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I closed my eyes and felt her warm breath on my neck. Her tongue slowly tasted my skin, then made its way to the lobe of my ear. Her teeth gently bit into my flesh. She pulled away, and soon I felt her lips on mine. I opened my eyes, saw her grey ones peering into mine, pleading with me to return her kiss, return her affection. A twinge of guilt consumed me. I touched her peanut butter skin, lifted her off my lap and rose from the chair I was in.
"I can't keep doing this.", I stated looking away from her. I could feel those grey diamonds of hers burning into my flesh. These were the words she dreaded hearing. It didn't matter. I was in the wrong. No, WE were in the wrong. She doesn't belong to me...she belongs to my best friend.
The mess of a situation started about three months prior. My best friend and my grey-eyed beauty were having problems. Instead of Jai-my best friend-confiding in me, her girl did. I remember the night vividly.
It was pouring down rain outside and it was about thirty-five degrees. When I got to my dorm, she was soaked from head to toe. She was wearing a black dress that stopped right above her knees. Her drenched black hair stuck to her face and leaked even more water on her shoulders. She looked up at me, mascara running down her face. Without a second thought, I rushed her inside, out of the cold. she sat on my floor, said she didn't want to get the furniture wet.
"What happened?", I asked confused.
She sniffled, wiped her sad grey eyes, and told me Jai cheated. She said she needed someone to talk to, to ease her pain.
I brought her a pair of black sweats, a white tee, and a towel then told her to change out of her wet clothes. I left the area, gave her some privacy before returning back to her fully dressed with the towel wrapped around her head.
"You have anything to drink?", she asked. I knew her. She wasn't refering to water or juice.
"Come on Destiny, you know me better than that. No liquior here."
She smacked her lips. "Damn, do you at least have some herbs or something?"
"Negative. You don't need that shit anyway. It's not going to take your pain away."
"It would make me feel a hell of a lot better."
I sat by her on the brown carpeted floor and she laid her head on my shoulder.
"I don't get it. Why me? I never thought I'd be the person having these kinds of problems."
"No one usually does."
Thunder rocked the building, shutting down the electricity. Destiny wrapped her arms around me and her tears started to flow. I took the damp towel off her head and wiped away her tears and runny mascara.
"I would never do some shit like this to her. How could she do this shit to me? Was I not enough for her?"
I had no response. I couldn't defend my friend. This was a common occurance with her: infidelity. I wrapped my arms around her loosely, let her sobs echo through the dark room.
"I should've never got with her. I should've got with you. I met you first. I should've got with you."
At that moment she tightened her grip on me, burying her head in my chest. I kept my mouth shut, consumed my thoughts. It's true, I did meet Destiny first, and was feeling her strong, but she felt Jai was more of her cup of tea. Jai smokes, drinks, and parties. She does everything Destiny loves to do, the exact opposite of what I do. That how she made her choice between us.
Lightning flashed, lit up the small dorm before thunder clapped and rocked us again. Destiny held her firm grip on me. Slowly she took her head off of my chest, nudged it in my neck.
"You wouldn't have hurt me, would you, Karmen?", she whispered in my ear. I didn't respond.
Her warm breath rested on my neck. Then, I felt her lips on my neck planting soft kisses. My body jerked at her touch. She brought her manicured fingers to my cheek, pulled my neck into her kisses.
"Fuck Jai", she growled into me. "Who needs Jai when I got you."
My brain screamed at me, told me to push her away. I disobeyed it, did just the opposite. I pulled Destiny's lips to mine, interwined my tongue with hers. She ran her left hand though my long wavy hair, her right accross my cocoa skin. my body instantly reacted to her touch. She disconnected herself from me, pulled my t-shirt over my head and quickly reconnected with me. I touched her damp hair on her shoulders, ran my fingers through it. She pushed me on my back, broke our connection once again this time to pull the t-shirt over her head. Her golden nipples were standing at attention. I brought my mouth to the right one, suckled it like it was candy then switched to the left and did the same thing. She moaned softly, threw her head back and closed her eyes.
