This is based on the authors feelings, beliefs, and in some cases, experience. But it is a work of pure fiction. Come to think of it, some of it may not be all that pure! There may be graphic sexual encounters between males, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat. If you are too young or it is otherwise illegal to be here, shame on you ... please stop here. If not ... ENJOY!
Cast of Characters: Eugene Hathaway -- Yeah, that'd be me. I'm 35.
Aaron Williamson -- my partner. He's 55.
Larry -- my step dad.
Gerry -- my mom
Myra -- Larry's sister
Mrya's husband and Aarons brother.
From Chapter 4:
Just then Daniel popped in. "Just wanted to say g'bye. See you tomorrow, Gene ... you too, maybe, Aaron."
"Hey -- do you know this new nurse ... Will ... that is coming this afternoon?" I asked.
"Oh yeah! Total babe ... " and he looked Aaron up and down, as he added, " ... if you're into older guys!" He winked at Aaron. "See yah tomorrow!" He said as he left, then he popped his head back in ... "Oh by the way ... he's straight!" He grinned. "As far as I know!"
Chapter 5
In about 30 seconds, the door opened again, and Daniel was back. "Hi! Will just clocked in and I thought I'd bring him in. This is Will Nabors."
"You must be Mr. Hathaway." He said politely. "I guess we'll be working together the next week or so."
"Are ... are you two related?" Asked Aaron.
"My gosh!" I said. "You look like brothers!"
Aaron and Will both gave the other the up and down take. "I can't see the resemblance." Said Aaron.
"Well, as far as I know I'm not adopted and my parents didn't give any of my brothers away!" Said Will. "But thanks for the compliment! I need to take care of some pre-shift stuff now. I'll be back in to discuss your exercise program a little later, Mr. Hathaway.
"Please call me Gene." I said.
He saluted he was walking out. "I will only be a few minutes, Mr. Hathaway."
Daniel followed him, but stopped and whispered. "He'll be back as soon as he removes the cob from his ass!" He grinned. "See you tomorrow morning, Gene."
"I'm gonna go grab a bite to eat, Sweetheart. You want anything?"
"Naw. At least they keep we well fed here. Aaron, you don't have to come back tonight. You get as much rest as you can. I'm sure I'm gonna be a handful when I get home."
"You sure, baby?"
"Sure. Sorry I flipped out earlier."
"Dr. Bellwood said that was good. Don't hold it in Sweetheart. See you tomorrow, Baby. I love you." He said and he kissed me deeply before leaving. When we finished kissing, Will was standing in the door, waiting.
They smiled at each other on Aaron's way out. Then Will walked to me. "Are you ready to take a walk with me, Mr. Hathaway?"
"I guess. You can call me Gene." I reminded him.
"Please don't take offense, but I like to keep things on a professional basis, Mr. Hathaway. Um -- I guess by what I saw as I came in that the other gentleman isn't your father?"
So much for professionalism!
"Actually he is -- when he isn't being my best friend." Well?? He fills several roles for me!
"Oh! Sorry! I just thought -- well, it's not important. Did you want a robe?"
"A robe?"
"For when we walk. Those hospital gowns have a way of falling open in the back."
"Well, not for my comfort level. But if it would make you uncomfortable, I'll wear one."
I went to my little closet and got my robe from it. "Matter of fact, maybe I'll pull on some shorts. Do you wanna see my wound?"
"Wound?" He said.
I slipped out of the gown and showed him where the glass shard had penetrated my ribs. As he studied it, I got a closer look at him. I see why Daniel said he was hot. He really did look a lot like Aaron. He could easily have been his older brother. His hair was dark brown except for the graying at the temples.
He has large, expressive eyes, with nicely shaped brows. He was trim and in his fitted scrubs, it was easy to see that he took care of himself -- like my Sweet Aaron. I couldn't help the swelling that was happening in my groin. And he couldn't help seeing it all -- as I was standing there nude, and it was just past where he was looking down at my scar.
"Nice." He said, touching the scar. I giggled and stepped back. "Sorry, but it has healed nicely" he said. He stepped to me and ran his finger down the two inch long scar. I closed my eyes and shivered a little as I felt more blood filling my penis.
"That's looking promising too!" He said.
"Huh?!"
"Dr. Bellwood said you have been having a problem with keeping an erection. That looks promising."
"It -- it's gotten better in the past couple weeks." I said.
"Good. Well, best get those shorts on and we'll get to exercising. What does Gary like to have you do?"
