This is my true story that happened in late summer of 2007. I had always had these fantasies growing up about what it would be like to be with a man. The first time I recall having the thoughts I had to be about 14 years old. I had discovered masturbation a couple years earlier and was really looking to change my thoughts when I masturbated. I would look at women posing in their bra's and panties in the catalogs or sales sheets, until one day when the catalog fell. I was still stroking with one hand while trying to find the page I was looking at when I happened to come across two men posing in underwear. I stopped and stared at the men and the bulges in their underwear, still stroking my cock as well. Before I knew it I came so hard. It freaked me out at first knowing I had came looking at men posing in their underwear and the bulges they had as well. For days I didn't masturbate, I felt ashamed for what I had done. I knew I wasn't gay because I was too interested in the girls at school. After about a week I started having thoughts about my buddy from school. I would lay in bed masturbating and pretend he was between my legs grinding our cocks together. And that wasn't the only fantasy I had, there were so many more and one of which included the man that lived next door. I would go back and forth from thinking about what it would be like to be with a man and then go back to thinking about girls and women. Then one day I wanted to see what it would feel like to have something inside of me, to simulate what it would be like if the man next door was to have sex with me. So I looked around the house, no one was home of course, until I found a small plastic handle that went on some gardening tool.
It was rounded at the end and was smaller than my cock. So I took it into the bathroom and smeared vaseline all over it. I got on my knees and placed it underneath me and slowly lowered my body down on it until it was pushed against my tight virgin asshole. Then slowly I pushed down. It hurt at first as I slowly sat down on it, taking my time to make sure I didn't hurt myself. Within a few minutes I had it all the way inside of my tight ass. So still reaching between my legs I kept a strong hold of it and began to raise up and down on it, simulating the man next door fucking me. With my other hand I reached down and grabbed my cock and began stroking. It took less than a minute before I came, and I came so hard. I raised up and let this handle thing slip out of my ass and onto the floor. I couldn't believe I did that and I couldn't believe how good it felt as well. That was the first time in what I consider to the beginning of my sexual explorations.
As the years went by I got involved with women, lost my virginity after high school, but continued to use toys on myself and have those same fantasies running through my head. That continued until the summer of 2007, when I was 36 years old. From that first time of putting something in my ass until the summer of 07 I had never acted out any of my homosexual fantasies, I was too afraid to try. The fantasies were always there, sometimes while I had sex with my girlfriends they'd be there too. I used toys every so often and just went on pretending. But by the summer of 07 I had had enough, it was time to act. Of course I was nervous but I was done being afraid.
That summer started off like any other summer. I had just ended a relationship with a woman, married of course because that's all I seemed to attracted, and had reverted back to my fantasies. One night while in bed using a dildo, that I had purchased a few days before, I came to the realization I had enough and it was time to actually make fantasy a reality. But how?
Where do I go to accomplish this? I couldn't go to a gay bar, what if I were seen down there. So where? It hit me, an adult store. There were always all sorts of people there when I had gone before. So I got up, cleaned the lube off my ass, and got dressed and left. All the way up there I was nervous but I didn't care, it was time. So I began looking at videos, most of which were the typical man fucking woman stuff. Then as I worked my way down it went into bisexual stuff. I looked up to see if anyone was around me and I saw 3 guys on the other side, in the same bisexual section. I strained my eyes to see what they were looking at but it turned out to be two guys fucking a girl. I kept on looking until I heard a mans voice, "can I help you find something?" I was startled as I looked over at him, "no I'm just looking around." I could barely answer him because my mouth was so dry. "I think you may be in the wrong section", he replied and pointed over to the straight porn. "No, I'm good here", I replied with an almost shaky voice. He looked at me and smiled, "okay, sorry." "It's not a big deal, just kinda new at all of this", I replied. He looked at me a little confused as I said that. "New at being in a porn store or new at being bisexual", he asked? I didn't know what to say. "The second one", I muttered. He smiled, in a friendly way. "Have you ever watched this stuff before", he asked? "Yeah", I replied. "And you like it", he asked? I was getting a little nervous by