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Jules and Jeremy stayed on the phone for quite some time, but it was Jeremy who was doing the talking as Jules was silent most of the time. When they hung up, Jules looked at me.
-He said everything is ok...
-What? He has been talking for almost twenty minutes non-stop and you just resume it as "He said it is ok" ??? He must have said more...
Jules smiled.
-Indeed, he said more but it all came down to just that, that it was all right and that I shouldn't worry. It was as if he wanted to give me his blessing to make love to you.
-So now you know from both of us that there is no problem, but in a certain way I am glad you stopped just before going over to full sex. You said something very important then. You said: "I probably love you for the wrong reason". What do you mean or even understand by that statement?
-I hope you won't hold it against me... I love you because Claire loved you. I love you because I think Axel's heart is beating in your chest. And last but not least, I love you because I am so fucking jealous of what you have with Jeremy... I longed my whole life to have such a connection and never had it, not even with Axel. I had one of the worst feelings with him and that is to feel lonely while I was in a relationship with him. I felt left out. He made a beautiful drawing of Damian. He never made a drawing of me as a model. I was not important enough to him. The only moment I felt a little special was when we had sex, and I say had sex and not lovemaking. He never put his feelings in it. I gave myself to him, but he just fucked me and even then I thought I loved him and still do. I just crave to love and be loved, mutual and strong feelings.
He gathered his thoughts and when he was talking he wasn't talking to me but to himself. The words he expressed out aloud were for him to listen to. He was talking indeed, but for him it was like a stranger talking to him, telling him clearly what the real problem was.
-You know Al, as long as Claire was here, I had someone to count on. I knew she loved me unconditionally and it went both ways. Since she is gone, the solitude is eating me alive. I know I am always welcome here and I had the illusion that between the two of us there could be something more than friendship. I was wrong and I realized it just a split second before I was about to take you in my mouth. That's why I suddenly stopped. I wasn't fair to you and even less to myself. Sex will never solve the problem I feel in my heart. I craved human contact and something more meaningful than just plain masturbation, but it is not fair to use you even if you are a willing participant. Jeremy confirmed that without knowing. He asked a rhetorical question of why I wanted to have physical contact with you and it made me think, very hard and very fast. I have always been honest and sincere, but not always to myself. It is egoistic, I know and that as well is a reason why I stopped what I was doing. Please, don't think I stopped because of you. I am very much attracted to you and I think you are one of the hottest guys around. As I said, I can't use you for my personal needs.
Wow! That was quite a confession that didn't leave anything to imagination or didn't leave any doubt in my mind. Honestly, I didn't know how to react to it. I could only appreciate that he opened his heart so sincerely. I could understand his point of view, but even if I gave in to what he needed, I would probably do the same as Axel, not being able to love him the way he expected. It all confirmed what I thought and that was that Jules was the man for one man. His degree of jealousy was kind of sane. He was not ready to share his lover with anyone at all. I missed Jeremy at my side because he would surely know what to say. I was at a total loss of words. I knew what he was going through as I had been in similar situations. I knew what it was to crave a human contact, a full body contact. I wanted him to feel that contact and be fine. At the same time, I didn't know how to do it as I didn't want to give him false hope.
-Listen Jules. I really would like to make love right now. You know that Jeremy knows and he gave you his blessing about it. What you have to know is that I love Jeremy a hundred percent and I won't be able to give you in return what you expect. There is no way I will leave Jeremy for anybody, not even you. You know as well that Jeremy and I love you very much and that is the reason why it would be lovemaking. Jeremy is not here for the moment, but I am sure that if he was, we would have a threesome. Right now, I can feel you need the physical and human contact and I would be honored to give it to you. I am ready to give myself to you like nobody ever did, as long as you know what the situation really is. I will not become your husband as I am engaged to Jeremy.
