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Diary Of A Nerdy Werewolf by Mister Five Chapter Three
-Daniel Keams Diary Entry Sept 29th 2012-
Dear Diary, I just got back from the pack meeting besides the usual pack news and such the pack leader Mr. Joseph Wassimo pulled be aside near the end of the meeting. They told me great news that I had their blessing to court Mike and make him my mate. I was even granted permission to use force but I said I didn't want to do it that way.
Anyway Mr. Wassimo told me he got Mike's dad a job at one of his stores to help out with his family problems and to keep his parents hopefully busy enough for me to see him. Dad said I can see him every weekend night if I choose to, I asked him if I could reveal myself to him.
Mr. Wassimo said its not completely curtain if he Mike would be keen on me, he might like my werewolf but Mike would have to like my human form too. He said before I reveal myself I would have to get him to at least become friends with my human self. I figured I might have a shot at that, sure I am a nerd but I am tutoring him so he might get to like me as well. So I didn't mind as much, after the pack meeting I asked if I could see Mike my dad said it was a school night so no.
I took it well and decided to make good with me and Mike just spending time at lunch each day working on his homework and helping him study. Gee I wonder if he'll actually fall in love with my human form, properly around the time pigs fly. Well diary I am going to bed now, night.
The week flew by for Daniel as he was pick up each morning in Mike's truck and spent lunch during that week working with him in the library. Daniel the first day asked why he didn't have anything to eat for lunch and he said he was dieting. Of course Daniel can tell he was lying, Mike's dad only started working and his family was still in debt so it would be like that for awhile. So Daniel pretended to be full from eating his lunch and gave the rest to Mike.
"I had a big breakfast" was the usual excuse, although true he did eat a large breakfast werewolves usual ate more than humans.
Mike was grateful for Daniel for helping him with school and giving him some of his lunch. To repay him a little Mike would pick him up for school and drop him off home. The first day he was dropped off at his house Daniel was surprised on how early he arrived from home. He saw Jon at the couch who just gave him a smug little smile as if to say 'enjoying yourself'.
Brushing it off Daniel went to his room to jack off a little, having been completely blissful over his life at that moment Daniel was a little disappointed that the week ended. Friday came and Mike dropped Daniel off at his home once again.
The week of rides to school and back were filled with silence for the most and talking about classes. The lunch hour they spent either with school work or talking about their personal hobbies, actually it was more of Mike talking and Daniel just absorbing it. The feeling of actually having Mike talk to him was enough to make Daniel speechless. Though another minor topic was how much Daniel's nose bled during their talks, Daniel said he was always like that and Mike just nodded.
Once home Daniel got all excited as he was able to see Mike, after he relaxed a bit and wrote the in his diary about his day and about what he expected that night. After he finished up his diary he saw the blood from his nose hit the diary pages. Cleaning his nose he waited to for the sun to go down then got his pack back and put on his sexiest underwear.
Trying to find his lucky undies he remembered he left them at Mike's place, smacking himself in the face and hopes he never looks at the inner binding. His fucking name is sewed there, Daniel's mom did that when he went to werewolf camp when he was 12 his last real growth spurt. Deciding he would wear the undies he got last Christmas his favourite pair of Full Metal Alchemist undies (if you don't know this series congratulations you are definitely not a nerd).
Dressing in his out door clothes he brought his transformation back pack and went to ask his parents if he can see Mike that night just to make sure. His dad was in the study, his brother Jon left with friends, and his mom was watching what sounded like the Real Housewives. Not wishing to listen in on what Daniel preserved to be inane jabber he blocked out the television from his wolf senses as he went to his dad study.
"Come in" his dad said before he got to the door.
Daniel came in and asked if it was alright if he could go see Mike, his dad seemed enthusiastic that he leave. Saying with a smile that it was alright if he left. Taking as his father saying he wanted alone time with mom was fine by Daniel as he said thanks and hurriedly left dads office. Then while scurrying down the stairs he said by to his mother, leaving the back door he felt the cold fall night chill his pimply skin. After he went through the back gate he made it to the woods almost tripping over himself, taking off his clothes he felt the cold air make him shiver.
Removing his clothes down to his underwear and packing them and his glasses in his bag he started to shift and this time he made sure to wear the underwear with the tail hole. That transformation was a little tougher as he was anticipating sex in his human form. Which made the transition to his wolf form more sensual and it made him aroused feeling his muscles expand.
Swelling up and easing into their new forms the fur was a welcome addition as it covered his cold body into a warm layer of soft fur. By the time his brown fur covered his muscular wolf body his muzzle had formed along with his wagging tail and his pointy ears. Picking up his bag he went off running in his Full Metal Alchemist underwear in the autumn night.