now because I felt as if he were judging me. "I'm curious", I looked at him and replied. I think he saw that I was becoming offended by the way he asked his question. "Oh no, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it in a bad way. I'm a bisexual man and you just don't strike me as.....well a bisexual type. You're masculine and broad and big and most men that are gay or bisexual are just so small and girlish", he explained. I just smiled, "guess I'm a lot different huh?" "Yeah, but cute. I don't think you'll have a problem finding someone to help you out", he replied. We stood there talking for a little while before he introduced himself to me. "I'm Paul", he extended his hand and introduced himself. "Hi. I'm David", I replied back and shook his hand. He was a good looking masculine black man, which shocked me he was bisexual as well. Just had he said, most all gay and bisexual men were girlish and small. He and I were not. He was about my height, just over 6 feet tall. He body type was also similar as well, stocky with a small stomach but not fat. We stood there and talked for a little while. I asked him some questions about how he knew he was bisexual and he asked me some questions as to why I thought I was bisexual. He was very nice and very easy to talk to and I wasn't nervous any longer, well until he asked me out. "I'm getting off work in about an hour. Would you like to go grab a beer at Hooters or somewhere", he asked? I thought to myself, Hooters?, before I answered. Then after that thought I was kinda dumbfounded that a man was asking me out. A man. "Yeah, that sounds cool. I can meet you over there if you like or follow you over, either way", I replied. I couldn't believe how quickly I answered him, with a yes at that. "Cool. Meet me over at the Hooters near the airport and hit the bar and I'll be there shortly", he replied. I looked at him as if, yeah sure. "I'll show up, don't worry. I want to talk to you more", he said. "Okay. I'll see you there", I answered. As I walked out of the store and to my car I couldn't believe I had a date with a man. A man! A good looking black man actually. As I drove over to Hooters I was anxious and excited. It took me about 10 minutes to get there and once there I went inside and sat in the bar area and ordered a beer. My mind was racing as to if this was the night or am I being stupid or maybe I should leave. Before I knew it Paul had came in and sat down at the booth I was at. The waitress came over, a very good looking red head with nice tits and a great body.
She was checking Paul out as he ordered a beer. "She's fine", he said to me. "Hell yeah she is and she knows it", I replied. We laughed about it for a few seconds. "So tell me about yourself. When did this thought process all start for you? What are you looking for? What thoughts do you have about all of this?", he asked. I just sat there and started to explain my past to him, that day in the bathroom with the catalog and the plastic handle I used and the times after that with toys and fantasies. I couldn't believe I was saying all of this to him, a man. He sat there and listened and he too had done some of the same things I had, had some of the same thoughts and fantasies I had and agreed with some of the points I made. "So that's me. Tell me about you", I asked him? He explained to me when his thoughts about being with a man occurred. He too told me about his explorations in the bathroom when he was younger. About his fantasies and thoughts. Then he told me about his first time with a man, a friend of his that was gay. He told me how nervous he was at first but it went away quickly. He told me what all he had tried with his friend, mostly the same things I was wanting to try. And that he's only been with him and that had been going on for a lil while. He also shared with me that he had no worries about having an STD because he had only been with his buddy and no one else. And as far as women go, he always uses condoms no matter how fine they are. I laughed at that comment. He and I both had a lot in common, it was nice. "So what do you think", he asked me as I took a drink of my beer. "About what", I asked? "Would you like to get out of here and go back to my apartment and maybe watch a movie", he asked? This was it, the time to put up or shut up. My stomach was in knots. I so wanted to go with him but I was so nervous. "Yeah", I replied. What???? What did I say???? Did I just say yeah to him???? He smiled and slid out of the booth and put a twenty dollar bill on the table, "let's get out of here". I got up and headed out behind him, my stomach in knots and I could feel my legs shaking. "Thanks guys, come back", the waitress said as we walked out. "Just follow me. It's not too far away", he said to me. "Okay", I replied. I got in my car and couldn't believe I was going to go through with this. I kept think to myself, I could change my mind and turn off somewhere. He doesn't have my phone number or know where I live or anything, I could just drive off and he would never know. But I followed him, close. I was scared and nervous and excited and horny and everything in between. This was going to happen.
