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DISCOVERING MY FAVOURITE HOBBY
PART 3 – WHAT SHOULD I THINK OF?
After my second orgasm I tried to plan when and how I was going to play with my boner again.
It wasn't as easy as it may sound. Being an only child meant that most of the time I wasn't alone.
When I wasn't at school I was playing with my friends or spending some time with my family.
And to make things worse some of the time I was in my catholic school or at the church being taught how to act as a good Christian. And masturbation wasn't the way to be the perfect son of god.
The fact that it was forbidden made me feel hornier and the boners were constant, but I had to wait one whole week because my only moment alone was on Saturday morning when my parents weren't at home.
On Wednesday, after a day with PE (which meant seeing a lot of classmates just in underwear) and a biology lesson about human reproduction I had a raging hard on when I arrived at home.
I didn't know what to do, so I entered the bathroom as soon as I could to hide from my mother.
I pulled my trousers and boxers down with one fast movement and watched my hard meat with the head and foresking soaked in precum.
I just started to rub it furiously with my right hand until I felt an orgasm building inside of me within a few minutes.
I shot a huge load inside the toilet and flushed it. I cleaned my extremely sensitive rod with some toilet paper and washed my hands.
That was it! I didn't have to wait for Saturday morning to jerk off, I could use the toilet as an excuse.
So this is the way I started to "use the toilet" more frequently like many guys do at that age.
I started to do it each 3 or 4 days, but each time I released my man juice it felt harder to wait for the next. So from 3 went to 2 and in a few weeks it became a daily habit.
Stroking my love stick everyday meant pleasure 7 days a week and I realized that the up and down movement wasn't enough to cum, I started using my imagination.
At first I started imagining straight couples from tv shows making love. In all of my sessions there has to be a girl, because I was a boy and I was supposed to like girls or that I thought at the time.
I started to imagine some of the girls I knew naked and doing some stuff with some of my classmates and friends (all of them boys, remember that at my school we were all boys).
One day, when I was jerking my 3 male inches and as I was reaching my orgasm I noticed that I stopped thing about the girl and was just imagining a classmate naked and with his dick hard, and his body wet in sweat, growing some soft pubes, with his cute face, and lips, and his dick and... My dick shot 4 or 5 spurts of hot semen making me convulse with each one of them.
It was an amazing orgasm, better than the ones when I was thinking about girls with boys. How could that be possible? I was a guy, I was supposed to like girls, but I couldn't deny what just happened.
I had that question inside of me, and I needed to answer it. But how could I figure it out?
I couldn't ask my father because we always had a distant relationship. I couldn't ask my mother because she was very religious. I couldn't ask a teacher at school because all of them were more religious than my mother. And I couldn't ask my friends because they were going to start calling me a fag.
That question kept without an answer for a few weeks, but I continued my jerk off sessions and starting to think less about girls each time focusing in boys (classmates, friends and celebrities from Disney Channel).
One night my parents went to a party from the institution where my mother works. They prepared me some dinner and left home.
That was my opportunity to look for an answer.
I turned on the computer, opened internet explorer and wrote the name of a porn page that was very popular in our school jokes (I'm not going to write the name here to avoid possible problems).
The webpage opened and there was a lot of videos available sorted in some categories. I opened one which was just girls masturbating.
I started watching a couple of videos of girls with fit bodies completely naked. I took off my pajamas' bottom and started touching my dick but nothing happened, it was soft as it could be and my furious motion couldn't make it hard.
Seeing that that didn't work I changed the category (I don't remember which one I chose). I opened the most popular video of the category. There was a young girl with big tits undressing an old man (what it seemed old to me, I was 12 by the time so the actor could be 30) It was hot but I wasn't really feeling as turned on as I was supposed to be.
I had my dick half hard so I decided to change the category again. I scrolled down the website looking for something attractive to me until I found one. In the icon of the category there was a young boy in his underwear with a hand on his crotch. I grew instantly a boner between my naked legs just for that image, the category name was `solo men'.
I opened it and found one video between the most populars which was called something like `Just turned 18 and decided to show my big dick'. I watched it and it was amazing. There was a blond boy with green eyes and a very sweet and innocent face undressing. He had a tonified body and an impressive dick (maybe it wasn't that impressive, It was the second hard dick I had ever seen). He jerked off and was moaning hard as he did it.
Watching that video made my own cock the hardest boner I could have. I started jerking off recreating myself in his hot body. His arms, his hairy armpits, his tender lips, his green eyes, his hot 6-pack, his hard nipples, his huge balls and his hard dick.
I didn't last until the video ended, without warning I had a strong orgasm and shot my sperm on the floor.
That orgasm was my answer, I was (and still am) gay.
END OF PART 3
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