I stood up from the sofa and invited him in a hug full of tender care. We were soon in each other's arms and pressed ourselves together. I was thinking that Jules was alone because he closed quite a lot of doors. While he was with Axel, despite knowing Axel was not faithful to him, he considered him as his one and only. After Axel passed away he thought he fell in love with me and he applied the same rule and didn't allow anybody else in his life. That was probably why his loneliness was so heavy to carry with him. Today, for the first time, he said it out aloud that he was making a mistake, but that didn't take the need away of human and physical contact. Our hug was sincere and well felt and even I needed it at that precise moment. We stayed like that for the longest time and I didn't grow a hard-on and neither did Jules. As it was getting late, I invited him to spend the night. We went to the bedroom and I undressed and slipped naked between the sheets. Jules was a little hesitant, but soon took off all his clothes and slipped in bed with me. I spooned him and pressed my body against his, with my arm over his chest and my hand on his heart. He grabbed my hand and entwined his fingers with mine. That was how we fell asleep, a restful sleep.
In the morning I didn't realize immediately that it was Jules laying next to me instead of Jeremy. I was not fully awake and my hands travelled down the warm body next to me. It was only when I reached the hard morning wood that I suddenly realized it was not Jeremy. The memories of the day before came back to me in a flash. Jules was awake and turned around to face me. His lips were immediately on mine and both our morning woods met. Knowing I would not be the lover he wanted, Jules apparently had slept on it and decided it was ok with him. He was soon on top of me, his tongue deeply forcing its way to my throat and his genitals pressed on mine. There was no way I could reject his actions, being the epitome of horniness in the morning myself. I soon had my arms wrapped around him and my hands on his ass-cheeks, returning his kiss with a feverish hunger and feeling my hormones waking up quite rapidly. I would say Jules was a professional kisser. When he started to nibble at my earlobes, I knew this would not be a soft and long romantic lovemaking. When he started to travel down my body, licking and kissing every spot of naked flesh, I knew he wouldn't stop at my cock and this time would engulf it to the root. I was so excited in anticipation of what was coming and would have loved to turn around and find ourselves in a 69 position. I wanted to taste his cock, his precum and when the time was right, his complete load. But Jules had other ideas. He wanted to please me and give me the best treatment ever. Just before his mouth covered my cock, he grabbed my balls and squeezed them softly but firmly, pulling my cock straight up. I could see his mouth open and my manhood disappear between his sensual lips. I could feel the warmth and moist overpowering my cock and it felt better than what I had expected. That warmth slid down on the shaft till his nose was buried in my trimmed pubes. My heartbeat climbed to unexpected speed. My breath was ragged, my whole body overwhelmed by frenzied spasms. His tongue swirled around my dick and waking up every nerve ending in it. Man! He knew how to please a cock and make it feel the center of attention. My head was spinning and all my feelings were concentrated in the one erect organ that is my manhood. I was on the verge of literally spew my load and he sensed it. He let go of my cock and traveled even further down, licking my balls and taking them in his mouth for an instant, bathing them with is spit. He didn't linger there. He went for my taint that he munched on, while putting his hands in the crook of my knees and lifting my legs up in the air, exposing my puckered hole for the world to see.
He dove between my ass-cheeks and there was nothing I could do about it or wanted to do about it. I just left myself being overwhelmed by sensations that were new, because it was Jules doing it and not Jeremy. I grabbed my ankles and kept my legs wide apart. Jules ate out my ass, licking it, pushing his tongue deep inside of it, leaving my ass as wet and shiny as possible. His tongue was doing marvelous things to me, eating my hole and coming back up to lick my balls and give my cock-head the attention it needed. Then he went back down to my ass. I was in awe with his skills and enjoyed every single moment of it. He got on his knees between my legs and the anticipation of him entering me, was exciting me to the fullest. He rubbed his cock-head over my puckered hole. I relaxed my ass-muscles as much as possible while he calculated the perfect angle for a smooth and painless penetration. He was in total control of his dick and my ass and soon I begged him to enter me, pushing my hips in his groin.
