Dreamy Eyes Chapter 1
Dreamy Eyes
By: Jaden
Disclaimer: This story involves love, relationship, and "adult" subject matter between teenage boys... so I guess that means your not supposed to read this if your under 18, but really if you are younger than that, I can't stop you. Just Don't Get Caught :) If homosexuality offends you, then leave, or join the 21st century, and open up to it.
This Is FICTION... any character resembling a real life person is by coincidence, and in the rare event a character is based on someone in real life their name has been changed due to legal and personal protection. You never know who's lurking around reading this. So now the little spiel is over so hopefully you'll enjoy this. Do Not Reproduce this story, and if you would like to have it on your web site, email me & get my permission. Thanks. Copyright © Jaden & Jaded Edge Productions (TM)
Chapter 1
Veil Of Tears
The sun was shining, it's ever reaching rays beaming through the thin crevices of the crooked old blinds attempting to shield the darkness. The light touched the form lying on a queen sized bed, causing a stirring from the sleeping slumber that had been put upon him from endless amounts of work and stress. Behind his fluttering eye lashes, his midnight dark colored eyes slowly opened to the world. Silky smooth caramel colored skin came into view, as the satin sheets adorning his body drifted to the floor from his motions. The taught muscles billowing under his tender flesh contracted while he brought himself into a seated position.
He pulled himself to his feet and stretched, causing him to gasp as he did so. His eyes looked down to his right side, where a large bruise framed his obliques. The boy's head just shook in disappointment before walking to his bathroom. Matéo turned the knobs overlooking the oval sized tub, letting the water warm up to just the right temperature. The boxers dropped down his hairless legs and he stepped out of them and into the oncoming hot rain of the shower head.
Seventeen year old Matéo Consuelos stared off into space, trying to shake the cob webs out of his head. He brought a hand up and ran it through the dark spiky mess crowning the top of his head. The water poured down through his black locks, pasting it down to the edge of his forehead. His beauty was one that was matched by few, and envied by many. Girls fawned over him, guys wanted to be him. And Matéo detested it.
He grabbed the shampoo bottle and generously started to lather up his hair. When the gooey liquid started to penetrate the back of his head, a strong burning sensation shot through Matéo's senses causing him to cringe in pain. He brought his hand to the front where his eyes caught sight of the red liquid staining his fingertips. Tears shimmered at the brim of his eyes, but he would not let them fall. Weakness was not an option. This is the reason why he detested people so much.
Would the girls really want to be with him when they found out his beautiful looks were marred by battle scars? Would any guy really want to be him and have to take the beatings he takes on a regular basis.. from his own father none the less? Ever since Matéo could remember he had been a human punching bag to his father. His mother left when he was 2 years old, so Matéo could not know what her reasons were for that, but he assumed it was to escape the same abuse that he himself was subjected to; And he hated her for leaving him to in his own private version of hell.
A loud banging came from the wall facing Matéo. He knew the sound of that fist all too well. It was his father's way of telling him he had used too much of his "precious water" that would run the utilities bill up a whole 5 cents. Matéo sighed to himself and against his better judgment, ignored the warning of his father. The blood slowly, but surely dissipated from the apparent cut on the back of his head, then Matéo turned the water off and stepped out of the shower.
A towel wiped the fog from the vanity mirror above the bathroom sink and soon Matéo stared himself in the eyes. It was a morning ritual of his to stand in front of the mirror and stare down himself. Thoughts that plagued his mind would be communicated to himself without words. The biggest trouble plaguing his young mind was, why? What did he do to deserve his father's hatred? He did everything he was told, for the fear of the consequences of disobeying was paralyzing, but somehow he always received those consequences no matter what he did. Matéo spread polmade onto his hands then ran his fingertips through his moist hair. The spikes shot out all over his head, about an inch and a half long, just how he liked it. He smiled a little to himself in the mirror as he put a pair of diamond laced, platinum hoop earrings into his bag beside the sink. If his father saw him wearing earrings he would kill him. It was a sign of being feminine to his father, "Only women wear earrings. What are you some kind of fag?" Was what his father said to him when Matéo suggested the idea of him getting his ears pierced.
Matéo grabbed his bag and brought it into his bedroom where he proceeded to double check that his books and CD player were in there. He walked to his dresser and pulled out a pair of red boxers and white socks, then headed to his closet to pick out his outfit for the day. Living in St. Paul, Minnesota during the fall season didn't give much choice but to wear warm clothes. Matéo grabbed a white sweater with a black and beige stripe going across the chest area and a semi baggy pair of blue jeans. After he put all of his clothes on, he went back to the mirror and put a thin silver necklace around his neck that his best friend had given him. If Matéo was proud of one thing in his life, it was his friendship with the one person that he knew genuinely cared about him. Not for his looks, not for his money, not for what he could give him. No strings attached.
*Ding Dong*
The doorbell could be heard throughout the house, putting a small smile upon Matéo's face. He put some deodorant on, spritzed his clothes with cologne, grabbed his bag and ran down the stairs. His smile dropped when he saw his father had already opened the door. His father turned to him with rage in his eyes, "What did I tell you about running in my house?"
