Descension Into Submission

DESCENSION INTO SUBMISSION-11

Written by

Eugene Marvin

-aka- NPhillydogg@aol.com

And Antonio Reyes @ BUDPLSR@hotmail.com ____________________

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It was difficult keeping my best friend and fellow cop [DeMarco] at bay about what's been going on with me, after accidentally breaking down in front of him {last chp}! He was genuinely concerned for my well being, wanting to get to the bottom of what made me cry in front of him...but I couldn't tell him what happened! How would I explain letting myself get dragged into an alleyway and roughly fucked by some big dick black guy whom I'd previously met at a car accident the week before...? It sounded suspicious!

The Fraternal Order Of Police was a frat house of former jocks who prided themselves on being alpha males! Letting Marco know I allowed myself to be overpowered and raped by a single guy, -only feet from the street, within shouting distance of the public...was not something I could explain easily! Everything happened so fast! I was confused! Terrified! Disorientated! Alone! Scared! And yes, a little curious...! Nothing I say would suffice! In the end I would be an OFFICER who allowed myself to be raped by a civilian, that would be unforgivable to my police brethren!

I awakened on one end of the sectional sofa, while DeMarco slept on the other end, bundled under a thin sheet with the back of his head buried in a pillow! I couldn't help taking the moment to watch him sleep, staring at him as he lay peacefully in a safe setting. I watched his bare chest rise and fall as he breathed in deeply, snoring somewhat with his mouth opened slightly! He was a handsome man, body toned and muscular (@6'1", 195lbs)!

I'd never really noticed before, having always thought of DeMarco as a `brother', but he was very attractive! I found myself wondering what he might be like in bed...? What his cock might look like...? How big when hard...? How it might taste...?

That last thought surprised AND scared me, as I threw back the covers and jumped up to [put distance between us and] make coffee...! What was I doing thinking of Marco that way...?! Was all the gay sex Adeem was forcing onto me starting to turn me into a pervert...!? I must have been banging around the coffee pot too loudly...because Marco came wandering in a minute later [in nothing but his boxer-briefs], rubbing the `sleep' from his eyes as he asked me how I was doing this morning...?

"I'm good..." I lied, trying not to repeat the events of last night! "...I'm feeling a lot better, thanks man...!...for coming to my aid like you did! I appreciate it!"

"What are brothers for...?" asked Marco, taking a seat at the table [watching me closely]!

"Susanne back today, isn't she...?" he asked, curiously [making conversation]!

"uh...yeah..." I answered, waiting for the coffee to start percolating! "...but I'm not sure what time...!" I added truthfully, having no idea when my wife was coming home from visiting her mother!

"Well...you don't think she'll be coming home NOW, do you...?" he asked! "I don't want to scare her, sitting around in my underwear...!" he joked!

I looked over Marco's body...!

"She wouldn't be scared..." I admired, "...trust me! I might have to stop her from staring too long!" I joked!

Marco laughed! I grabbed 2 cups down from the overhead cupboard, then started pouring our freshly brewed coffees, placing cream and sugar in front of him to sweeten to his liking!

"I wish we didn't have to work today..." he said, adding a dab of cream and 1 spoon of sugar! "...I'd love to just sit around here in our underwear watching tv...!" he joked. "Seems like ages since we were able to just chill-out and relax without some personal drama forcing us to reunite!"

"Yeah, I know..." I said, adding 2 dashes of cream and 3 spoons of sugar to my own cup! "...I'd like that too...but its too late to call off from work!" I reasoned!

"By the way...don't you have to go home and change into your uniform...?"

"No. I brought it with me just in case..." said DeMarco [always thinking ahead]! "...its in the car!"

"Cool!" I said, taking a sip from my cup! "You wanna shower first...or should I...?" I asked!

"We'd save water if we showered together...!" teased Marco, making me choke on my coffee...!...and then laughing out loud when I spilled it over the countertop!

"geez Tony, I was just joking man..., relax!" he revealed [making me feel like a total fool]! "I'll shower first..." he volunteered, getting up from the table! "...just let me get my uniform from the car...!" he added, as I watched him walk out of the room [to slip on his pants to go outside]! I couldn't help staring at his magnificent butt as he walked away, wondering what my FACE would feel like smashed in-between the cheeks...?

After our showers, DeMarco and I went into work [separately], reporting for duty! DeMarco was assigned his area to patrol, and I was assigned mine! 2 hours later Susanne texted to tell me she'd made it home alright! We texted back and forth for awhile, until an emergency `call' came through that I had to take, turning on the lights and sirens as I speeded to the address given...!

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Midway through my day, I got a phone-call from Adeem, which was totally unexpected since he usually texted his instructions!

`Sup bitch? Be at my house at 6:30 sharp! Tell that cunt wife of yurs that yur gonna be home late!' he said, before hanging up in my ear! I immediately felt my skin grow cold, as the tiny hairs on the back of my neck took stance! WHY did he sound so foreboding...? WHAT was he planning for me tonight...? And WHY did he have to mention my WIFE in this...?

I arrived at Adeem's apartment building at 6:30 SHARP! As always I tried to enter discreetly [in complete uniform], but people always notice when a COP car parks on their block! I could feel eyes on me as I headed into his building, finding his apartment to knock firmly on the door!

"Strip OUT THERE!" yelled his voice through the door! At first I had HOPED that I'd heard wrong...?...until he continued! "Once yur naked, leave yur clothes on the floor in the hall, then wait 5mins before coming in on yur hands and knees!"

So I HADN'T heard wrong, -I thought to myself, as I complied to his orders, looking around nervously, fearful that I might get caught! I wasn't sure what was happening...? Was I supposed to bring my uniform in with me...?...or leave it out here in the hall...? I definitely didn't feel comfortable leaving my cell-phone and GUN in a strange hallway, anyone could find it and take it [even a kid]! But since I wasn't sure what he had planned..., I HID my utility belt [which housed my weapon] inside my pants on the floor, then placed my shirt over it, badge down, so no one could easily look at it and tell it was a cop's uniform!

Then I waited!

5mins seem to tick by forever! I held my hands over my genitals, looking around the hallway to make sure no one was watching or coming out of one of the nearby apartments...? When it felt like 5mins were up, I got down on my hands and knees before reaching up to carefully test the doorknob...peeking in [for his approval] before venturing inside...! As I started to crawl into the living room...I was suddenly [viscously] attacked with a hard KICK in the ribs, knocking me to the floor!

"On yur stomach, bitch!" he barked, as I quickly flattened out on my belly!

I could FEEL Adeem sitting on my back! He started SLAPPING my ass very hard several dozen times with his open hand! I clenched my ass cheeks together tightly for the impacts, but they still stung anyway! Then Adeem got up and made me lift up into doggy-position on all fours...and proceeded to WHIP my ass with a leather belt he had wrapped about his waist! I wanted to SCREAM out in physical pain, but couldn't, knowing it would draw unwanted attentions to me! But Adeem wouldn't stop! He kept hitting me and hitting me, the strap hitting both cheeks, my back, thighs, hips, and even my low hanging balls with one particular misplaced swing! I finally cried out in excruciating pain! I couldn't hold back the tears from flowing dramatically!

