I don't want to reveal my job, but may I say you that it is a very tough one. From monday to friday, I sometimes think that I am always in my office discussing conflicts and trying to figure out a solution.
During the week, I have no time for sex not even to think about it unless when I go to bed. Then I feel a wonderful pressure in my balls and I give them a short caress telling them to wait until friday night.
On thusday night, it becomes difficult to contain myself and, as time goes by on friday afternoon, I do my job waiting for the reward of my friday night masturbating session.
Before coming home, I stop to a porn shop, and I take few skin flicks mostly videos on which men are masturbating.
Getting to my place, I prepare a different setting almost every friday....even if sometimes I repeat those I liked best.
I put a towel on the couch in front of the TV, I place mirrors around the TV in front of what will be my seat, I take off all my clothes except my underwear ( I use different sexy ones), I put a candle or two to make a appropriate atmosphere, I start the first video porn, I smoke a light joint, I put a cold beer on the table beside the couch and I am ready the night.
As soon as the joint is beginning to produce its effect, I feel a great sexual pulse in my groin, my heart is beginning to beat more rapidly in anticipation of what is coming on.
I caress myself to get a raging hard on and then I put my fingers in my underwear to play with my cock. I caress its exterior side with my index and my middle finger. I put saliva on my finger to make it feel smoother. I figure out to be one of man beating off on the film and I put on a show for the person I see in the mirror which is me of course. I spread my legs to give a good show. I took my cock out of my underwear and I free my balls afterward. I jerk off with pleasure and the saliva comes to my lips. First I spit on my cock. It helps to reveal all its own smell. Did I tell you that I did not wash myself from thursday night just to keep my own day smell like a sexual arouser. I sniff my cock on my fingers, lick them and put other saliva on it.
I raise my legs to see my ass in the mirror while I jerk off. I put a finger around my asshole and caress it or try to get inside. Usually, at this moment I come close to shoot. So I stop everything and concentrate on the flick.
Then after 2 or 4 minutes of relaxation, I go back to my session. I took my underwear off, I put one finger around my ass and stroke it for a while, then I raise this finger under my nose to sniff my asshole smell of the day sweat. At this moment I became out of myself, sometimes I think I will pass out. My jerking movement accelerates, I see my face taking a contracted expression, and my face is also becoming red. That's a kind of shyness because I am acting like if somebody was watching me; so I thought I gave him to much for now. I show him that I like to sniff my asshole on my fingers. I imagine that it is the ass smell of the guy jerking off on the flick. Everything becomes confuse, cause of the joint maybe, and I just don't know to whom I am puttong on a show: the man in the video or myself to myself. It is fantastic!
Sometimes I put Chinese balls in my ass after having lubricated them and I expand my thighs so to see perfectly my asshole. I take a shot of the poppers , I jeck off with a hand and I took the Chinese balls one after the other from my hole, looking to my face at every stroke nescessary to get them off. Usually, at this moment I come everywhere on my chest and even on my face.
It's time for a break. I stop the VCR, put on the TV, go to the kitchen to prepare a light snack, take another beer or a glass of wine....and I come back to my playground for a second round. This continue to the early hours of the morning. When I go to bed, I am exhausted, and have gotten rid of all the stress accumulated during the week.
Sometimes, in prevision of another tough week, I organize another session for saturday night if I have no obligation with relatives or friends. WOW! How I love my friday nights!
Norman