Jules positioned his cock right on target, pushing softly to tease my sphincter. His spit combined with his precum, announced a soft entrance. How wrong was my thought as suddenly, without the faintest warning, he thrusted in me and was up to the hilt in one forceful push. It pushed all the air out of my lungs and the excruciating pain of that hard thrust made me clench my ass muscles, but it was too late as he was completely in me. He was considerate enough to not move an inch once he couldn't get any further, his pubes tickling my ass-cheeks. Slowly I relaxed my muscles and the pain faded into a pleasurable sensation, making me feel full and complete. He must have felt I released the tension in my ass-muscles and started a slow but deliberate in and out movement, caressing the walls of my love tunnel with his warm and hard cock. He pulled out till only the head was still inside and then pushed back in, moving his hips from right to left as if he was searching to touch all the place he found on his way. That was of course the moment he grazed my prostate and I couldn't help to gasp for air and moan out loud while he caressed the sensitive organ. His agility allowed him to pump in me while he bent down and kissed me passionately. It sharpened my senses. My orgasm was building up fast and apparently Jules was quite close as well. The speed of his hip motion increased drastically. My hole was on fire with the friction of his manhood between my cheeks.
Then he slowed down, letting me enjoy a more soft and romantic approach of the lovemaking. He slowed down, but didn't stop. His passionate kiss was the reflection of his hips movements and once he started to get more speed and strength again, his tongue was almost in my throat. His cock became a jackhammer and would have gone a lot deeper if it wasn't limited by my own butt-cheeks. I pushed my heels on his ass-cheeks as if it would help him to get deeper into me. I didn't want this moment to stop, ever, but I knew that both our orgasms were about to explode. He was really close and just before erupting, he pulled out of me, straddled my chest and put his manhood in my mouth, just in time for me to receive his cum and swallow the warm forceful jets of his explosion. I loved the taste of his cum, but didn't swallow everything. I kept as much of it in my mouth and pulled him down for another passionate kiss and let him taste his own cum. Then he went down on my body and took my cock in his mouth, sucking in earnest and pulling on my balls. He only had to bob a few times, when I rewarded him with my own seed. It didn't come as a surprise to me that as soon as he had emptied my balls he quickly came up and shared my cum with me in another mind wrecking kiss.
The kiss slowly lost its high-spirited energy. Our heartbeats calmed down and our breaths came back to normal. It had been mind-blowing and even if I preferred to make love with my future husband, Jules was coming very close behind him. It had been amazing and I felt very satisfied, knowing it was the first time we made love, but certainly not the last time. The passionate kissing made place for a softer action. Our hands roamed over our bodies. Jules lifted himself on his hands so that he could look me in the face. He had a genuine and happy smile on his face and it made me happy as well. Once our physical functions were back to normal a hundred percent, I got up, took his hand and dragged him in the shower. We washed each other with a lot of soap under the cascading water. We had just spurted our loads and nonetheless started to grow some serious boners again. It was not the time to have a second round. We got out of the water-spray and dried ourselves, going naked to the kitchen for a much needed coffee and breakfast. Jules had to hurry if he didn't want to get late at his office. I gave him clean underwear and a shirt. Just before he jumped into his car he mentioned he wanted a repeat session, insisting that he wanted Jeremy to be present.
When Jeremy got home he asked how everything had gone.
-If your smile is any indication, I can say it went very well.
I had to admit that indeed, everything was settled and that I had enjoyed Jules presence more than ever. I told Jeremy everything in detail, starting with the conversation, that Jules and I had slept together and that we made love when waking up.
-Ok, Jeremy said, I want to ask you something and want a truffle and honest answer.
I nodded.
-Is he good in bed? Is he better than I?
I laughed out loud, giving Jeremy a wet sloppy kiss.
-He is very good in bed Jeremy, but I prefer to make love with you although he is coming very close behind you. It is not that he is better or not. It is just that it was different. You can't expect to have two people making love in exactly the same way. Yes, I enjoyed it and Jules enjoyed it as well and even asked for a repeat session but with you included.
-That is interesting! And I think, by the way you described it all, that it will be a joyful event. The question of course is the reason why Jules wants to have sex with you or with us.