"WHO the fuck do you think you ARE...?" he asked [between hits]! "WHO gave yur sorry ass permission to TALK to my fucking FAG...? You all thought you were slick getting together away from me...!...but yur stupid ass was SEEN and reported back to me!

"You don't talk to NOBODY I don't tell you to talk to! Got that bitch?" he asked! As I looked up to answer, I noticed all of this happened [me crying, yelling, and getting my ass whipped] with the front door open!

He finally stopped when he tossed the belt onto the floor and told me to: "Take my shorts off, Pig!" I blinked through the tears, then leaned up and grabbed the waistband of his shorts with my TEETH...lowering them to the floor [as ordered]! His 9.5" hard dick sprung up and flopped about in view like a springboard! Then he stepped out of his underwear and walked over to the sofa, making me crawl along behind him! I glanced back at the open door [desperately afraid someone would walk by and see me], realizing HE had no intentions on closing it!

Adeem took his seat on the sofa, then ordered me to: "Get to sucking, whore!" I crawled up between his spread legs and took his cockhead in my mouth, running my tongue over the piss-slit, suckling the head! Then I started to go deeper, taking more and more of his thick dark dick between my lips as I allowed it to open my throat!

"That fag is MY property...just as YOU are! You will NEVER speak to it' again! Understand?" he demanded, staring down at me cruelly [like a dictator]! "That lil' pussy had been under my control since the day he called me to talk about the accident'!" chuckled Adeem! "He thought he could convince me to let them off the hood after running into my ride...! But I hooked HIM instead! I had my dick in his mouth before he could even understand what was happening! Bitch even invited me IN to take him!" he laughed, thinking back on what happened!

I was slobbering all over his dick as he talked, riveted in what he had to say [Adeem NEVER talked this much, I made sure not to interrupt and suck better than ever to avoid being BEAT again]! I wanted to ask him to please close the door, knowing my bare asshole would be visible to anyone walking by! Someone [anyone] could easily look in and see a naked white man being bitched out and sucking Adeem's big black cock...!...unfortunately leaving nothing to the imagination!

"He actually CALLED me to come to him...inviting me inside, offering me something to drink, n'shit! I watched him sitting in front of me with his lil' punk decorative shorts, flip-flops, and tank-top...practically BEGGING for me to fuck him...trying to get me to accept a smaller cash payment and not file my claim...worried that his girl's insurance premiums would go up!

"I told him that there's no fucking way that amount would cover my costs! He needed to cough up a few more grand, THEN we could talk! He sat there trying to bargain with me, even tried to intimidate me like I was some punk! I caught him looking at my crotch! So I purposely grabbed myself and started rubbing my dick! His eyes zoomed right in on it, wondering what lay beneath? I told him: Listen bitch, if you wanna settle this, double that amount!' He didn't even react when I called him bitch'! He got up and walked by me, heading into the bedroom to get the money! On his way back I made my move, tripping him with my foot, knocking him to the floor! I quickly stand over him, pushing him back down when he tried to get up, forcing him back against the base of the chair! His face was even with my now tenting crotch! I see his EYES focus in on it! Now bitch...the total due is gonna include a fucking blowjob!' I ordered, as he looked up at me and said no way man', but made no effort to move from his point of view! I reached down and traced the shaft of my dick through my pants, watching his eyes follow! I lean forward and press my hard crotch against his upturned face! He simply turns away! So I undid the fasten and lowered my zipper, pushing my pants down about my thighs, allowing my dick to spring up into the open! With my hard-on aimed to his face...I leaned back in and let it touch against his cheeks and lips! When he tried to turn away again, I grabbed his head and forced him to face my dick! I rubbed the fat head over his pink pouty lips, then pushed in to gain entry! He moaned no', but didn't fight as I added more pressure to pry his mouth open! Within seconds my dickhead was in his mouth, taking up room in his cavity! I held his head tighter and pushed more dick in his mouth! Watch the fucking teeth, bitch...' I warned, ...or I'll knock em down yur throat!'

"He watched his teeth after that!

"For the next 10 to 15 minutes I played around in his mouth, fucking it deeper, stretching it wider, testing his depth, making him CHOKE on it! Once I got into his throat he started to really GAG! `Don't fucking vomit on me, bitch! Breathe through yur fucking nose! Yur gonna take this dick one way or another!' I warned!

"I was able to get most of my dick down his throat, working his face closer and closer towards my groin! This bitch was too easy! I started to fuck his face at a steady pace, pushing my dickhead further into his throat, feeling the tight oral muscle clamp around my dickhead! I thought about seeding his throat right then and there...but I wanted to teach him a lesson first!

"I pulled out of his mouth after 15mins of throat stretching! Strip, bitch!' I ordered, slapping him across the face to get his attention! He got up and slipped out of his flip-flops, Bermuda shorts, briefs, and t-shirt! I turned him around [away from me], then pushed him over the back of the chair and slapped his fat butt like one of his hoes! It was smooth except for a lil' dark hair around his cunt! I opened his ass up to find his pink virgin pussy staring back at me! I spit on my fingers, then smeared them up over his cunt and pushed him further down in the chair, leaving his ass up and vulnerable! He didn't make an effort to get away until he felt my dickhead touch against his tiny bud...pleading with me not to fuck him, swearing that he wasn't gay, begging to suck my dick instead, promising to do a better job! But I ignored him and started to press the head into him, making his pussy cry out in pain! Please, don't! Don't fuck me like this, man! There's LUBE in the bathroom! Please let me get it!' he bargained! I grab him by the back of his hair, hoisting him up out of the chair, telling him to: `lead the way, bitch!'

"I let the faggot-bitch lead me into the bathroom! He bend down and pulled a bottle of lubricant from under the sink! I pushed him forward over the counter, smashing his face against the mirror! `Open it' I ordered! He opened the lube as I put my hand out in front of him, letting him squeeze a generous amount into my hand before smearing it all up his ass crack, moistening his virgin cunt! I slipped a finger, then 2, then 3 into his pussy, causing him to yell out and scream with each entry! I warned him that if he made too much noise, his nosy neighbors might come calling and find him with a big dick up his ass! He tried to keep the noise to a minimum, as I drove my fingers back and forth through him roughly, making SURE it was uncomfortable!"

"Then I pulled my fingers out and replaced them with my dickhead again! This time I could feel his cunt-hole starting to pry open, still fighting to stay sealed but losing miserably! I felt the dickhead pop through, as his anal ring clamped down on me like a vice-grip! I pushed in again, burying about HALF of it in his roost, making him scream out in pain [forgetting about his neighbors]! I pulled back until only the head remained trapped in his cunt...then shoved back in [harder], driving my entire prick into him, showing him exactly WHO the real BOSS was in charge!

"I felt him jolt and buck as he tried to get away, but I easily held him in place, pressing his head in against the mirror while holding onto his hip, keeping my dick buried [bone deep] in his ass! He wasn't going anywhere!