"Well, when I have been down to physical therapy, he's had me on the stair stepper and the treadmill."
"Good, that's where we'll go then. Thanks for letting me see your ... scar. I was very impressed with how well it's healed."
Down in physical therapy, I took off the robe and worked out in my shorts. What surprised me was that Will worked right along side of me. For an older guy, he was in great shape. "You don't mind if I take of my shirt do you?" He asked.
"I dunno ... that may not be too professional!" I smirked.
He looked like Aaron's older brother, but he had to be old enough to be my dad. Well, in reality, so was Aaron, but most of the time I didn't see him that way. It also surprised me how seeing this older man sweat, made my body react positively. I stole looks at him more often than I even wanted. He was slim, had lots of gray hair on his chest and his abs were as defined as mine were. I never once caught him looking at me.
When we finished, I was happy to step into the single shower cubicle at the physical therapy room. As I dried off, I asked Will if he was gonna take one. "Naw. The showers aren't really for employees."
"You're gonna stink the rest of your shift!" I warned.
"I dunno ... "
"C'mon -- lighten up a little. I'll even let you use some of my deodorant when we get back to my room."
"You sure you wouldn't mind? Well, you can go back to your room and I'll be there in a few minutes."
"I'll wait and read this magazine here. I have enjoyed working out with you and I'll walk back with you."
He dropped his clothing and stepped into the shower. His glutes were also impressive. When he got out, I asked said, "You look great!"
"Heh! You mean for an old man?"
"Well, you know I'm attracted to old men ... but no! Most guys would be envious of your body. Tell me -- do you play baseball?"
"I used to -- a lot. I almost made the minors. But for years I played in the city league. It was my life. Now I just play a little soft ball with my friends."
"You have baseball glutes! Lookin' good!"
He was still drying off and turned as if he were modeling and giggled. "Yeah, ball players do have nice asses. And ... I'll have to tell you -- if I was gay, I'd definitely be turned on by you. You look pretty good yourself!" I raised my eye brows. "Hey! I appreciate beauty when I see it!"
We went back to my room and he used my deodorant, checked my blood pressure and then told me he'd be in before ten to check it again.
"Hi Baby." Said Aaron.
"Hi Poppy."
"Wow, you haven't called me that for awhile!"
"Oh ... I've just been thinking about you a lot -- wishing I was home and -- omigosh, it's happening again!"
"What?"
"Haha! I feel like a teenager again. I seem to be boning up at any thought of -- of - "
"You're so cute! That old nurse has you intrigued, hasn't he?"
"Whatta you mean?"
"I know you! You probably have already been guessing what he has inside those scrubs!"
"He has nice abs, baseball glutes and his dick hangs down nicely after he showers."
"Wha-at?"
"We worked out and both showered after."
"Together?" He said, incredulously.
"In the first place ... don't be silly! He's not gay, and I wouldn't do anything like that! But there's only one shower cubicle so we took turns. We saw each other as we dried off."
"If he's not gay, why did he hang around and watch you?"
"I think it's his job -- be there in case a patient falls in the shower. I suppose what you SHOULD be asking is ... why I stayed after I was dry -- to wait for him!"
"And why was that?"
"A couple reasons. I saw an article in the magazine that was in the seating area. I could have taken it back to my room, but I also wanted to see him naked!"
"Was the shower cubicle even big enough for two?"
"Not unless they were really good friends!" I chuckled. "Omigosh! Getting' wood again -- just thinking about you and me in that shower! Remember -- that was our first time -- in the shower!"
"We had more than one first there! Remember - "
"Ohhhhh yeaaaaaah! Like it was yesterday. We were so naïve! It didn't come easy, did it?!"
"Aaron -- did you and Manolo -- um -- did you fuck him?"
I was still pretty hurt about Aaron's short fling with Manolo. Aaron was really hurting when it didn't work out for them. I was the only one he could share that with, as no one else even knew. I was 24 at the time, and we had not discussed anal sex yet. We couldn't get past the poop issue.
"He asked me to." Said Aaron. "It was the morning after our first night together:
`Papi, I want you in me.' Manolo told me. He had lived with another guy ... as boyfriends -- in Spain -- for two years and never got past mutual jacking off and kissing."
"At least that's what he TOLD you!" I said belligerently.
"I believe it! Manolo was a very sweet guy and just not one to lie ... about that." Said Aaron. "Anyway, I had never done it but knew I had to get him loosened up. I put my finger in and that was all he could take. He cried. He was so disappointed that we could not do it."
