Confessions to a Sex Therapist

By emd f9

Published on Aug 16, 2021

Gay

Hello Doctor. Posting ads is a tricky proposition. Seems like many chicken out when it comes to time and place. Some say, not tonight but maybe in the afternoon. I hate that. Most married men are stuck once they get home from work. What a shame. Others seem to try to string you out; for whatever reason I have no idea.

But once in a while my ad is answered by someone who is as serious as I am and it doesn't take long for us to get together. I love that; a guy who wants to be sucked as much as I want to suck him. When that comes together it is absolutely fantastic. I kind of guess it sounds like much of my time is spent on perusing online ads, or posting them or sucking cock, bottoming or both. That's not totally true. I'll admit that I do check the ads a couple of times a day but that doesn't mean that I respond to them all -- not even most of them.

I don't meet other men every day, either. It is more like once or twice a month if that. I'm not a nympho.

One day I saw an ad from a guy who wanted to be sucked till he was ready to cum and then give a facial. At first I thought was a waste of good cum but the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to try it. I answered his ad and we agreed to meet at his place. He sent me a dick pic and he certainly had a very nice looking dick. It was about six inches and average thickness. We set the time and he gave me directions to his house.

I got there and he offered me a beer and then we got down to business. I took off my glasses, knelt on the carpeted floor and coaxed his relaxed dick into my mouth. It was delightful. It fit my mouth like it was made for it and he let me go to work, once in a while telling me how good I was. I sucked, licked and took him in and out until he said "now!" I stopped and looked up at him as he stroked that magnificent cock until it squirted.

The first load hit me in the forehead. I was surprised to feel it hit. I expected it to be hot but it was actually body temperature. The second shot hit me in the mouth and I lapped it up. Subsequent shots hit me in the mouth, eyes, forehead and all over my face. It felt really good. His cum was nice and thick, white and ropy, not runny like some. I would have loved to swallow more of it. I licked what I could and then rubbed the rest all over my face. I had no idea that a facial could be so much fun.

That was the only facial I ever had but I would have another if the opportunity arose.

I hate to see wasted cum. Yes, that facial was nice and different but when I watch porn and see cum drip out of the receiver's mouth and run down and not get eaten I just feel that it is such a waste. A good cock sucker should always swallow cum and I love to do so. A good cock sucker should pull the cock deep in the mouth when the dick is about to shoot, just to ensure getting every drop.

I recently learned to deep throat. What a thrill. It's something I have wanted to do for a long time and I have tried but it was half hearted. Then one day I was in a sex shop and found the perfect dildo. It felt and looked real. It also was the right thickness and length for me, six inches. I bought it and took it home.

I tried it but again began to choke when it got too deep. For all the cocks I have sucked I have always had the problem when one hit the back of my throat. But this time I was determined. So, I went out and bought the strongest throat numbing medicine that I could find and it was right over the counter in the cold aisle.

I took it home and gave myself a number of squirts and then began to suck on the dildo and shove it against the back of my throat. I watched enough videos to learn that pushing my tongue out must help open me up, so I tried it and pushed. Suddenly the dildo slid right in. I did begin to gag but I at least knew how to do it.

Next, I remembered reading that poppers could help relax throat muscles, so I went back to the store and bought a bottle. I tried the numbing spray again and then took a couple of good snorts of the popper. The dildo went right down, slick and easy. I was able to pump it in and out but I still had to deal with the stomach heaves but I was getting there.

They say that practice makes perfect and so I tried every morning when my stomach weas empty. I stopped using the spray and just sniffed the popper. After about a week I stopped sniffing and just learned to shove my tongue out and the dildo in. It's amazing. I bought a longer dildo and kept on practicing. I could shove an eight-inch dildo all the way in and was able to hold it for up to twenty seconds.

I have been posting ads but have not received and volunteers who were willing to come through. I do specify at least six and a half inches and not too thick, so that may be why but it is only a matter of time before I get what I want.

One thing I do know is that I really like the toys and can't wait until I get the real thing. Like I said, and as they say on line, practice does make perfect

Earlier you asked me about fantasies. I have two.

One is group sex. My fantasy is that I am among a group of men, say five or six. We are all naked, talking and occasionally touching ourselves or each other. Nobody seems to want to make a move so I decide to do so. I approach the guy with the most attractive dick. I play with him and then hit my knees to suck him. Of course this attracts the attention of the others and they all gather around to watch. One comes really close and I take his dick in my hand and play with it. Soon I am alternating between sucking them, turning from one to the other.

Then things begin to turn interesting as one after another they all line up to be sucked. I take them all, sometimes trying two dicks in my mouth at the same time. After everyone gets a turn I offer to suck them all off one at a time. They think this is a great idea and so I take everyone's load. I discover that they all taste a bit different but all are good and I get a very nice drink. Some take longer than others; some cum almost at once. Some are big shooters and some small but all are wonderful. In the end everyone is satisfied, especially me.

My other fantasy is to be spit roasted. I have actually posted ads a couple of times but never got responses. I always requested two guys that knew each other well or were partners. In my fantasy I get a good response to my ad, share some photos and emails with the two men and they agree to come to my place. The date and time is set and then they arrive. Before they arrive I have prepared myself and have cleansed thoroughly.

When they come into the house we chat for a little and then we all undress. I have already seen photos of their equipment but seeing in person is much better. I fondle both of them and suck each one until he is hard. That way I can tell which I want in my mouth first. Now if one is much larger than the other then he would take the back door to start.

We go into the bedroom and get on the bed. I take my position on my hands and knees and they get into their respective positions. It is understood that they may switch ends and that each must cum in either my mouth or ass, and we won't stop until they do. Then the fun part begins.

First the one in the rear lubes me up and plays with my ass, inserting his fingers and loosening me up -- not that I need it. And then he presses the head of his dick against me and slides slowly in until he is balls deep. After that the other guy takes my head in his hands to steady me. I open my mouth and in he goes. I close my lips and start to suck. They begin to move in rhythm, back and forth, in and out, matching their motions and alternately filling my holes and the pulling nearly out.

It is phenomenal and I am in heaven. They get faster and then slower, they work me to the point where all my awareness is in their dicks, my mouth and ass. Nothing else exists. This is like nothing I have ever experienced and my body is nothing but receptive and excited nerves. Then they both stop, switch ends and begin all over. I'm blown away having a dick in my mouth that was moments before up my ass. I've done it before but this is special. The two play hide the sausage in me until my legs begin to get wobbly.

I don't know how they do it but it's almost like they cum on signal. I feel the dick in my mouth begin to swell and pulse and know it will momentarily be flooded with sweet cum. And he lets go. At exactly the same time his partner plunges into my ass as deep as he can go, pulls on my hips and I feel him cum as well, deep inside of me. I feel like I'm floating above the bed. They stay nestled inside me for a few moments and when they soften then they pull out. I feel a drop of cum leak out of my ass. They agree that it was very good and we decide to do it again in the near future.

I think I could get very fond of that kind of action and I hope that one day that fantasy will come true.


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