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Chapter 15: !Tattoo!
I kissed him and kissed him and kissed him again. As I laid on my stomach, I arched my ass and I could feel his hard 8' cock on my back ass he leaned down and kissed me again. I giggled as he licked my back, all the way down to my ass crack, then licking it gently. When I began to moan, he stopped and I felt air slide through my crack and he inserted one finger, then another. I knew that I had to be quiet, so as I moaned, I stuffed the little, satin pillow into my mouth and moaned into it as he fingered me. He then inserted two or three more fingers, but by then I was deep into my sexual daze and I moaned louder. The guy seemed to enjoy it as he chuckled as he did it. I felt his fingers slide out and he laid flat against my back, licking my ear. I wanted to turn and see who my mystery man was, but I couldn't. I felt something slide into my ass and there was pain, but suddenly there was pleasure. The pleasure spread through my body and I moaned even louder. As I moaned, he nibbled at my ear, then stood on his knees.
"You're so fuckin hot! You ready for me fuck that nice ass you got here?" he asked agressively.
I smirked, " Only if you can handle it." I smirked, liking this odd change. It wasn't something I would have said, it just wasn't.
The Guy smirked and pulled me up and began to slide in deeper. As he slid in deeper, he slid out, then in again. I moaned louder than I had moaned before and this turned him on...I could feel it. As he felt it more and more, he went faster and faster and suddenly I was in pure ectasy and Before I knew it, two hours had passed and I could hear him now panting and moaning and as his 8' dick slid in and out of me, I felt him tighten up and gasp!
"Oh Shit! Oh, fuckin yeah! I'm cummin!" The guy moaned as I bounced on his dick. He grasped me and moved faster and faster until a warm feeling bursted inside me. I felt it leak out of my asshole and down the back of my leg as he continued to move in and out of me, then we collasped on top of me. The hot, stickiness made me so hot that I came, too. As I tried to look back at him, my alarm rang...
"Happy Birthday." Mom and Dad said as I woke up.
Adaen typing: I don't know, I guess I never really thought about death that much. I mean, I'm just sevente...eighteen. Oh gosh, I'm not seventeen anymore. I'm legal. There goes my innocence. Along with my virginity. Yeah, I really don't want to explain that. Ever since I did that assignment for Mrs. Maclay, I figured I'd just jot down my feeling on the computer. Not a blog though, people would get hurt if I blog. That's the last thing this town needs now. It's crazy how much things change. I never thought I'd be the happy one in all this, it's creepy. I'm seriously not used to it. I had a birthday thing, just the family. It was awesome, just me and the family together. I felt like the world couldn't touch me while I was there. I miss that moment. Graduation was in a week and I had worked it out so that I left with my grandparents when the summer started. I was sure that Davis was going to flip, but it's my life. Kendall and I had also worked it out where she's coming to stay for the last half of the summer. Things were all sunny in Adaen-town. Until...
"We're getting married." Kya said quickly.
The family was stunned. It wasn't surprising, they had been dating forever, but it was sudden.
"That's great, sweetie!" Dad said, hugging them. Everybody followed.
"What? Why?" I asked.
"Well, we've been together for a long time," Johnathan smiled, " And...um, honey..."
"We're pregnant!" Kya squealed.
I was absolutely floored! Pregnant! He had been slapping her around and now she's pregnant?! What about the kid....when...Abuse!
"Umm, I, uh, don't know about that." I said, confused.
"What? Adaen!" Grandma said quickly.
"What's up, bro?" Eric asked.
"Adaen." Kya said warningly.
"What's going on here?" Dad asked.
"I have something to say." I said softly.
"What is it?" Mom asked.
Kya and Johnathan looked at me nervously. They had expected me to take this with me to my grave, but I couldn't. I wouldn't let this happen to her, I love her. She deserves better.
"Johnathan hit Kya." I said, causing a few gasps to escape my grandma and mother, " I don't know how many times this has happened, but..."
"He didn't mean to!" Kya shouted.