"Poppy -- I think it's time" I said.
"Time?" he said.
"For us." I said.
"What -- oh! you mean - "
"I want what Manolo wanted. Aaron -- I need you to make love to me."
"You NEED it?"
"I do. I know that you love me. But I want more than you gave him."
"Oh."
"What?" I said.
"Um -- I'm not too sure that's a good reason to move to that level."
"Poppy -- I love you. I need to know that you love me as much!"
"Sweetheart, sexual intercourse should be a product of love ... not to prove something."
The subject was dropped but it came up again a few weeks later. I had already gotten off, but was not ready to let Aaron go without pleasing him too. He would have just gone back home after I got off if I hadn't pushed myself. It wasn't easy, but as I was still panting from my own orgasm, having gotten it back in a kiss from Aaron, I started to jack his bone.
"Oh, you don't want to d that now, Sweetheart!" He said.
"Don't tell me what I want!" I said impishly. I kissed and stroked him until he was breathing hard and then moved my mouth to it ... and stopped.
"What're you doing?"
"You'll see!" I said.
I slowly -- very slowly -- sucked him in and out -- just enough to keep him interested by not enough to get him off. "you're -- you're -- driving me crazy, but I think I like it! He said.
"When I thought it was time, I said, gimme some lube!"
"What? No!" He protested.
"Yes, Aaron! YES! I'm gonna sit on it!"
"Gino, you don't have to - "
I looked into his eyes, tears streaming out of mine. "Don't you get it, Poppy? I WANT it -- so much I can taste it. I love you so much! I want us to be one!"
He reached into the bedside drawer and pulled out some K-Y Jelly. I put it on him and some at my hole and then squatted over him. I let myself down and it started to open my hole. "AHH!" I said. "FUCK, that hurts!"
"Yeah -- I mean DUH!" Said Aaron. "Hurts me too! You're too tight. Lets' try it another way. He told me to lie down and then he raised my legs over his shoulders and put some more K-Y on me -- and more on himself. He again pushed gently in. The head popped in. He pushed some more, but it seemed stuck.
"Just ram it in there, Aaron!" I begged.
He did as I asked. I felt searing pain and screamed out, pushing him off and out of me. Then I started to cry. "I'm sorry Poppy -- I'm Sorry! I wanted it so bad, but I can't relax enough!"
We got to that point several times, with about the same result. Either the pain or the poop - or the combination -- kept us from fully cementing our relationship.
Then one day ... in the shower ... we were making out and stroking each other, And he said, "You try it in me!"
"Huh?" We never thought about me doing him. "Poppy! I'm too big for you!"
"Maybe, but let's try it. I KNOW I've pushed out bigger groaners than that!" He giggled.
Aaron got the hair conditioner and put lots of it around the hole, then he squeezed all the air out and squeezed a bunch up inside himself. Then he braced himself against the wall. "Go for it Baby!"
"Omigosh! Are you sure?"
"YES! Do it before I change my mind!"
I put the head of my thick, 8" long boner to his hole. There was hair conditioner dripping out and all over the head of my dick. I pushed slowly and gently. The soft head eased in and I stopped.
"More, Baby -- put it all in!"
I pushed some more and it slid in easily and smoothly. "Omigosh that feels -- it feel- incredible!" Said Aaron. "but I think you need to pull it out and do it again ... and again!" He giggled.
I did. I know now that what felt so good was when the head pushed against his prostate.
"Faster, Baby ... deeper ... HARDER!" He begged. I was eager to comply. Before long I was gasping deeply, hugging his torso for all I was worth ... and spewing my seed deep within his bowels.
When I was finished, I was in tears, and felt weak. I struggled to keep hold of his torso. When some strength came back to my legs, I stood and he turned and we kissed until the water started to get cool.
"Aaron -- it didn't hurt!"
"No -- not at all! It felt good the whole time!" He exuded.
"No -- I meant me. It almost always hurts when I -- well, my orgasm hurts when I jack off and when you jack me off. It's not as bad when you suck it off ... but that time it didn't hurt at all!"
"Wha -- at?" Said Aaron. "you never told me it was hurting you!"
"I'm just used to it -- I guess."
"Why does it hurt, Baby?" He said, more concerned than I was.
"I was running the high hurdles in high school and I hit one with my foot. I fell on top of it and it cut deeply into my -- dick. My coach was mortified! He was pushing me when I was tired and he felt responsible. I think he was also afraid we'd sue. It took a long time to heal -- mostly because I couldn't leave it alone!"
