This is a total work of fiction.
It had been only 6 months since my first sexual contact with a male. I had then given a 54 year old man a blow-job. Late one night I'd picked him up near his home, where he lived with his wife and driven him to a dark secluded residential street nearby. He wore jeans and no underwear, and his cock was hard, wet, 6 1/2", and uncut as it stuck out of his open fly. I quickly engulfed it into my mouth, and inside of 2 1/2 minutes the man, Bob, was all mine as he ejaculated a healthy 4 spurts of warm thick semen which I eagerly swallowed. My first experience was all I'd hoped it would be. Bob bucked and bellowed as his pleasure swept over him and gave me the intense satis- faction that comes from pleasing a virile man in the most personal and intimate way I know how to.
In the ensuing months I'd had experiences with 20 men in various situations and environments. Of the 20, 19 had ejaculated into my mouth as I sucked them off, and I'd enjoyed swallowing each of the gentlemen's semen. A number of the men had allowed me the honor and joy of repeat successful performances which I was flattered and honored to give. All of the men had been found by me on the Silverdaddies website of which I was a member. My profile which had some of my pics and an announcement of my sexual desires and categories of male types seemed good enough to assure a steady number of offers for getting hooked up for sex....mainly oral service to be performed by myself.
However I was beginning to want more than just to satisfy men orally. I then decided to make the text in my profile better reflect a more wider and complex set of sexual desires and needs that I knew I had and wanted satisfied. My changed profile, which is still in effect, read as follows, and I quote:
"I'm a married bi-sexual. I enjoy giving men oral sex, and I do it to completion and enjoy swallowing. I love sucking off Bi men, especially married Bi men. At present, that's the kind of sexual activity in which i'm experienced. I simply love to make a virile man cum that way.
Foreplay can involve hugging, kissing, caressing, and other body contact that pleases us. I'm also interested in role-playing as an unwilling party who's forced to pleasure an aggressive man who wants to have his way with me as I resist the foreplay he's forcing upon me. I find such play very exciting, and I think my response will excite you too. You will win in the end and have me for your pleasure. The size of a man doesn't matter to me, as most men are bigger than I am, and that makes the role play of being forced even more exciting.
I prefer the men I suck off to to cum in my mouth, but if a man wants to jack off or have me jack him off into my open mouth, or give me a facial i'm willing to submit to his pleasure. The upper age preference is not set in stone, so if you can get hard and go off, i'd enjoy pleasing you. No reciprocation is required or expected. It's a no-strings attached act of intimacy, and a cum and go experience, unless more develops. I've never been bottomed or been a top, so both of those acts are always on my mind, with the right man. If a man desires skilled handwork to make him cum, i'm very good at that, too. Because I'm married, all must be kept discreet. Anyone responding must be totally drug and disease free, and HIV-, as am I, and practice excellent hygene as do I.
I enjoy writing as well as reading erotic stories, and I have 17 of them posted on the Nifty Erotic Stories Archive. Most are m/m, but there are m/f/m, and f/f there as well. Also, a few have in incest element in them.
I can sometimes, but not reliably, get hosting at a third party's residence, so whoever responds will need to agree to that arrangement, or other arrangements must be made. I have often made late night rondezvous to service men in local safe area outdoor locations. If you find that I'm on-line between 10pm and 12 midnight, there's a good chance for you to come and pick me up for a blow-job. Obviously, only fairly local regional respondants should contact me for such meetings. For quicker contact, my e-mail address is deperif@aol.com."
After my new profile was posted, I began to get more inquiries in the form of messages on the site and e-mails. However nothing had come of it, and my desire for more intimate male sexual experience that I expressed in my profile seemed to be something for the future. I simply would have to content myself with masturbating to the fantasies of a man forcing me to submit to him the way I was wanting it to happen.....by seduction, rape, making a women of me as he takes me, all of that which I was wanting to feel with a man dominating me.
Then things changed. I got a message from Randy on the site (which I'll refer to as SD) who wanted to get together with me after reading my "new" profile. I had been in contact with him in previous months by messages and e-mails when I was only into offering oral sex and barely hinting of any other activities. But now that he'd seen my other interests posted, he was very eager and horny to meet me and do to me what I was wishing for....that and more. I was very excited as I exchanged SD messages with him, and we began to talk about a place and time where we could meet. He was a single gay man...and not my usual type male to become intimate with because I'd always felt safer with married bi-sexual or divorced men. However, he was always free to meet men, and I wasn't able to easily get away from a wife of 40 years who, like me, was retired and usually home with me.
