Chapter 6
As the two moved in to bed, it was Luke that made the first move. As he kissed Matts chest and torso, tasting his body and feeling as much as he could. Running his tongue over Matts nipple soon had Matt hard and wanting more. Quickly using his size advantage, he flipped Luke on his back and started to do the same with him. Luke was not complaining and was feeling wanting for the first time in many years. For his part Matt just wanted to explore the body of another man, it was clear to him that the feelings that he was experiencing tonight was what he had always meant to be feeling. He was alive, relieved, passionate and above all things, he was horny.
Feeling Luke's heart throb in his chest, he just wanted to kiss it, and to be a part of him, and, like himself, could see that Luke reacted to his nipples being pinched and licked.
They kissed, they licked, and even sucked some more, and then it was after about an hour, that Luke found himself sitting on top of Matt looking down in to his eyes. It was here that he could see directly in to in soul and knew that this man was genuine and wanted to be here in the bed, in this moment. It was about now that Luke thought about the next move. Should he? Or shouldn't he? Spitting in his hand and slicking the top of Matts cock, he pushed the head of his cock against the opening of his hole. The look on Matts face changed dramatically from peace and serenity to fear of the unknown. Gradually his cock pushed open Luke's tight hole, and in moments Matt was deep inside his lover, and for the first time, had penetrated an arse. Never before had he done this.
Whilst he wasn't scared any longer, his eyes rolled back in his head as Luke forced a rhythm in to the pair with him rocking on Matts fat cock, and Matt pumping into the older man who sat on top of his cock.
Within minutes Matt was bucking and groaning. It was so tight and so warm, and to him so natural. He had never experienced anything quite like this before. The whole nature of it was sexual. It was about trust and it was about connection. Everything that Matt had spent his whole life looking for, he had found it in one night. He was not letting go of this feeling for ever.
As luke started to clamp his ass around Matts cock, Matt knew that he couldn't hold back any longer, and as a sign of instinct, he grabbed Luke's hips, thrust up and buried his seed deep inside in his partner, only stopping when the last drop and left his body.
Holding on tight to Luke, he couldn't let go. As look went to move Matt made his intention clear. "No, not yet. I don't want this to end" he said with a tear in the corner of his eye.
Luke sat there, a slight smile. A sense of achievement along with the satisfaction of pleasing his first-time lover.
"We can stay like this all night if you want" Luke said as he rubbed Matts chest feeling his breathing to starting to slow.
"I hope I didn't hurt you" Matt said.
"No handsome. I'm ok"
"Can we do it again in a minute?"
"We sure can." Luke laughed, feeling like he was 32 all over again.
The pair continued to fuck in just about every position of the karma sutra for the next 3 hrs with Matt leaving load after load deep in Luke, and Luke spraying on Matt more than once. Eventually, in the small hours of the morning the pair rolled off each other but not apart. Matt took Luke into his chest, held tightly and softly whispered "Thank you. Thank you for sharing tonight with me" before kissing him on the forehead and drifting off to sleep.
It was a few hours later when Matts alarm rang out, waking him and stirring Luke. Extracting himself from Luke, he made his way in to the bathroom and turned the shower on. Trying to be as quiet as possible he quickly showered and through on some work clothes he had in his bag. Picking up his bag, he felt guilty to run out on Luke without waking him, but he looked so peaceful. Instead, he kissed his cheek and walked downstairs where Jeremy was waiting.
"I assume you'd love a coffee Mr Matthew?" Jeremy said casually
"Oh really, its ok, I will grab one on the way."
"I am one step ahead. Here. A travel Mug. Better than Starbucks any day of the week."
"Thanks man. You are so cool." Matt said in appreciation.
"I have worked for Luke for 20years. You're the first person he's opened up to since his partner died. One hopes you're here for the right reasons"
"Can I ask your advice?"
"Certainly."
"I really like Luke, but I don't know how to say it. And I don't want to rush or anything. I also don't like him cause he's rich. I actually just like talking to him. Being with him, you know. What should I do?"
"Here's a pen and paper. Tell him you had a great night and to ring you later."
"Thanks Jeremy. You're a good guy"
"Should I set a place for you at the table tonight?"
"That depends if he rings me or not" Matt said with a huge grin.
"Get those bloody sexy dimples out of my face and go to work" Jeremy said as he swatted Matt with the notepad in a playful way.
Jumping in his truck Matt realised that he was less than 5 mins from his first job of the day. He was meeting a couple of his team at a job at an estate down the road to install a new water system. As he sipped his coffee, he realised just how good it was. "Damn, this is some good shit" He had a spring in his step, and smile on his face and after a lot of pain, finally felt like he was breaking through the surface and could finally breath again. It was unexpected and it was good.
No one was on site as he arrived, but the suppliers had dropped all he needed off the day before. Matt started to use the digger to bury the pipes and was hlf way done with a few of his guys turned up.
"Boys, a little late aren't we" Matt joked
"How did you get here so quick with the freeway blocked" One asked.
Shit. Matt hadn't thought of that.
