Chapter 4 -- FIND MY GUTS.
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I attended The Sailor's Dream now every night and I used to see Leroy and Patrick's shows. I really started a habit now of sleeping with Leroy as a regular fuck buddy, but only for fucking so far.
One night, after the show, and since Leroy knew I wanted to know Patrick, he diplomatically left us alone in a bar where the three of us had gone but finally he stood up and left, saying he had some things to do. Alone with Patrick, I was nervous and didn't know what to tell him. But he was first to speak.
-So, Leroy has told me that you are his new fuck buddy, isn't it? I'm sorry if I've just said the wrong thing. Maybe you don't want to talk about this.
-I've always been very sincere, Patrick. Well, I don't know what my future sexual life will be, but it's true I love fucking with Leroy and even sleeping with him some days, but so far I don't wanna go further.
-Well, let me introduce myself properly. My real name is Patricio Maceda. But when I came to this country, I told everybody my name is Patrick, for I thought that would be easier to pronounce. Call me the way you prefer.
-I'll call you Patricio then. Look, Patricio, your shows are really arousing and you're a hot boy too. If something Leroy has taught me is that it's easier with a boy, so I'll tell you one thing and you can send me to hell or agree --I smiled. I'd like to fuck with you, now you know.
-You're really sexy, Conrad; I'm sure Leroy has already told you. Good, my house is just around the corner from The Gilded Palace. If you accompany me now, we could fuck.
In just five minutes we were in Patricio's house, larger and full with furniture. As I had done with Leroy I first kissed that boy's lips. I also liked it, but maybe it was that I was used to kissing my fuck buddy Leroy, his lips didn't seem so scrumptious to me now. Then we stripped. I already knew I wanted to see boys taking off their clothes and seeing them naked and Patrick also had a sexy body. But again I was so used to Leroy's vintage body that all the time I was with Patricio, whom I really enjoyed too, I missed him. With him I was learning to miss a boy.
Then I asked him to fuck me. With his also long dick, I started to be convinced that the sexual act I preferred was not fucking cunts, but to have a dick up my ass. I was not a bottom though, I also loved fucking boys, but now I focused on the fun of a new dick in my ass. Again the pleasure was supreme. Even if Patrick was not as sexy as Leroy, I don't wanna be unfair with him; he also fucked splendidly and I knew for sure I'd like him to fuck me more often, since Leroy and me were not a couple and could fuck with whomever we wanted. Soon Patricio also started to kiss me and touch me and I started to again feel the ecstasy of sodomy, my favourite sexual act now. I was again boisterous before I came; Leroy loved my yells; now I hoped Patricio loved them too. A big explosion of jizz in my ass and again my dick went crazy and I spilled a huge lake of semen onto the floor, which made him sure I had really enjoyed.
Of course now he asked me to fuck him. His hot ass was asking me and I also wanted to enter it. Some foreplay before, for I also wanted to touch it and stick my tongue in previously and as I heard him moan awaiting my dick, I did not prolong his wait and instantly I attacked and guessing he'd been sufficiently fucked before, I certainly pushed my cock in viciously and he screamed in pain but thanked me and urged me to fuck him that way. It was a long time since Leroy had fucked him that painfully and he loved feeling some violence in his ass. I understood him for I felt something really similar and I enjoyed Leroy's fucks better, the more painfully he shagged me.
Once again, I felt the thrill of being top, of fucking a boy, of drilling a hot ass. I was clearly versatile and I loved fucking asses, something that with girls I'd never done, I'll never do. So I was enjoying a different boy. I was somewhat shy to admit that it was boys the only thing I needed. I should have a serious meditation one day. But one thing was clear: I was increasingly sure I loved sodomy. It was ten minutes surrounded by constant shouts, our bodies dancing together and rubbing, mixing the senses of smell with the sweat we were spilling and that of hearing with the erotic sounds a boy can utter, really arousing. And it was a quarter of an hour later that I came inside Patricio and he blasted a new load onto the floor, really excited. We kissed passionately and had dinner and got to know each other a bit better. But I didn't stay to sleep. Maybe it was cause I was used to sleeping next to Leroy's body and I didn't want to share one other boy's sheets.
The next day, after a long meditation about myself, I returned to Leroy's house. We fucked each other first before going to dinner. Once eating, he asked me about Patrick.
-Patricio --I told him- is a hot boy too. If it's not a problem for you, I'd like to often fuck with him.
-We're not a couple, Conrad, and even if we were, you could fuck with as many boys and girls you could hook up. Fidelity's the same for me.
Once in bed and after a long foreplay, I took his dick by surprise and stuck it in my mouth and began to suck.
-Are you sure about this? --he asked me.
-I know I should find my guts to try everything with a boy, Leroy and see if I like it. Maybe what I need in life is having a boy as a partner, but first I must know everything. Your dick has a wonderful taste, by the way.
So I was in no hurry licking Leroy's virility like a tasty lollipop and having always thought I would not like the taste of a dick, now I was greatly surprised I did really enjoy it. Maybe the thought that it was Leroy's cock, the one which had so often fucked me, gave it a more scrumptious taste. No more doubts: after now, I'd do everything in gay sex and mainly with Leroy. I didn't feel love and that's why I didn't go further with him that night, but I loved making discoveries about myself. Leroy yelled telling me I was being so good that he would have to cum, but it had been ten wonderful minutes. And of course, as I was expecting, now it was him that took a suitable position to give me a blowjob.
He told me when he started that he had been eagerly waiting to finally know the savour of my dick but he never did it because he knew I would be uncomfortable for I didn't want blowjobs. But now he could finally do it and he had the intention of driving me crazy. In fact I was sure with the motions of that wonderful tongue that was the first day I knew what a blowjob is. So far girls had taken my cock in their mouths but that was all. So good Leroy was treating my shaft that I came unexpectedly but he told me now he would give me many more blowjobs since he was sure I also wanted to suck his cock more times. Now we decided to fuck again in bed, so horny we were. And after fucking each other, we finally decided it was time to sleep.
Just the next day, i felt i had to speak with Leroy in earnest. We were having a drink together before going again to his house, when i told him.
-Leroy, maybe i will tell you nonsense now. But i increasingly feel i have to find my guts. You know i dared climb Mount Everest but i need something now and i thought it was just giving you blowjobs, but it isn't that. The guts i need are for accepting that i also like boys and after now i'll always need them. And i must have guts to consider that i could maybe want to live with one. Maybe you don't feel the same but i have a feeling that... a feeling that --I could not say it, shit! But he encouraged me to utter it-... a feeling that i love you. Well, there you are now.
But i wasn't expecting his answer.
-I've loved you for more tan a month now, Conrad. It's just that i didn't wanna tell you anything, believing it would be imposible. So, what now? We love each other, so what?
-I think i've finally found the real guts i needed. I wanna share my life with you, Leroy, my love. No girls are necessary now, just you.
-And Patricio, or any other boy you want to fuck with, or any girl. Sex is not important for me, so you can have it with anyone you know, as far as you only love me.
-And i say the same, Leroy. You can keep on having sex with anyone you like and continue your job in the erotic shows.
-And if one day you lost your job, you could work in The Gilded Palace with me, with Patrick, with one other boy, whatever you want.
So that's how we started living together. I love him and i know i need no girls now, though sometimes either of us cheat each other with one or with another boy. Sex with Patricio we don't consider cheating. He's a fuck buddy for both. I have never had the need to work in their erotic shows for i'm still a journalist, now never accepting Jobs abroad to always be with my boy. And every time we fuck, our love increases and we fuck with our dicks and asses of course but we can't take our eyes of each other's eyes.
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