First, the basics:
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May 2nd
A new client discussed a party he wanted catered. After all the terms had been worked out and the deposit check signed (to be turned over to YOU of course), he said, "By the way, those videos of you are fucking hot."
Huh? Then YOUR stupid fuckbitch worked it out. The video camera. The blindfold at the glory hole. YOU have been recording YOUR whore's service to men and posting it online.
YOUR whore's face has never been so red. The client misread that and apologized for saying anything. It's just as well; it would have been so humiliating to admit there was no idea such videos existed. After he left, there was an online crusade to find these videos. They were on Xtube, small snippets for general viewing and full videos for sale. The account was YOURS of course, announcing that YOU put YOUR whorehole to use anonymously servicing men in the area.
What was felt was an emotional mix of shame ... and pride. Shame, of course, in being seen as a lowly cocksucker, a degenerate, a lowlife. But pride in that YOU found this service to be worthy of public display and consumption. Pride in being useful to YOU in yet another way. Pride in being publicly displayed as YOUR property to use. This simultaneous mix was overwhelming, there was nothing else to do but sob.
And that is how YOU found YOUR fagbitch when YOU came home. Sobbing at the computer. When YOU cleared YOUR throat to announce YOUR presence, YOUR whore fell to the floor, locked YOUR bitch's cunt lips and groveled at YOUR feet, thanking YOU in the most humbling of ways.
It was the only way that felt appropriate. Arms outstretched in front of YOUR whore's body, kowtowing before YOU. Groveling in gratitude. Displaying true obeisance to a true superior.
And then it all made sense. This deferential respect. This endlessly deepening humility and humiliation. The baptism of YOUR piss. The weekly offering given to YOU.
YOU are God. YOU are YOUR whore's fucking God, to be constantly and completely worshipped. With that realization, YOUR worshipper's sobs began anew, moaning through the lip lock, almost chanting, "oh God, oh God, oh God..." And YOU, like any God, chuckled with the knowledge of this epiphany and walked away, having better things to do. YOUR reverent whore soon got up and prepared dinner with a new understanding and a deeper reverence.
After all, how many people in this world get to make dinner for their Gods? And then how many get to nurse on their God's left big toe as He enjoys that dinner prepared for Him?
GOD, thank YOU so much for this wonderful life spent in worship of YOU.
May 19th
LORD, this new understanding of life spent in worship of YOU has allowed such an amazing deference. True worship. Whenever YOU are around, there is no choice but to fall to the knees and crawl to get around. It seems perfectly appropriate to kowtow, arms spread over head, when being allowed to worship YOUR big toe. The dream of being fucked by YOU or being used as YOUR suckhole are now like dreams of winning the lottery -- mere fantasies. What is real is the service YOU have permitted. Cooking and cleaning for YOU, allowing YOUR dwelling to be comfortable and pleasant for YOUR enjoyment. Bathing and showering YOU each morning -- an act of indescribable joy, being allowed to touch God. Finding holes for YOUR sexual aggression, and servicing them in humility. Validation in being allowed to service guys who are worthy of YOUR seed and in servicing unknown and unseen strangers who stop by to empty their balls or bladder. And now, having that validation witnessed by the entire world. Thank YOU so much for that. YOU have made what was reprehensible into a sign of honor.
And, of course, servicing these men for YOUR profit. There has been no need for a blindfold now that YOUR exploitation is known. Thank YOU for now allowing YOUR penitent worshipper to see the pricks being serviced for YOU, for that too is an act of worship. Worshipping these pricks as an act of contrition for YOU, in penance for that stupid selfish act of self-pleasure when all focus should have been on YOU. An act of utter stupidity in not understanding who and what YOU are.
GOD, this is difficult to say. Not because of any sense of self-worth, but merely because of the rules that have been put in place. So please understand this request to write using words that have been forbidden:
YOU are being begged for tattoos. To have YOUR worshipper's arms and legs permanently marked. "SERVITUDE" and "OBEDIENCE" on the arms like Duncan's and Alexi's slaves, but also "POVERTY" and "CHASTITY" on the legs. The three vows of faith offered to the Catholic god, plus a fourth, "SERVITUDE", given solely to YOU. And then, in equally large print across YOUR faggot's chest:
MITCHELL SIMMONS
IS MY
FUCKING
GOD
Please. GOD, please. Let YOUR shameless whore show the world YOUR place.
May 25th
YOUR servant got YOUR answer. Thank YOU, LORD, for that.
Rather than instruct a Craigslist ad to be sent, YOU took the effort to create one YOURSELF. YOU did everything but press the enter key for submission. Only a servant, YOUR servant, submits.
YOU allowed YOUR ad to be read:
"My fagbitch has been trained to be a complete whore to men. The cuntface thinks itself worthy to serve Me. I am providing this pass/fail exam as an opportunity to prove its worth.
"I'm looking for a dozen or so men to put its talents in cocksucking, piss drinking, and getting fucked to the test. You should be completely and totally worshipped by the whore, being granted -any- pleasure you desire. This will be filmed, so be cool with that; you can be hooded if you want. At the end of the ordeal, each of you will be asked whether the whore passed or failed. If it gets ANY failing score, then it will never see Me again. If everyone passes it, then it gets to serve Me.
"You don't need to be young or hot, or even attractive. All that's required is a big dick and a big attitude; the bigger the better. Make the bitch suffer. Make it prove itself. Reply with a dick shot. We'll make this happen sometime in the next two weeks."
Next to the PC was a checklist: Get ample lighting, Get memory cards to record 150 hours of video -- over 6 days of use. Provide food and drinks for the men. ....
There was no choice, of course. No free will. ENTER was pressed, the ad submitted, and the checklist picked up as YOUR insignificant fagwhore worked to accomplish YOUR desire, happy with the opportunity to be of use to YOU in the most appalling of ways.
May 31st
LORD, YOU have not said that passing YOUR test will mean an end to YOUR year-long sentence. Please, LORD, YOU are being begged not to make that happen. It would feel like cheating YOU. YOU know best, of course, but please allow YOUR worshipping maggot to explain.
There are only 3 months left of punishment before YOUR stupid faggot can perhaps once again serve YOU with these holes. And the desire is certainly there to do so, but there is a deeper understanding, a knowledge, of how much better YOU deserve. Wanting to suck YOU off or be raped by YOU is a selfish act. And YOU have eradicated any sense of self. There is nobody here but YOU. Nothing here but YOU.
In fact, it seems appropriate to live out this punishment forever. A lifetime spent in eternal apology for having YOU allow YOURSELF to be lowered enough to accept YOUR shithead's reverential servitude. YOUR lessons have been clear:
This is exactly where YOUR adoring worshipful servant belongs. Here and nowhere else. If YOU want the catering business closed and a new income source as YOUR suckwhore to be expanded, then it will happen. If YOU want enormous anonymous cocks to be pleasured 24/7 in honor of YOU, then it will happen.
Whatever GOD wishes, will happen. That's how the world works. Tomorrow the first man will arrive and expect his every depraved desire to be fulfilled. His and those of eleven more men. All captured on video for the world to see and enjoy. YOUR whorehole is well aware that these men have no reason to give a passing grade, no matter how well they are served and service. YOUR pathetic minion is fighting a losing battle. But it will be fought for YOUR amusement. Anything for YOUR pleasure.