Discovering I was Bi-sexual. Chapter 2 © Alex Carr 2010
I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of the part of my life involved in discovering my true sexuality.
Since I came out thanks mainly to Dan I have to admit, although I love my wife dearly, I just cannot be cheating on her. I kept thinking if she only knew that when the opportunity arose and she was out for the day or whatever, Dan and I would be arduously fucking on the bed. I shared with my wife. I am thinking it is only a matter of time when I will have to tell her the truth and just hope she will understand that a guy can still love a woman and have a homosexual relationship. I guess every time Dan and I shared the bed I felt guilty.
True I put a blanket over the duvet, for me that made a difference, didn't seem like we were actually using the marriage bed, although as said in the first part of my story, my Mrs and I have not had intercourse since I can't remember when, it all seemed to go off when I was having problems in not raising an erection, and looking back now, remembering how the problem effected me, my ego and everything that is - looking back I realise now it was because my leanings had changed and meeting and being with Dan have confirmed that.
Every time we meet seems like it is fresh and new. Last week we got to talking about blue movies and wondered what it would be like to perform with a camera watching and a film crew as well.
Anyway one thin led to another, I told him I had a digital camcorder and how would he like me to do our own special blue movie, something we could both enjoy on the big TV screen whist we enjoyed sex.
He joked that it would have to be wide screen and who was I to de-boost his
ego. For me he was aptly equipped and his full erection fitted into me perfectly given a little nudge here and there until it found its little nook, That was nice just to be full of him with no more room in the inn! . The adorable feeling of his cock throbbing intently inside me was nothing but pure heaven indeed!
He was somewhat reluctant at first worrying about what if the wrong hands got hold of it and he was recognised. I told him it was not my intent to put it on the internet or anything like tha5t but it was just purely for ourselves, that we may derive the benefit of it.
"Tell you what, Dan" I said, "I'll set the camera in beautiful close up not even showing your face, simply just concentrating on me enjoying you orally, how would that suit?"
He paused awhile, I could tell he was thinking about it - I gave him a squeeze through his jeans just to persuade him, he always loved that. The thought of seeing myself suck him off was exciting and thrilling, tried it with a mirror but somehow one can lose the concentration - he closed his eyes, I knew how much he enjoyed me just touching him out of the blue like that, scratching his jeans over his growing erection, but not for long because when I unzipped him he knew what would come next, I had grown to0 know him like this - I sniffed him up straight away, rummaging my busy fingers around his cock and balls through his blue briefs, always gorgeous to do, I simply love to massage him as his cock grows beneath until finally it sprouts out beneath of the seam, encouraged by a gentle pull from me.
"Let's give it a go, Pete" Dan said eagerly.
"It is already running," I advised having already fixed the camera in position onto a small tripod pointing at where I wanted Dan's magical cock and balls to be. Seated on an armchair he slipped downwards as I ripped his jeans and briefs off him, his cock standing high by then.
"Well there it is then, Pete" he declared like always he did, I found that
particularly enchanting about him, like he was saying here was his offering ` for the use of' so bloody well get down to it!
"A bit further, Baby" I urged." Just so you balls hang over the edge, that
will be really nice when you see the playback."
"Now?" urged Dan peeling his foreskin back tight to expose that wondrous bulbous plum like it was just asking to be tasted and suckled.
"Now!" I returned, on my knees between his opened legs, lowering my head down to him there, making sure I was in line with the camera as I soon took in Dan's inimitable scent which was always most pleasing, a real turn on, I wanted to do my very best job on Dan for the camera, this indeed was a wonderfully new thrilling episode in our relationship and tying the red ribbon around the base of his cock had become standard -as I started to suck. It
meant that I could really do some serious footage, releasing the tie when I wanted to record the grand finale, I wanted to record just how strong Dan spurts his warm cream over my face and then into my opened mouth sucking it down with my tongue to the back of my throat to swallow. Adorable. I just wanted to see that beautiful moment when I was in full concentration, when we were both frenzied to the limit like a volcano had erupted .
