Drugs, Dressing, and Drinking Cum
By Felicia Transfeliciatvnj@hotmail.com
Back in the late 70's, when Quaaludes and other drugs were plentiful, I was hanging out one night with my friends at my house...my wife had gone to visit her mother in PA for the weekend.Tom, Bob, and John were there, as usual, the four of us had been friends for ages. We were all married, and frequently had guys nights out, and this was one of them.Bob had given us all a quaalude and we were quickly getting wasted... and I felt great... and like normally happened I was feeling it way before the rest, probably since I was smaller and skinnier than the other guys.
Tom was sitting back on the couch and said 'I really do love ludes' and everyone said 'Me too'Without thinking I blurted out 'Ludes are like a truth drug', and John said 'How do you mean?'I replied 'Because it seems like everything's OK when you're blasted on ludes that there's no reason to hide anything, or keep anything back. By the way I love you guys'
'We love you too Chris' said Bob 'Now bend over' and everyone laughed. 'Fuck you, I was being sincere' I said.Nobody said anything for a few minutes and then the lude hit me completely, and I was really wasted and felt even better.
Tom broke the silence with 'Chris, if quaaludes are a truth drug, then that means you'll answer anything truthfully?'I said 'Sure I will, to you guys anyway''Bullshit' Tom said.'I'm serious' I said 'I have nothing to hide from you guys' (which meant I was extremely high, because we all have things to hide but I probably had much more than most)And then John said 'OK... have you ever dressed in women's clothes?'
Silence hit the room as everyone stared at me. And high as I was, without a thought I blurted out 'Sure'And there was another silence until Tom said 'When did this happen' and again thoughtlessly I said 'A few times when I was blasted on coke I put on my wife's clothes and masturbated when she was out, it was no big deal... haven't any of you done anything like that?''No' Tom replied 'I haven't', followed by John and Bob's 'Me either'But then Tom said 'But it's OK, Chris, we'll keep it a secret'
Then Bob said 'Well, since we've got you on the truth drug, have you ever sucked a dick?'And there was silence again as everyone looked at me. I should've just shut up, but I was so blasted I answered 'Yes'
Tom:It started as a typical night, we were all hanging at Chris's house doing ludes and bullshitting.I was feeling good but Chris seemed more wasted than usual, he was talking non-stop. When he came out with the stuff about ludes being a truth drug I knew he was really blasted.Then when John asked him if he'd ever worn women's clothes I couldn't believe it when Chris answered that he had.That thought wouldn't have crossed my mind but the minute he said it a bunch of things clicked.
It's not that Chris was feminine, but he was skinny, with long hair, and his fingernails were always long. And whenever we'd get coke Chris would always get quiet, and after we all did a few hits he'd take his coke and leave, and sort of disappear, like there was something odd going on.But I still hadn't expected this, even if Chris was especially hammered.
And then when John asked him if he'd ever sucked a dick, and he said he had, I was completely dumfounded.So I asked him 'When did you suck a cock?'
Right after I blurted out that I had dressed in womens clothes and compounded it by admitting that I'd sucked a cock I realized I'd really fucked up.And then Tom asked when I'd sucked a cock.
I was too high to think straight, and way too blasted to come up with a lie that I'd get away with. So I stayed quiet. Then I said 'It was something a long time ago and I don't want to talk about it'And John said 'What about the truth drug? Dude, we're not going to say anything to anyone'
I looked around and they were all nodding so I said 'It happened when I was away at college' I said 'My first year I had a roomate, Dan, and the first time we did some coke together he asked if he could suck my cock'Tom said 'Dan was gay? I remember him when we visited that time''No, he wasn't gay' I said 'he was curious and got very loose when he did coke''I had a cousin who blew me a few times' John said 'he wasn't gay either. But when did you suck a cock?'
I was silent for a moment, then said 'One night I was really blasted on coke, he'd already blown me, and a few hits later I was horny again. I asked him to suck me again and he said - How about me for a change?'In reality, my roomate and I had blown each other mutually one night, and after that I sucked his dick for the rest of the year but he never blew me again.And I had sucked off several other roomates over the remainder of my time at college as well.
