Dominated by David (part 6)
After my experience, at Dave's house, I began to think out my life a bit. A lot of feelings and emotions were going thru my mind and body. My body was definitely telling me that I loved what happened to me. Having those men use me for their pleasure, sucking and fucking, made for a couple of very good nights sleep, and some great jerk-off rememberances. My ass hurt a little, but, felt somewhat empty, and my jaw was stiff for a few days. I'm also looking forward to more of the same. I even got my dildo out, last night, and fucked myself silly, while jerking to a fantastic orgasm. It's been a long time, since I used that vib.
I have always known of my love of sucking cock and eating all the cum of my lovers, but, now I am a cumpig. I allowed myself to be sexually used by 4 men at the same time. They fucked my mouth and ass, at their will, depositing their cream whenever they wanted, into one of my orifices. I submitted to their desires, without question, and loved every second of it.
A dog-type collar was put on my neck, symbollizing my submission, my virgin ass, was taken by these men, I sucked them all, more than once, and I was in a trance, the whole time. What is happening to me? I sit on the toilet when I pee, not standing. I have shaved my pubic area, except for a vertical strip of hair, (like women do), I wear women's panties, all the time, pulling them up very tight, so the high cut legs are sexy looking, have shopped for some, and worn, women's revealling shorts and tops, and have worn women's lingerie, when I was told to. I have tried to seduce, or at least attract, men, with my slutty clothing, worn a butt plug on demand, fell to my knees to orally please a man, when ordered.
I can't describe the mixes of emotions going on, the maze of thoughts, going thru my head, body and heart. What am I doing? Do I want to be a slut? Is this what's in the future for me? Was I born to this, or was it learned? Can I stop it? All I really know about the whole thing, is, that I love it. Being told what to do, "forced" to perform sexual acts with men/strangers, being called a slut, pussy, cunt, cumpig, boy, whore, is a major turn on. I get all tingly inside. I also know I crave the cum that I'm fed. I'm beginning to think that is my driving force. If I can get his cum, I'll do whatever he wants.....scary thought, isn't it.
I don't look feminine, at all. No hips, no ass, deep baritone voice, mustache, (shaved off the goatee) hairy legs, knobby knees. But, I feel like I need to be. Could my cum-cravings be a hidden reason for my fem dress wants and desires? Do I need to be submissive, or is it a "role" to be played in order to suck cock? I'm always looking for a cock to suck. I don't care what he looks like, really, as long as he can deliver his precious juice. He can be short, tall, fat, skinny, good looking, ugly, old, young.....I don't care!!!
Dave has just called me, and told me to be over there, this weekend, early on Sat. I need to bring some slutty women's outer clothing, panties, butt plug/dildos, handcuffs, a baby doll set, hose/garterbelt, and be ready for a wild weekend. Wow!!!! Here we go again, and I'm helpless to stop it. I'll go and buy what I don't have, and be there on Sat. It's funny, I looked at women's shorts and blouses today, while doing some other shopping, but, didn't buy any. I did see some, I liked, though, so, I'll have to go back and re-look. What am I getting myself into, this time? I don't know, but, I'll be there, as told! Part of me is scared and the other part, very excited. I'll be sure to write, and let you know.
I have to tell you the whole story, after going to Dave's place, this past weekend. I got all the things he wanted, and a few extras, as my shopping permitted. I love looking for, and trying on, women's slutty clothes. It gives me a huge lift. Again, as mentioned, I can't "pass", but love the feel of them, touching my skin. Women are lucky to be able to wear all of those silky, slinky underthings...whew!! I guess I am too, though.