We got to his condo, which was on the north side of Dallas. We walked to his door and inside as he unlocked it. His place was very nice. Very elegant. "Have a seat", as he pointed to the couch. I went and sat down on this huge leather sofa as he went into the kitchen. He came out with two beers in hand and sat beside me. I took my beer from him and took a big swig of it, to settle the nerves. "It's okay to be nervous. I was too my first time", he said to me. That's when I knew this was going to happen and by him saying that my stomach relaxed. At least I knew what was fixing to happen. "If you feel at any time you want to leave please do so. Don't feel as if you have to do anything you don't want to or aren't ready for", he explained. Right then and there I knew he was going to be my first and I was ready. "No, I want to do this and I'm ready", I replied to him. He stood up, "follow me", he said. I stood up and followed him to his bedroom. His bed was huge and the entire bedroom was done in black and red, very nice. As we walked in he turned around and stood in front of me, almost face to face. "Can I kiss you", he asked? "Don't ask, just do. If I don't want you to do something I'll say stop or move away", I answered. With that his face moved towards mine and he kissed me softly on my lips. Then he took his lips away then placed them back and we began kissing harder. I could feel his hands moving down my chest and down to my pants. Then I felt him unbutton my pants then unzip them and they fell down to the ground, leaving me standing there kissing him in my underwear and shirt. But that was the next thing, my shirt. He pulled up on my shirt then removed his lips from mine and pulled my shirt over my head and off my arms and threw it to the floor. Now all I had on was my underwear and my socks and shoes. He took a step back and then took off his shirt, revealing his hard muscled chest. Then he took off his pants, standing there in his boxers. I could see the shape of his cock through his boxers, as if it were getting hard. Then he kicked off his shoes and pulled off his socks. I did the same. We both stood there in our underwear for a few seconds. "I want you so bad. I want to be your first. I want to suck your dick. Then I want to fuck you", he said to me. "Oh god. Okay. I want to suck your dick too.
I want to feel your dick inside of me", I replied. He walked back over to me and we started kissing again. Then he pulled me towards the bed and turned me around. He reached down and grabbed my underwear and pulled them down to the floor, leaving me standing there naked. I reached down and pulled his boxers down and they too fell to the floor. As I looked down I could see his cock. It was huge, far bigger than mine. It was getting hard and was already at least 7 inches long and thick. "You want that don't you", he said to me. All I could do was shake my head up and down. He pushed my down onto the bed, as like I was sitting on the side of the bed, and I knew what was fixing to happen. Without hesitation I reached out and grabbed his hardening cock and guided my mouth to it. It was 10 inches at least and about as round as a coke can, maybe a little smaller. I grabbed the base of his dick and guided his cock to my mouth. I opened my mouth wide and felt the head of his cock slip into my mouth. Damn it was big! I tried to make sure my teeth didn't scrape is dick as I slowly stroked it and sucked on it. I had never sucked a dick before but I knew the basics of it. My head bobbing up and down on his dick as he moaned and put his hands on top of my head, as he stood over me sucking his cock. "Mmmmm, that feels so good", he said. After a few minutes of sucking his cock I could taste his pre-cum that was oozing into my mouth and I could feel his balls tightening. I knew what was about to happen, he was fixing to cum. Then I thought, do I swallow it or what? Just then he took his cock from my mouth, "I don't want to cum just yet", he said. "Scoot back", he added. I scooted back in the bed and he got in between my legs as I did so. The he laid on top of me, our cocks touching as he began to grind on me. His dick was so big that it was close to my belly button as we were ball to ball with one another. He kissed me again, our tongues exploring one anothers mouths. Then he begin to kiss and lick his way down my body. I knew where he was going and I was so ready for it. Just then I could feel his warm wet mouth on my cock as he began to suck it. My legs still spread open and him laying between them sucking my cock. I looked down and watched him. He was laying on his side stroking that huge dick of his while he was sucking my cock. I felt as if I wanted to cum but I wasn't ready. I wanted him to fuck me. "Fuck me", I whispered out. "You want my big hard dick inside of you", he asked? "Yes", I whimpered out. As he kept sucking my cock I could feel his finger pressing against my tight virgin asshole. Then very slowly he slide his finger inside of me and began fingering my ass as he continued to suck my cock. "Fuck me", I whispered out again. He slid up my body and reached over to the end table and opened the drawer. He took out some lube and a condom and shut the drawer. "No. I want to feel you cum inside of me. Just swear to me you don't have any diseases or anything", I said to him. He shook his head, "I'm clean. I swear to you".