'And? What happened?' Bob asked'I did blow him'And after a moment of dead silence he asked 'Did he cum in your mouth?''Yes'
John:When I'd first asked Chris if he'd ever sucked a dick I was just kidding. But when he started telling us how his roommate used to blow him I started getting really horny. And then when he told us how he'd sucked his roommate off, and the guy had cum in his mouth my dick got rock hard.I don't think any of us knew what to say to that, but eventually I said 'Chris, it's OK dude'
All of a sudden I felt the lude begin to subside. That happened to me a lot, they hit me quick and full blown and went away fast.Everyone was quiet, and all of a sudden I thought 'Fuck, what was I thinking when I said that stuff'I looked around and everyone was staring at me, and finally I said 'All this was a long time ago'And Tom said 'Don't worry Chris, we really aren't going to tell anyone.''Does anyone have any more ludes?' I asked 'I'm starting to come down'Bob said 'No, but I can get some coke in about 5 minutes if we all want to chip in'And everyone threw in some money, Bob left, and 5 minutes later he was back with an eighth of cocaine - those were the days of cheap coke.And he dumped the whole pile on the table.
Bob pulled out 2 very large lines from the pile and said 'Go ahead Chris, tune up'So I leaned over with a rolled up dollar bill and snorted both lines and sat back. and within seconds my brain was racing, and the remnants of the quaalude had disappeared from my brain.'Aren't you guys doing any?' I asked, and Tom said 'A little later, I still feel the lude' and the others said they did too.
Then John said 'You must look really awful as a girl' and everyone laughed.I turned red, and blurted out 'No, I don't' And when everyone laughed I replied 'I really don't look bad'... and then there was a silence.Tom broke the silence and said 'Why don't you show us - we already know you do it'My mind was now racing, and if I'd been alone I would have gone into the bedroom and dressed in my wife's clothes anyway. And I'd already blown my secret with them, so I said 'OK... but none of you will ever say anything?''Promise' Bob said, and they all agreed.So I got up and went into my bedroom and shut the door.
Bob:I couldn't believe what was happening, but when Chris had told us he'd sucked off his roomate, high on coke, I started getting a hardon.And when, a few minutes later, he told us his lude was wearing off I told him I didn't have anymore but could get some coke - all agreed and I got some.We gave Chris a few huge lines, and just a few minutes later Chris was heading into the bedroom to dress in his wife's clothes.We were all sititng on the couch as Chris dressed, and I had no idea what would happen next, and then the rest of us started talking about the situation, and all agreed it was very weird.
And we all were horny.
After I went into the bedroom I shut the door and went into the bathroom. I'd just shaved before they got here but I washed my face and stripped off my clothes and then went and sat at my wife's makeup table.I'd done this many times, of course, so I quickly took some foundation and rubbed it on my face with my fingers and powdered over it.Then I started on my eyes, using liquid liner on my top lid and pencil below, applied 3 shades of powder shadow and blended it, applied 3 coats of mascara, and then used pencils to shape my fairly sparse eyebrows.
Then I brushed on blush and penciled my lips with red liner and filled them in with lipstick. And then went to my wife's dresser and took out black panties, bra, and pantyhose and put them on, and rolled up some socks for tits. And from the closet I pulled a short little black dress with spaghetti straps which fit me OK, and stepped into black high heel pumps which didn't fit well but weren't too painful.Finally I let my hair out of the ponytail and brushed it out, and took out a pair of clip on hoops I'd hidden and put them in my ears.And finally I sat back at the table and polished my nails with red quick dry polish.
Standing up I walked to the door, careful of my drying nails, and taking a really deep breath I opened the door.
Tom:When the door opened and Chris walked into the room I blurted out 'Holy Shit!'He not only looked exactly like a girl, he looked like a hot girl.The other guys reacted the same way, and then John said 'OK, you don't look awful as a girl'And my next thought was that Chris had done this more than a few times.
Chris sat down in a chair, holding his fingers apart with his red nails, and then said 'I could use another line'And Bob leaned over and made some lines for us all, and we all snorted some, but he'd given Chris extra huge lines again.
It was all very weird, here I was in my living room with my lifetime friends dressed up as a girl. I'd never thought this would happen, even in my deepest fantasies. I did another few lines and sat back, and in a few seconds the taste hit my throat and my brain started racing again.
All the guys were sitting there staring at me. And though I'd never fantasized about being dressed in front of my friends, I had always fantasized about blowing guys as a girl.And then Tom said 'Chris, it's hard to believe you can look like that without wanting to have sex with someone. Especially knowing that you've sucked a cock in the past. You must've had fantasies about that.'
'I have had a few fantasies' I replied 'but only when I'm doing coke... and they're just fantasies''But you're doing coke now' Tom replied.My mind was racing, and the way I felt there was nothing I wanted to do more at that moment than suck someone's cock. But these were my friends.'It would be too weird' I said 'You guys are my buddies''It's already weird' John said 'and we're still your buddies regardless'
There was silence for a short period before Tom said 'do you want to blow us?'And without thinking at all I blurted out 'Yes'
John:It was very surreal sitting there with Chris dressed up like that. He'd been my buddy since forever, but seeing him like that the only thing that kept popping in my mind was 'I really want him to suck my cock'I was sitting there, hard as a rock, when Tom asked Chris if he wanted to blow us.And then he said 'Yes'
Tom opened his belt and zipper, removed his shoes, and pulled his pants and briefs off, and I saw his hard cock sticking up relentlessly.'Can I have another line?' I asked, and Tom said 'Sure' so I went to the table and pulled out 2 very large lines and snorted them down. And when the coke hit my throat and my brain it was like a freight train and without a thought I kneeled down between Tom's legs and leaned forward to engulf his cock with my mouth.