-We talked about that, I answered. He admitted that at first he wanted to make love because he thought he was in love with me. After quite a long conversation he admitted he was wrong. I guess Axel played with him, played with his mind and worst of all, played with his feelings. I was right when I said he wanted more of me or of us, but now he is conscious of the "why" of things. There is indeed more than just friendship between Jules and us. There is definitely love between us. The only thing we have to find out is what kind of love we feel for each other. I don't feel for him what I feel for you Jeremy, that is clear and obvious to me. At the same time, I can say that the love I feel for Jules is more than friendship. He is more than a friend or a brother but I can't consider him as a lover like I have it with you. To explain it even more clear, I wouldn't have the slightest doubt if I was obliged to make a choice between you and him. You are the love of my life and nobody can ever come in between of us. NOBODY!
-I know, my love. I am happy that we both feel that way. I am also happy that we talked about Jules before it actually happened. I also wholeheartedly agree with you that the friendship we have with him is far deeper than what we had at the start and I am happy about that. Real friends are so rare these days. Even a friendship commitment is difficult to find. I just wonder, on a scale from friendship to deep and sincere love, where we are with Jules. If you think about it, there is a lot of respect between the three of us. We both trust him with our lives if necessary and the feelings are far higher than just a common friendship. I even agreed the two of you would make love without me and I can honestly tell I am not jealous at all, on the contrary. I am happy for both of you and I am looking forward to have a threesome with him, something I would probably never do with someone else. The respect and trust are so high that I know it is an added asset to our relationship.
-Do you mean you would go for a throuple?
-Let's just say that with Jules I wouldn't mind thinking about it, but once again, I would probably never think about it with anyone else. I don't need a throuple because I am more than happy with you. You complete me and I hope that I do the same to you...
-You do!
-... but we have to admit Jules spends more time here than at his own place. We are constantly concerned about his well being. If anything would ever happen to him, we would certainly be worried to no end. You also know from all the conversations we ever had with him, that he is a man of one man. I don't think he would be open for a throuple with us. We have so many single gay friends and it would be good for Jules to meet a few of them so that we can see if he can find a kind of happiness on his own. After the dance contest, we can try to organize a party with all the potential singles and also invite some of our lady friends as to make it less obvious that we are trying to be matchmakers.
I thought it was a splendid idea. We were surrounded by single people who were searching for their soulmates and not just a hook-up. It was a little strange to see how many people were looking for love and tender care. In our days, with all the technological possibilities, we thought contacts would be easier. Thousands of websites were offering the opportunity to meet people from around the world and nonetheless, people were more and more in a solitary confinement, living a loneliness that nobody should experience. Our human kind was not made for solitude. Where were the times that you could meet people at a bar, having a drink together and learn to know each other? When hearing how people met, more and more we received that answer of: "On the Internet". For some it worked well, but most of the people stayed lonely and alone. Jeremy's idea of a good old-fashioned party was brilliant and after the contest, we would certainly do it.
We were only a week away form that contest and we spent more time at the dance studio than at home. This last week before the contest, we all three had taken time off of work to concentrate on our performances on the dance floor. Mrs Anderson and Rachel were busy bees and secretly designed and made our costumes which were absolutely stunning. When we were standing all three next to each other in line, you could see one star forming over the three costumes. It was really a work of art. In that same week I had a check-up with my cardiologist as to be sure I was fine and didn't risk to faint again after the dance. We also hired a professional physiotherapist to have all our muscles well massaged. He would give us a last massage just before we had to go on the dance floor.
Mum had indeed organized to have as much LGBT people in the audience who were cheering us up with all the bells and whistles you could imagine. Jules, who was our back-up in case anything happened to Jeremy or me, was the most nervous of all. There was no way to calm him down, till Jeremy took him by the hand and went God-knows-where, out of sight. When they came back about fifteen minutes later, Jules was relaxed as if he had never been nervous at all. I asked Jeremy what he did.
-I just gave him the blowjob of his life.
I didn't know if Jeremy was serious or not, but the result was spectacular.