"I immediately pulled back and started fucking, not giving him a fucking moment to rest! I could feel the tight cunt squeezing my dick, trying to push me out, but I kept thrusting back in, digging through his graveyard, clearing a path straight into his bowels! I looked up at him and could see tears streaming his face through the mirror! I gripped a fistful of his Rican hair and pulled him up to make him face the mirror! Look, bitch...' I growled, making him see himself! ...open yur fucking eyes! Look at ME!' I ordered! Look at the nigga taking yur fucking cherry! Turning you into his pussy!' I grinned! Look at you! You can't even protect yurself, let alone yur bitch! I can feel my load building in my balls! I'm gonna BREED this faggot pussy and turn it into a cunt!' No, please don't...!' he begged! Shut up, bitch!' I said, slapping the back of his head!

"I pounded that bitch's pussy for another 3 or 4 minutes before I finally rammed all the way up his ass and let my load go! ARRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...!!' I yelled out loudly, making sure everybody in his fucking building heard me, pressing him hard against the counter as I breed him deeply! He could FEEL my hot seed searing his inside, stealing his manhood, turning him from a man to a chick! My dick twitched in his ass until I stopped coming! Then I pulled out and lifted my pants! I grabbed the money which was still gripped in his fist, then peeled a twenty dollar bill off and stuck it up in his cum slick ass crack! That's for the pussy!' I gloated, slapping his rump before walking out of the apartment! When I got to my car I called up Ray and told him I had us a new `white white pussy to fuck'!

"So...NOW you know, he's my pussy and yur my cunt! Pussy don't talk to cunt!"

I looked up at Adeem, my mouth still surrounding his thick hard cock, as droplets of his thick sperm [which had erupted in my mouth] drooled down the sides of his rod as I took his sudden load, drinking what I could and licking up the rest!

Just then I heard movement behind me at the open door...!

"Yo...I ain't get an invite to this show!" joked Ray, slamming the door behind him!

I tried to turn to see him [to see if he was alone or not], but Adeem grabbed my head and forced it down on his still hard cock! He held me down with my nose crushed against his pubes! He then pulled my head up until only the large head was in my mouth! I tried breathing around it [my nose completely stuffed with snot from sucking and crying], but he forced my head back down again! I could feel the head opening my throat, blocking off my air passages, making it impossible to breathe! He continued to fuck my mouth roughly, with fresh tears streaming down my cheeks, my nose running and slobber and drool spilling down over my chin!

I could hear Adeem and Ray talking above me, but I couldn't understand what they were saying [the hacking, choking, and gagging preventing me from concentrating]! I felt Adeem ram his cock deep in my throat and hold it there, grabbing my head with both hands, keeping me in place as his pubes were buried in my nose and my forehead plastered against his stomach abs! He held me there for the longest time without letting me up! I struggled to breathe, but my passages were all blocked! I started to panic and feel woozy from a lack of oxygen, as I looked up at him, pleading with him with my eyes, but he just smirked before saying something amusing to his friend Ray! The room started to darken around me and I began to lose all strength and consciousness! I thought I was a goner, believing HE was going to kill me by suffocating me on his cock! But before I could pass-out totally, I felt the sharp PAIN of penetration shoot through my bottom as Ray rammed his cock up my ass full length! I tried screaming out around Adeem's cock, but nothing came out [totally muzzled]!

Adeem let go of my head, letting me slide sideways [weakly] off his cock, as air started to enter my lungs, allowing me to scream out from the pain! But only a fraction of my voice could be heard, as my throat was so sore and hoarse! I could feel Ray grounding his thick 10' dick around inside me before he pulled back and rammed in again [his big balls slapping against my sore aching testes]! Adeem gripped my head and started fucking my face again while his buddy started ramming in and out of my asshole! They fucked me at both ends, uncaring of my pain and discomfort, as I struggled to stay up on my hands and knees in-between them! Still weak from the beating and deprivation of oxygen...my arms and legs felt wobbly! I fell forward on Adeem, his cock going straight into my throat from the weight of my lapsed body, unable to hold myself up! Meanwhile Ray was fucking me hard, slapping my ass with his large hands and making my already sore ass cheeks STING! I didn't know WHERE to concentrate...? Which pain was worse? There were SO many sensations happening at once, making it impossible to think straight!

Adeem pulled out of my throat and started slapping his cock against my delirious face like a mallet! Then he rubbed the head over my lips and across my chin, cheeks, and eyes! He grabbed me by the hair and forced me to look up at him..., then he leaned in and SPIT on my face, rubbing in the slimy gob of saliva with his hard-on! I could only groan in response, lying weakly between the 2 of them, unable to do little more than be their pin-cushion as Ray continued ramming my ass hard and deep!

"Look at me, pig..." said Adeem [looking foreboding and ominous]! "...don't you EVER try to disobey me or go against my wishes again!" at that very same moment I felt Ray pull his thick cock from my ass completely...then RAMMED it back in gut deep [one thrust]! `URRHHHGG...!!' I grunt from the unbearable pain [seeing stars], trying to still focus on Adeem's serious face! Ray pulled out again, then rammed in again, repeating this over and over until my asshole was taking it with less and less pain, wedged open and wide from his constant drilling!

Adeem slapped my face to regain my attention [as my starry eyes tried to focus in on only him solely]! "NEVER talk to the `pussy' again!" he ordered [getting back to his point]! "You never talk to anyone unless I authorize it first! Got that? You ain't got NO fucking rights here, bitch! You DO what I say, when I say, how I say, and with WHO I say! Is that clear?" But before I could answer, he rammed his hard 9.5" cock back in my mouth, fucking my face while Ray continued to pound into my ass [roughly]! What felt like an HOUR had passed with the 2 of them still spit-roasting me on the ends of their enormous dicks [like a pig over an open flame]!

Adeem pulled out of me first...!

"Let the pig up!" he told Ray, whom pulled out of my ass a moment later!

I stood up between them [wobbly], as Adeem walked around behind me! I felt his hand grab my ass...then felt him shove his 2 long middle-fingers up my well-worn chute, holding my butt like a bowling ball! "Let's go in there!" he suggested, as Ray lead the way towards Adeem's bedroom! Adeem pushed me toward to follow, guiding me with his fingers in my hole, making me walk on my tip-toes!

I thought we were heading to the bedroom...but noticed Ray waiting for us in the bathroom instead, sitting on the edge of the tub! Adeem pushed me inside, then forced me to my knees in front of Ray! "Suck that dick, hoe!" he snared, as I leaned in to take Ray's stiff standing dark dick between my lips, swallowing as much of him as I could manage without gagging! Ray gripped the back of my head and FORCED me to go down farther, spearing his thick rod straight down the back of my neck!

At the same time I felt Adeem spreading my ass cheeks! He leaned in and spit onto my asshole, then started working his fingers around inside me! He added another finger, then another, twisting and turning them about and ramming them roughly in and out! "Got FOUR fingers in this pig pussy!" he announced to his friend, stretching my asshole while Ray started ramming my throat! I felt Adeem twisting the 4 digits around in my rectum...then felt him yank them out of my ass! I fully expected to feel his cock ram into me...but was surprised when I felt something warm and wet splattering against my back instead!

