CONFLICTED Chapter 2: Chaz
"Let's go take a shower" said Jabri
By this time the power has come back on and he put Chaz's wet clothes in the dryer. They both got into the shower and Chaz proceeded to wash Jabri's back. Gently kissing his neck. Jabri turned around gave Chaz a deep passionate kiss.
After their shower Chaz got dressed, gave Jabri one last kiss and left to go home. As he drove, he wondered thought about the sexual experience he had that night and wondered how it would change their friendship. He knew because they allowed their hormones to take control that the dynamics and the meaning of their friendship would never be the same again.
As he pulled into his driveway and walked into the house he took his workout bag and put it in its normal place down in the laundry room. He wondered to himself whether he would go work out with Jabri next time or whether he would find some convenient excuse not to go or maybe even find a reason to leave quickly. He had a million thoughts running through his mind and was just trying to wrap his brain all around it.
"You're home late." A voice from behind him said.
He was a bit startled but replied, "Yeah, it started to rain really hard during our run, then the power at the apartment went out. And since the power was out the gates to the complex wouldn't open."
"It was pretty bad this way too. One of the large branches from one of the trees in the back yard came down. We need to get it up tomorrow." said the voice.
Chaz turned around, smiled, "aight Nikki, no problem." He gave her a kiss on her forehead.
Nikki was Chaz's wife. They had been married three years. They first met in college and have dated since their sophomore year. It was love at first sight. Chaz was a Finance and Accounting major and Nikki had a double major in Sociology and Psychology. They both graduated summa cum laude.
"I was going to save this news, but I am too excited to wait!" Nikki exclaimed, "You're going to be a daddy!"
Chaz's jaw dropped, and he picked up Nikki and gave her a kiss.
"Damn baby, how far along are you?"
"Three months!"
As the next few days went by, Chaz was filled with mixed emotion. He had a dilemma on his hand; he loved his wife and now they had a baby on the way....and then there was Jabri. He hadn't talked to him about what happened, or at all for that matter, since their encounter.
This particular morning when Chaz woke up, he tried to wrap his hind around the events of the week. New feels began to emerge that never thought would. He was married with a baby on the way but he also was not sure where he and Jabri's relationship stood. Was it a one night stand or was it supposed to become something more? Was he overthinking it? Again, he was not even sure if these were genuine romantic feelings that he had.
The guilt from the affair also weighed heavily on his mind. Throughout the course of the day at his job be couldn't focus.
"Sir, are you okay?" Said Judith, his administrative assistant.
"I just have a lot on my mind, which the new baby coming and all. Just trying to wrap my head around it."
"My oldest son said the same thing when his wife got pregnant, but with you it seems more like you are upset about it. Do you think it's not yours?"
Judith was an order lady, in her mid 60s. Chaz had realized a long time ago that Judith was one that was going to speak her mind. He always found it odd that despite her being in a subordinate position that she spent more time telling him what to do. But Judith loved Chaz like he was her own son and would treat him as such.
"Yes the baby is mine!"
"It's something else. I just can't put my finger on it. But son, when you're ready to talk, I'm here to listen." Judith said with a motherly smile and returned back to her desk.
After leaving work he decided that he was going to go back to Jabri's to keep with their normal routine. Plus, regardless to what happened between them, he has known Jabri for a long time and the bond that they share was like none other that he had ever had with any other person. He nervously went and knocked on the door.
"Sup hoe!" Jabri exclaimed as he opened the door.
Although that was their normal way of greeting each other, it threw him because his mind had been elsewhere.
"Sup skank!" Chaz thinking quickly on his feet replied.
He went inside and did his normal routine.
"I'll be ready in a minute." Jabri yelled from his bedroom.
Chaz and Jabri worked out as usual and regardless to how much he tried to ignore it, there was some unspoken tension between them. So upon returning to the apartment, Chaz decided to break the awkward silence.
"Jay, we need to talk about what happened."
"Do you regret it?" Jabri replied
"I don't know. You know we've been boys since like elementary school. And you know I love and care about you. I liked it but you know I'm married, and Nikki is pregnant. I can't give all that up."
Jabri replied slightly perturbed, "At what point did I ask you to give up anything? I don't understand how you're going to assume that I feel a certain way when you have yet to even ask me how the fuck I felt about it!"
"Jay don't sit here and pretend like you didn't feel something. I know you better than you know you."
"Dude, first off if I remember correctly, you kissed me. You were the one that imitated everything, but for some reason you are now going to put all of your regrets and ill feelings for what happened as an emotional hang up on my part. It seems to me that you are the one on the DL and now feel bad that you cheated on your wife, congrats on the new baby by the way, and the consequences that may result from that."
Chaz just stares at Jabri for about two minutes but it felt like an eternity. Quietly Chaz gets up and begins walking towards the door.
"Yea, that's what I thought, run away from your problems like you always do." Jabri said with a bit of irritation in his voice.
Chaz stops in his tracks. Turns around.
"You know what Jay, fuck you. You are judging me for what I may or may not be, but you are just as guilty. You say I'm on the DL, but what about you? All the rumors that I heard about you when we were in high school that I ignored and defended you and you didn't even know. But I am the one who is DL."
