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CHAPTER 5
BY: RClayton
(1)
Adam woke with Jesse's arm wrapped over his side. His lover's hand lay against the warmth of his chest. He could hear Jesse's breathing, and it made him feel warm and loved, a feeling he thought would never come from anyone besides his mom.
He didn't move, not wanting to wake Jesse from his sleep, he enjoyed his lover's closeness far to much for that. He let his mind wander back over the days since their first love making on Wednesday; he could feel himself smiling.
It was the story that Jesse had told him that robbed his of his smile. The idea of Jesse being touched and entered by that Clay guy. If he had known about what had happened between the two of them he would never have gone into that store a second time, then he remember that Jesse had mentioned that he and Tommy had been together also and that started to play with his mind. Wednesday Jesse had denied that Tommy was gay, maybe he was only bi but the idea that Jesse had been keeping so many secrets bothered him.
Jesse moved to his back, his hand leaving it's comfortable position against Adam. The boy moaned a few times and sat up suddenly. "What's wrong?" He asked, his voice sleepy.
"Nothing." Adam said. He tried to keep the hurt out of his voice.
"That's a lie." Jesse said. He put his hand on Adam's shoulder. "What is it Adam?"
"Why didn't you tell me about you and Tommy?"
"That." He spooned himself against Adam again. "Babe, he was my first. We had our time and it wasn't what he wanted. I'm not even sure what he wanted then. He is the one that got me mixed up with Clay in the first place."
"Oh," Adam began. "I guess I've just been kidding myself that I was a part of my friend's lives then."
"Adam, you are my life. When I knew that I was gay the only person I could think of to be with was you, I was just so scared of losing you as a friend. Tommy was just there one day and I was weak. I wanted to be touched and I let him."
"And Clay?"
"I have no excuse for what I did with him. I was curious about older guys and he was very seductive. The whole comics for sex thing just kind of developed over a month or so. I can't make excuses for my choices but I can apologize to you for the pain I've caused." He said; the sound of crying in his voice.
Adam felt the tears against his shoulder and the anger began to melt. The pain would take a while to ease but he knew that he would forgive Jesse. He loved him too much not to.
Adam turned under Jesse's arm and he kissed his lovers mouth. "I understand. I'm still a little upset about this but I `ll deal with it." He paused. "Just answer me one thing. Why didn't you say something to me? Did you really think that I wouldn't be your friend if you told me how you felt. Even if I were straight I wouldn't have dumped you as a friend."
"Fear plays games with your head baby. I wanted to so bad. That first time with Tommy was after spending the night here and wanting to touch you so bad it hurt. I was so upset with it I didn't even sleep that night and I left early the next morning. Do you remember?"
"Yeah, I woke up while you were getting dressed. You said you had called home and your mom wanted you back there."
"Only I didn't go home because I hadn't really called. I went to Tommy's house because I knew that he wanted to have sex with me. We had talked about it several times but I wasn't ready yet."
"Okay. I'll accept that but it'll still take me a while to get over it."
"Understood." Jesse moved away and sat on the edge of the bed. "I'll go and you can call me when, or if you want to." He was still crying a little as he sat facing away from Adam.
"I don't want you to go anywhere." Adam said. He got to his knees on the bed and moved to Jesse's back. He placed a hand on each shoulder. "I never want you to go anywhere." He kissed the back of Adam's neck, running his hands down Jesse's lightly muscled chest. "I want you Jesse. I need you more now that I did last night." His left hand wrapped around Jesse's soft penis and began working it to semi-hardness and then to a full erection.
"Adam, no. How can you trust me?" He pushed Adam's hand away from his dick. "I can't hurt you again. Not now."
"I don't want you to hurt me Jesse, I want you to make love to me. I want you to put yourself inside of me and fill me with your soul. I don't want anything between us, no rubbers, just flesh in flesh." He pulled Jesse back onto the bed by his shoulder.
Jesse's body lay flat on the bed as Adam climbed over and sat straddling his body. He took Jesse in his hand again, working the fleshy steel of his cock.
"Adam." He reached up, pinching at Adam's nipples. His fingers gliding over Adam's flesh.