"You mean you jacked off while it was healing?" Said Aaron like he thought I was insane.
"I was 16 years old!"
"Yeah, that explains it!"
We did that several more times in the shower and then did it in the bed. We always used the hair conditioner -- and lots of it.
"I think we were just not using enough lube, baby." He said.
"I think you're right!" I said. My turn!"
And he lay down next to me. "What?"
"You still haven't made love to me!"
He prepared me as we always prepared him and then he put his bone in me. It went right in this time. The only difference was that he was not as tall or as limber as I so we couldn't kiss while he made love to me. But I loved it. Another benefit of the hair conditioner ... it isolated and surrounded the poop inside, so it didn't smell!
"We coulda been doing that months ... maybe a year earlier if we had known how!" I said. "And now I'm so hard it could cut glass!"
"Me too. Can you take care of it?"
"Heh! Someone could walk in."
"That could make it more exciting!" said Aaron.
"Easy for YOU to say!" I quipped, already rubbing it vigorously. "But it seems to be working!"
"What? You're actually doing it? Slow down a bit! Wait for me~!"
He put his phone on hands free and I just kept stroking under my covers. I heard his getting more and more out of breath and that helped me a lot. It wasn't long before he was crying out and I was suppressing my cries.
"G'night baby." He said. "That was better than it's been in a long time!"
"About three months?"
"Yup! Night. I love you!"
Jus then Will DID come in. I tried not to show how out of breath I was. He took my blood pressure. "Wow!" He said. "Our little exercise time must have been good for you! It's totally in the normal range!" He looked at the smirk on my face. "What?"
"Um -- heh -- it wasn't the exercise -- well not THAT exercise." This time he could tell how out of breath I was.
"What? Um -- oh! you mean ... ?"
I nodded. He made some notes on my chart. "You didn't write what I think you did ... ?"
"Actually, Dr. Bellwood might want to know that. But I'll tell him directly. I only noted that exercise seems to help."
The next morning, when Daniel came in, he immediately asked, "Well, how did you like ol' cobb ass?"
"You mean Will? He's actually pretty okay. We showered together!"
"Nuh-uh!"
"Not really, but almost. We both got the full Monte. He's one built old man!"
"Well I guess you're into older guys, but ... EW!"
"I could say the same about you!" I chided.
"Now your just tryin' ta hurt my feelings!" He moaned.
"I'm just not in to young guys." I said.
The day got very long, and I looked forward to every visit from Daniel. I especially wanted to hear from Dr. Bellwood and also my sweet Aaron in the late afternoon.
"Will will be off this afternoon, so you get to come with me again." Said Gary. "But I have to tell you ... I don't normally shower with patients - "
"We didn't shower together!" I protested but saw the mischievous look on his face.
" -- but in your case I might make an exception!" He grinned. "I mean -- now that I know you are okay with it!"
"As far as I know Will isn't gay." I said.
"Yeah ... as far as we know! Word is, he was checkin' you out!"
"I was there! He wasn't! I was checkin' HIM out, but never once caught him doing the same."
"The operative word I believe is "caught". Said Gary. Gary didn't work out WITH me as Will had, but rather stood by me as I walked on the treadmill and the stair stepper.
"Yeah, well, what I heard was that all you poofs WANT him to be gay. He is one hot lookin' daddy."
"Aw, does it always have to come down to the daddy thing?" he complained.
"I like to think of my Aaron as my daddy sometimes. I was 17 and he was 37 when we met."
"Ah, why did you have to ruin it for me? That makes him kind of a - "
"Pervert?" I said. No! We didn't even have any thoughts of -- well ... HE didn't -- until I was well past 19! It was then that we kind of fell into the relationship that ... well, certainly not what we have now. I had to grow up first. When I was 25, we moved in together."
"HE didn't huh? But you DID have those thoughts when you were 17?"
"Hey! I was 17! How many 17-year-olds fall for their teacher or an older adult?" It was a crush that I thought would go nowhere ... like the one I had on my 7th grade homeroom teacher ... or my coach in high school. But the fact it -- when it was time ... it DID go somewhere. And yes, he's old enough to be my dad. And sometimes I like to call him that. Love sometimes is complicated."
"Tell me about it. I'm totally in love with my brother. But he's not!"
"Your brother's gay?"
"No, Dammit -- and that's the problem! He loves me too, but just not quite `that way', if you know what I mean."
"How old are you Gary?"
"27."
"And you're brother?"
"25."
"Does he know you're in love with him?"