"ahh...yeeeaaahhhh...!" he moaned, pissing on my back!

I could feel him moving the stream over my back, ribs, neck, ass, and balls! I could feel the heat washing over my weak abused hole, some of it even entering my rectum! While Adeem was soaking my back, Ray released his own hot stream down the back of my throat! At first I thought he was coming, but the volume seemed too big! It backed up and flooded out of my mouth! Ray pulled back and aimed the rest of his piss directly over my face, as I coughed and choked, [closing my eyes], spitting out the rancid waste as he soaked my head, face, and hair in urine! The piss smell was overwhelming! I couldn't believe this was happening to me! Of all the things they've done to me over the months, this HAD to be the most degrading! How did I let this go this far? How much lower could I go...? As those thoughts were racing through my head, Adeem grabbed my ass with both hands, spreading it open, then shoved his cock in my swollen wet hole! I could feel him still pissing as some of it filled my rectum and colon, backing out of me as he started to fuck in and out! The urine was hot [practically scolding], as he finished off inside me while fucking!

While I struggled with spitting piss out of my mouth, Adeem was starting to fuck my ass hard, battering my already sore and stretched anus with long deep strokes! The pain was almost too much to bear! I just closed my eyes and mind to the inevitable abuse I still needed to endure...!...the knowledge that he would breed my previously straight and once virgin asshole [AGAIN] was more than I could take at the moment!

With my eyes still closed I could feel Ray pushing his piss dripping dickhead against my lips! I opened up to let him back in, knowing I had no choice! I was nothing but a cumdump to these guys [nothing more, nothing less]! A TOY for them to use and fuck for their pleasures!

I felt my resistance leave my body at that moment! I am resigned to this position, to this NEW life! I wonder how much longer I could continue to live a double life...? Playing the straight-laced married husband and police officer in public...and the worthless cumdump for these guys behind closed doors...? I felt the tears falling from my eyes again, tasting the staleness of their saltiness, or was that from the piss...? Adeem and Ray spit-roasted me for several more minutes, pounding me at both ends at once, slapping my ass and pulling at my head and hips, shoving their fat pricks into me deeper! I could feel Adeem coming to conclusion as he fucked me extra-hard and rough...then felt him ram all the way inside me, shooting perhaps his biggest load ever into my aching bowels!

"ARRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGG...!!!" he yelled, breeding his cunt! I no longer had an asshole, I had a `cunt', a pussy [like my wife]! I could feel his hot load gushing into my colon, feeling some of the backup leak out around his deeply embedded prick! I could even feel his cock pulsating and throbbing inside me as it pumped me full of his ball sludge!

At the same moment Ray was spearing the length of his cock into my throat, beating my face with the same intense pace Adeem did my ass! Then he pulled my head in to his pubes unexpectedly...then shot his own thick hot load down my throat! I felt the first 2 ropes of cum coating my esophagus before he pulled out and jacked the next 5 wads all over my face [hitting my left eye, hair, cheeks, and lips]! Then he pushed back into my mouth and made me finish him off, making me suckle out the last oozing drops to consume! They both high-fived each other before yanking their cocks out of me and walking out of the bathroom! Adeem threw me a towel, which I started to use to clean off my face...!

"That's not for YOU, you dumb-bitch...!...clean my fucking floor!" he directed!

I got back on my hands and knees and started wiping up all the piss they spilled while showering me! It was a daunting task, as they both had full bladders! I had to rinse and ring out the towel sever dozen times! Finally once it was clean [perhaps cleaner than when we started], I folded the wet towel over the edge of the sink and started to crawl out into the living room [where both men were now sitting, drinking, talking, and watching tv]! They didn't even acknowledge me as I knelt there waiting for further instructions! When nothing happened, I crawled back to the door and quietly exited, grateful that my uniform [and weapons] were still intact on the floor in the hallway! I stood up and got dressed as fast as I could, still fearful that someone might round the corner or come out of one of the apartments at any moment and catch me!

Once dressed I ran back out to my car, taking off as fast as I could!

After a few blocks I found a quiet secluded place to pull over and park, trying to come to terms with what just happened to me! My body was shaking uncontrollably! The stench of piss and cum was so strong that I felt nauseated! I could barely drive! Hardly concentrate! I was in no condition to be behind the wheel! I didn't know what to do! I couldn't go home! Not like this! Paper towels and wet-wipes was not enough for this task! I couldn't go to the precinct's showers for obvious reasons [I smelt like a urinal]! Maybe the gym [same problem]...? Marco's house...?

I didn't have a lot of options! I was trying to figure out the best place to wash up with fresh tears running down my face! I couldn't believe where my LIFE was at now! What I had become! That bastard had broken me down bit by emotional bit, having taken every ounce of my life and torn it all apart! All for his amusement! Tearing me down! I no longer felt masculine nor manly! I was less than a woman, less than gay! He was convincing me that I really was a pussy! Nothing more!

"NO!" I yelled out loud in the car, punching at the roof with my fist! "I'm no fucking pussy! I'm a man! And a police officer! A husband! A father! I'm someone's SON!" I declared, yet the stench of piss and cum all over my body, AND the constant ACHE in my bowels and throat told a very different story! I looked in the rearview mirror and no longer saw myself! I was a different person [wet hair, puffy lips, red stinging eyes]! I saw a beaten man! No, I saw a beaten `pussy' of a man!

Just then my cell phone rang! I looked at the ID and knew it was DeMarco! I didn't answer it [I couldn't]! I couldn't hear his voice...!...his authoritative masculine voice! It would LOWER me even more! I was once LIKE him! I was once: a MAN! An authority figure! When his call went to voicemail I listened to his message! He was working a double, and wanted to know if I had been asked to do so also...?

At least now I knew were to go to shower!

I drove to Marco's house, grabbing some spare clothes from the trunk and used my spare key to get inside! I went straight up to his bedroom and bath! I could tell he had gotten dressed for work in a rush; his bed was unmade, and there were clothes thrown all about! In the bathroom lay his boxer-briefs! I stepped into the shower and stood under the hot spray of water, letting it wash off all the disgusting piss, cum, and sweat [from earlier in the day]! I washed by body with his soap, cleansing my asshole as I darted a couple of fingers in, feeling the gush of semen slime out over my inspecting digits, horrified by how OPEN my anus now felt [my fingers sliding in easily]!

The shower water washed away the fresh tears, as I was unable to mask the SHAME I felt! I was SO grateful that my wife couldn't see my asshole! She'd definitely know the difference in it from a few MONTHS ago! The only comfort I had was that I was in Marco's house! Adeem didn't know about Marco, he didn't know where he lived, so it was the only place where I actually felt totally SAFE!

I finished my shower and dried off with Marco's towel, holding it near my face! I inhaled his scent, feeling it soothe and comfort me! I hung it back up...then decided to drop it in the hamper and replace it with a clean one! Then I picked up his boxers to add to the hamper as well...then held them up to the light...feeling something come over me as I suddenly found my face buried in them [inhaling]! I can't explain it, but as I slipped the underwear on I was overcome with a feeling of comfort, safety, and love [like being surrounded by family]! The feeling wasn't sexual, it more calming and tranquil, like a kid feeling safe in his parents' bed!