"I...I ...Stayed at a friend's in the Valley so I came in the back way earlier"
It felt easier to lie than to even remotely come close to the truth at this stage. Having them believe it, it wasn't long before they were unrolling the piping, join connector and started to work through the plan. About 30mins later Jeff arrived. Matt had his back to the road and his ear muffs on when Jeff approached him from behind.
"Oi, Matt." Jeff yelled. Startling Matt. Turning off the digger and taking off his ear muffs he faced his oldest friend.
"I called past your place this morning, you weren't home" Jeff stated
"I got an early start here" Matt said, indicating where he was up to.
"When you going to stop bullshitting me and start telling me the truth?"
"I am telling you the truth."
"Matt, you're like my brother. You are my brother. What's going on?"
Matt looked down at the ground and kicked some loosely turned dirt. He could feel tears in his eyes, and he was trying everything to push them away. He didn't want to tell Jeff yet. He wasn't prepared to tell anyone. Last night was so special and he wanted to keep it to himself just a little bit longer.
As his tears turned to anger, he pushed Jeff. "Just fuck off and leave me alone. I am allowed to have my own life without you and my mom constantly following me, phoning me and reporting to you every 5 mins. Fuck it. I'm out of here"
With that Matt stormed off the site and took off in his truck. He was angry. People wouldn't just leave him be his own person. Yeah, they were worried, but 24/7 monitoring was a little crazy.
Driving away from the city, he had no idea where he was heading. He kept driving, until he realised as to where he was. Pulling in to the familiar driveway, he hopped out of his truck and rang the doorbell.
"Hi it's Matthew, is Betty home" Matt said as the intercom came to life.
"On my way" came the voice of the spritely elderly woman who through a random act of kindness Matt had met.
Up on opening the door Matt's face was drawn. The excitement, happiness & realisation from the previous night had left him and now he was bordering on despondent.
"Hello there Sunshine, who's taken that sparkle out of your eye's" was Betty's opening remark.
"That obvious ha"
"Very. Let me put the kettle on and make us a nice brew, and we can sit the late morning sun and chat" she said walking off as Matt followed her.
"Sorry for just turning up, I didn't know who I could trust to talk to."
"Oh at my age darling, it's the unannounced visits we live for" she laughed making her way around the kitchen.
As she started to fill the kettle, she looked at him. "Well, am I going to have to beat it out of you?"
"No, I'm just trying to figure out how to start. Yesterday and I went and lunch with my new friend. It was really nice. And then we went shopping so he could by clothes for his nephew, who it turned out was buying clothes for me. So then my work partner showed up as the same time as the clothes, and he wanted answers and then I went to his house and we slept together and it was magical and then I went to work and I had a fight with my partner and now I'm here"
"My god, slow down sweet child. You slept with your work partner as well?"
"No, my new friend, and then my work partner wanted to know where I was all night, and I lied, and we got in to a fight."
"Ok. I think I am across you now. First question. Were the clothes nice?" Betty asked with a smile.
"They really were and I still haven't said thank you come to think of it."
"Oh, I'm sure last night he knew how thankful you were" she said with a twinkle in her eye.
"BETTY!" Matt said a little shocked by his own outburst.
"Oh sunshine, I may be old, but I'm definitely not a nun. I've had my fun in the sun"
For some reason Matt could feel himself blushing. He still had a lot Christian values in him, and people of Betty's age talking about sex was something he was not used to.
"I'm just confused. Last night was the most beautiful night of my life. Everything fell in to place. I discovered who I really am, only this morning to have to hide it."
"Did you have to hide it?"
"I don't know. I want to shout it from the roof tops but at the same time it's the fear of rejection, the hurt, upsetting my family. I just don't know. It's tearing me apart"
"And what does your friend say?"
"He knows, but is happy to let me find my place."
"He sounds like a catch."
As she finished talking her buzzer went off again. Lifting herself off the sunroom sofa, Matt quickly jumped up to assist her.
"Don't you dare treat me like an old lady" she scolded him with a glint of laughter in her eye.
As he resumed his he sat looking out towards the ocean. Not really paying attention to what was going on around him until he heard Betty speak again.
"Matthew, can you hear me?"
"Ha, oh, sorry, I was lost in the ocean." He replied.
"This is my step son, John, I forgot we were going out today, completely slipped my mind. I am having a little soirée on Tuesday night, dinner, 8pm, I presume you will be attending, you can be my date"
As Matthew rose to shake John hand Betty latched on to him with her hand. "this ones taken John, find your own" she laughed out loud at her own joke.
"Yes Mother, the pretty ones always are" he replied with a bit too much venom for Matt's liking.
"Ok Betty," Matthew said, bending down to peck her cheek. "Thanks for the chat, I will see you Tuesday. Do I need to bring anything?"
"Just your handsome self."
Leaving her house, Matt felt better about himself, whilst still harbouring some unresolved issues from his earlier he was now at a loss of what to do next. Heading towards home, the same thing kept swirling around in his head. Whilst he had often been evasive with his parents, he'd never kept anything from Jeff, and the same for Jeff. He knew it would happen sooner or later, so he decided it was time to do it now.
Stopped at the lights, he sent a text to jeff. "We need to talk. My place 30mins"