- "Thank you" and "please."
His email came the next evening: "Dave, thank you for helping train me last night by punishing me because I was asking permission to jerk off too soon after the last time. Thank you for all the things you said and all the ways you'd helped me to think more realistically about what's been going on in my life lately. Thank you for helping me realize the Firm is having me trained as a slave. Thank you for helping me open my eyes.
"Last night you used the phrase `too much too soon.' That got me thinking. This is all too much too soon, that I'd be punished for things most men took for granted, like wanting to jerk off, and the fact that I'm subject to corporal punishment even though I'm 22 years old. If any of my friends from school knew about this they'd be flabbergasted. It got to be unbearable living with two Doms who kept me naked and invited friends over for me to service sexually and I had no right to refuse to do it. I understand, thanks to you, Dave, that like I said, it was all too much too soon.
"I've decided to leave and go away somewhere new. I haven't said anything about this to anyone at The Firm. By the time you get this email I'll be on a plane somewhere. Other than sending you this email, I will not look back. I'm going to change my name and email address as well. I'm worried that The Firm might try to track me down and then bring me back in chains to serve in some dungeon they have hidden away. Fortunately, I've got plenty of money saved up to tide me over while I look for an ordinary job that has no strings attached.
"Thank you again for all you've done for me, Dave. I'm glad you're the man who got to take my virginity. I wish we could go back to those wonderful few nights we spent in Atlanta.
"I'm sorry for disappointing you, but if The Firm had been honest with me from the beginning, I don't think I would have taken the job. I could have easily found a position somewhere else in the City. As far as my submissiveness and where I belong, I have yet to figure that out and I'm not in a hurry to find any answers.
"I promise I will contact you again some day, but I have no idea when that will be. First I need to get settled into a safe new identity and start building my career from scratch, and make some decisions about how I'm going to live out my submissiveness, whether as an unattached sub or maybe even some day as an owned slave to a Master who will know how to re-educate me then train me to His specifications. If that ever happens he'll be something like you; I'm not going to be able to settle anything just because I'm horny. First, of course, I have to get a good distance from The Firm physically, sexually and emotionally. Unfortunately, you ended up becoming associated with The Firm yourself, so I also have to take that distance from you as well, at least for now. I'm sorry they sucked you in too. It was all my fault."
Julian D.