Doing Me

Doing Me 4

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Doing Me 4

In the morning I got up and went to work. I got a big raise and a promotion as it were. I was super excited and surprised.

The boss followed me to my garage apartment and I told him the phone would be ordered today. I told him the owners want me to install a Heat Pump for the garage apartment.

He surveyed the job and made some notes. We went upstairs and he smiled and said you always keep things this neat. Yes sir I said is that bad I asked.

Keep the van neat and tidy and you get on the short list for a new one.

That week was a whirlwind of busy. New responsibility at work a phone at my apartment .

Then on Friday the boss said here's the heat pump on the loading dock. I said I don't have enough money saved up yet. He laughed patted my shoulder and said .

Johnny Boy we installed that unit and it wasn't big enough for the job. It's been sitting here for months. You need to get a bigger panel to rig it up. I can call in a favor if you need it. Just work hard ok and don't quit for a penny raise ok . Yes sir I'm not going nowhere you treat me to good.

Andy's pops came over and put a breaker panel in to replace the fuse box then he wired up the inside and outside parts.

Me and Andy worked to finish up the AC unit. He worked at me as well to mess around more. I just couldn't make myself feel ok with it.

It had been over a month and I'd been just flat busy between the new work responsibilities and working on the apartment.

I was eating lunch in the fan at a joint in Carytown. I was at the bar minding my own business. Pork Chops was on special and they were good.

Can you pass the salt and pepper said a guy. I handed the shakers to this guy and he said thanks. Piercing blue eyes and shaggy blond hair. He was stunning in his jeans and t shirt with a nice tan and strong hands and muscles.

I was trying not to stare but failed. He winked , I mean he smiled and winked . Take a picture it will last longer he said quietly. Sorry I shyly said. It's cool he added after a moment .

He peeled off some cash and headed to the door. He stopped walked back over and said near my ear. I'm going to the Warehouse tonight about ten I hope you are there.

I turned and watched him walk to the door he turned winked at me and was gone. I had a boner.

I went back to work and got busy as usual. The dispatcher paged me and I got on the radio and she asked if I could catch an extra service call. I jotted the address down and rather than head home I went to the next call.

It was a small cape in the near west end. It needed a condenser fan so I went at it. The lady looked familiar and she finally said John Smith yes M'am I said . She was my high school math teacher grade ten. She was like look at you with a solid career. She wrote a check after the dispatcher gave me the numbers.

She walked out and said I'm so glad you are successful.

Andy paged me so I called when I got home. What ya doing tonight he asked. I really didn't want to have him tag along tonight but he's pretty hard to shake. Andy has a friend and its me.

I said I met a dude at lunch and he asked me to come to the Warehouse at ten tonight. How ya gonna get in he asked you need to be 21 to go to a bar.

I said there are ways I said. You have a fake ID he asked . Yea I added , my cousin Luke gave me his drivers license when I was eighteen I've never used it tho.

He was like my moms trying to listen can I come by. Sure I said come on.

He came over it was near eight and he was full of questions. I showered up and picked new jeans and a polo shirt.

I swear Andy was jealous. Finally he said call me in the morning so I know you're alive and he left.

I drove to the industrial section where the Warehouse bar is located. It's sorta sketchy, painted dark grey and no parking but street parking. I locked up the Vega and steeled my nerve and went to the door. I'd heard is was a gay bar and I'd never been in a bar well except with Dad when he'd drink a few beers and I'd play pinball.

The door guy was a huge black dude. I handed him the license and he looked smirked and said five bucks. I handed him the five bucks and he said don't make me wish I hadn't let you in boy.

He grilled the guys in line before me and I'm sure the ones behind me as well.

The music was loud and thumping and I was super nervous. There were guys everywhere inside . Dancing and talking and some were arm in arm a few were making out.

A hand grasped my arm and I spun and there he was those amazing blue eyes and stunning smile. He wore a skin tight shirt and snug jeans. All that made him all that much hotter. Let's dance he said and drug me onto the floor. He was fluid and natural and I was rigid and awkward. He pulled me to him and said feel the music be the music let yourself go . I'm here you can be you he said over the music. I felt the thump of the music and I sorta let go.

We danced and he laid his hands all over me I felt alive even sexy. I twisted and gyrated and even got a bit sweaty. He drug me to a back bar where you could almost hear over the music. I ordered a coke and he got a beer.

Why me I asked , he smiled and said I wanted to meet you in my own way. I said you are so sexy tho. He said yea good genes really. We danced till they turned on the lights. I felt alive and happy and I was smitten with Dale.