"You hit my sister?" Eric said, turning to Johnathan, " I'm going to kill you!" he growled, lunging at Johnathan! He punched him then climbed on top of him and starting wailing away. Dad ran over and pulled him off, then it took grandpa and dad to hold him. Mom was holding grandma as Kya ran to Johnathan.
"Look what you caused!" Kya said quickly, checking her future husband, " I hate you!" she said, turning back to Johnathan.
I stopped. Breathing. Talking. Being there. I felt my stomach drop and I turned to walk away.
"Hey, she doesn..." Eric started.
I threw up a hand and left.
Adaen typing: But not every problem was as fixable as killing them all in bloody, bloody death. Not that I'd kill them...nope...not thinking about that at all. Then there was the thing...Graduation. It was in a few days. I didn't know how to feel about everything. So much is all up in the air and so much that I still don't know. I began to wonder, that this place in time, this...thing that's happening right now, is gonna leave a mark. What I did now, is going to leave a tattoo that will stay with me for the rest of my life. I could help but wonder if everyone else thought the same thing. I found myself at school, walking around the halls, trying to find an inch of unfamiliar ground. This ground would never be the same again. I'd be here next year, but everything would change. I think I've said that too many times and the problem is...I can't realize it.
I opened my locker and pushed my books around.
"I hear there's a graduation party." Hannah said, leaning against the lockers.
"Aren't you tired of being a bookworm?" I smirked.
Hannah just stared.
"You shouldn't stare like that, do you want everyone to know?" I asked.
"Adaen..." Hannah began.
"Just go with it." I sighed, " Do you want everyone to know."
"Ha. Everyone knowing...that'd be a change." Hannah smiled.
At that moment, the Deja Vu began to pour over me and I felt almost at home. Back where it all started. I wondered if this was what I was supposed to feel, was I supposed to feel at home, I mean. Up until that moment, I had never thought I could feel like this again. I hadn't had time to process before my mouth moved again.
"Is Zack okay?" I asked, realizing that my moment just ended.
"Random? But...he's non-responsive, or that's what everyone's saying." Hannah said slowly.
"You haven't been there?" I asked.
"No." Hannah said softly.
"You should." I said, not really understanding what I said.
She looked at me oddly, " What?" she asked.
"Do you love him?" I asked.
"I guess." Hannah said.
"There's no guesses, if you love him, you do and there's nothing that can stop it." I said, again, stunning myself.
"Nothing...I was thinking there would be some magic tonic or something." Hannah said hopefully.
"Nope. Believe me, there's no tonic that simplifies life." I said sadly, " So, what are you doing here?"
"Same as you, I suppose." Hannah said, " Running from something."
"You remember when we were five and Marco asked if we wanted him to swallow the marble?" I asked.
"Yeah." she said.
"I miss that." I said.
"The marble?" she asked.
"No!" I laughed, " The choices. The biggest choice was whether he should stick the marble in his mouth and swallow."
"That's deep." Hannah sniffed.
"Go." I said, " Zack needs support."
Hannah hugged me and I didn't know what to do. At first I was stiff and shocked, but I slowly put my arms around her, " Thank you." she whispered.
I smiled as I watched her leave. The moment hadn't ended yet and we were still two friends, heading into different directions. It felt good to admit it. It was okay, it was what we were from the beginning. And me withouthg my compass.
Adaen typing: I guess life is the same moment, over and over, in different situations. Or maybe my logic was backwards. I had felt the old connection and I'm still not sure if that chapter is closed, but I do think it's time to move on. I guess some wounds never heal. I still felt more alone than I would admit and the only people close enough to me were the last people I expected...
As I crept into Ballard's room, I noticed that Kendall and Ballard were in the middle of one of his rehabbing. That's what I called it. I watched for a minute as he struggled to pull up and attempted to move his legs. I giggled as Kendall almost fell off the edge of the bed.
"Hey! No fair, when did you get here?" Kendall chuckled.
"A few minutes ago." I chuckled.
"Hey." Ballard smiled, " Looks like I'll be on crutches during graduation!"
I walked to him and hugged him, " Awesome! I can't wait to watch...yeah, this'll be the first time I've watched and didn't get off on it." I joked.
"You might still get off." Kendall smirked.
Ballard and I laughed.
