I'm 22 and I guess you could consider me a soft butch. I'm 5'5 with an athletic build and short blonde hair. I tried to come out a couple of years ago but my family forced me back into the closet. I've had a couple of girlfriends but none of those relationships ever went very far.
Me and a couple of people from work like to visit the local gay bar a couple of times a week. My friend Andy is gay and Jesse says she's straight. I came out to both of them a few weeks ago and they've been very cool about it.
We've been in the bar for about an hour drinking Long Island Iced Teas and Budweiser and playing pool. The music is pulsing and vibrating the dark, smoky room. The bartender is yelling for last call so we need to finish up our game. Jesse has had a few too many drinks so I'm going to take her home. She's leaning over the pool table lining up a shot (she's good even when she's drunk).
I try not to look at straight girls but Jesse is totally hot. She's a little shorter than me with golden brown skin and short dark hair. It doesn't help that she's so sweet and has a great sense of humor.
I realize that I'm staring and casually look away. Jesse hands me the pool stick as Andy's partner takes his turn. Her hand is still on the stick and out of the corner of my eye I see it run down slowly and gently. Her fingers lightly caress my hand before she steps away for me to take my shot. My body lit up the moment she touched me but I try to push the feelings down. She's drunk and I'm taking it all wrong. I take aim at the cue ball and miss it completely. My face feels hot as I hand the stick back to Jesse. She's sitting on a stool by the small table that holds our drinks. I sit down next to her as Andy sinks the last solid ball. Only the 8-ball left, we're gonna lose. Suddenly I feel Jesse's hand touching my back. She's not looking at me and I don't know what to think. Goosebumps spring up in places I never knew existed. She gently rubs and scratches my back for what feels like an eternity. I never even saw Andy win the game but they're putting the pool sticks away. She takes her hand away as secretly as she placed it there. We get up to take out nearly empty drinks back up to the bar.
The bartender wishes us a good night. I wave and pick up my jacket on the way out the door. I hold the door open for Jesse, Andy, and a couple of other people then let it fall closed. I put my coat on as soon as the cold wind hits my face. Wow, it wasn't this cold when we went inside earlier. Me and Jesse say goodbye to Andy and head off for my car. The icy wind is blowing hard and Jesse is pushing herself in close to me. I guess I must make a good windbreaker. We separate when we reach the car. I open the driver's side door and hit the unlock button. We both get in. Jesse is shivering so I turn on the car and crank up the heater. It'll be warm in a few moments I say. She smiles at me as her teeth chatter from her shivering. I smile my warm protective smile back at her. I back the car up and then head out of the bar's parking lot behind some other cars. I know which town Jesse lives in so I take a left at the traffic light. I ask her what the best way to her house is. She says she's too tired for the 40 minute drive and asks if there is any way she could crash at my place tonight. I say sure. It'll save me the round trip plus we both work tomorrow so I can drive her there. I have a spare bedroom in my apartment that never gets any use anyway. We drive the five minutes to my place. I pull in to the parking lot, turn off the car, and take a deep breath. This is time to practice some self control.
We get out of the car and head up the stairs. I pull out my keys and while I'm unlocking the door I feel her left hand on my back and her head against my shoulder. I open the door and guide her inside. I welcome her to my humble and not so clean abode and toss my keys and jacket on the kitchen table. I tell her to make herself comfortable. She sits down in the family room while I go to the closet to get some pillows for her bed. I toss her the fresh pillows and tell her I'm going to take a quick shower. I don't like sleeping with the smell of smoke. She says that's fine, heads into her room, and closes the door behind her. I grab a towel and some pajamas and go into the bathroom to start the shower water. I close the door and take off my smoke marinated clothes. I can feel the room filling with moist steam. I step into the hot relaxing water and close my eyes.
I think I hear something and snap alert but I don't hear anything else so I start lathering up with soap. As I'm starting to rinse I feel a rush of cold air and then hear Jesse's feet splash in the water behind me. My eyes open wide when I feel her pull her body into my back and slip her arms around my waist. My nipples suddenly harden and a wave a feeling flows over my entire body. Her hands move up to my firm breasts. I grab her hands and turn around to face her. I thought maybe this was the alcohol but her eyes are bright and full of clear intent. That's all the reassurance I need. She runs her right hand down my arm and I gently cup her face in my hands. I pull her to me and we kiss more passionately than I've ever been kissed before. My tongue finds it's way into her mouth and our hands are touching each other everywhere. After what seems like forever I break our kiss and smile. I turn around to grab the bar of soap and start rubbing it all over her beautiful body. Once I've got her covered in soap I rub some shampoo into our hair. We start to rinse off and I systematically kiss all of her newly cleaned places. I turn off the water and we try to wrap in my small towel. I laugh when we start fighting over it. Once we're dry I take her hand and we go into my bedroom. I guess we won't need the spare room after all!
She jumps on my bed and gives me a very cute but provocative look. I join her on the bed, put my arms around her and start kissing her again. Her clean, smooth skin feels so good to my hands I could almost cry. I pull her up onto me and she puts her legs around my back. My right hand starts caressing her breast and then moves to the alert nipple. My left hand starts doing the same. I'm rubbing both of her nipples while we kiss and I can hear her breathing quicken. This gets me more excited than anything. I lie down on my back and guide her sex over my face. Her eyes are closed and she's panting with anticipation. I gently lick and nibble on her outer lips. My arms reach upward and I start gently rubbing my fingers back and forth over her nipples again. She moves her hands down for me and holds herself open. I flick my tongue quickly over her clit and she shudders. I start sucking on her clit and then move my tongue to enter inside her. I dart my tongue in and out of her tasting her sweet juice. I'm sucking her clit again as she starts to orgasm. I hear her moan and I can't help but smile. I lap up the last of her juices as she starts to go limp above me. She lies down next to me and we wrap our limbs around each other as we drift off to sleep.