But then it hit me! What the hell was I doing...? Was I losing my mind? I went into the bedroom and took a seat on the edge of the bed, placing my elbows on my knees, my face in my hands, trying to put things together in my head, trying to understand! I wished Marco was here! I wished my friend [my brother] was with me, making me feel better with just his presence alone! I needed his support! His strength! But what would I tell him...? He could never know the truth about what I'd been going through, it would END our friendship immediately! He would DESPISE the person I had become!

I quickly got dressed to leave, the comfort I WAS feeling now turning to fear of rejection! Fear of losing the most important person in my life...!...next to my wife, of course! I made DeMarco's bed and straightened up his room before driving home to try to put on a convincing act of husband and father!

The house was quiet! I looked around, finding nothing! Susanne's car wasn't in the garage! I called her cell phone, she told me she was out finishing up some errands, then asked if I wouldn't mind starting dinner...? I told her I was exhausted, and asked her to just pick up something on her way home...? Then I went into the bedroom to lie down!

I woke up a few hours later! Susanne was sleeping next to me! She awakened from my movements!

"Hey..." she greeted, noticing I was awake! "...you looked so tired when I got home, I didn't want to disturb you! There's some takeout in the kitchen if you're hungry!" she offered!

"No thanks. I'll just stay in bed!" I said [feeling drained]!

Susanne moved in closer towards me, reaching out to touch my clothed body [I dared not sleep naked least she see the whip-marks on my back and ass]! She moved her hand down towards my crotch, massaging my groin until my cock started to stir! My pants were open so she was able to slip her hand inside, feeling my growing lump through Marco's underwear!

She scooted in even closer, then leaned down and nuzzled her face in my midsection, breathing in DeMarco's scent [through his draws]!

"umm..." he moaned [obviously liking it]! "...just HOW tired are you...?" she asked, as I looked her in the eye before reaching down between her legs to fondle her pussy!

Susanne moaned softly as I rubbed her clitty and darted a finger into her womb [reminding me of when Adeem used my own hole to walk me into his bathroom]! I ignored my thoughts and rolled over on top of her, kissing her lips before sliding down over her body, pulling open her teddy to suckle her tits before going down even further towards her cunt! Susanne spread her legs as I pulled aside her panty-line, licking and sucking at her clit! She ran her fingers through my hair, grinding her box against my face as I flickered my tongue over the sensitive flesh!

After making her cum orally, I climbed up on top of her and pushed my pants and (Marco's) underwear down under my balls-sac and entered her! She groaned a little louder from entry, but quickly settled in as we locked together! I started sliding in and out of her, starting off slow but gradually taking longer deeper strokes! Susanne started getting wet quickly, thrusting her hips up into me, letting me know to keep going! I started to feel better about myself, starting to feel like a MAN again! It felt good being inside my wife, reminding me WHY she married me! We used to fuck so often in the beginning! I wanted it to be like that again! I wanted to be the man I used to be! I wanted my life back! I started fucking her harder, driving my cock into her deeper! Susanne started to cum again, thrashing and gasping as her vagina clamped down on me! I kept fucking her straight through her climax, building to my own! I could feel peeks of myself starting to return! I was getting so close to orgasm when Susanne suddenly reached under my t-shirt and grabbed onto my ribs, causing them to BURN with the painful reminder of my beating! I winced in pain, but continued fucking, determined to finish! I felt my cock seize and thicken, then felt the explosive climax as the cum suddenly shot out of my dick rapidly! I was having a wonderful cum...until I felt a sharp PAIN shoot through my innards, reminding me of the terrible fucking it took tonight!

"URRHHGGGG...!!" I cried out in response to the PAIN [not my climax], but Suanne couldn't tell the difference as she accepted my cum offering, letting it flood into her!

I pulled out of her a few moments later! I laid back down beside her, as she rolled halfway on top of me, kissing me before going into the bathroom to clean up! I just tucked my spent dick back into DeMarco's draws, staring up at the ceiling fan, waiting for the throbbing in my anus to pass!

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The next day seemed to go great! My wife and I had a nice morning together [even having sex a second time], (which has recently been unheard of) before heading in to work! At work I ran into DeMarco, who asked if I'd been at his place last night? [his bed had been made and his room cleaned]! I told him I'd forgot to tell him I went to his place to shower after working out at the gym! "You know how crowded the showers get..., and Susanne complains when I come home all sweaty!" I lied!

"No problem, man...I don't need an explanation! You know you can use my place anytime!" he offered, graciously! "MI Casa, Su Casa, buddy!"

"Thanks, man! You're a great friend!" I beamed!

"Friend my ass, Tony...we're BROTHERS!" he declared out loud, making me smile harder!

The next few days were uneventful! Work was work, and Susie and I were back to having our usual ups and downs! We had a movie `date' night at home, then made out on the sofa like horny teenagers, then made love again [3x in one week] before getting into an argument the very next day! I ran into Marco at work again, promising each other to get together real soon to hang out, then went out on my patrol, finally feeling as if I were getting some of my LIFE back again! Unfortunately the happiness didn't last long!

I got a text from Adeem!

`Be at there by 6pm!' it read, showing an unfamiliar address!

I knew the area, as I'd patrolled it before!

`OK.' I replied, unsure WHAT I was getting into now...?

I went through the rest of my day normally [writing out a dozen or so ticket violations, etc.], then drove to the address Adeem sent me. I had no CLUE what or who I might find there [Adeem? Someone else? A group of guys? A bunch of cop hating thugs]...? I arrived at the house, surprised that it was a nicely maintained single-level family home despite being in a `bad' neighborhood!

I parked in the driveway [behind another car], then walked up to the door and knocked...expecting to be told to strip down naked and crawl inside...! I looked around at the other homes, all with windows and outdoor porches where people could SEE me! I HOPED I wouldn't have to strip naked and give them a free show...? I waited a few minutes, then heard the door open...!

"Hey!" said Ray, standing in the doorway, dressed casually in knee length shorts, sneakers, and a t-shirt! I responded `hello' as he invited me in...pleasantly surprised at how well furnished and stylishly decorated his house looked inside!

I felt my forehead and palms sweating, imagining how BAD it would get once he closed the door behind me [locking me in]! Was there OTHERS hiding deeper in the house, waiting to ambush me?

"This way!" he said, as he guided me through the living room, down a hallway, and into his bedroom! The bedroom was had a large king-sized bed which was covered in modern geometric printed sheets [totally unexpected]!

He sat me down on the edge of the bed and stood in front of me! He grabbed my head in his hands, and I knew what was coming next! Anxiety overcame me as I tried to mentally prepare to have my mouth throat-fucked by Ray's big black cock! I felt him rubbing my face against his crotch, making his semi-hard dick thicken fatter against my cheeks! He pushed me away for a moment as he loosened his belt and lowered his shorts to the floor [he was wearing no underwear], his thick cock springing up to hit me in the face! Then he reached down and grasped my chin, lifting my head up to look at him!

