weeks there'd be between twelve and fifteen guys and on other weeks it would be four of five. Much depended on what film Ollie was showing or whether he'd persuaded someone to give a talk. Bruno had become a popular volunteer so all the guys loved him. On one occasion after he'd been volunteering for several weeks, Ollie told him that only four guys were attending that evening. He told Bruno that he planned to play a game and when Bruno heard what the game involved he laughed.

"Would you be willing?"

"Yeah, okay" Bruno grinned.

When the four guys arrived they immediately got stuck into the food and drink that was always provided whilst Ollie explained they'd play a card game once they'd finished eating. When ready, he told the four guys to sit down and then placed a hand of thirteen cards in front of each player. They were told not to look at their cards and keep them face down at all times.

"Each player will take the top card from their pile and place it face up for all to see. If it's an Ace, then that player can remove an item of Bruno's clothing."

The guys whooped with joy once they realised they'd eventually strip Bruno naked. What they didn't know was that Ollie had prepared the four sets of cards so each guy's hand included an Ace. For the first two rounds no Ace showed up much to the disappointment of the guys but on the third round the Ace of Clubs appeared. The player removed Bruno's T shirt and everybody cheered. In the next round another player turned over his Ace so removed Bruno's shoes. Several rounds later a third Ace was turned over so that player had the pleasure of unfastening and removing Bruno's jeans. He was left wearing a pair of skimpy briefs with a large bulge showing since the thought of what was to come was already turning him on. Finally, the fourth player turned over his Ace so took great delight in slipping Bruno's briefs off him and giving his cock a squeeze.

"Okay, now I assume all you guys like sucking cock so give your cards a shuffle and place the pack face down on the table. This time if you turn over a King then the player can suck Bruno's cock for two minutes."

The guys were now even more excited and Bruno noticed several erections forming inside their trousers. Unbeknown to the players, Ollie had also made sure that each player had a King in their pack. On the third round the first King appeared so Bruno stood in front of the player and let him suck his cock. By the time the sucking had finished, he was showing a fully erect organ. The other three Kings appeared in following rounds so each guy had a two-minute suck keeping Bruno's cock nice and hard.

"This time" Ollie explained, "if you turn over a Queen then you can rim Bruno for two minutes."

The guys became even more excited and immediately started playing again. On the fourth round the first Queen appeared so Bruno stood in front of the player, bent over the table and let the player rim him. He felt his buttocks being pulled wide apart to open him up and a hot tongue being thrust into his arse. The other Queens quickly followed after that so Bruno enjoyed three more tongues rim him. For the final part of the game, Ollie told the guys that if they turned over a Jack then they could finger Bruno's arse. "You can use one or two fingers" he told them. The guys were even more excited now and hastily shuffled their packs to get going. A Jack appeared on the first round so Bruno bent over in front of that player and felt two thick digits give him a good fingering. The other Jacks soon appeared so he was fingered three more times.

"Can we fuck him now?" one of the guys asked.

"No" Ollie laughed, "It's only me that fucks him."

"Can we watch you fuck him?" another asked with a cheeky grin.

Bruno looked at Ollie and was about to say it wouldn't bother him if he did but Ollie just laughed and said "Dream on".

Bruno spent the rest of the session wandering round naked to keep the guys happy. Every so often a guy would have a feel and give his cock a suck to keep it hard which didn't bother Bruno.

Each Sunday, Jay would go back to Jacob's bedsit after they'd finished at the Food Bank and have sex. Although nothing had been said, Jay had a feeling that Bruno was being serviced by Ollie so didn't feel that bad about his sessions of sex with Jacob.

Three months into his volunteering role with Ollie, Bruno casually mentioned to Jay that a group outing had been arranged so he'd be out most of the day on that particular Sunday. He felt bad about lying to his boyfriend because Ollie had invited him to spend the day with him and Randy. As usual Ollie was very persuasive so Bruno agreed, not that he needed much encouragement, especially when he heard that Randy would be present and knew that he loved being fucked.

On the Thursday, Jay told Jacob that he'd be on his own most of Sunday so Jacob invited him to his bedsit for a meal and spend the day having sex. He'd casually questioned Bruno about the trip but received vague answers so guessed it was just an excuse to spend the day with Ollie. Jay knew Bruno still loved him as he did him so if each of them having a casual affair wasn't going to upset their love for each other, then it didn't matter.

Bruno left mid-morning on the Sunday so immediately after he'd gone, Jay made his way to Jacob. They'd go to the Food Bank as usual and then return to Jacob's bedsit for another session of sex since Bruno had said he wouldn't be back until late evening.

When Bruno arrived at Ollie's house, the door was opened by Randy who was only wearing a towel round his waist. Once the door was closed the towel was dropped and Randy gave Bruno a hug.

"Ollie says it's a naked day so you're to strip off and leave your clothes down here with mine" he grinned. Having a naked Randy to look at all day certainly didn't bother Bruno so he stripped off as instructed.