Dan always complimented me on my oral extertise and also he reckoned I was a quality fuck. I started to work his cock into and around the inside of my mouth giving the camera plenty of showing of tongue and mouth sucking and teasing in different directions, teasing the tip into the crevice beneath his foreskin and over his plum, literally blowing it back inside then sucking it our again like a great big cherry - hearing Dan moaning, pleading with me not to stop. I didn't want to, the taste of Dan in my mouth honestly was like nothing I
have ever tasted or experienced before.
It was a good job there was plenty of footage because I took some time enjoying in this mode, his cock was so lovely and firm to handle, to grip and to tantalise as I continue my long deep suck, feeling it edge into the opening of my throat, it was quite lovely, made me really feel he was part pf my soul, everything and later his divine fuck of me would complete our wonderful union
The pungent feel and taste of Dan was perfection in itself just like his wonderful fuck stretching the sinews of my hole. I really enjoyed giving my all, like I was being urged by the knowledge that every suck and twist and fold of the tongue edging around his plum and delving into his p-hole was being recorded to enjoy later, so I was really giving it my all, showing the camera just how I enjoyed the wonderful experience as Dan laid back, legs wide apart, enjoying every move.
He truly had a magnificent cock, must have been a good eight inches. I simply adored the way that big blue vein running down the centre sort of bulged
making the experience so much more delightful and appetising, now I wanted to taste the spurt of cock, I slid my finger tips down along the length, balling him with the other hand as I still sucked hard and firm, feeling its bulk stretch against my inner cheeks, - when I undid the ribbon around his cock he gasped, he was like a mad animal waiting to fuck me there and then, but I reminded him we wanted to get the finale on our movie, meaning the climax of our performance, he laid back again and let me massage his cock like a wild thing, it was good and firm to jerk and I loved the way its head popped in and out of the foreskin. I knew he was near fruition, the way he breathed, his head moving from side to side as he yelled my name, Then I new he was there, the absolute gush of hot sticky liquid filling my mouth, and again over my face, now I was tasting the salty tang of freshly fucked cock cream, licking it around my lips and giving it all my worth for the camera and for Dan.
And after that interlude he said that now it was his turn, I knew what to expect and rearranged the position of the camera so it had good view of what I was about to do, as always I did for Dan, that is how he always wanted me after the first climax, to take his enjoyment of me bent on all fours. The camera was set and there was I displaying absolutely everything, ass, asshole, balls and cock - everything - it was like Dan had done it all before for the camera, stretching my cheeks so wide apart and turning my head and looking sideways I saw that he was turning to the camera, seemingly having forgotten about not wanting to be seen - now he was well and truly, I soon enjoyed what I always enjoyed with Dan pre-fuck, the magical feel of his tongue exploring me, - he complimented me again for my magnificent posture as he put it, levered his tongue into me teasing it around and around my orifice, soon it would be his finger there, anointing me with baby oil, I loved that, the actual feel of his finger inside, stretching me for the big happening, then he'd fuck me with a male vibrator, preparing me for his big fuck, in and out stretching me so wide, then removing it suddenly and catching my hole still open with the full extent of his long tongue delving inside, Wonderful!
Then the nudging, the rapid slaps soundly spanking each cheek, a real turn on for me, I don't know what it was but it gave me a complete feeling of being mastered and taken by Dan.
But soon the ultimate, the feel of his strong cock teasing my hole, giving it a taste of things to come, and to cum - I listened out for those certain
throat sounds to which I had become well accustomed, the sounds which denoted that he was ready to fuck, then I repositioned myself fort his very best access of me, then feeling the pleasure and thrill of his cock work into me, gradual but determined, soon it would be fucking my ass like there was no tomorrow and I succumbed, giving it my all, rolling my ass from side to side to enjoy his fuck in different ways.
Then the climax, Wow! That climax, it ticked all the boxes and he made sure
I came too, his busy hands wanking me with a wonderfully positive very stimulating jerk and we were in a world of our own.