"Open your mouth!" he insisted, as I looked up at him and obediently opened my jaws for him, as he slowly drooled saliva down off his bottom lip, dribbling it straight into my awaiting mouth! I took the big silvery glob as he then guided his dickhead against my lips, pushing straight into my mouth!

I took about half of his cock orally before he pulled backwards and pushed in again! He repeated this several times, inching more and more into me with every forward stroke! I could feel my eyes starting to water as more of his 10 inches pushed into my cavity, entering into my throat, wedging it open!

"umm..." he moaned, obviously liking how my throat felt, as I tried to accommodate him [knowing I'd hear about it later from Adeem if I didn't]! Ray held my head in place to let my throat get used his intrusion! I could feel myself starting to gag, as he moved back slightly until I recovered...then pushed back in, making me take it!

After a few minutes of throat stretching, Ray tightened his hands on my head and started to fuck my mouth! This was unusual, as he wasn't nearly as rough with me as he had been in Adeem's presence! I could feel him guiding his cock down my throat, more-so than ramming it, kind of massaging my throat muscles, letting it pass through with minimal damage!

"Yeah...suck that dick! Take it, bitc...take it!" he said, not finishing the word! Not using the derogatory terms they usually called me!

He also didn't use my name! Then it occurred to me that he doesn't know my name! I realized that they didn't bother to know anything about me because I was never a real person to them! All the time they had been terrorizing and humiliating me, the only names they bothered to call me were: bitch', pig', or `whore'..., I was literally nothing but a cumdump to them! Then again on second thought, I supposed I should be grateful that they didn't know anything about me! Adeem hadn't given them any of my personal information, but instead of being happy, I felt even more used and humiliated...!...like I wasn't anyone! No one special! A non entity!

I tried to put the thoughts out of my mind as I concentrated on the cock in my mouth, wanting to perform well, hoping to avoid any additional unnecessary pain! Ray ran his fingers through my hair, being a lot more gentle than normal! I could feel his cock going deeper and deeper, filling out my throat more as his pubes got closer to my face! Soon he had my nose buried in his bush, as all 10 inches were held in my mouth without much pain or soreness! I was amazed! I could feel his cock throb a little before he backed out and resumed fucking, holding my head steady as he thrust with his hips! I did my best to keep my throat open and relaxed, learning it hurt much less if I simply went with the flow and allowed my neck to stretch gradually!

Ray started to pick up the pace a bit! I felt dribble starting to drool out of the corners of my mouth as he tilted my head back slightly, pulling me down onto my knees for a deeper/better angle! I surrendered my mouth to him completely as he took full control, fucking at the desired pace and depth, thrusting up to 9 inches at a time down my gullet, keeping my throat open as it sawed his way through it!

"arrhhh...!" he groaned, getting close! I fully expected the fucking to get worse, figuring he'd choke me to death like usual, then dump his load down the back of my throat like a broken faucet! But to my surprise he pulled out and started to jack himself, holding his cock close to my face!

"Keep your mouth open!" he ordered, as I opened my mouth and looked up at him! "Yeah, just like that!" he hissed, jacking his cock faster, placing the fat bulbous head against my extended tongue, using it as a landing pad for his load! "Arrhhh fuck..." he grunted, just as his cock swelled and the first of 9 thick white streaks shot out of his cock, painting over my tongue! "...ARRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...!!" he yelled as he came, the hot juice pelting the back of my mouth, coating my uvula! I felt myself GAG, but kept my composure as his cum filled my mouth to overflow [some escaping the edges to drool out over the corners]! I held the cum in my mouth, keeping my mouth open until he finished dumping in it! I felt totally emasculated knelling there, mouth open, with a half pint of cum waiting to spill out!

"Swallow!" he ordered, as I continued to look up at him, closing my mouth to gulp down his reproductive seed [was this how women felt when men asked them to swallow...? No wonder so many of them don't like doing it]!

I swallowed his cum in 2 gulps, feeling it slithering its way down my esophagus and into my stomach, realizing I had probably swallowed more cum in the past months than my wife had in all the years we've been married! Ray tapped his cockhead against my lips, signaling me to re-open! I let him back in and suckled the crown, eating away any remaining droplets left behind in the shaft [as he milked it out with his stroking hand]!

"Take off your uniform!" he instructed, pulling back as I stayed on my knees and started to unbutton my shirt! "Naw..." he protested, as I stopped, believing I did something wrong! "...get up and put yout stuff over there on that chair!" he directed, as I got up and removed my clothes, folding everything and placing them neatly in a pile on a nice lounge chair in the corner of the room [just across from a large flat-screen tv]!

I turned around and Ray was lying in the center of the bed, waiting for me, patting a place for me next to him! I walked over and climbed onto the bed, laying down next to him! Ray put one arm around me [holding me closely], then started to touch my body with his free and, tweaking my nipples roughly and running his thumb over my lips!

"Play with my dick!" he said, as I reached down and took his now flaccid cock in my hand and started to gently pull at it! I felt him place my head on his chest, pushing it down over his stomach, I kind of got the message and took his soft prod back in my mouth and started nursing on it!

I sucked and suckled his soft pud, rolling it around in my mouth with my tongue, trying to re-inflate it so it could continue to abuse me! I thought about how good my wife had it at home, barely touching my cock but once a month or so! Even then I didn't force her to do anything she didn't want to do! I'd gone MONTHS without blowjobs, even when I was desperate for one! I could feel Ray's cock slowly growing under my manipulation! He forced me to swallow it some more, taking it in my throat much easier now that it wasn't fully erect! But soon enough it was at full mast, standing 10 rock-solid black inches as I painted my saliva all over it!

"Go get the lube off the dresser over there!" he commanded, as I pulled off his cock, climbed off the bed, then walked over to the dresser to fetch the lube to make it easier for him to fuck me!

As I turned back around Ray had moved back down to the foot of the bed, his thick muscular legs spread and his 10" cock sticking straight out in front of him [awaiting my hole]!

"Lube yourself!" he induced, as I popped the cap on the bottle and squirted a tiny amount onto my middle-finger before reaching back behind me to rub against my puckered anus!

Ray laughed! "You really ain't used to this, are you...?" he asked!

"No, sir!" I replied!

"Come here!" he ordered, as I walked towards him, handing him the bottle!

Ray squeezed a generous amount onto his fingers...then turned me sideways and smeared his hand up the crack of my ass, saturating my asshole with the stuff, even easing his middle-finger into me before adding a second, then a third...twisting them around inside me, stretching my sphincter muscles, moving the 3 digits in and out as my rectal ring adjusted!

"Here!" he said, making me hold out my hand as he squeezed some more lube into my palm! "Lube my dick!" he instructed, as I reached down and grasped his big dick, sliding my fist up and down the solid shaft, slicking it wetly for the journey into my bowels!