Lightning flashed once again, lighting up her chest and exposing her right hand which had disappeared in her sweats. I pulled her hand out, brought her fingers to my mouth. A euphoric grin spread accross her face. I rolled Destiny on her back, slid the black sweats right off her legs. She spread them as wide as she could, showing me where the wetness that slicked her thighs came from. She ran her fingers over her button, entered her hole with two, licked her lips while her grey diamonds gazed into my dark brown eyes. She pulled on my bra straps with her free hand, then circled my erect nipples bulging through the material. I watched her please herself for what seemed like enternity. Her sweet scent invaded my senses and heightened my arousal. Her moans were melodic, in sync with the sound of her plunging in and out of her wetness. Lightning flashed again, outlining her. She licked her lips, eyelids shielding her diamonds as she increased her speed. She was close, dangerously close.Thunder roared and rock us once again as I watched her body shake and listened to her screams echo off the dormitory walls.
Then there was silence... except for her erratic breathing. Slowly, she pried her eyes open, focused them on my figure. She eased her fingers from her goodness and ran them accross my lips. I sampled her nectar. She pulled me to her, unhooked my bra and slid it off my arms, eased my jeans and thong down my legs. I was exposed.
She ran one of her sticky fingers accross my slit, while hungrily taking my left breast in her mouth. I struggled to control my breathing, to maintain my sanity. This was so wrong on so many levels. Yet I continued to indulge in this activity of betrayal.
I laid on my back, sat Destiny atop me. I cupped her breast, played with her nipples. She reached behind her, furiously began rubbing my clit. Her wetness slicked my skin as she grinded her pussy against my pelvis. I began grinding against her touch as the sensations began to overwhelm me. She dipped her fingers in me, plunging with full force. Meanwhile her grinding became more intense. I grabbed her hips, pulling her harder against me. Destiny screamed out every vulgarity know to man. Her nirvana was near once again. Her grey diamonds focused on my brown eyes. Our eyes contact was the final step nirvana took before entering her body. She shook more violently than the first time as she arched her back and held on to my thighs.
Finally when her convulsions ceased, she rested on top of me. she took her time, caught her breath, her grey diamonds finding my eyes again. Lightning lit up the dorm for the millionth time and was once again was followed by thunder's clapping.
She questioned me. "You didn't cum, did you?"
I smiled at her. "It was good."
She frowned. "Not good enough."
She quickly made her way down my body, to the fire between my legs and began working her magic with the moist wand in her mouth. She alternated between flicking her tongue accross my clit and sucking it. At one point I swear I could feel her spell my name into my pussy. Then she inserted two fingers and went to work. It seemed like she was using all of her strength the pump in and out of me. Her treatment was intense, enough to convert my low groans to high pitched moans. She kept me on the edge, stopping when she thought I was about to cum. I begged. I pleaded with her to fufill my desire. Finally after thirty minutes of pleasure, she decided it was time for me to cum.
"Still good?", she asked when my breathing regulated.
"That was amazing, baby."
Needless to say to morning after I had a major case of guilt. Every time I'm with Destiny, I feel the same. There's no possible way I can justify my acts and lately I've been trying to find ways to get off her love drug. Only problem is Destiny -my dealer- isn't exactly willing to cease our transactions. Three months on a strong drug is a hard habit to break.
"I can't keep doing this, Destiny. This situation, it's not me."
"What do you mean, it's not you? It's been you for the past few months.", she snapped.
Destiny came behind me, wrapped her arms around my waist and kissed my neck.
"It'll pass, Karmen. It always does."
She was right: my guilt usually did pass, but it was something about that day that intensified it. I grabbed my backpack off the bed, headed for the door, her door. Destiny called after me, told me not to go. Told me to take tme to think about things. Told me to chill with her. I turned to face her, saw tears threatening to fall from her grey diamonds.
"Please don't go, Karmen. I need you. You're...you're my escape."
Her escape. I'm other words I served as a temporary distraction from her problems with my best friend. I scanned her naked body, avoided those grey diamonds that were trying hard to focus themselves on me. There was no way I could stay in that environment. I turned my back to her and headed out the door. When I opened it, I was met by Jai's strong frame in front of mine. She scanned the room, her eyes going from her naked girlfriend to her supposedly best friend. My heart beat out of my chest when the screaming began.