"So, where's the usual mob?" I asked.
"Well, I told them to go away." Ballard said.
"Yeah, that's a nice version." Kendall sighed, " But they'll be back for the party."
"Party?" I asked.
"Yeah it's gonna have all the, you know, Booze, drugs, and...sex, you could ask for. I'm making it sound like an orgy...hmmm." Kendall smiled.
"I planned on it, but I'm not sure." I said quickly.
"What's up Adaen? Our place not good enough for you?" Ballard laughed.
Once again, there was a twinge of Deja Vu. I felt farther from alone.
"Yeah, Ummm, I'll catch up with you guys later." I said, leaving. As I went down the stairs, I bumped into Davis, who was visiting.
"Hey." he smiled.
"Hey, how are you?" I asked.
"Better now that you're here." Davis said, still smiling.
"That's sweet." I said, blushing, " I'm glad this isn't totally awkward."
"Why would it be awkward?" Davis asked.
"Because of the awkwardness." I said, " Well, apparently no awkwardness."
Davis leaned in and kissed me.
"Flame on!" I smiled.
"Me and you, after graduation?" Davis said.
"Yeah." I smirked.
"Good." he smiled, walking up the stairs.
"Davis." I said, causing him to turn, " I love you."
"I love you, too." he smiled, coming back down and kissing me.
"I really gotta go." I chuckled, leaving. As I left, I smiled to myself. My dream guy. Who would have thought that I'd date him? I did. Who would have thought that he'd love me? he did. So what was I waiting for? What was I losing time for? I'm not. Not anymore.
Adaen typing: Maybe, someday, I'll remember something about myself and where I've been. Someone once said, " The day's not over until something is accomplished." and maybe they were right. Vague, yeah, but right. Everyday something happens, sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad. I had been reunited with my best friend, only to realize we weren't...I'd told the truth and felt the consequences for someone else's actions...I'd said words I never said before and suddenly, I felt those words, lived in them. I didn't want to go home. 'They' would be there. I felt all these things like they were branded. All these tattooes that I could never erase, symbols of my life encrusted on me, invisibly forever. I wanted to cry, but I've cried so much already. I needed to see someone who would never make me cry....he wouldn't...
I walked into the Terrance home and was greeted by Laura and Michael and they ushered me to the kitchen, where Marco was and he smiled when he saw me. I laughed and he put down the sandwhich, then walked over and hugged me.
"Okay, sit." I smiled. He sat, looking puzzled and stared at me, " I know that lately I've been a real ass. We both have. Ever since we were little and you used to scare me and we used to play and swallow marbles...I was in love with you. I kind of always wished that one day you would wake up and see me and we'd live happily, you know, Ever After."
"Me too, I..."
"There is no happily ever after. There's another day. And another and soon, things change and as much as I love you...what we did was wrong. It felt so good at the time, but looking back on it now, I risked something with you that means more to me than anything. Love." I said quickly.
Marco made to say something, but stopped and cleared his throat, " So, are you going to the party at the 'Casa de la Kipton?'" he asked, receiving an awkward glance from me.
"You want to talk about that now?" I asked
"No. I have something to tell you." he said.
"Well, can it wait, I mean, we just-" I began.
"Julie is pregnant." Marco said slowly.
I looked at him, a mix of heartbreak and disbelief flashed across my face and my heart, and I chuckled, " Stop kidding," I said getting plates from the dishwasher.
He grabbed me and looked into my eyes, " Julie is pregnant." he said seriously.
"No! You can't be...I..." I said, pushing him away. I pushed him harder and harder and he hit the fridge and still tried to hug me. I tried to fight him and the tears that were about to come, but I couldn't and I pushed him as I sobbed openly, " I hate you. I HATE YOU!" I cried.
"I'm sorry." Marco said sadly, " I love you." he said, holding me.
Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed. Please give me some feedback because that's how I get started. I know, it's a little short, but this was the 'Deja Vu' chapter. You can see some of the conversations are similar to Chapter one, just because I'm moving them on to the next 'season' or Arc after chapter 16, so the next chapter is graduation and there are so many surprises to come.