Excited for the end?
Erik:
"Oh my god, I got to leave right now, I can't stay here" Erik stammered out of his mouth.
"Are you ok?" Nathan asked as he saw Erik turn and run with tears down his cheeks.
" I can't tell Jay, I can't" Erik said as he approached the hospital opening. He first went to the bathroom to clean himself up, and to gather his composer. Walking down the hallway to Jay's Room, he had the worst guilt build up inside of him.
" Wow, what's everyone doing here?" Erik asked as he looked around and saw everyone, the doctors, nurses, Jay's brothers, CJ, and my dad. Just then I saw the most beautiful eyes, on the most beautiful person as my knees went weak as I saw my baby, looking at me...smiling.
I rushed over to him, and touched his face to make sure he was real, as I cried onto his neck as he held me.
"Babe! I thought I'd never get to touch you again, I was so scared to loose you, I love you so much" I said as I blubbered into his neck.
My dad motioned everyone to leave; indicating that he'll take Jay's brothers out to lunch.
"Erik, oh my god you look so beautiful...I love you so much" Jay said as he cried right along with me. We both held each other, we didn't want to let go, we weren't going to let go, we loved each other...that's all that matter.
At A pizza Place:
"What are we going to do with Jay's Brothers?" CJ asked his lover.
"I don't know babe, I mean we both make enough money and we can adopt them all...but how are they going to be without their mother?" Erik's dad questioned.
"I don't know, but we can't leave them all alone...they're gonna have to stay with us." CJ said.
"You're right..." Erik's dad said.
Back in the hospital room:
"I was so scared that I was going to loose you" I said to Jay as I keep kissing him between words.
"I was scared that I wasn't going to make it" Jay chuckled until he noticed the look on Erik's face.
"NO babe! I'm just kidding, I'd make sure that I made it, I'm never going to hurt you or leave you alone." Jay said.
"I love you Jay"
"I love you too Erik."
2 weeks later:
"What time is the funeral?" Jay asked my dad while he sat on my lap in our living room, on CJ's Chair.
"It's at 12:00pm, do you wanna go?" CJ asked.
"Yea why wouldn't I?" Jay questioned.
"I jus thought with-" CJ was cut off by my dad.
"He can go if he wants too, hurry up and get ready though...it's 11:15 right now" My dad said, as jay got up from my lap gave me a kiss and ran up the stairs.
"God, I love that kid" Erik said, as his dads smirked at him.
"ERIK!" Jay called from upstairs.
"COMING!" I yelled back as I ran and bounded up the stairs.
"I want you to come with me," Jay said with a smile.
"What for?" Erik questioned...
"Just please come with me, you, CJ, and your dad" Jay said as he kissed me in the bathroom finishing up getting ready.
I went to my room, and brought down some dress clothes and shoes, as I went downstairs to iron them and to tell CJ and my dad.
At the Funeral:
"Would anyone like to say anything?" The pastor asked, as we stood there in a cold, gray morning, fit for a funeral. With the leaves blowing around us and the wind picking up...I raised my hand and approached the podium.
" I never liked my step-dad, I mean hell he raped me...but I'm not here to do this...I'm here so right here in front of everyone that he loved...I can confess to you everyone I love." Jay gulped as he went on, wiping a tear from his eye.
You were the one, the one that was there...in my dreams, you answered my Prayer. *Jay gulped and wiped another tear from his eye.
You believed in me did everything you could to make me Succeed. Your words, when u speak, are like an angel breathing on my cheek.
Time goes by, but I know in my heart, the hear that tells no lies, that our love will never die. I know that it's true, when I look at you that I need you and want you... I crave you. I'm feeling things that I've never felt before; I'm loving the boy that I adore. I'm falling though, is this the end? The true test to see if what we have will ever end? I can't tell...no one can but as for now you're the one that I give my hand. You leaving me, my heart wouldn't be able to stand...I wish this love will last so very long...I wish you could hear this...this love called Erik's Song.
" I love you Erik" Jay said as he looked at his step-dad's picture standing next to his coffin...went over to it...and spoke.
" This is love...I love my mom, my brother's, Erik's dad, and CJ...I love Erik with all my heart...and you could have been apart of that if you opened your heart to love. But I've learned something through all of this...when the gray clouds cover your day...the sun will always shine...once you learn to love...I love myself...and I love you.
Jay came up to dad, CJ, and me...and hugged us.
"Let's get out of here," He said to us. I felt so overwhelmed with emotions that I didn't even know what to do...so I cried...and cried...he put his hand in mine...as my dad and CJ walked the other way...I knew where he was taking me...it Was OUR spot...
...Not If I have anything to do with it...
...All of a sudden...there was that all to familiar blackness.
That's the end of Erik's song...did you love it? Cause I did...
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