Then Ray removed his fingers and grabbed my hips, turning my back to him as he pulled me backwards and aligned his lube-slick cockhead up to my ass crack! I could feel the dickhead pressing between the ass cheeks, searching for my lubed hole! He guided me back onto him, as the cockhead pressed in against my anus and started to dig in! I grunted as the cock penetrated my rectal ring, then slowly sank in, going deeper and deeper until I felt the usual pressure of intrusion in my colon! However [remarkably], there wasn't as much pain as other times! Of course it still hurt...!...but not nearly as much! Ray held me in place in his lap, pushing all the way up inside me, my butt pressed back against his groin, rubbing against his pubic hair!

I felt so full!

"Now...RIDE my dick!" he barked! "Lift and lower yourself slowly! Get used to that big dick in your butt!"

"Yes, sir!" I responded, doing as told, lifting up off of his long thick cock until only the bulbous head was in my anus...then I lowered myself back down on it, feeling it re-enter me, stretching out my rectum and re-burying itself in my colon!

Ray held onto my waist as I rode him, helping to guide me up and down on his dick, making me set a consistent steady pace, using my legs to bounce up and down [like doing squats in the gym], fucking myself deeply! I was confused by the ease in which I'd been able to take his cock this time, not feeling the horrible pain and stretching of my sore hole like usual! Not that I liked it any better, but it wasn't as demeaning, humiliating, nor physically painful as the usual fucks with him and Adeem! I tried not to think about it too much, as I was actually grateful that he had not hurt me! I found myself fucking faster, as he guided me up and down quicker, his cock going deeper and deeper as my butt started to bang into his pubes regularly!

After some time I started to feel the burn in my thighs [getting quite the workout], my asshole strained to house him as it slid up and down his thick shaft, feeling the burn as the lubricant began to wear off and dry up!

"Get up!" he said, as I pulled off of him [feeling suddenly empty]!

"All fours!" he ordered, as I turned around and climbed back up onto the edge of the bed, presenting my ass to him! Ray closed in behind me, adding more lube to my hole before gripping my hips and aligning his cock to push back into me! His dick slipped in smoothly, a sharp but swift pain shooting through my sphincter before dissipating! He resumed fucking, ramming himself in and out, I could feel his cockhead poking into my bowels, stretching out into my intestines as it passed into the second hole!

"URHHGG...!!" I grunted as he fucked me harder, pulling me back onto his dick as he rammed forward with his hips, slapping his pelvic bone into my backside, burying his dick 10 inches deep with each thrust!

The pain was deep and dulling, a constant reminder that something foreign [that didn't belong there] was in my body, taking over, taking control, making me its puppet! I could feel Ray's hands tightening on my waist, as he lifted on leg up onto the bed to get that much deeper inside me! His balls started slapping into mine as he pulled me back and forth while ramming harder, deeper, and faster!

"Arrrhhhhhh fuck..." he grunted out loud, burying me to the hilt on his cock as he rammed himself inside me [fully] bone deep for a final time!

"...ARRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGG...!!!" he yelled as he shot deep in my ass, his big dick pumping and pulsating as the searing hot spooge spilled into my colon, spreading a definite warmth through my bowels! Ray leaned into me, pressing all of his weight behind his hips, causing me to fall forward on the bed as he fell on top of me, keeping his cock buried in me throughout his orgasm! I could hear him breathing heavily until his cock stopped coming! After a moment he started to withdraw, pulling his softening rod from my not quite so sore hole!

He laid down beside me on his back [recuperating]! I continued to lay there, awaiting my next orders, my asshole [although not raped and mauled] felt well-used and wet with his copious load! I could just imagine my anus looking like a small crater, spilling spent sperm like white lava from the edges!

"Up!" said Ray, slapping my rump as we climbed out of bed!

"You can clean up in the bathroom!" he pointed, showing me the correct direction! "There's spare towels on the toilet seat for you! You can shower too if you want!" he offered, as I `thanked' him [surprised & shocked by his hospitality] before turning to walk away! I didn't want refuse and anger him, so I went along! He playfully slapped my ass again as I headed towards the bathroom! Just as promised there were towels on the toilet seat waiting! I turned on the shower and adjusted the water to my liking! I stepped in and let the warm water wash over me, relaxing my anal muscles to let Ray's load escape! I farted a series of wet fart, as most of the sperm washed down the backs of my legs and down the drain! I grab the soap and start to lather up, rubbing the half-used bar along my ass crack to wash away the stickiness and cum! I couldn't resist pushing 2 fingers into me curiously, feeling them slide straight in up to the third knuckles deep, feeling all the cum still trapped inside me!

"Playing with your pussy, eh...?" joked Ray, pulling back the shower curtain to get in with me! "Don't stop on MY account!" he said, squeezing in behind me, as I move forward to make room for him!

"Wash me up!" he commanded, as I turned towards him [face to face] and started to lather up his thick brown body! I washed him all over [chest, shoulders, stomach], then got down on my knees to wash his muscular legs, feet, and cock & balls! He made me pay close attention to his jewels, making me use both lathered hands to wash and massage his junk! I couldn't believe I was doing this, kneeling in front of another man, washing the cock and balls that he'd just used to fuck me with!

"Now my back!" ordered Ray, turning around on me as I washed my way from the bottom up, starting with his legs and feet, then washing his buttock, soaping up the cheeks and ass crack, rubbing my fingers over his puckered anus! Then I stood up and lathered his back and shoulders before rinsing him off!

"Towel!" he predicted, as I shut off the water and climbed out of the bathtub to fetch him one of the towels he'd left me...drying his body off until he simply walked out on me!

OMG, -I thought, what was going on...? I was so confused! It wasn't aggressive, it wasn't rough nor insulting, but still I didn't want to do it, yet I was grateful and relieved that it hadn't been the usual horrific experience Adeem usually put me through! Was this a test? Was Adeem waiting for me out in the bedroom ready to give it to me HARD...? I dried myself off with the extra towel, then folding both towels neatly and placed them over the edge of the tub before exiting!

Ray was already dressed!

"You can get dressed now!" he said, as I turned to the lounge chair to retrieve my clothes! Ray watched as I got dressed, slipping on my socks and underwear before pulling on my pants and t-shirt, then shirt and shoes! I fastened my weapon belt around my waist, then tucked in my uniform and waited further instructions!

"Thanks for coming over! I'm sure I'll see you around!" he said, dismissing me! He walked me to the front door, then closed it behind me as I walked out to my cruiser! I could see a black guy riding by on his bicycle, staring at me to see if something had happened [no one was being arrested]...? A female neighbor from across the street was sweeping up her sidewalk, and stopped to look as I approached the car, wondering is something was wrong with her neighbor...? I climbed in behind the wheel, started the engine, then backed out of his driveway and headed back to my side of town, unsure of what just happened and having mixed feelings about everything!

Needing to clear my mind, I pulled out my cell and dialed home to let my wife know I was on my way! Susanne told me she'd dropped the baby off at her mother's house, and was going out to meet `the girls' for dinner somewhere! I took advantage of the moment and called DeMarco!

"Hey man..." I said [when he answered the phone], "...wanna grab some dinner...?"

`Sure, bro! Where we meeting at...?' he asked!

"How bout I grab something and meet you at your place...?" I suggested [wanting to dodge the awkward thoughts and questions in my head], needing a distraction!