Finally, about 2 weeks after our initial discussions for meeting, our "schedules" seemed to click and we had a time and place to get together. My wife was going to be out of town for 3 days attending a political conference in pereparation for upcoming November elections, and I could get away to meet Randy at his home some 30 miles away. I was very excited, as it seemed he was as well. The Friday evening of the day my wife had left was selected to meet. I drove the 30 miles to Randy's home with an erection all the way. I was eagerly anticipating sexual relations with a man that were unlike any- thing I'd previously consented to. I wasn't just going to provide oral service to a man as I'd been doing for the past several months, and then leave with very little having been done but that...maybe some light kissing and body contact, but that's all. No....now I was meeting a man who was going to be intimate with me and force me to be intimate with him in a much broader and deeper sense. Not only was I going to experience him by tasting his cock, balls, and semen, but now I would be experiencing him through his lust for my body....through his kissing me deeply, tasting my mouth, face-to-face and with emotional eye and body contact, and his having me taste and receive his saliva as he wetly and very passionately explored my mouth with his tongue as our mouths stayed open and in contact to exchange eachother's spit. I wanted this intimacy so very much!
Finally, after about 45 minutes of driving, I arrived at Randy's apartment. As soon as I parked my car and got out, I saw the door to his apartment open. Randy stood at 6' and was quite well built, weighing just over 220 lbs. He wore glasses and had graying hair. He was just shy of 50 years old, and appeared very masculine and desirable to me as a man that I could give myself to like a woman would. I was feeling an erection building even as I walked toward his doorway. This man was going to make me submit to him! I was going to let him enjoy my body.....to pleasure him, give him access to my mouth, my skin, my lips, tongue, genitals, and rectum to do with as he pleased. Tonight, he would get to know me as no other person does. And if what I think was true about me, I was going to get to know him more than I'd ever been able to know a man. Not only was I going to know what he was like as he ejaculated in my mouth, but I was going to learn what he was like as he ejaculated in my rectum. Those thoughs were so hot!
He was barefoot, in jeans, a sportshirt open and not tucked in, and with gray chesthair visible. He smiled and extended his hand and we shook hands. "Hello, Randy," I said. "Hello to you, Frank," he replied. Our handshakes were firm and honest. I was tingling with anticipation and desire for this younger man who I was going to submit my body and soul to for our mutual pleasure. I was going to become his... belong to him is so many intimate ways....this I firmly believed, and I loved the thought of it. At my 5'4" he was a full 8" taller than me, and over 75 pounds heavier. If he wanted to, he could totally have his way with me and I'd be unable to stop him. That thought excited me so very much! Role-play of forced love-making and sexual intercourse was in my SD profile and what we'd previously discussed, and I now so wanted that to happen. I wanted this man to have to fight me to win me. It was a fantasy of mine that often provoked a very strong orgasm and lots of cum out of me. I was hoping he would be turned on by such activities...having to win me by force and persistance as I resisted this very virile and masculine man.
We exchanged pleasantries for a minute or so as he closed the door and led me toward his bedroom. When we reached his bed and while he began to disrobe he asked "How do you want this to go, Frank....easy or hard?" I was taken aback by his tone of voice and change in demeanor. "What do you mean?" I replied. He looked at me and said "You know, are you going to be willing, or am I going to have to give you some directions...make you fall into line with what I want and need?" I then suddenly realized how it was going to be up to me to decide how real my forced sexual submission was going to be. Randy was serious. He was big, strong, masculine, and very virile. If he needed me to satisfy his manly lusts....for gratification, he was going to go to extreme lengths to get what he wanted. I could truly be raped, if I so decided to be. It was so incredibly erotic and exciting! I was going to have my fantasy fulfilled at what ever level I wished.