We received huge applauses after each dance and I just hoped the jury would take that in account. Jules, Jeremy and I were the last ones to perform our own song and dance. Jules would stay in the dark for the first thirty seconds of our dance and join us as a surprise to everybody. Jeremy's and my costume were at first sight just mirror images of each other. It was only when Jules was standing between us that you can see the complete image of the star over our three costumes.
Once our song started, Jeremy and I glided over the dance floor effortless. We kept in mind the instructions of Mrs Anderson and looked each other in the eyes with smiles on our faces. These smiles became even brighter once Jules joined in the dance. Thanks to the hours and hours of rehearsals, we were dancing in perfect harmony and there was not one false step in our performance. As the last notes of the song faded away, there was first a deafening silence in the room during a few seconds and then an applause we didn't expect. It was not just a simple applause, it was a standing ovation that didn't seem to end. We bowed in front of the jury and then stood next to each other, with Jules in the middle, showing to the public the big star on our costumes. The applause got even louder. We exited the dance floor as we were expected to do, but the ovation went on for several minutes. Mrs Anderson was beaming like the proud teacher she was. We got hugs from everyone and for us, the results didn't matter anymore. We were proud of ourselves and so happy that at least the public had loved it.
To Mrs Anderson it didn't come as a surprise that we won the gold medal. When the jury gave its verdict, hundreds of flowers and bouquets were thrown on the dance floor and we needed some help to gather them all. We dragged Mrs Anderson to the middle of the dance floor as to make her a participant of our victory. If we were happy, she was even more and hugged and kissed all three of us profusely. At one point she looked me in the eyes.
-I told you, you would be a huge success!
She was right from the beginning. I kissed her on the cheeks and then kissed Jeremy on his lips, but didn't want to leave Jules out and so kissed him on the lips as well. After that kiss, Jeremy and Jules kissed on the lips as well.
We performed our last song once more as was expected, gathered all the flowers and made our final exit during the standing ovation again. Mum invited us all, including Mrs Anderson and Rachel and a few friends of ours, to a restaurant to celebrate our gold medal. Even my father had taken some time off to be present. As nobody had expected that three people would win, we had only two medals and we made Jules wear them around his neck, making him our official medal wearer. It was during that meal, actually at the end of it, that Jeremy asked for everybody's attention, went down on one knee and officially asked me to marry him. I knew he wanted us to get married, but got emotional anyway. I was not the only one as more than one emotional tear was shed. I said yes, of course and kissed him passionately after he slipped a nice ring on my finger. Mum had a supplementary reason to ask for Champagne.
The evening was reaching its end and everybody was ready to go home. It suddenly downed on me that Jules would have to go back to an empty apartment and I discretely asked Jeremy if he thought it was a good idea to invite him to come over to our place, explaining the reason why. He immediately agreed and I told Jules to follow us home. He first had a quizzical look on his face, but didn't hesitate too long before saying he would. Once at home, I opened a bottle of bubbles as well. We didn't want to mix alcohols and have a hangover in the morning. We happily toasted to our victory. I kissed Jeremy passionately and when we broke the kiss, Jeremy kissed Jules with the same passion. When they broke their kiss, Jules turned to me and we shared a great kiss as well. It was no surprise that even through our jeans, you could see growing bulges and definite signs of sexual excitement. "Fire on Fire" had made us win the gold medal and I knew there would be more fire as soon as we would reach the bedroom. It was a silent agreement that we would all sleep in the same big bed, after expressing our love for each other.
We took our glasses and the bottle of Champagne with us to the bedroom. This was new to me and I guessed it was new for Jeremy and Jules as well. At the start we were a bit clumsy, not knowing who was going to do what to whom, but it went smoothly after all. We were forming a perfect triangle and I could undress Jules while Jeremy undressed me and Jules undressing Jeremy till we were all three left in skinny underwear which were obscenely tented. I dropped to my knees and pulled Jeremy's briefs down with my right hand while I pulled Jules' off with my left one. I was met by two very hard cocks and didn't know which one to suck first. I decided to service my husband first and while I did that they were passionately kissing and caressing each other's bodies.