We looked forward to the next time the big screen view of our new production which I promised Dan I would keep it under lock and key.
hope you enjoyed the first chapter of the part of my life involved in discovering my true sexuality.
Since I came out thanks mainly to Dan I have to admit, although I love my wife dearly, I just cannot be cheating on her. I kept thinking if she only knew that when the opportunity arose and she was out for the day or whatever, Dan and I would be arduously fucking on the bed. I shared with my wife. I am thinking it is only a matter of time when I will have to tell her the truth and just hope she will understand that a guy can still love a woman and have a homosexual relationship. I guess every time Dan and I shared the bed I felt guilty.
True I put a blanket over the duvet, for me that made a difference, didn't seem like we were actually using the marriage bed, although as said in the first part of my story, my Mrs and I have not had intercourse since I can't remember when, it all seemed to go off when I was having problems in not raising an erection, and looking back now, remembering how the problem effected me, my ego and everything that is - looking back I realise now it was because my leanings had changed and meeting and being with Dan have confirmed that.
Every time we meet seems like it is fresh and new. Last week we got to talking about blue movies and wondered what it would be like to perform with a camera watching and a film crew as well.
Anyway one thin led to another, I told him I had a digital camcorder and how would he like me to do our own special blue movie, something we could both enjoy on the big TV screen whist we enjoyed sex.
He joked that it would have to be wide screen and who was I to de-boost his
ego. For me he was aptly equipped and his full erection fitted into me perfectly given a little nudge here and there until it found its little nook, That was nice just to be full of him with no more room in the inn! . The adorable feeling of his cock throbbing intently inside me was nothing but pure heaven indeed!
He was somewhat reluctant at first worrying about what if the wrong hands got hold of it and he was recognised. I told him it was not my intent to put it on the internet or anything like tha5t but it was just purely for ourselves, that we may derive the benefit of it.
"Tell you what, Dan" I said, "I'll set the camera in beautiful close up not even showing your face, simply just concentrating on me enjoying you orally, how would that suit?"
He paused awhile, I could tell he was thinking about it - I gave him a squeeze through his jeans just to persuade him, he always loved that. The thought of seeing myself suck him off was exciting and thrilling, tried it with a mirror but somehow one can lose the concentration - he closed his eyes, I knew how much he enjoyed me just touching him out of the blue like that, scratching his jeans over his growing erection, but not for long because when I unzipped him he knew what would come next, I had grown to0 know him like this - I sniffed him up straight away, rummaging my busy fingers around his cock and balls through his blue briefs, always gorgeous to do, I simply love to massage him as his cock grows beneath until finally it sprouts out beneath of the seam, encouraged by a gentle pull from me.
"Let's give it a go, Pete" Dan said eagerly.
"It is already running," I advised having already fixed the camera in position onto a small tripod pointing at where I wanted Dan's magical cock and balls to be. Seated on an armchair he slipped downwards as I ripped his jeans and briefs off him, his cock standing high by then.
"Well there it is then, Pete" he declared like always he did, I found that
particularly enchanting about him, like he was saying here was his offering ` for the use of' so bloody well get down to it!
"A bit further, Baby" I urged." Just so you balls hang over the edge, that
will be really nice when you see the playback."
"Now?" urged Dan peeling his foreskin back tight to expose that wondrous bulbous plum like it was just asking to be tasted and suckled.
"Now!" I returned, on my knees between his opened legs, lowering my head down to him there, making sure I was in line with the camera as I soon took in Dan's inimitable scent which was always most pleasing, a real turn on, I wanted to do my very best job on Dan for the camera, this indeed was a wonderfully new thrilling episode in our relationship and tying the red ribbon around the base of his cock had become standard -as I started to suck. It
meant that I could really do some serious footage, releasing the tie when I wanted to record the grand finale, I wanted to record just how strong Dan spurts his warm cream over my face and then into my opened mouth sucking it down with my tongue to the back of my throat to swallow. Adorable. I just wanted to see that beautiful moment when I was in full concentration, when we were both frenzied to the limit like a volcano had erupted .
