CONFLICTED Chapter 3: Jabri
DISCLAIMER: This chapter depicts a fictional sexual encounter between two teenagers between the ages of 15-18.
After leaving the hospital Jabri began to distance himself from Chaz. He knew that it would be wrong for them to continue down the path that they were going. Plus, Chaz was married and he shouldn't interfere with that.
Over the month Jabri tried to get Chaz out of his head. It it seemed the more that he tried to move on the more difficult it was for him to keep Chaz out of his mind. To keep his mind occupied with other things he began to spend more time at work and focusing his energy on getting projects done.
One evening before leaving her job a coworker invited him to a birthday gathering at local Italian restaurant. He wasn't interested in going, but realized that it had been several weeks since he had been out and it was going to be on a Friday night. He may as well go enjoy some good food and meet some new people.
He arrived at the restaurant late because he thought he knew where the restaurant was but apparently did not. When he arrived there was only one seat left. When he saw he was going to be sitting next to his mouth nearly dropped but he held his composure. The guy looked as though he was 6'3 average build, low cut hair. He wore glasses and had a beard. Very dark skinned and had an amazing smile. He sat down at the table and the handsome stranger stretched out his hand.
"Hey I'm Jason. I'm a friend of Dana's." He said in a deep baritone voice.
Jabri extended his hand, "I'm umm...... I'm umm......Jabri!"
Jason and Jabri chatted all evening. He learned that Jason was self employed as an independent contractor and had a degree in construction management. He and Dana had known each other since college and had remained good friends even after they had graduated. At the conclusion of the evening as everyone began to part ways Jason stopped Jabri on the way to his car.
"Why don't we get up sometime and go out for drinks?" Said Jason
"Sounds good. Just hit me up sometime." They exchanged numbers.
Jabri was excited but not optimistic. He was all to familiar with how things start off. He had been on the giving and receiving end of this game with the girls that he had been interested (and not so interested) in. A week had passed he hadn't really thought about Jason until he received a text message:
------------------------------------------- Jason: Sup dude! What's good? Me: Im good hru? Jason: I'm well. I'm thinking about going out for drinks 2nite. U wanna ride out? Me: where u thinking about going? Jason: IDK yet. I'm thinking margaritas. Know any good spots? Me: yea there is this spot downtown that has some really good food and drinks Jason: What time are you free? Me: Im free now Jason: cool text me the name of the restaurant and I'll see you there at 5? Me: Sounds good!! --------------------------------------------
When he arrived at he restaurant, Jason was sitting in the lobby area waiting for him. They shook hands and got a booth. Jason was interested in what Jabri did for a living. Jason was quite interest because he had a lot of clients that were looking to retrofit housing structures with solar panels and the company that he was using delivered subpar materials which he received a lot of complaints about. Conversations involved family, future plans, the state of the country, and world events. Eventually of course the conversation turned to relationships.
"So when was the last time that you dated someone?" Jason questioned.
"Wow.....it was about a two years ago. She and I had a lot of trust issues. Mainly on her end. She felt that I was always cheating on her. She would constantly look through my phone trying to find something. She never did. I don't believe in being unfaithful to the person that I am dating. How about you?"
"Well it has been nearly two years now. It was a very emotionally intense relationship. Things were going well, so I thought, until I discovered that they were being unfaithful. It broke my heart," Jason said. That smile that Jabri had come to associate with Jason faded into sadness, "But at the same time I think that all of the warning signs were there. But I was too blinded by love to see it."
"When was the last time you were in love?" Jabri questioned.
"There were a few who I tried to force me to love them, but I am very particular about who I date. Firstly, intelligence is very important. You know if you can seduce my mind." Jason paused, " then the rest of me is.....easy to get. What about you?"
"There was one who I've loved since we were in elementary school. We had that type of relationship where we knew each other better than we knew ourselves. I was too afraid to say something sooner. I missed my chance.........I missed my chance to be loved by the one who I loved the most." Jabri responded sadly.
"What makes you think it's too late?"
"We have now gone our separate ways. Things will never be like they were." Jabri was nearly in tears.