On my way over there, I was soooooo excited. I had on bright red satin, brief panties, a pair of cut-off jeanshorts, ,with holes in them, that you could see the panties, thru, and a feminine yellow, silky, tank top. I felt sexy, and very "up" for the weekend. This was fri night, and I was to stay until early mon morning, so I had 3 nights and 2 full days to be his slut. I couldn't wait. I had shaved, douched, and pampered myself in a Caress bath. I smelled sensuous....yummy. When I finally got to his front door, he opened it, and I had hoped to hug and kiss him "hi". However, he had different plans for me. I was told to immediately strip, which, of course I did. He then took the bag of toys, and told me to turn around, and bend over, after he attached the symbollic dog collar around my neck. He rummaged thru the bag, and I felt a cold object at my ass. He pushed it in, without pausing, at all, and I jumped at the intrusion. My sphincter grabbed the base, and I knew he had inserted my favorite butt plug. I felt invaded, but comfortably full. Next, he attached the handcuffs to my wrists, behind my back.
"Now don't ever take that plug out of your pussy, slut, until I say".
"Yes, Sir," was all I could say.
I turned around and he put a small cock ring, (leather strap with snaps) around the base of my cock, behind my well shaved balls. It was tight, and I was completely limp......and I grew concerned that it would be too tight once I became erect. Btw, I always get hard, completely hard, whenever his cock is in my mouth.
Well, guess what? Yep, you got it. "Down on your knees, cocksucker" he said. His cock was already out of his pants, and semi hard. It was beautiful. It's weight pulling down, pushing his balls aside. I tried to lean in and taste him, but, he pushed me back , saying, "Beg for it, bitch. Tell me what you want, and what you're willing to do to get it".
"Oh, my, Sir. I will do what ever you want, if you'll feed me your precious cock. It has a special power over me, and I'll do anything to feel it's strength in my cuntmouth. I'm here to give you pleasure.
He moved forward, just a bit, and said, "I have a wonderful surprise for you today. You're going to give me much pleasure, I'm sure". I smiled, and looked up at his face. He was smiling, too. Again, I leaned in, wanting to feel him inside me, feel his growth in my mouth. To my surpise, he then moved in, stuck his meat in my mouth, and said, "Ok, now I need to go to the bathroom, and it would pleasure me to feel a warm mouth around my cock, as I piss. Would you like that, boy?" I panicked, a bit, thinking how disgusting a thought that was. But, I did say, I'd do anything....I' m trapped. I said, "Yes, Sir". He said, "Beg for my piss, boy. Make me feel you want me to use your mouth as a potty." "Oh, please piss in my mouth, Sir. I want to be used as a toilet for you."
"I'm going to feed you, boy, and don't spill a drop, or you'll be in trouble". With that he grabbed my hair, and pulled my face further down his staff. "Grip it with your lips. I want you to suck the fluid out of me", he barked. Like trying to get him to cum, I started sliding my tightened lips up and down his semi erect cock, making him moan. I liked hearing him moan, knowing I was doing a good job. Then, it started. A fast, hard, river ran into my mouth. I had to swallow, quickly, to keep up with the stream of the yellow fluid. He pumped a bit, moaning, as he fed me his piss. It tasted, salty, and pungent. I almost gagged, but, held back my reflex. Finally , it subsided, and he was just finishing up. "Grab the base, with your lips, and get the final drops". I did as told, and he laughed. "Say 'thank you'." I replied, "Thank you, Sir". "Now you can be my pisspig, as well as my cumpig", he said, chuckling.
As a reward, he then, fucked my mouth, grabbing my head, holding it still, as he ravaged my mouth and throat. I loved it! "Get ready, bitch", he said, and sure enough, he shot his seed in my mouth. I was in heaven, tasting him, feeling his orgasm, revelling in his pleasure. However, I was also noticing some discomfort, in my groin area. My clitty was hard and the pain was starting to reach my brain, as the cockring was constricting the blood flow. The pleasure of his orgasm, was being overridden by the pain in my body. I tried to stop my erection, but, to no avail. With his cock in my mouth, I was hard....no fighting it. So, the pain would continue, until he pulled out. I wanted to be sure to get every drop of his cum, so, continued suckling his softening member. I needed his cum, had to have it. I was addicted, and he knew it. I was in quite a dilemma, pain and pleasure, at the same time, and one pulling at the other. If I stopped sucking, my clitty would soften, easing the pain, but, my need to get the last bit of his cum required me to keep sucking....hmmmmm. I kept sucking, getting every last drop.
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