We left the nightclub and stood outside. He'd had a couple beers and I drank cola. He said I live with Mom. I have my own place I said. Want to come to my place I asked.

Sure he said , we don't have to do stuff ya know. I smiled thinking so says you.

He asked if he could follow me to my place. Sure I said where are you parked and he pointed to a pickup across and down a bit .

We went upstairs and he said man I'm so hungry. We ate peanut butter and jelly sandwiches chips and colas.

I picked up things and said Dale I really wanna kiss you. He spread his arms and I snuggled in and sat on his lap and kissed him.

That turned into a rolling whirlwind of flying clothes and us flipping on the bed. I'm lean and trim he's muscular and defined . We roll about on the bed and he's generously equipped and has big balls and keeps himself hairless down there.

He moved down to my dick and sucked my balls and then my cock. He lifted off and said I'm gonna ride you .

We made the preparations lube and condoms and he sat on me. He kept telling me how hot I am and how turned on he is. He played with my nipples and man that felt so hot. I stroked his big dick and it was long thick and powerful just like him. He said forcefully that he was gonna cum and then the head swole and spewed out ropes of cum all over me. Splatting as it hit my smooth chest. His butt tried its best to evict me from inside him . When he was done shooting he pulled up flopped on his back and said cum on my face please and I straddled him and tugged those final strokes then sprayed his face and hair and in his open mouth with my load.

We laid side by side sucking air . After a bit he said man you are so fricking sexy.

I laughed and said short skinny me , sexy and I laughed. He sat up propped on an elbow and said to me you are sexy as hell. You can dance and your smile is amazing. Then he said I know what you are thinking but believe me ,being me ain't as great as you think.

We cuddled and kissed and he said can I stay here tonight . We cuddled up and fell asleep. He got up and went to pee and slid back in and wrapped me up again we were nose to nose. I was awake enough to have to pee and I went and this time I cuddled him up in my arms. He let a big breath out and his breathing told me he was asleep.

I was awakened to him kissing my nose. We laughed and he said come on sleepy new day.

Let's grab a shower.

It was so much fun washing each other and kissing and sucking and fooling around. We got out and he drug me back to bed and laid on his back and threw his legs up and said fuck me John .

I fucked him with every ounce I had as if my life depended on us joining forever in that moment.

I'm so close and he said cum on me please all over me. I pulled out ditched the condom and sprayed him with my seed. He flailed away at his dick and when it was clear he was gonna shoot I put the head in my mouth and sucked him as he fired volley after volley down my throat.

We cleaned up after a bit and he said I have to run home for a bit can I come by later this afternoon. Sure I said sounding disappointed.

He kissed me deeply and I walked him to his truck.

When I came thru the gate I saw Bill watching out by the pool.

Henry came running up and we roughhoused.

Bill asked me to show him the new equipment. We went over the things and he said how much was everything John. I need to get with my boss and my buddies Dad about that.

I watched him walk off certain he left something left unsaid.

I rode to see my Mom and sister. Dad was not around much and well it was an unspoken secret he had a new girlfriend.

Mom was pretty up beat and sis had a huge baby bump. Sis was generally in a good mood and Mom was better than normal. I didn't mention Dad and neither did they.

I hung out a while then after a sandwich I headed out . Mom gave me a few pieces of clothes and hugged me. I went over to Andy's and he seemed put out . Look I said I'm alive ok. His Mom was underfoot so we went to the garage and Andy was like what's it like . What I asked him. The Warehouse he said is it full of queers, I mean gay guys. Yes I said I didn't see any girls just guys. Was it weird or anything. I said no not really it was fun and crazy and well I felt no pressure.

I want to go there too one day. I don't have a fake ID yet so I've got to wait he added. He asked what the date was like. I said we danced all night.

Do I get to meet him he asked. Soon enough was my reply.

We tinkered with his truck and he was can we go to the movies tonight or something.

Maybe not tonight ok . He seemed hurt and I was his only friend and I felt torn.

I said let me call you in a little bit ok . I left and went home. I wasn't the on call tech this weekend so I wasn't expecting my pager to vibrate. I stopped at a pay phone called the number and Dale said hey sexy what are you doing. I smiled hearing his voice. Running errands mostly headed home now . Can I come over he asked . Sure I said.

He was backed in when I got there and I parked and walked thru the gate and he and Maggie and Henry were chatting. Henry bolted to me got the zoomies .

Maggie smiled at me and hugged my shoulder. Dale was charming and smooth. Maggie gave me a thumbs up when Dale wasn't looking I thought.