"I think it is time that we go." Jason whispered
They paid their bill and as they walked out, they gave each other a hug.
"Text me when you make it home." Jason told Jabri
About 20 minutes later Jabri made it home. As he walked into his bathroom and got ready to shower he broke down in tears. For he truly loved Chaz. Everything in his apartment reminded him of Chaz. The bedroom where they had sex for the first time, the living room where they shared their first kiss. The shower and the bathroom. Suddenly his phone went off
----------------------------------------------- Jason: have you made it home safely? Me: Yea I did Jason: sorry for upsetting you tonight. I didn't realize..... Me: it's not your fault. It is what it is now I guess Jason: WYD Me: lol it's embarrassing. You don't want to know..... Jason: oooh sorry to interrupt Me: what do you mean? Jason: I can only assume that you are touching yourself Me: No dude!!! Sitting on the floor of my bathroom having an emotional breakdown Jason: do I need to come over there? Me: maybe Jason: im on my way ----------------------------------------------
About 20 minutes later Jabri heard a knock at the door. It was Jason. Had changed into a pair of sweatpants and a bag in his hand.
"I brought a container of ice cream!" Jason said with a smile.
Jabri went and got some spoons and joined Jason who was sitting on the floor. Jabri turned on the tv and put on a comedy. At some point they both fell asleep and in the living room. During the middle of the night Jason felt Jabri lie on his chest. He wrapped his arms around him and fell fast asleep.
Jabri had a curiosity about the same sex since he was in middle school. Although he dated women through middle school and even up to recently, he would never forget his first sexual encounter with a guy.
When Jabri was in high school, he was the epitome of a Jock. But despite his status he always maintained straight A's and was relatively cool with everybody in the school. He played basketball and baseball and was the star player on the team. One evening during his senior year after basketball practice and rest of the team left he stayed after to work on a few drills and the coach was in his office working on some paperwork. He showered up and walked outside to his car, and their team manager was sitting on the curb.
"Kyle, what are you still doing here?" Jabri questioned as he walked up to shake his hand.
"I'm waiting on my dad to pick me up. He had to work late and said he would swing by and get me when he goes on break."
"Do you want a ride home?"
"If it's no trouble for you, I'd greatly appreciate it." Kyle said and proceeded to walk towards the parking lot with his teammate.
Kyle was a junior and had been the team's manager since his freshman year. He kept all their records and helped maintain all of their equipment. He was 5'7 and had average build. Caramel colored skin, wore glasses,and kept his hair cut short. He was not very athletic but would help run drills with the team when asked. The seniors on the team often referred to him as their little brother. He had a silly and slightly flamboyant personality but was good at his job. Jabri interacted with Kyle on a regular during practice.
On the way to Kyle's house they talked about school, the team and their home life. He learned that Kyle's was an only child and that his mom died in a car accident when he was in 6th grade. His dad took on a part time job in addition to his regular job to help make up some of their income. So if Kyle wasn't in school, he would be at home alone most of the time which is the main reason that he decided to sign up to be the team manager.
When they arrived at Kyle's house he invited Jabri inside. Jabri agreed and joined Kyle. They went to Kyle's room and Jabri admired how clean he kept it. He had a bookshelf with a few books and magazines on it.
"Do you have anything to drink?" Jabri asked
"We have some soda and water. Which would you prefer?" Asked Kyle.
"Water will be fine. Thanks"
When Kyle went downstairs to grab the water and Jabri looked at the collection of magazines that Kyle had on his shelf. He noticed a group of magazines in particular that caught his attention. Kyle returned.
"Dude, what is this?!? You have MAD magazine??" Jabri exclaimed. "I love the show MADTV, I never knew that they had a magazine!!"
"Oh yea, it was out long before the show was. We have a subscription."
Jabri and Kyle flipped through the magazines and they laughed and the Spy vs. Spy and other funny articles. Jabri went to pick up another MAD magazine and there was another magazine tucked inside that fell on the floor when he took it off the shelf titled "Black Inches." Kyle didn't seem to notice at first, and Jabri picked it up off of the floor and began to look at it.