-Mike Ramsey Journal Saturday-
Hey Journal I have some bad news, I guess I was just a little stressed, I went and ruined a perspective relationship. It started Friday I got home from dropping Daniel off at home and went home, when I got home I saw a note from my parents saying they'd be out till the next day around dinner. They were having a couples outing to celebrate dad's new job and I got a message from the school on the answering machine.
Now that was the mind fuck of the night, I got a call from the principal at school who told me that the scholarship I was applying to was no longer available.
He said on the message "other students have proved more viable for the scholarship and I don't think you'll get one even if you manage to improve your grades. There is a list and I am afraid you won't be on it by the time you graduate. Things might change but it may be best you make other plans".
Jesus I was so fucked up then, I would never afford college, my parents may be working now but we are still in debt will be for years, absolutely no savings. I would have to get a job but the jobs in town don't offer part time I'd have to quit high school to get college money but I won't get a better job unless I go to high school. If I am lucky I might be able to go to medical school when I'm thirty five if I save every spare penny.
I don't need to stress I was pretty upset I went into my room that night after eating a frozen dinner. Sitting at my computer I tried desperately looking for part time jobs, scholarships, or any programs that allow me to get my medical decree. For my area, my background, and my financial state absolutely nothing. I wasn't in a ethnic background I was pure Caucasian.
If I was born black and in my current financial situation I'd get a partial scholarship but life sucks for me, so I guess by the time I went to bed I was in a foul mood.
Then the werewolf came I heard him put the bag on the floor I sat up up and saw two large yellow eyes looking at me, he was just looking at me and I was a little scared from his sudden appearance. It was like he sensed my fear so he laid down on his back and started wagging his tail and panting like a playful dog. It didn't take long for me to start rubbing his stomach and petting him, Jesus he looked like he died and went to heaven.
He must have had his eyes on me for awhile cause no one gets that happy from a short term affection. I talked to a while I commented that he must like music cause of his metal band underwear, I figured it looked like a metal band cause of the name on the undies 'Full Metal Alchemist'. I didn't know much about werewolves but I could of sworn after I commented on his undies he made a sound that sounded like he was snickering at me, now I think about it I must have said something.
After I talked with him I figured I'd get a little naughty with him, so I figured I show him the little keep sake. I went under my pillow and pulled out his green undies from last time and he eyes went even wider and his ears perked. Trying to snatch the undies from me but I held tight onto the rim with his hands on the legs attempting to take them from me; at that time I figured he was just playing with me but then I saw something on the inner waist band.
I saw what looked like a name, I tried to get a closer look as the room was only lit by my computer desk lamp but the werewolf pulled the underwear away. Then he put the underwear behind himself and put his muzzle in my face,
I was a little curious so I asked him "who are you"?
The werewolf was silent so I figured he couldn't talk, but he must want to keep his identity secret.
"Are you interested in me"? I asked him, it took awhile but he nodded his tail was wagging all the while so I figured he must of been happy.
"Then please tell me who you are, you must have been into me for awhile just tell who you are cause just seeing you once a week is a little limited" I said this to him.
The werewolf was at first silent as if he was thinking deeply but he shook his head shyly, then I was pretty pushy. I was like "why the hell not" and "if you're interest I shouldn't be wondering who you are", then when he started to whine I got pretty mad.
I was just mad from earlier and I was taken out my frustrations on the little problems I had with him, I was such a bitch, I told him in a pretty strict voice "either you show me who you are or leave and don't come back till you tell me who you are"!
The werewolf's eyes went so wide and watery it didn't take long before he left my side on the bed and grabbed his back on the floor and left through the window. I went to the window and he was gone before I even got to the to the window. God I felt so bad I went to my bed and cried, I hated myself and my situation cause I went and ruined a chance at a person I might actually have feelings for, he didn't even say anything. I am such a bastard, I guess I don't deserve a hotty werewolf.
I don't feel like writing any more, ttyl bye.
Daniel ran all the way till he was just near his house turning back in his human form he threw his lucky undies in the back and put on his clothes in such a hurry he fell over. He was crying now, his tears were becoming cold on his face. After getting dressed he went up to his house and went inside, he was still crying as he went into his room.
Trying to avoid his two older brothers who were in the living room watching a movie, he heard Jon say "hey Squirt whats the matter"?
Not wanting to talk at all Daniel went into his room closed the door dropped his bag down and went onto his bed and cried into his pillow. He couldn't believe he ruined his chances with Mike, he hated himself for being such an ugly nerd. Maybe if he was handsome like his brothers he might have attracted Mike without needing the werewolf.