He groaned, and I heard Bob say 'Look at that'Tom's cock was filling my mouth with warmth and I loved it, and the feelings went back to my college days and the times I had blown my roommates.I remembered what to do without thinking, and I left my lips around his cockhead and began to use my tongue, lapping across the end of his cock, which got even harder.Then I began to slide my mouth very slowly up and down his cock with my lips tight around it, and I left my tongue pressing against the bottom and slid it across the tip on when I reached the high point of my mouth stroke.
Tom began to moan, and I could hear everyone breathing hard as I orally sheathed his cock, sucking softly as my lips and tongue caressed his dick.I could hear the slurping sounds my mouth was making, and Tom's moans got louder and faster. And then he said 'I'm cumming'
I moved my lips out to just encircle his mushroom head but kept my tongue moving, and then felt his thighs tremble just before I felt a throb against my lower lip, and he screamed softly as he erupted into my mouth, his cum spurting onto my tongue in a small deluge.The taste hit me right away, salty, sweet, and musky, as he continued to empty his balls into me, and then his cum stopped flowing and I swallowed down the mouthful I had and took my mouth off and stroked upwards one time with my hand and drained the last drop, licking that off the end.
And then I sat back, and with my feet hurting from the shoes, I pulled them off and threw them to the side.
Bob:When Chris, looking like that, moved over and started sucking Tom's cock I couldn't believe it. Watching him was unreal, he looked exactly like a girl, but he wasn't blowing Tom like any girl I'd ever seen.I've been blown by quite a few girls over the years, including my wife, and at best they were decent at doing it, but none had ever seemed to like it.
Chris was sucking off Tom like a porn star, doing things to his cock that I'd only seen in videos, and was actually moaning with pleasure as he did it.And when Tom came I was transfixed as Chris gulped down the cum, and when he stroked Tom to get the last drop and licked it off I thought I was going to cum in my pants.So I leaned over the table and snorted a few small lines of coke.
After I'd sucked off Tom I really felt weird. It had been an unbelievable experience for me, better than any fantasies, and being dressed made it much better than it had been at college. But now I was still kneeling on the floor and they were all staring at me silently, with red faces.Bob leaned over to do a line, and I did the same, and when that hit my brain with the rush I was ready to suck off someone else.And Bob stood up and removed his pants and shoes, but instead of sitting back down he walked over in front of me and without a thought I kneeled before him and started sucking his cock.
His cock was a little larger than Tom's had been, with a more pronounced head, and I slipped my mouth over the end and began licking it with quick tongue strokes. Bob relaxed a little, spreading his legs wider, and when he did his balls were freely hanging in front of me. I began to take another few inches of his cock into my mouth and reached up for his balls with both hands and lightly cupped them as I moved my fingers over their furry surface.
He groaned softly, and I became lost in what I was doing, my senses were completely focused on the silkiness of his cock skin as my lips slid back and forth over it, the feeling of his cock head against my tongue, and the mild taste of the precum that had started dripping from the end of his cock.I moaned softly at the feeling, and continuing to stroke his balls with my fingers I started moving my mouth over his cock with very slow steady strokes as I softly sucked and tongued at the same time.
In a very short time I felt him start to tremble all over and knew it was close and then his sperm started spewing into my mouth, and unlike Tom's his was very thick and globby and much stronger tasting. I kept softly kneading his balls and his cum continued to spit out in small separate globs and I let them all pool in my mouth.And when he finally stopped ejaculating I kept my mouth over his cock and reached up to stroke it slowly and pulled another small glob out before he was done and moved away.
And then I looked up to see 3 pairs of eyes on me, and I swallowed, but one of the globs caught in my throat and I choked for a second but finally ingested the whole load.
Tom:It had been the most spectacular blowjob I'd ever gotten. I leaned back and caught my breath as Bob and Chris did lines, and then I did another line myself. And then Chris got right on his knees before Bob and started sucking him, and as I watched him with his eyes closed and those red lips around the cock I immediately got somewhat hard again, even though I'd just cum.