"Sounds like a plan!" he replied! "See you in a few!"

I drove to one of our favorite Cuban restaurants and grabbed a couple of appetizers and two entrees and desserts! Making sure to get Marco's favorites! Then I stopped by the supermarket and grabbed some beer and wine [not sure what Marco might be in the mood for]...?

I arrived at Marco's and knocked on the door! There was no answer. I knew he was home cause his car was in the driveway! I used my spare key to get in...!

"Hey Marco...? You here?" I called. No answer.

I put the bags down in the kitchen, then walked through the house [listening for Marco]! I heard the shower upstairs, and went up to knock on the bathroom door...! "Hey bro...I'm here!" I alerted [so he wouldn't be alarmed when he got out]!

"Okay! Open the door!" he yelled back!

I opened the door and peeked my head inside! Marco pulled back the shower curtain slightly and stuck his head out to see me, his hair matted [wet] to his brow!

"Hey, if you want I'll be out in a minute and you can have a turn...?" he suggested!

"Actually I showered at the station before leaving...!" I lied, recalling exactly where I showered (@Ray's)!

"But...you're still in your uniform...!" he noticed [catching me in a lie]!

"uh, yeah..." I said [trying to think fast]! "...I forgot to take a change of clothes with me!" I answered, hoping he'd believe me!

"Oh, okay...just grab something of mine! Get comfortable, man!" he offered!

"Thanks, Marco!" I said, gratefully [needing to get out of these clothes]!

"No thanks necessary, bro!" he said, before ducking back in to finish his shower!

I closed the door to go to his room and grab a pair of sweat-shorts and a t-shirt from his dresser! Then I changed, folding my uniform onto his bed and placing my gun on top! Afterwards I went back downstairs and started setting the food out, plating them up out of the containers! Marco walked in a few minutes later, dressed similarly to what I was now wearing!

"Damn, that all looks awesome! I'm starving!" he said, standing over my shoulder [smelling freshly showered]!

"Yeah, it does, doesn't it...?" I teased. "Beer or wine?"

"Wine tonight!" he smiled, grabbing 2 wine glasses down from the cupboard!

I popped the cork and poured, as we sat down to eat! We talked over dinner, talking about everything from work to girls he was starting to date, admitting how difficult it was fucking another woman besides his deceased wife...! I was surprised to had sex and didn't tell me! He said I'd had a lot going on lately, and he didn't want to throw anything up in my face! I assured him I'd had been happy to hear about his exploits, that he didn't need to spare my feelings!

After dinner I told him there was dessert in the fridge! Marco smiled [wickedly] then got up to see what it was...?

"Let's have our desserts in the living room!" he suggested, as we took the wine with us and settled in on the sofa, finding The Marlins vs The Phillies on the sports channel! I was a huge Marlins fan, while Marco [of course] was a Phillies fanatic!

The game was already in its 5th inning, with Philly ahead!

"Ha! We're kicking your team's ass!" laughed Marco, punching me in the shoulder [playfully]!

"Ouch!" I muttered [dramatically], holding my shoulder!

"Aw come on...that couldn't have hurt, you big pussy!" he joked!

I froze! The word shocked and hurt me, taking me back to when Adeem called me pussy', referring to me as a woman's body part, something to fuck! Something he HAS fucked, on more than one occasion! My mind instantly flashed back to all the times Adeem rammed his big cock up my ass, calling it his pussy', telling me how he was going to cream inside it [`breed it'], and make me his new cunt! I could still practically FEEL Ray's cock in me, fucking me from less than an hour ago, using me as HIS pussy as he fucked me and dumped his load in me! My asshole was still smarting from the fucking!

I thought I was doing a good job of letting it slide...but Marco obviously noticed a change in my demeanor...!

"What's wrong, bro...?" he asked, noticing I wasn't as talkative! "Did it really hurt that bad...?"

"No..." I said, realizing I would have to talk about it! "...I'm sorry...its just, that WORD..., it caught me by surprise, is all!"

"What word?" asked Marco [having totally dismissed it]!

"THAT word..." I said, not wanting to repeat it! "...do you really THINK of me that way...?"

"WHAT way, bro...? What WORD?" he asked [having completely forgotten about it]!

"Pussy'..." I said [feeling funny' just saying it]! "...that I'm a pussy! Is that how you really feel...?"

Marco's face looked totally remorseful...!

"Bro...I was just MESSING with you, is all...you gotta KNOW I don't think that way about you at all!" he said! "HOW the fuck could you think I'd feel that way about you...?"

"I'm sorry..." I said [unable to look at him]! "...it's just...with all that's been going on with me..., I guess I'm just a little sensitive...!" I reasoned [feeling stupid for even thinking it now]!

"Tony..." he said, reaching over to grasp my shoulder, "...LOOK at me, bro..." he added [squeezing it firmly]! It took all of my strength, but I mustered enough to turn and look at him! "...I know you're going through some stuff right now...some, things you don't feel comfortable telling me about...but just KNOW that whatever it is, whether I agree with it or not, I'm on YOUR side, and I have your back, buddy!" he stated selflessly, making me want to ball right then!

"I just hope you trust me enough someday to talk to me and tell me what's going on...?"

"Marco..." I said [feeling like a complete HEEL next to this man]! "...I thrust you more than anyone else in my life...! I trust you WITH my life! I just..." I stumbled, having to look away! "...I just need time to figure things out on my own first!"

"Well, just know you can talk to me about anything, bro! Nothing's off limit!"

"Thanks, man!" I smiled [feeling the warmth and comfort of `family' again]!

"Now..." continued Marco, "...let's watch The Marlins get their asses CREAMED!" he joked, as we sat back to watch the game conclude!

We sat on the sofa [side by side] and watched the game until we were both yawning and tired [having eaten that big meal]!

"I'd better go..." I said [waking myself up], as I got up! "...its getting late, and I have to work in the morning! I don't want any shit from Susanne about me getting home after her on HER night out...!"

"No problem, Tony...!" said Marco [getting up also]! "Let me get you a duffle-bag for your stuff to fit in!" he offered, heading upstairs to get my things!

"Thanks!" I said, gathering up the dirty dishes to take into the kitchen, dumping everything into the sink to wash! DeMarco returned with my clothes in his duffle-bag!

"Naw man...for once that stuff can wait until tomorrow...!" he said, stopping me from cleaning up any further!

I hated washing dishes anyway! He walked me to the door...

"Wait..." I said, just before stepping outside! "...I'm not wearing shoes!"

"Wear these!" said Marco, slipping off his flip-flops to push towards me!

I looked at him as my savior [being there for me through everything]! He gave me a big bear hug before letting go!

"Love you, man!" I said as I started down the front steps, only realizing I said it AFTER I said it!

"Love you too, man!" he said back to me! "Now get out of here! Drive safely! And text me when you get home!" he shouted, as I got into my car and waved...before backing out of his driveway...!

This story was written by Eugene Marvin, aka NPhillydogg, AND Antonio Fernandez! It was heavily inspired by real-life events that happened to him personally.

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