We went upstairs and he kissed me. We kinda melted into each other and it was hot and steamy fast. It didn't take long and he had my dick down his throat.

I was panting and clawing at the carpets as his throat worked me over and he fondled my balls and then teased my hole. Oh gawd I groaned and started to cum. He didn't back away he worked harder and got every drop.

He got up off the floor and slipped off his shorts and briefs and sat on the sofa spread legged .

I crawled between his legs and mouthed his meat. Start with my balls he said . Get to know them take your time explore a bit.

How do you stay so hairless I asked him . It takes work he said. Do you like it like that. I said I think it's sexy.

I will help you if you want. It's better than picking hairs from your teeth and he extracted a brown hair of mine from his mouth.

His balls were like his dick big and hefty. He has a super tan and when I asked he said tanning bed.

I sucked the balls and rolled them on my tongue and he cooed and moaned . Then I took his dick in my mouth. I tried to go deep like he did but I gagged badly. He said breath thru your nose and go slow . It takes practice and sometimes it just doesn't happen for folks.

I kept trying and I got the big head deeper but I couldn't get to the base.

Stroke me he said and I wrapped both hands on his dick and pumped firmly and slowly. He got longer and thicker as I pumped. I said huskily , I really want you to fuck me . Not many guys say that afterwards and I really prefer to bottom but later tonight I will top you I promise.

He started flexing his ass in time to my strokes and he said put the head in your mouth. I licked up his drool and mouthed the head swirling my tongue and then he grabbed my shoulders .

He erupted thick cum and I swallowed and swallowed but it was so much it sorta blew outa my nose and mouth and I sat back gasping and he kept shooting. I gathered up myself and licked it off his defined stomach and he grabbed my face and tongue kissed me.

I would have stepped in front of a bus for him. I'd never felt like this . I was a tad nervous about the feelings I had.

We cuddled up on the sofa and he said boy you are driving me crazy. I was afraid to say anything but I finally uttered I'm a wreck inside. I'm sorta scared about it all. Welcome to the club he said.

You too I said to him. Yea you are different than just a fun time. Everything about you is pure and honest. I just worry that I'm not good enough. I laughed out loud when he said that.

Why on earth would you think something like that Dale. All I would ever want is for you to be you. No more no less. Look I added I just sorta figured out that I like guys. But I know when we danced at the club I felt as happy and that this is right more than I've ever felt. I'm excited to see you I find myself smiling when I think about you.

He said I feel the same way as you do. It's sorta scary he added I'm like infatuated with you. Honestly I'm just wondering when I will screw it up.

I thought about what he said for a good while. Look I said just be you no more no less. Be genuine and honest I promise that's what you will get from me.

He wrapped me up and held me tight. We got up after a bit cleaned up and realized we were hungry.

My moms cooking burgers and dogs wanna go there for dinner. You ready to have me meet your parents. My Mom he said , my Dad has been gone a long time. Sure I said I'm a bit nervous .

We sat close on the sofa and there was a tap at the door , I yelled it's open and in walks Andy, beaming. He's chattering about some pickup in the way and he had to park on the street. He saw Dale and went silent. We stood up and Dale introduced himself . Then he said I'm applying to be John's boyfriend.

Andy's mouth fell open and he looked back and forth between us.

Dale said we are going to my moms for burgers and dogs come with us Andy I need to pump you for all of Johns secrets.

Andy looked dazed and confused. We piled into the Vega and went to Dales moms bungalow.

Dale peppered Andy with easy questions .

His mom was quite a good looking woman. She walked up to me and hugged me first then gave Andy a hug. Dale and I sat together on the loveseat and Andy and his mom were on a sofa.

It was simple light chit chat. Dale was beaming.

We all moved to the kitchen then the boys were sent to get the grill hot. We sat at the metal table and ate them his mom said she had to get ready for work.

We got back to my place and Andy hung out a bit then he headed out.

We just hung out being close and touchy. After nine Dale said I'm going to grab a bag outa my truck. He heads a out and comes back with a small carry sachet. He said a guys got to be prepared.

He taught me that evening what getting prepared means to a gay guy. He shaved me front and back being super careful and cautious and now that the brown forrest was gone he admired my bits. He turned me over and ate my butt. I mean it was so erotic as he licked nibbled and chewed and probed. He then used lube and a meaty finger going slow asking me how it felt and was he hurting me.

He slowly added a second finger then after a bit a third. He even used fingers from both hands to pull at my hole.