He wanted to do it right, he did what he was told, and he ended up fucking it up, true he could have ignored his father and just showed him who he was but he was just scared. Scared that Mike might say "ew" and throw him out of his life forever. Feeling his throat dry and his heart ache Daniel heard Kyle knocking at his door he didn't feel like telling them he fucked up everything in his life.
Jon and Kyle were outside the door looking at one another, they got home early and heard their parents having wolf howling sex upstairs so they stayed in the living room. When they heard Daniel coming they thought it was unusual he'd be early since he could see Mike that night. Then when he came running in to his room they could smell the tears, hear the cries, and sense the pain.
They wondered what the hell happened, they waited outside feeling concern for their brother since werewolves feel emotional pain like that more deeply than most people. Being a family when one feels pain they all feel it especially among siblings and mothers. Although it was a little annoying for their father to end their werewolf sex night he got off his wife so she could change to her human form and put on a house coat. Leaving her room she went down the hall seeing her eldest sons sitting in the hall outside the door looking a little down themselves.
She knocked at the door and said "dear can I come in"?
Heard a muffled whine that sounded like a yes she opened the door walking in and closing it behind her she saw her youngest on the bed face down in a pillow of tears. Going over to him she knelt by his bed side and started rubbing his back.
She had Daniel's brown coloured hair and his yellow eyes, the rest of the family had the fathers jet black hair and good looks but Daniel and his mom had that wholesome look. The average person that was rare among werewolves. So she understood what her youngest was going through, petting Daniel's brown hair she tried to soothe him and make him settle down.
Still shaking Daniel stopped crying but still was trembling from the pain that started in his heart and had settled in its stomach making it boil and tremble.
"Dan tell me what happened"? His mom said very gently as she rubbed his back.
Daniel was always a momma's boy (but so was his brothers), so he opened up and started telling her what happened.
"Mike was home alone, I went into his window I thought everything was fine. We started to... well you know but before we got too far he asked me who I was, well cause of what dad asked I really couldn't tell him...".
Daniel paused as he thought about it for a moment taking a breath he continued, "no not exactly, I was scared to tell him also... mom I am not handsome if I showed him who I was he'd properly wouldn't like me as much. I was scared and that is why I didn't tell him, then he got mad I think cause he thought I wasn't being serious with him. So he told me to leave and not come back till I can be honest with him. Now I am stuck with just me, I can't be like I was with him with just this pathetic human body, I am such a loser".
Tear started coming again and his mother started to pet him again.
"Son" she began, "when I was a little younger than you and went to high school the same high school you used to go too I had a crush like yours. It was with another werewolf though but like you I had glasses, acne on my face, and I was fat".
Daniel stopped crying and lifted his head looking as hit mother through his puffy pink eyes which were wide with surprise.
"Yes Dan I was a fat werewolf, I was the most unattractive werewolf in the pack. Your father well he was the most eligible alpha in his age group, all the females and well some males wanted to get with him. He'd spend nights with a different partner sometimes with more but well your father never really got serious. I was basically the only werewolf senior who he didn't have in bed".
Daniel's nose twisted in slight disgust of the thought of his father doing the nasty with the entire school.
"Yes well Dan I was a little bothered by it too, so I asked him one day outside his locker if he wanted to go to the dance with me. Of course back then your father was a bit of a ass, so he told me sounding very smug and condescending 'babe I'd love to give you a ride on here, but you must be this beautiful'", Daniel's mother put her hand up to show how high his father put his hand.
"'To ride this', of course I having my ego crushed I went off to cry in the washroom. I hurt a lot so much so I missed three days of school to avoid him. When I was away I didn't give up on him though even though he couldn't care much if I was there or not, so I did the only thing I knew how in order to get him to take notice. You might not know this but your mother used to write poetry, when I got back I started writing poems to vent my frustration, I even won a contest at school and was to read the poem at the school assembly. That gave me an idea to get your dad to notice me, so weeks before the assembly I wrote you father a poem and put it in his locker. I'd leave it there at the end of the day and the first time I saw him open it and read it his face went to a deep red like a tomato.
After the third poem he started watching his locker during class, before, and after so I'd leave on on his car, one in his mailbox, the last one I gave him a week before the assembly. During all of this your father would go to every women he had sex with and ask who gave him the poem, of course most said they did but your father would ask for an original poem to compare. I guess I was better than those girls cause he'd just read a few lines and spurn those girls for lying to him. He'd make announcements over the PA system declaring his undying love, he'd dedicate touchdowns but I still didn't reveal myself".
Daniel fascinated with his mother story asked "why"? Feeling drawn in having felt the same rejection and pain, he began to wonder how his mother got a stud like dad.