Randy was quickly nude. He had a very serious and determined look on his face, and his breathing was hard, deep, and fast. His cut 7" erection left me with no doubts about his manhood, either. His legs were so sexy...rough, like a 50 year old's should be somewhat, hairy with ample gray hair, and strong...so very strongly built. I was going to be forced to have sex with a real man...a horny hunk who seemed to find my small stocky body and frame, even while clothed, desirable.....an object of lust. The thought sent shivers through me, but also made me realize my vulnerability.....almost helplessness against this man who could possess and use me in just about any way he wished. I'd just now willingly put myself in that position. I hoped I would not regret it. It was now scary to me, while at the same time incredibly exciting and erotic. I was still fully dressed, and yet I felt completely nude as Randy's eyes seemed to scan me and penetrate my clothing....my last defense of privacy before he would strip me of all my secrets....my wishes and desires for intimacy and sexual pleasures with a man.
Randy stepped over to me and started to unbutton my shirt. I moved back from him and said "No...I don't think we should go any further." Randy seemed unsure of whether I was playing a role or meant it for real. His eyes got wider, and he said "Like hell! You're going to do everything I ask and want, and I don't know or give a shit if you're going to be role playing or not...serious or not. You're here, and you belong to me, babe." He said it with such earnestness and with an edge of anger in his voice. His eyes made burning contact with mine, and I was now feeling a true loss of control over my destiny with this man. He seemed so different from what I'd imagined in e-mails and SD messages...even over phone calls. My erection was fading fast, while I couldn't hope but notice that his was rock hard and wet with drooling precum. I was suddenly scared and even repulsed by him. Maybe forced sex or rape wasn't really what I wanted....wasn't for me after all.
Randy reached over and began to unbutton my shirt. I started to stop him, but his steel glance toward me made me think twice and I stood still while he took off my shirt and eyed my bare upper body. He smiled, or sneered, while he let my shirt fall to the floor. He next began unbuckling my belt and unbuttoning my pants. I felt so unmasked as he began to look at my lower body as he dropped my pants and slid my briefs down to my ankles. "Step out of them," he ordered. I did just that, and he untied my shoes. "Sit on the bed, Frank," he ordered, and I did so, as he took off my shoes and slid off my socks. I was then sitting on the edge of his bed, nude. He began to fondle my feet, legs, and thighs. His hands were soft, but his pressure was firm... like he was wanting to control my senses. I was tense. "Relax, babe," he said...more softly now. I was no longer sure of role-play or reality. I was thinking that this was real. I started to get off the bed and stand up. He quickly pushed me back onto the bed, and then he stood before me with his erection inches from my face. "Suck it some," he said. I hesitantly took his hot throbbing erection into my mouth. His precum was somewhat salty, but very exciting to taste. A man's intimate fluids from his penis always excites me. He then withdrew his penis, and he immediately climbed on top of me. He was big, heavy, so strong. I knew I was going to be had.
He pressed his body to mine and placed his hands on both sides of my face...deeply looking into my brown eyes with his gray blue eyes. He wasn't smiling...just looking, I felt, into my soul. Then he pressed his mouth to mine. His lips were very soft and so wet. His tongue swiped at my lips and began to probe my mouth through my lips and teeth, as I felt a flood of saliva over my mouth from his. He pulled back and said "open." I said "no, please don't, I don't think I want this." Again he said "open," but his time more omenously. I did just what he asked, and then It began. I felt his tongue begin to probe, explore, wipe around the entire inside of my mouth... deeply. He had a very long and skillful tongue. He was treating my mouth like it was a woman's vagina....her cunt. He was fucking my mouth with his tongue as he began to hump my body. His wet stiff cock rubbing against my thighs which were still tightly closed.
"Open those legs, bitch," he ordered. I was scared, and I did what he said. He began to hump me now in ernest like I was his woman. His cock felt so wet and hot against my thighs and underneath my ball sack where it often probed. He was very excited....breathing hard and fast. He began to kiss my shoulders, neck, face, eyes, very lovingly but also in a very determined and controlling manner. His kisses were wet, soft, very intimate, and I felt myself beginning to respond. His mouth on my neck and shoulders was so erotic, as his breath blew over them with his kisses. I began to respond with an erection. My arms and hands which had been pushing him away, or passively resting at the sides of my head, now began to reach out to him and I suddenly found myself caressing his back and neck... holding him. He suddenly clasped both my hands in his, like he was telling me he loved me. It was so moving...erotic. He sensed this and became even more excited. "You like this, don't you little man?" he grunted. You want your Randy to cum, don't you? I wanted to say no....yes, no. I didn't quite know what to say. I was scared. His cock was so wet! I felt him all over my ball sack and underneath it. It was hot, hard, and wet. It was a real man's cock and testicles ...full of desire and cum. He was kissing me again, and this time I was returning his kisses in equal measure. I was hard and wet now, and he felt it against his stomach. He grabbed my cock and squeezed it on and off as he humped and built up his passion.