"I don't want to freak him out. He's still young."
"He's old enough to handle it. Did you do any playing when you were little?
"The usual stuff. But I never grew out of it. He did."
"Does he know you're gay?"
"Yeah, But - "
"Then tell him how you feel. If he loves you, he'll still love you. /but he'll tell you where he stands ... right?"
"It makes sense, but ... I'm scared.
"You're 27-years-old, Gary. Time to stop being scared and live your life. Right now you're stuck. Maybe if he rejects you or at least tells you he's not interested ... you can stop spazzing over him. Would he have a problem with the brother thing?"
"We're not really brothers. He's my step brother. Well, you have got your heart going pretty good. Rest awhile and I'll check your blood pressure.
Blood pressure was normal -- for someone who just worked out. Dr. Bellwood didn't show at all until the next morning. But Aaron came late afternoon and stayed until eight.
"I think for long term visits they should allow conjugal visits!" I said not knowing the night nurse had just walked in.
"Your door DOES have a lock!" She said. "It's just a courtesy lock that easily opens, but it is sufficient. I'll keep an eye on your door. Be sure to open it when you're ready. I'll need to come and take your blood pressure in about 40 minutes."
She closed the door. Aaron locked it. When he turned back, I was already nude on the bed. He came over almost shyly. I looked into his eyes. "She's coming back in 40 minutes. Lets' not waste time, Babe!" I said. He looked at me, not having a clue what to do. "Take off your clothes." I told him.
He took them all off and climbed onto the high hospital bed with me. After 3 months of abstaining from each other, Aaron was almost shy. I pulled him down on top of me and kissed him almost desperately. He responded in the appropriate manner and then I lost my desperation and it may have been one of the most passionate kisses we ever did.
His body felt so good on mine! I pulled his butt in close and our boners were raging. "It doesn't seem like your's is any less than it ever has been, Gino." Said Aaron.
"You wanna sit on it?" I said, teasingly ... but serious.
He licked his lips and then looked at the door. "I don't know if - "
"She's the one who told us to go for it!" I said, grinning.
"I'm not so sure this is what she had in mind!" Said Aaron. "I want our first time -- in such a long time -- to be real ... I mean I want to give it everything I have. I can't do that here ... wondering if someone may bust in the door at any time ... or listening on the other side of the door ... or the wall! Let me just get you off ... okay?"
I was a little disappointed, but agreed. He pulled the sheet over us and slipped beside me and easily brought me to my climax, kissing me deeply as I filled the Kleenex tissue he had for that purpose.
I felt lethargic when we were done ... just as I always did after cumming. He had just gotten off the bed and dressed when there was a knock at the door. Aaron unlocked and opened it.
"Dr. Bellwood! I thought you couldn't come today?" I said.
"I had some extra time and I wanted to check in on you. I'm not here officially. Let's look at those numbers!"
He strapped on the Banana-meter (Baumanometer) and checked my blood pressure. "Hmm ... it looks amazingly good. When was the last time you had an orgasm?"
Aaron looked so cute in that shade of pink! I answered, "About 2 minutes ago!" laughing.
"Really? That recently?" He said.
"Aaron just got dressed before you knocked."
"You took your clothes off??!!" He said to my already pink Aaron, and his color deepened to purple.
Dr. Bellwood looked at his charts. "These notes from Will and Daniel show very good readings as well. Your blood pressure is not in the least low, after that draining experience. (Even at 35, I could not have suppressed a giggle at the imagery that inspired!) "If I let you go home tomorrow, will you take it easy getting back to your routine?"
Tears immediately sprang to my eyes. "Do you mean it, Doc?" I said excitedly.
meds that the pharmacist and I devised for you. We will wean you off them as quickly as we can."
If I wasn't still completely naked under the sheet, I'd have jumped out of bed and hugged him! He seemed pleased that he could give me that report. "I'll write up your release papers immediately. I wish I had a picture of the look on your face right now ... I'd put it up in my office!" He said, chuckling as he walked out the door ... which he closed behind him.
I looked at my sweet man and we both broke out into another grin as he attacked me and we kissed a very happy kiss.
"You will get your wish as soon as I get you home!" he said.
"What wish was that?"
"That I sit on you, silly boy!"
I rubbed my quickly hardening bone. "Ohhhh yeeeaaaaah!" I said. "Remember the first time we did that?"
Notes: Okay, we'll wait until the next chapter to flash back Comments are always welcome to Steve at stevethomas535@hotmail.com. Thanks and ... love, Steve