"Dude what is this?" Jabri said to Kyle.
Kyle's eyes got really big and he began to breathe heavily. He was really scared and began to shake a little.
"Don't worry, your secret is safe with me." Jabri said reassuringly.
"Thank you so much!" Kyle whispered as he he took a big sigh of relief. He ran over and gave the giant basketball player a big hug.
Kyle went and got some snacks and he and Jabri sat on the bed and watched TV. Jabri decides to break the silence.
"Have you ever fooled around with any guys?"
"Yea, like two before." Kyle replied.
"What did y'all do?" Asked Jabri
"I just gave head." Replied Kyle.
"Anybody I know?" Jabri said quite intrigued.
"A true gentleman never kisses and tells sir." Kyle replied with a smirk. "Have you?"
Jabri was thrown by the question, "What!?!? No!!"
"Have you ever wanted to?" Kyle questioned
"Really Kyle? Me. With a guy..." Jabri scoffed. As lifts up his compression shirt and points to his rock hard teenaged abs. "I already have a hard enough time keeping the ladies away."
Kyle noticed that Jabri's dick was starting to become semi hard. He thought to himself that either the conversation was turning Jabri on, or he was turned on by his own body. Jabri put his shirt back down.
"I wish I had abs like yours." Kyle said admiringly and lifted his t-shirt.
Kyle's stomach was flat.
"With a bit of working out, you could get like me!" Jabri smiled and lifted his shirt again. "You should workout with us when we go to the weight room"
Without thinking Kyle reached out and felt Jabri's stomach and began outlining each of his abdominal muscles. He snapped back to reality and pulled away. Jabri grabbed his wrist and gently placed the younger boy's hand back on his stomach. He continued massaging Jabri's abs and leaned to kiss his stomach. He was nervous. The basketball player winced but didn't resist the advances. While Kyle continued to kiss his stomach, he pulled at the waste band of the older boy's sweatpants. He lifted his hips so that his pants could be removed. Kyle was in awe of the size of Jabri's dick. He had never seen anything over 7.5 inches.
He began to lick the tip of his massive dick and was able to get a little bit more than 7 inches in his mouth before gagging. Jabri was in ecstasy from this blowjob he was getting. By this time Kyle had worked about eight inches in. None of the girls that he had ever fooled around with were willing to take more than three or four inches.
Jabri motioned for Kyle to lie next to him as he continued to stuff more and more of the massive dick in his mouth. Jabri reached into Kyle's pants and began to feel on his ass cheeks. He had a nice set of small globes. He loosened his pants so the basketball player could have greater access to his ass.
"Lemme fuck you." Jabri said to Kyle.
"No dude, your dick is too fuckin big!"
Kyle wanted to lose his virginity so bad but he was afraid that this dick was too big. But then this could be the only opportunity that he could get. Since the beginning of basketball season he had fantasized about some of the basketball players, but Jabri was his favorite to fantasize about. But he also wanted to be able to sit down come tomorrow.
"Come on, I'll be gentle." Jabri said slyly.
"No" Kyle chuckled and went back to sucking Jabri off.
Jabri stuck a finger in his mouth and began to massage it into Kyle's warm tight ass. Kyle let out a small moan as Jabri but his finger deep inside of the boy. He then inserted two then three fingers. And was massaging open Kyle's ass. Kyle couldn't take it anymore and pulled off of Jabri's fingers. He walked over to the nightstand and grabbed some baby oil gel and lubed up Jabri's dick and his ass.
"Be gentle. My ass is not a pussy. You can't just go forcing it inside."
Kyle laid down on the bed and placed a pillow under his torso. Jabri got in between his legs and lined his dick up with Kyle's hole. He slowly pushed forward and the large mushroom head disappeared inside his hole. Kyle was in extreme pain. He dug his face into the mattress as Jabri kept pushing his meat deeper and deeper inside. Once he got all 9.5 inches inside he waited for Kyle to get use to it and began to slowly move his hips back and forth. Kyle was getting use to the size but could feel every bit of that dick in his stomach. Jabri grabbed his hips and began to increase the ferocity of his thrusts. Kyle grabbed onto the sheets and moaned loudly as the larger boy pumped his dick in and out of his tight hole.