It was like being in a porn movie, not just watching one, and when Bob shot his load in Chris's mouth and Chris reached up to drain the last drop my cock got painfully hard again, and when I watched him gulp down the mouthful and choke on it before slurping it down, it was at the same time the hottest thing I'd ever seen and the most disgusting.
In a daze, I went to the table to do another few lines, and when I finished snorting them John was already pants off and standing a few feet away.I crawled over and kneeled before him and opened my mouth and he pushed his cock in. I started sucking softly and tongueing his cock, but instead of standing still like the other two had, John started moving his cock in and out of my mouth in a slow fucking motion.He pushed in a little too far and I gagged and pulled my mouth off, and after I'd caught my breath I said 'Don't do that or I'll stop''Sorry' he said, but when I took his cock back into my mouth again he started pushing in and out again, but slowly and in short strokes.
I found that I really loved that, the feeling of his cock sliding against my lips while I just gently sucked and lapped at his cock, so I dropped my hands and put them behind my back, closed my eyes, and got lost in the feeling of getting softly mouth fucked.I started moaning softly as my mouth was repeatedly filled and almost vacated, and he kept up the same slow rhythm.And then he groaned and I felt a flutter against my lips as a blast of sperm hit me right in the tonsils, and then he reached down and held my head and pushed into my throat and held it as he continued to discharge his cum directly into my gullet.
I coughed, and cum began to stream out of my nostrils, and I held my breath for a few seconds till he was done and pulled out. And then I cleared my nose and swallowed that down and wiped my upper lip with my hand.And quickly got up and went into the bedroom where I caught my breath, and then wiped the cum off my face and fixed my makeup quickly.And walked back into the living room.
John:I'd always wanted to fuck a girls mouth but none had ever let me. So when Chris put his lips around my cock, and I felt the warm slipperiness of his mouth, I figured I'd give it a shot.He gagged, as I'd expected, but when I went slow he seemed to love it, and was making strange little soft moaning noises.
But when I came, I couldn't hold back, and I grabbed his head and pushed into his throat, and my cock was so warm as my cum shot out.When the cum started flowing from his nose it was probably the most disgusting yet erotic thing I'd ever seen, but he quickly jumped up and ran into his room and I didn't know what to expect.Till he came back out a minute later, makeup fixed and hair brushed and still looked hot.
I came out and sat in the chair and avoided eye contact, but Tom immediately said 'Chris, that was really great' followed by Bob saying 'You give an unbelievable blowjob' and then John saying 'Unbelievable''Anyone want another line?' Bob asked, and I looked down to see that the pile was about half gone. But I said 'Sure' and snorted another couple of large lines followed by eveyone else doing some lines.
It was quiet for a few moments as everyone had the coke hitting their brains, and then someone said 'Chris, how about seconds?'And with my mind racing I said 'OK' and Tom came over with his cock out and I started sucking him for the second time.
In the next hour I blew Tom and swallowed a second load from him, did another line before sucking off Bob for the second time, and then did yet another line before John's turn was up again.Like the last time, he started fucking my mouth slow, but when he pushed too deep I was ready for him and didn't gag, and he began to slowly fuck my throat till he exploded deep inside me.
After they were all done using my mouth, we split up the last of the coke and I did my last two lines.It seemed very awkward to me after that, and when Tom said 'I have to go' I was somewhat relieved. They all got up to leave and I said 'Please don't tell anyone about this' and they all promised they wouldn't and that nothing had changed, we were still all friends.
I went into the bathroom, and with the last lines of coke racing through my brain I lowered my pantyhose and slipped my cock out of the side of my panties, and staring at the girl that was me in the mirror I masturbated... and came like a racehorse.And right after I came I felt like crap, the entire evening fell on me like a deck of cards, and I quickly took off my makeup and undressed, and fell into bed where I laid there for most of the night thinking about what had happened, and with the cum taste fading slowly from my mouth.
Nothing was ever the same after that night.
The next morning my wife came home early, and almost immediately noticed that her makeup hd been used - I was too high to put it away carefully and forgot. And going in her closet she also noticed her dress hanging crookedly, where I'd sloppily put it back.She'd caught me in the past in her clothes but this was the end.I moved out a few days later and we ended up divorcing very quickly. I gave her the quick divorce and most of our stuff in exchange for a vow of silence from her about my crossdressing.
In my new apartment I now had freedom, and of course used and abused it, buying my own clothes and makeup, and most evenings after work I'd dress and stay that way till I went to sleep.
And my friends never really called me again to just hang out - but they did still come over regularly with coke or ludes, looking for blowjobs, and I never turned them down.
And here it is, years later, and I'm now close to fulltime as a woman, and still sucking as many cocks as I can. But I don't do, or need to do drugs anymore.
And my only addiction is cum.