After another minute or so he raised up from me and grabbed a pillow off the bed. He grabbed my two ankles together and lifted them up as he slid the pillow underneath my butt which wound up high in the air facing his erect cock. He began to kiss my feet, legs, knees, and thighs....wet hicky type kisses which left small red marks each time. Instinctively I knew what he wanted and what came next. I spread my legs and lifted my feet over his shoulders. We both were so hard and wet, and he began to stroke my penis and swipe precum from it to lick it off his fingers. He bent down to me and began to kiss my lips and mouth. I was now so very excited by this man as I returned his kisses in ernest and held him lovingly to me. He was kissing my ears...licking each one in turn, and I was returning each favor to him. He then whispered to me, "I want to fuck you, Frank....cum inside your ass.....bareback." "Yes, yes, Randy," I sighed. "Give it to me, please. cum in me...no condom. I want to feel your seed...wet and hot, spurt inside me." He raised up, positioned his wet hard cock to my anal entry, and then he began to push...slowly, gently, steadily, and lovingly. In about a minute he was inside me. I was experiencing a man inside me for the first time in my life. It was wonderful! I felt so fulfilled. He bent down so that we could kiss, and I then told him what I felt. "Randy, I love you, love you. It's so good. God, you're making it feel so good!" His thrusts were deep, slow, and very personal. He felt bigger and bigger with each thrust. What little initial pain I'd felt had vanished quickly. I was being fucked by a real man, and I was loving it so very much. He was massaging my prostate with his wonderful penis. What a wonderful man....wonderful lover. I felt so honored to have his cock penetrating me, and him wanting, desiring me like he did. I now wanted his semen...his sperm to flood me...swim up inside of me and make me like a woman is made by a man. If I could get pregnant by him I felt I would love to. I wanted to be so close to him, and when he ejaculated I knew we would become one...a sacred bond between two loving lusting men.
He was now nearing the point of no return. His thrusts were faster, harder, deeper, and he was almost out of breath. I was so excited as I anticipated my reward...his ejaculation inside my body. His mouth was wet...almost drooling, as he thrust in and out of me. He was kissing me all over my neck, face, mouth, and eyes. I could taste his saliva from his wet deep kisses. I was becoming his totally. Then it began to happen. "Oh, Frank, Frank, I'm going to cum. Oh, God, my God, ohhhhh, ooohhhhhh, aaaahhhhhh aaarrrggghhhh." It was underway. His transfer of semen from his testicles to my colon to flood and inseminate me. I loved the man so much. In that instant I was in hopelessly love with Randy. I began to feel the familiar sweep of tension from my toes to my cock and extremities. I was starting to cum. "Ohhhhhh, ooohhhhhh, aaaahhhhhh, Randy, I'm cummmmiiinnnngggggg, aaarrggghhhhh." I begans spurting on my stomach and Randy's as I lost control to him, while I also felt the warm wetness of my man's pleasure and gift to me. If only I could give him a baby! I was his forever, as far as I was concerned. His seed inside me made him mine as well..a part of him living inside me. It was sacred and wonderful. I had spurted 3-4 spurts and had cum with a man, and he had come inside me. It was wonderful.
After about 5 spurts while he was letting out deep gutteral groans with his penis parked deep inside my ass as he'd stopped moving and simply remained tied to me, we lay together holding eachother. I gave Randy gentle loving kisses all over his face, eyes, mouth, neck and shoulders, and I held him comforting him as he lay over and on top of me. I caressed his back and shoulders and felt him relaxing into a deep afterglow of peace. In about 3 or 4 minutes we kissed and separated, and he took and squeezed my hand while we sat on the edge of the bed. Then I rose to clean up and a rush of my lover's semen ran out of me and down my legs and thighs. He'd cum so much! It was so thrilling to see the proof of my lover's passion ejecting from deep inside me. We made eye contact and smiled at eachother as forever bonded in love.
Any comments are appreciated. Frank deperif@aol.com