Dan always complimented me on my oral extertise and also he reckoned I was a quality fuck. I started to work his cock into and around the inside of my mouth giving the camera plenty of showing of tongue and mouth sucking and teasing in different directions, teasing the tip into the crevice beneath his foreskin and over his plum, literally blowing it back inside then sucking it our again like a great big cherry - hearing Dan moaning, pleading with me not to stop. I didn't want to, the taste of Dan in my mouth honestly was like nothing I
have ever tasted or experienced before.
It was a good job there was plenty of footage because I took some time enjoying in this mode, his cock was so lovely and firm to handle, to grip and to tantalise as I continue my long deep suck, feeling it edge into the opening of my throat, it was quite lovely, made me really feel he was part pf my soul, everything and later his divine fuck of me would complete our wonderful union
The pungent feel and taste of Dan was perfection in itself just like his wonderful fuck stretching the sinews of my hole. I really enjoyed giving my all, like I was being urged by the knowledge that every suck and twist and fold of the tongue edging around his plum and delving into his p-hole was being recorded to enjoy later, so I was really giving it my all, showing the camera just how I enjoyed the wonderful experience as Dan laid back, legs wide apart, enjoying every move.
He truly had a magnificent cock, must have been a good eight inches. I simply adored the way that big blue vein running down the centre sort of bulged
making the experience so much more delightful and appetising, now I wanted to taste the spurt of cock, I slid my finger tips down along the length, balling him with the other hand as I still sucked hard and firm, feeling its bulk stretch against my inner cheeks, - when I undid the ribbon around his cock he gasped, he was like a mad animal waiting to fuck me there and then, but I reminded him we wanted to get the finale on our movie, meaning the climax of our performance, he laid back again and let me massage his cock like a wild thing, it was good and firm to jerk and I loved the way its head popped in and out of the foreskin. I knew he was near fruition, the way he breathed, his head moving from side to side as he yelled my name, Then I new he was there, the absolute gush of hot sticky liquid filling my mouth, and again over my face, now I was tasting the salty tang of freshly fucked cock cream, licking it around my lips and giving it all my worth for the camera and for Dan.
And after that interlude he said that now it was his turn, I knew what to expect and rearranged the position of the camera so it had good view of what I was about to do, as always I did for Dan, that is how he always wanted me after the first climax, to take his enjoyment of me bent on all fours. The camera was set and there was I displaying absolutely everything, ass, asshole, balls and cock - everything - it was like Dan had done it all before for the camera, stretching my cheeks so wide apart and turning my head and looking sideways I saw that he was turning to the camera, seemingly having forgotten about not wanting to be seen - now he was well and truly, I soon enjoyed what I always enjoyed with Dan pre-fuck, the magical feel of his tongue exploring me, - he complimented me again for my magnificent posture as he put it, levered his tongue into me teasing it around and around my orifice, soon it would be his finger there, anointing me with baby oil, I loved that, the actual feel of his finger inside, stretching me for the big happening, then he'd fuck me with a male vibrator, preparing me for his big fuck, in and out stretching me so wide, then removing it suddenly and catching my hole still open with the full extent of his long tongue delving inside, Wonderful!
Then the nudging, the rapid slaps soundly spanking each cheek, a real turn on for me, I don't know what it was but it gave me a complete feeling of being mastered and taken by Dan.
But soon the ultimate, the feel of his strong cock teasing my hole, giving it a taste of things to come, and to cum - I listened out for those certain
throat sounds to which I had become well accustomed, the sounds which denoted that he was ready to fuck, then I repositioned myself fort his very best access of me, then feeling the pleasure and thrill of his cock work into me, gradual but determined, soon it would be fucking my ass like there was no tomorrow and I succumbed, giving it my all, rolling my ass from side to side to enjoy his fuck in different ways.
Then the climax, Wow! That climax, it ticked all the boxes and he made sure
I came too, his busy hands wanking me with a wonderfully positive very stimulating jerk and we were in a world of our own.
We looked forward to the next time the big screen view of our new production which I promised Dan I would keep it under lock and key.