"Now that's a sight worth seeing" Ollie exclaimed as the two young guys appeared in the living room. "Two gorgeous naked guys. Now you can undress me" he added with a grin. Both guys set to and immediately stripped Ollie of his shirt and his sweatpants. Beneath them he was wearing a thong so that too was disposed of leaving him stark naked. He was already showing signs of excitement between his legs which caused the other two to have a similar reaction.

The alcohol flowed freely as did party drugs. Bruno didn't normally partake in drugs but didn't want to be the odd one out so joined in. It didn't take long for cocks to be hard so they were soon put to use on Randy who loved being fucked. After lunch things became wild due to the level of alcohol and drugs being consumed. Ollie seemed the worst affected and fucked Bruno so hard on one occasion that the condom split, not that he noticed until clearing up after he'd left so never told him.

It was two weeks later that a friend of his told him that he'd tested positive and since they'd had unprotected sex during another wild Chemsex session he recommended that Ollie get tested. Ollie was shocked so immediately went to the clinic where Bruno worked. Ten days later he received a call asking him to make an appointment to receive the result.

As soon as the doctor started talking, he immediately sensed that it was not good news. "I'm afraid your test has proved positive for HIV; I'm sorry." Ollie looked at the doctor trying to take it in. Although his friend had told him he'd tested positive he didn't really believe he would too. "Is there someone I can call to take you home?"

Ollie thought for a moment but he had no close friends, at least none he could tell this news apart from the friend who'd said he'd tested positive but he lived outside of London. He then suddenly remembered that Bruno worked at the clinic so he asked if he could speak to him. "We're friends" he told the doctor who immediately picked up his phone and put a call out for Bruno. A few minutes later Bruno knocked on the door and was shocked to see Ollie sitting there. The doctor suggested that he take Ollie to a side room where they could talk. "If you'd like Bruno to take you home I'm sure we can arrange something" the doctor added as they left the room.

Bruno took Ollie into a small private room they often used for confidential discussions with patients. "What's happened?" he asked having both sat down.

Ollie explained what had happened, how his friend had called him to say he'd tested positive and how they'd had unprotected sex during a chemsex session. "I think you need to get tested Bruno" Ollie said with a concerned look in his eyes.

"We're tested regularly in any event because of the work we do but we've always used protection so I should be okay."

Ollie then explained about the split condom he'd found when clearing up after their mad day of sex with Randy. "I'm not sure whether it split when fucking you or Randy so I'll tell him he must get tested too."

Although Bruno dealt with such matters on a daily basis he was shocked as he tried to take in what Ollie had said. If he was positive how the hell would he explain that to Jay who he loved with all his heart despite having casual sex on the side with Ollie, and Randy on that particular day.

"It's not the end of the world; treatment these days is so good and hardly affects your life apart from having to take a pill or two."

"But what about your job if I've passed it onto you?"

"First we don't know that yet and secondly, nurses with HIV these days can still work in their chosen field; we all have to wear rubber gloves and take precautions irrespective of our status and once the medication is doing its work then your viral load is undetectable so you're as safe as a negative person."

Ollie felt relieved but it was all new to him and he never imagined he'd become infected. Bruno went through the next steps with Ollie and explained he'd need to make an appointment to see the doctor again who'd put him on anti-retroviral drugs. The important thing was that he took the drugs each day and attended regularly to be tested. Ollie nodded feeling slightly better and gave Bruno a kiss. On his way out, Bruno accompanied him to reception and waited whilst he made an appointment to see the doctor within the next few days. With that done he made his way home having asked Bruno to let him know as soon as he'd got the results of his test. As it happened, Bruno was due his regular test within the next week so he brought that forward and got back to work not feeling very concerned despite the split condom.

When his boss called Bruno to his office several days after his test, he knew something was wrong. The news was not what he was expecting and for a moment he froze.

"I know it's hard to accept but it's not the end of the world you know. It's early signs so if we put you on treatment immediately it won't affect your job or your life to any great extent; you've dealt with enough cases to know the drill Bruno and we're here to support you."

Bruno nodded knowing very well what it meant but he'd never dreamt it would happen to him and more importantly what the hell was he going to tell Jay.

"These things happen in our line of work Bruno despite how careful you are and I know you always follow the rules so don't worry about it."

Bruno nodded again still trying to take it in. "So you think I've somehow caught it from a patient."

"That seems the likely cause unless you know different."

Bruno shook his head despite knowing Ollie's admission about the split condom. Besides, Ollie was a patient even though he did catch it from him whilst having sex. The doctor in charge prescribed Bruno the drugs and he went to see the pharmacy to have the prescription made up. Fortunately, he knew the pharmacist well, who was also gay.

"That's bad luck Bruno" the guy commiserated as he entered the necessary information on the computer so that the drugs could be collected from the pharmacy. "And I'm sure Jay will understand" he added as he patted Bruno's arm affectionately.

When he'd left the pharmacist he wondered whether to collect the drugs immediately or find Jay. He decided on the latter since he wanted to tell him before he found out from other sources. He found him in the process of taking blood from a patient so he whispered that he'd like to see him immediately after he'd finished. Jay nodded wondering why. When he'd finished with the patient he found Bruno standing in the corridor deep in thought. Whilst waiting he'd phoned Ollie and told him the news. He was deeply upset but Bruno tried to calm him down.