Matéo's eyes shot downward, "I'm sorry, sir."
"I'm sure Noah doesn't run around in his house. Why can't you grow up and act your age? You're just like your bitch of a mother, I swear." His father grumbled and cursed for all to hear as he walked out of the living room area and into the kitchen. Matéo's face flushed from embarrassment, as he brought his eyes back up to see his best friend Noah standing on the front steps.
The sun shimmered through his light brown hair, showering it with golden highlights. The cold Minnesota wind whipped through his bed head styled hair. The crystal blue of his eyes flashed a look of happiness and sympathy, while his ghost white teeth flashed a smile through his small pink lips. His dimples made his smile even more inviting, as he motioned for Matéo to come outside so they could head to school. Matéo walked out of his house and closed the door behind him.
Noah and Matéo walked along the side walk toward their highschool a few blocks away. Matéo reached into his bag and pulled out his earrings, "Will you hold my bag for me, bro?"
Noah smiled, "Don't I always? How else would you pull off your secret earring scheme?" Matéo snapped one earring into each ear, then took his bag back from Noah.
"Well, you know how my dad is..."
Noah frowned, "Yeah, I know. Asshole extraordinaire. What's the big deal anyway? Everyone has earrings. Oh and, 'I bet Noah doesn't run in his house.' How asinine. I mean, does he even know me at all? I have been your friend since first grade. He should know I'm a hyper little bastard and run around everywhere."
Matéo snickered, "He just overlooks everything anyone else does. If your name's not Matéo, you're perfect in comparison." Noah looked at his friend sympathetically. He knew Matéo had a rough home life. Nearly every time he had been in that household, Mr. Consuelos would find something or another to scream at Matéo for. If only he knew how much worse it really was for his best friend.
The large brick building known as Conway Senior High came into view as the boys turned onto the main drive. They walk together to school rather than drive as a way to spend more time together. Everyone that knew them called them brothers, because of how inseparable they were. Where Noah was, Matéo wasn't far behind and vice versa. As they walked up the steps to the main entrance, people waved and yelled hello to them. Popularity was never a problem for either of them. Matéo could do without it, while Noah on the other hand, loved the attention. They arrived at their lockers without breaking stride and took their time depositing the books they didn't need.
"So, Téo, anyone caught your eye this year?" Noah loved to tease Matéo about the ladies. He found it utterly amusing how the girls would throw themselves at him, yet Matéo would never even give them a second glance.
"No. Everyone around here is fake. They don't know me, they just want me because of what I look like," Matéo scowled.
"Well stop being so damn sexy and you wouldn't have that problem," Noah flashed a sly smile at Matéo as his face flushed a deep crimson red.
"You're an ass."
"I have a nice one, want to see?" Noah snickered. Matéo was about to answer when another voice cut into the atmosphere around them.
"Already have, and I don't think you should be showing it off, it's not all that." A pair of arms wrapped around Noah's waist as the person spoke behind him.
"You know you love my ass, Marissa," Noah cocked his head to the side so his eyes could meet hers.
"Not really. I prefer things with less cellulite." A crooked smile appeared on her face. Noah smirked, knowing how much she loved to bust his balls. That's what attracted him to her in the first place. Their sense of humors matched perfectly. Noah leaned in and let his lips slide over Marissa's silky cherry lips.
Matéo looked on with a pang of jealousy in his gut. He longed for what they had. A love that could only be felt between two lovers. He could have almost any girl in school that he wanted, but his views on the world hindered him from doing so. The distrust in the human race that had been instilled in him due to his father's constant mental and physical abuse wouldn't allow him to get close enough to anyone to experience a love like Noah and Marissa shared with each other. "Okay guys, let's try not to swallow each others' heads before lunch."
Noah and Marissa broke apart, smiling at each other. Matéo rolled his eyes, shut his locker and started down the hallway towards class. "Matéo wait up!" Noah yelled. He grabbed Marissa's hand and pulled her along as they ran up the hall to catch Matéo. Once they caught up to him, Noah grabbed him in a headlock. "Dude, why do you always try to run away, you know I'm going to catch you every time. Now be a good little doggie and stay by master's side," Noah patted him on the head.
"Well, I do have class and I didn't feel the need to watch porn in the hallway this morning," Matéo said snottily.
"Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning." Matéo just frowned and walked into the classroom. Marissa gave Noah a 'what the hell is up his ass' kind of look to which he just shrugged. He kissed her goodbye then headed into the classroom himself. He high fived and greeted his peers as he made his way to the seat beside Matéo at the back of the room.
Noah sat down and studied his friend for a moment. He looked like the same old Matéo. The guy that everyone loved, whether it be for his personality or looks. But there was something hidden behind his eyes and Noah could see it. The spark of light that lit up Matéo's personality seemed to be vanquished even more lately than usual. He had always been one to go in and out of depressing moods. Matéo glanced Noah's way, his eyes meeting the light blue pools of Noah's.
"What?"