Jabri slowly walks towards Chaz.
"But here is the difference between you and I....you're married and living a lie."
Chaz rushes towards Jabri balls up his fist and swings at Jabri. Jabri blocks Chaz's punch and pushes him away. Chaz stumbles back ways but manages to grab Jabri by the shirt and pulls him towards him. Chaz grabs Jabri by the back of the neck and kisses him. Jabri tries to push the shorter man away from him but Chaz pulls him in harder. Jabri gives into it and Chaz pushes Jabri down onto the couch, and straddles his lap. He begins to grind his hips into Jabri's lap and begins to feel every inch of his large dick begin to grow through his workout clothes. Jabri reaches around and slips his hands into the waistband of Chaz's shorts and palms Chaz's large ass as both men continued their make out session.
Jabri grabbed Chaz by the backside of his knees and Chaz wraps his arms around Jabri's kneck as he picked him up and carried him to his bathroom. Jabri turns on the water and they both step into the shower. Chaz gets on his knees and takes Jabri's large mushroom head into his mouth. The pungent musky smell of Jabri's crotch filled his nose and turned him on even more. Jabri grabbed be back of Chaz's head and pushed him further down on his dick causing him to gag. He worked that thick dick in and out of his mouth trying to get as much of it in as possible.
He stands up and the men proceed to wash each other. They step out of the shower and Jabri grabs Chaz and bends him over the counter in the bathroom. He begins to eat out Chaz's juicy ass. Jabri flicks his tongue over Chaz's hole causing him to let out a low moan. He begins to tongue fuck Chaz and he moans loudly. The sensation that he was feeling caused his legs to shake.
Jabri stood up lubed his dick and Chaz's hole and slowly began to push his dick inside Chaz's tight hole. Chaz moaned in pain as he accepted all 9.5 inches deep into his stomach. He began to aggressively work is dick in and out of his best friend. Jabri aggressively pulls Chaz's hair and it turned Chaz on to be dominated in such a manner. The feeling to have someone else working to give him his orgasm without touching his dick was something he never experienced before but greatly enjoyed.
He flipped Chaz over so now he as on his back and continued to pound his now sore asshole. He wanted it to stop, but at the same time he wanted him to keep going. His hole was stretched to the limit. Jabri kissed Chaz as he continued to pound his hole.
Before he felt the need to cum he pulled his dick out and straddled Chaz's long dick. He spit on Chaz's long juicy dick and used the spit and pre-cum as lube as he lowered himself on the dick. It hurt but he took it like a pro in his tight ass. He began to ride the shaft as he kissed Chaz on his lips. Chaz slid off of the counter and pinned Jabri's back against the wall. He worked his dick in and out of his friend's hole. Jabri felt the same type of orgasm coming on that he had the last time he and Chaz fucked. He began to shake and moan. He clinched his ass around Chaz's dick which made him fuck him harder. The sensation lasted on Jabri's end for about two minutes. Chaz began to cum inside of Jabri's hole. He let Jabri down and Jabri slid to the floor breathing heavily with his knees to his chest.
His ass was sore but the orgasms that he had when Chaz fucked him made it worth it. Chaz gets down and begins to gently kiss Jabri on his soft lips. Kissing down his muscular chest. He began to gently lick the outside of Jabri's sore hole. Jabri spread his legs to give Chaz better access. He continued to lick and kiss his hole and the taller man moaned softly, jacking his dick until he had a second orgasm.
They finished and cleaned up. Chaz checked his phone and noticed that he had five missed calls from Nikki, and three missed calls and a text message from his mother-in-law:
------------------------ Momz-in-Law: Chaz why aren't you answering your phone!?!? Nikki is in the hospital Chaz: I'm on my way, is everything OK?!? Momz-in-Law: baby is stressed, get here ASAP!! -------------------------
"Jay, Nikki is in the hospital, I've got to go!!"
"I'll roll with you!"
About 20 minutes later both men arrive at the hospital. When they walk in, Nikki's mom looks frazzled.
"Is she and the baby ok?!?" Chaz said worried
"I don't know, we will find out shortly." Nikki's mom replied. "But the bigger question is, where were you when she needed you? You're about to be a father, you need to be at home taking care of your wife when she needs you instead of running the streets with your friends!"
Just then the doctor comes out, "Nikki is fine and the baby is fine. However, I do think this is going to be a high risk pregnancy. I want to keep her for a few days just for observations. She is more than likely going to be on bed rest for the rest of her pregnancy."
Chaz goes back to see his wife.
"Hey baby, how are you feeling?" Chaz says to his wife
"I've been better. But my question is where were you?" Nikki says with tears in her eyes
"You know where I was"
"Something is going to have to give. I understand Jay is your best friend but I am your wife!"
Chaz hugs his wife close to him, "I promise baby, I will never leave your side."
Jabri was on the other side of the door and heard what Chaz said. He loved Chaz but knew that he was going to have to distance himself so that Chaz could begin to focus on his new family, and also for his own sanity.