We laid down on the bed after I took off my underwear. Jules was sandwiched between Jeremy and I. It was strange that only one couple of hands more could do such a difference, feeling the tender caresses and sometimes not even knowing who's hand it was. Kisses were shared without any real preference of who we were kissing. Of course, there were things I knew it was Jeremy who did it, because we knew each other that much more time. There were things I remembered from the first time Jules and I had made love. I suppose Jeremy was discovering new sensations coming from Jules' actions.
It started slow. Nonetheless, the general excitement was building up fast. I didn't know how to call a 69 with three people, meaning I sucked Jeremy, while he was sucking Jules who was sucking me. We put so much enthusiasm in it that we were all very close to cuming. We knew it and slowed down. Some people say that in a threesome, there is always one that is a little left out. We wanted to avoid that and concentrated on each other in such a way that we were really involved in any way possible. It was also funny that we mimicked what was done to us to the other, meaning that when Jules went for my balls, I went for Jeremy's who went for Jules'. The mimicking stopped when they both gave all of their attention to my genitals, both licking my cock, one from the left and the other from the right, having my cock in the middle of two hungry mouths, going up and down along my shaft that got harder by the second. I caressed their heads, pushing them towards each other and they kissed deeply each time they reached my cock-head. It came as a surprise when Jeremy engulfed my cock completely and Jules went for my balls and taint. I lifted my legs as high as I could to give them better access. That was when Jeremy turned around and fed me his dick and put us in a 69 position while Jules went even lower and started to eat out my butt. I fondly remembered how good he was at eating me out and pushing his tongue as deeply as he could. The feeling of having two mouths working on me was making me suck Jeremy even deeper, holding on to his butt-cheeks and even getting to play with his hole. I knew he liked that very much and I felt his hands grabbing my buttocks and open them for Jules to get even deeper with his expert tongue.
Jules got on his knees between my legs, presenting his hard manhood to Jeremy who avidly sucked on it, making it wet and slippery. As soon as Jules' cock was bathed in spit, I could feel him rub his cock-head over my puckered hole. Jeremy's head got closer. It was obvious he wanted to see Jules' cock enter me. I relaxed my ass-muscles as much as I could and Jules must have felt it as he pushed his hips forward and I could feel the pressure of his cock on my sphincter, imposing my ass to open up and let him in. As soon as he breached the opening and his cock slowly disappeared into me, I received a major load of Jeremy who was clearly super excited to see a cock entering me inch by inch. Although I had swallowed his load, Jeremy's cock didn't deflate at all. On the contrary! He jumped off the bed to go and kneel behind Jules who was furiously pumping into me. Jeremy tried to eat out his ass, following his rhythmic movements. It wasn't easy so he positioned himself in such a way that when Jules was on the out-motion of my ass, Jeremy entered him without warning.
I could see Jules eyes open wide in surprise, but he continued nonetheless. Each time he almost got out of me, Jeremy entered him a little deeper. Jules seemed to love it and even increased the speed of his hip-movements, fucking me and being fucked by Jeremy who had his arms wrapped around his chest. Jules threw his head back, resting it on Jeremy's shoulder. It was obvious he liked the special attention. His thrusts were deep and hard in my bowels and I sensed he was about to shoot his load as his dick seemed to get even harder. He pushed inward and stayed still while he emptied his balls in me. Jeremy went on fucking him. When he was spent, Jules collapsed on top of me and I could still feel the in and out of Jeremy who was insatiable. With his movements he caused a friction of my cock trapped between Jules' and my belly and that of course triggered my orgasm. Jeremy shot his load short after that and collapsed on Jules' back.
It had been an exhausting day with the contest, the great dinner at the restaurant, Jeremy asking me to marry me and the great lovemaking with Jules. We fell in a wonderful position of three spoons and drifted off to dreamland.
Waking up in the morning, I had the confusing image of Jules and Damian at the edge of the lake. This time, they were clearly kissing.
To be continued
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