"These things happen mate so don't beat yourself up over it; however, I think I'd better stop coming to the group meeting each week and seeing you; I can't lie to Jay any longer about us."

Ollie fully understood despite being saddened at the loss of a good friend, and a fuck buddy but he'd guessed that would happen whether or not Bruno had tested positive or not.

"I need to talk to you about something" he told Jay as soon as he appeared and led him along to the private room where he'd taken Ollie.

"Oh my god" Jay exclaimed when Bruno told him the news, immediately taking his lover into his arms and kissing him. "It makes no difference to us; I still love you and I'll be here to support you."

Bruno returned the kiss and felt tears form in his eyes. He so loved Jay and hearing him say those words confirmed what he already knew deep in his heart. His quandary was whether he told Jay about Ollie or just let it ride but now was not the time. As it was near closing time, the boss had told Bruno he could go home once he'd seen the pharmacist and collected his drugs. Jay wanted to accompany him so asked their boss if he could take Bruno home. As expected he agreed so they made their way to the pharmacy, collected the drugs and went home. As soon as they were inside the front door of their flat, they again fell into each other's arms and kissed.

"You know we'll now have to use protection when we have sex; at least until my viral load is undetectable."

Jay smiled and said he didn't mind as long as he had the guy he loved beside him. Bruno then told him that he was giving up Ollie's weekly group meeting.

"Why?"

"I want to be with the guy I love as much as I can" Bruno smiled as he again felt tears form in his eyes. Jay hugged him again and they kissed passionately for a few moments. Normally he'd have suggested they go to bed but now was not the time. Instead he said he too would give up his voluntary job at the Food Bank. He sensed the reason why Bruno was stopping Ollie's meetings was because he was having a fling with him, in which case he had to stop the fling he was having with Jacob. He made a mental note to call Jacob the following day and tell him as well as the organiser of the Food Bank.

The months went by and both Ollie's and Bruno's treatment went well so their viral loads were soon undetectable. The guys at Ollie's weekly group were devastated when they heard Bruno had left and Jacob was equally devastated when Jay told him that he was giving up the Food Bank and wouldn't be seeing him anymore. Several months after that, Bruno took Jay into his arms one evening, kissed him and looked him in the eyes. "Would you marry me?"

Jay gasped. He'd often thought whether or not this day would come but had not liked to raise the issue. "Of course I will" he replied with a big grin and pulled Bruno into a kiss.

They spent the next hour discussing what kind of ceremony they wanted and decided on a Registry Office but would opt for same sex marriage rather than a Civil Partnership, even though they had no intention of calling each other husband' but instead would use the term partner'. Once agreed, Bruno called his parents and told them the news. They were delighted and his father said he'd pay for the reception. Once everything had been arranged, they sent invitations to their friends, including Ollie and Jacob, and to each set of parents. Bruno knew his would be attending but Jay had doubts about his. As predicted his father refused to attend telling his wife not to do so either.

A few days later, Jay received a call from his mother asking if she could meet him and added "I'd like to meet Bruno if you're willing." Jay said he was more than happy for her to meet the guy he loved so it was arranged that she'd come round on the Saturday when his father was at a football match. Jay was nervous but Bruno kept reminding him that it was her who'd suggested coming so perhaps she had no problem with their relationship. When she arrived, mother and son hugged and she seemed genuinely pleased to see him.

"I wanted to give my best wishes to you both even though your father refuses to attend the ceremony."

"You could come on your own" Jay replied, "Penny's coming".

"Yes, why don't you" Bruno added, "My parents would love to meet you."

"I'm not sure; you know what your father's views are" she replied hesitantly. Jay didn't want to push her so let it ride knowing what things were like at home.

Finally, the day arrived and they got dressed into their new suits, shirts and ties. Ollie had insisted on paying for a car to take them to the Registry Office and then to the reception at a local hotel. They felt like royalty as the driver with his cap opened the rear door of the car and closed it once they were in. When they arrived at the Registry Office all their friends and colleagues from work were there to greet them and cheered the happy couple as they made their way inside. The ceremony caused both of them to have tears because it was so moving. Having made their vows to each other and exchanged gold rings they were pronounced as being married. Bruno's father had hired an official photographer so he set to work whilst guests took their pictures. When it was time to make their way to the reception, Jay noticed his mother standing at the back. He rushed over and took her into his arms giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"You came" he exclaimed. She nodded saying that his father was out so she decided to come in any event. He insisted that she joined them at the reception and with further persuasion from Bruno and Penny, she agreed saying she'd only stay for a couple of hours so she could be home by the time his father returned.

Everyone had a wonderful time at the reception and Bruno's father gave a speech saying how proud he was of his son. Penny also said a few words saying she too was proud of her brother and how pleased she was to see their mother in attendance despite the absence of their homophobic father. This caused the whole room to boo so he was put into his place even though he was unaware of the feelings against him.

The married couple continued to live happily together and neither ventured into casual sex with anyone else ever again. They loved each other and their regular sex proved that without doubt. Jay kept in regular contact with his mother but never again spoke to his father.