He said he would hurt me if he didn't get me ready. I trusted him but was a little bit worried as well.

He asked me if I wanted him and I practically begged him to take me.

He pressed against me and his head gained a bit and he said relax and breath and push out sorta like you are taking a dump. I pushed and pushed. He gained entry to my insides and he filled me up.

He moved slowly at first and it created lighting bolts behind my eyes . I moaned and growled and pushed back into him.

My orgasm raced thru me causing me to Buck and spasm. He stroked me softly kissing my neck and once I came down of the orgasmic high he turned me without leaving my insides .

He pulled me to the edge of the bed placed my feet on his chest and slowly pumped . There was a bump moving along my skin. He put my hand on it and as he moved I could feel his dick deep inside me.

It washed up on me again and my body began to convulse and I was groaning and cum flew out of me again.

He was smiling at me and running his fingers across my chest. He slowly picked up his pace and I saw his eyes close and he pushed deep and swole and flooded my insides .

He pumped and shook and throbbed inside me and when the hot wetness washed all over my insides I orgasmed a mild one again.

He and I slipped up onto the bed and he got behind me and slid back in my wet sloppy guts. He cooed and kissed my shoulders and neck. I was totally drained and exhausted.

I slipped off to sleep feeling full. I woke and needed to go to the bathroom we were covered up and he looked like an Angel in the dim light. I went into the bathroom.

I slipped back into bed and snuggled up to him and he exhaled and we slept.

When I woke up the bed was empty. I sorta panicked and then I smelled good cooking.

I came out naked and crusty and wrapped my arms around Dale and he turned and we kissed.

Is this a dream I asked him. He smiled and said possibly and I hope it lasts forever.

How ya feeling he asked his strong hands holding my slender hips. Pretty amazing I said . Yea I agree he added. You took me to a place last night I never knew existed.

We got to that spot together. It took both of us John. I nuzzled my face in his neck. He whispered softly John Smith i'm sorta afraid this is a dream. Well if it's a dream Dale don't ever wake me up.

Dales a nurse like his Mom. We had been dating for a few weeks when he said when do I get to meet your family. I mean unless Andy is your only family and he smiled.

I called the house and Sis answered and I asked who's there . Just me and Mom she said . Cool I said see you in fifteen.

We walked in the house and Sis gave Dale the come hither look . He smiled at her and said I'm taken but flattered. Mom came into the living room and I introduced her to Dale. She raised her fingers to her open mouth. After a pause she smiled and said well I'm pleased to meet you Dale.

Johnny hasn't beamed like this in a good long while.

We went in the kitchen and Mom fixed iced tea for us. Sis looked petulant and put out but never stopped flirting with Dale. It was funny to watch her all swole up and waddling.

Mom warmed up slowly and Dale was his charming self. Mom touched his hair and was complimenting him on it.

She said after a bit of this and that. I was wondering when my Johnny would bring someone home to meet me. You two sure seem all grades of happy. Sis scoffed and walked down the hall.

Mom looked at Dale and said ignore her pregnant in high school just like me. She thinks being hot is all there is. Will probably end up a beautician married to a womanizing drunk too.

She started to cry and I hugged her and felt Dale wrap us in his strong arms. We sat at the table and he said softly I don't have a clue who my father is. Mom was at the beach after graduation and she got pregnant with me. I always knew I liked boys my mom is strong and smart and she raised me to be strong and smart.

Mom asked if he loved me. It's too soon for love but I have incredibly strong feelings for your son. What I won't do is lie to him ever. He makes me smile just thinking about him.

She kissed his cheek and hugged me now boys you best skedaddle before you know who comes home and ruins this festive mood.

Dale looked at me and we got up and left. He asked what that meant. My Dad drinks heavily and cheats on mom all the time. Why does she stay with him. I've never asked I said I just sorta figured that's the way it is.

We usually went dancing one night every other week or so. We ignored the looks or comments and the stares when we went out in public.

My boss asked me one day out of the blue about becoming a service manager. We sat in his office and he said I knew you were solid when I met you and you never disappointed me.

He said almost everyone respects you. Those that snip behind your back aren't worth the effort.

I've never had that level of responsibility before. He laughed and said I used to be a service tech in a van like you. Never doubt yourself but understand we all make mistakes .

Dale and I bought a house a block away from his Mom. Sure we have moments like everyone does .

Mom is raising my Niece just about full time . My dad and mom are still married but he lives at some campground down on a river.

He told Mom I wasn't his son and probably wasn't his real son anyway. My sister shared all this on a visit to see us.

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