"Well if I did I don't think your father would believe me, he would think I was covering for the real girl, but more so than anything else I wanted him to want me, to chase after me. Even if he didn't know me he was giving chase he stopped sleeping around, he got restless and he'd make the whole school, pack, everyone know he wanted who ever wrote those poems. Those poems were uniquely me, they were my love, my sorrow, my hate for him and I apparently was the kind of girl he wanted. He just needed to see underneath my pimples, glasses, and...figure. So the day of the assembly came and everyone was there, it started wit the cheerleaders, then the school band, and at the end everyone was eager to leave since it was the end of the day when the assembly happened. Finally the principle called me up to read my contest winning poem".
The yellow in her eyes glowed as the nostalgic feeling reminded her of the anticipation, fear, and something else she cannot really explain but it felt like a lead weight around her waist.
"There was this feeling that held me firm and made each step a effort. After I got up to the podium no one was listening everyone was chatting and I saw your father looking down at his feet in his seat as if he had given up on finding his mysterious author. I got up there and I read my poem and no one was listening but after the first line I saw your father look up wild eyed. He sat up and leaned forward in his seat looking right at me and me looking at him. It was like I was reading it to him then and there, when it was done I walked off stage and the principle dismissed the assembly and allowed everyone to go home. I wasn't sure if it worked but when I was going to catch my buss your father met me outside and he asked me if I wanted to take a ride in his car. Well what was I to say, I said sure and we took a ride out to the middle of nowhere. It was getting later in the day and your father parked the car near the back roads in the woods. After that he pulled out all the poems I left him and he asked me to read him each one, I read him each one looking into his eyes which were starring directly into me. After that he asked me if I wanted to check out his back seat...".
After that Daniel's mother blushed a deep red in her cheeks and she said, "well I'll just end it there", which Daniel gave a nodding approval.
"My point is you can't let one rejection or even multiple ones get you down. You need to just what your strong with and try to use it to your advantage. Now granted our situations may be different in some points but if you need to you can always be yourself, I am sure that if he see's what kind of guy you are he'll see past the outside. Sometimes dear you need to make them chase after you and trust me once you managed to catch you they won't let go, just ask your father".
Daniel was smiling and feeling a little sleepy after his emotional ordeal, liking his mom's story he said sleepily "thanks mom".
She kissed him on the forehead and left leading her little boy to sleep after making feel better. Leaving his room she saw the three other men of the house sitting in the hallways smiling, rolling her eyes she told to them to scoot off. With werewolves in the house there is really no privacy.
The next day Daniel woke up to his brother Jon shaking him awake, half asleep Daniel had a phone put in front of him. Jon left then closing the door behind him, still sleepy Daniel rubbed his eyes and put the phone to his ear.
"Hello" he said a little sleepy.
"Oh sorry to wake you its Mike I just wanted to tell you I won't need the tutoring anymore", Mike said sounding a little down.
Daniel came awake right away, "what, why"?! Speaking louder than he intended he couldn't hide the alarm in his voice.
"Its not you its me, I just got rejected for a scholarship and I've been told there are no more for me even if I did get good grades so I need to get a part time job so I won't have time to study like I used to", Mike sounded like he took Daniels alarm as worry.
"Wait Mike... uh" Daniel froze a bit unable to find the words to stop Mike from hanging up the phone.
"Yes"? Mike said as if he intended it to be a clean break.
"Look...uh" Daniel began, "I kind of... thought we could hang out".
Biting his lip he almost beat his head in with the phone he thought to himself 'hang out are you fucking kidding me?! Daniel you stupid stupid nerdy man'!
"Oh...uh... sure why not? You free today, maybe we can hang out at your place and we can play Pokemon on our DS's. I don't have any other friends who life to play stuff like that do you mind if I came over and we can trade and stuff you have the White version right"? Mike said.
"Uh yes I have both actually" Daniel said not fully comprehending his position.
"Ppff you nerd, so you can trade me Misdreavus it's the only ghost one I am missing", Mike said sounding a little excited.
"Sure but I want Caterpie" Daniel said in his bargaining voice.
"Oh that's right you want to complete your bug team" Mike said a little condescendingly.
"Hey don't put down bugs there a lot better then your ghosts" Daniel said a little indignant.
"Yeah well we'll see I am going to shower and grab my DS, then when I get over I am gonna whip your ass boy" Mike said trying to sound gangster.
"Fine by me" Daniel said actually liking the idea of having his bare bottom spanked by Mike.
"Okay see you then", Mike said before he hung up.
Daniel was bleeding from his nose now and he started getting sweaty. Going under his mattress he pulled out his diary and wrote just one thing for the day.
'Dear Diary, JACK POT! Write in you tomorrow'.
...to be continued.