"Okay. Fuck me now", I whimpered out. He pushed me over on my left side and got in behind me. I could hear him squeezing out the lube then I felt the head of his cock pressed against my virgin asshole. "You ready", he asked? "Yes", I replied. With that he pressed his cock against my ass. A few seconds later I felt the head of his cock slip inside of me. It didn't hurt but as soon as he began to push I started to feel the pain. "Hold on for a second", I said to him. He stopped pushing. "Let me push back against you", I said. "Okay. You're so tight", he replied. As my ass relaxed and got used to it I began to push back further. His huge cock was stretching my asshole and it felt so good. Then I pressed back as far as I could take him and to my surprise he was all the way inside of me. I could feel his pubic hair pressed against my cheeks. Then he slowly started fucking me.
It felt so good! This big black cock was stretching my asshole and with every thrust it felt so good. After a few minutes of him fucking my in that position he slide his dick out and told me to get on top. He laid down in the bed on his back and I got on top of him and reached back and guided that huge dick back to my aching asshole. Then I slid down on it and started fucking his huge cock. As I was fucking his cock he was pinching my nipples and stroking my semi hard cock, getting my pre-cum all over his stomach as he licked it off with his fingers. "You're dick feels so good", I said to him. "You're ass feels so good too. I only want you to fuck me from now on, no one else gets this nice tight white ass but me", he said. "Okay. This ass belongs to you. You took my virginity and now it's all yours", I replied. After a few minutes of me riding his cock he pushed me off and stood on the floor. "Come here and hang your ass off the bed", he said to me. I did as he asked then he slide his cock back inside of me and began fucking me harder and harder, faster and faster, pounding my ass.
Then within a few minutes he pushed his big black cock deep inside of me and I could feel him erupt inside of me, his cum filling my ass. He moaned as he came and kept fucking me slowly. After a minute or two I could feel his cock softening and eventually slip out of my ass. Then I could feel his cum do the same, oozing out of my ass. He came so hard and so much and it felt so good. "You're turn now. You want to fuck me or do you want me to suck your cock", he asked? I wanted to fuck him but I liked the way he sucked my cock. "Suck my cock. I'll fuck you later", I replied. "Good because I want you to fuck me", he said. I laid there, with his cum oozing out of me, and told him I wanted to fuck him now. He smiled and said, "okay". He reached over and grabbed the lube and smeared it over his asshole. He then laid on his left side, just as I started out on, and I got in behind him. My dick was already getting hard so I stroked it and when it got fully hard I slowly slid it inside of his ass. Just as me he had to control it, as to not to hurt him. When he pressed all the way back on my cock I began fucking him. His big huge cock was laying on his thigh and just by thinking about what I was doing, fucking this good looking black man who had just fucked me, I was fixing to cum.
"Cum inside of me too", he said. A few thrust later I came so hard deep inside him. My body shook and quivered as I came inside of him. Then I collapsed, my whole body went limp. As I lay there my dick went soft and slowly slid out of his ass as did my cum. We both laid there exhausted. I couldn't believe I had just had sex with a man. That I let a man fuck me and cum inside me.
From that day on to this present day we still fuck one another. We've done it in hotels or outside or in the car or where ever. We've even had a threesome, was with that hooters waitress we met that night. And we all three live together now. Sex is great. Sometimes she even straps one on and fucks us. She's a nympho, to say the least. But that was my first. I've had other dicks inside of me as well, his friend and a couple other guys he knew, but Pauls dick has been the biggest and I can't get enough of it. Of course that waitress, her pussy is great too. And we double penetrate her at times too. Life is good.
Hope you enjoyed. Like I said, it's all 100% real.