Jabri pulled his dick out with a loud pop and laid down on the bed. Without missing a beat Kyle straddled Jabri's lap and slid the massive dick back inside of him. He leaned down and wrapped his arms around Jabri as continued to ride the dick. Jabri gently kissed him on his lips. None of the guys that Kyle had ever fooled around with before had ever kissed him. Usually he would suck them off and then sometimes they would cum in his mouth (he did not like that) and leave.
"Dude I'm about to cum!"
Kyle didn't care. He wanted to feel that nut deep inside of his guts. Ath that moment Jabri began to orgasm and simultaneously the sensation of that dick rubbing against his prostate sent him into an orgasm like no other. He wrapped his arms tightly around Jabri and continued to moan. One last kiss planted on his lips.
Jabri and Kyle continued their affair off and on around up until Jabri went off to college. Kyle found out towards the end of the summer that Kyle was moving away. Although they had a tumultuous relationship he truly loved Kyle and was going to miss him. That was the first time Jabri felt true heartbreak.
The next morning when Jabri awoke he was embarrassed that he slept on Jason all night. He quickly got up and moved off of him and went into the kitchen to make them breakfast. The sizzling of sausage in the frying pan, grits bubbling in the pot, and the smell of cheese toast broiling in the oven woke Jason from his sleep. He walked into the dining room and sat at the table. Jabri brought a glass and a bottle of Simply Orange and placed it in the table. He returned shortly with the pot of grits,, sausage, and the toast.
"Are you feeling better?" Jason inquired.
"Yea, slightly." Jabri responded quietly not looking up into Jason's eyes.
There was an awkward silence between the pair while they ate. When they finished Jason took the dishes into the kitchen and washed them.
"I appreciate you washing the dishes Ch.......Jason."
"No problem. But I think I need to go home so I can shower."
"I really do appreciate you coming by. Regardless to what you think, I really was helpful." Jabri said with a smile.
"Anytime! Later on tonight I am going to a concert in the park. Do you want to go later on?" Jason said as he headed towards the door.
"I'm not sure if I'm really in the mood to go."
"Ok how about this. You come out to the park. Give it 20 minutes. If you're ready to go after that then we will leave."
"Aight that sounds like a plan."
"Aight cool. Once I get showered and changed out of this shirt you drooled all over, I have a few errands to run and I'll text you when I'm headed back this way."
And with that Jason was gone out of the front door.
Later on that evening Jason came to pick Jabri up. And they traveled to the park. Being under the warm sun, listening to the smooth jazz playing, and being there with someone that cares about him that much was keeping his mind occupied and off of Chaz. Jabri began to wonder if maybe this is who he needed in his life, but he wasn't even sure if Jason was gay. He had never been to be the one to make a move. Plus he had only been with two guys up until this point in his life. He wasn't sure how Jason would react. He also remembered how he waited and lost Chaz.
All these thoughts were running through his mind on the way back to his apartment. Jason stopped and picked up a pizza and they took it up to his apartment. They put on a movie but barely watched it. Jason noticed that Jabri had a chess board sitting out. They played a couple of games and to Jabri's surprise Jason was quite good at it. Before long 4 hours had passed.
"Dude, I've got to get to work tomorrow morning. I'm going to cut out of here."
Jabri followed Jason to the door.
"I really do appreciate your company this weekend. Thanks for everything."
"No problem whatsoever!" Jason said with a huge smile
Jabri gave him a hug and then he decided to make his move. He kissed Jason on his neck, and the men's lips both met each other's. Tongues darting in and out of each other's mouths. Jabri could feel Jason's beard rubbing against his mouth and it turned him on even more. Jabri began to reach under Jason's shirt and Jason grabbed his hands.
"Not tonight. You're still hurting. If we are going to do this then I want to do this right. I want to know you before we have sex. Let's not complicate this just yet." Jason said.
"I can go for that. You get you some rest and I'll talk to you later."