Adam reached over to the table and took the lube from the drawer. He popped the top open and squirted a good bit onto Jesse's hardness, messaging the slick jelly down the shaft.
"I have to move back onto the bed more." Jesse said as Adam moved to allow Jesse's body to slide up until he was solidly on the mattress.
Adam moved back into position and held Jesse's cock as he lowered himself onto it. He could feel the pressure against the tight hole. He pushed himself down and groaned as the head began to push past his muscled ass ring. The pain wasn't as bad as it had been the night before. It wasn't a complete pleasure but that would come soon enough. Soon he would be able to take Jesse without so much as a flinch of pain.
Jesse began to push up with his hips. Sliding a bit more of himself into Adam's cavity.
Adam's body responded to the invasion with sounds of passion as he slid himself completely down on the rigid member.
"I love you Adam." Jesse said, moving one hand to Adam's hard cock.
Adam loved the feel of his lover's hand jacking him as the cock inside of him slid with ease in and nearly out with the movement of Jesse's hips. He could feel that Jesse was very close. He was just a little concerned without the condom but not enough to stop what they were doing. He wanted to show Jesse how much he loved and trusted him by taking his seed. He wanted to feel the hot blast of cum flooding his insides.
"Oh man, here I come baby!" Jesse yelled a little too loudly.
"Yes!" Jesse yelled out just as loud as he felt the first spasm and the heat of Jesse's semen shooting into his ass. He pushed himself down, hard onto the shooting cock buried in his body. He felt his own load shooting and watched as it splashed down all over Jesse's chest, some hitting him in the face.
Jesse's tongue came out of his mouth to grab the juice that Adam had shot. He licked the stream of nearly clear liquid as his cock began to shrink.
Adam slid off of Jesse and over to lay flat beside him. "That was fucking incredible." He said with a smile. I want you in me all the time, in every way you can think of!"
Jesse laughed and rolled over on top of Adam. "I can think of a little of fun things to do baby."
Adam pulled Jesse's head down until their lips met. The kiss was deeper than Adam could image a kiss being. He felt the hair on the back of his neck stand up. He pushed his face into Jesse's, giving as good as he got.
(2)
Francine Conner woke suddenly when she heard a loud groan and a scream from down the hall. Her son's voice yelling `yes' told her what was going on so she didn't need to worry that something was wrong. She would have to say something to the boys about keeping it down a bit, especially early in the morning. She didn't mind them enjoying themselves but not at the expense of her sleep.
She sat on the edge of the bed, slipping her feet into her Bugs Bunny slippers as she pulled her bathrobe on. It was time to get up and get on with the day anyway. The boy's had a lunch date with Tommy and his brother at one and she had several things she wanted done before they left. Plus she had a chapter of her book to finish. The publisher was already on her back about the closing deadline.
With a sigh she stood and went into her personal bathroom and closed the door.
(3)
"Mom's gonna pitch a fit if we woke her just now." Adam said as he ran his hands over Jesse's sticky, drying chest. "That was even better than last night Jesse."
"I don't know... last night was pretty hot." The boy laughed and kissed Adam.
"We have lunch with Tommy and Greg this morning." Adam said. He began to kiss Jesse's erect nipples, tasting his own cum and the sweat of his lover's body.
"You sure you want to? Now that you know..."
"Yeah. besides I believe Tommy owes me something." Adam said with a sneaky tone to his voice.
"Uh-oh," Jesse said. "I know that look."
"Oh, you do? What is this look?" He went back to licking Jesse's chest clean.
"You want to find out more about Tommy now, don't you?"
"Maybe." Adam said. he moved back up to Jesse's face, licking and kissing around his lover's mouth.
"You wouldn't!" Jesse said.
"Wouldn't what?" Adam said. "I've always wondered what Tommy looked like under those tight jeans. He teased Jesse but in his mind he really did want to know what was in Tommy's Levis. His love for Jesse would never allow him to find out but the idea was there. He wondered what it would be like for the three of them to have sex together. Between just him and Jesse it was making love but if Tommy were to join in...
"You had me there babe." Jesse said as he realized he was being played with. "You know, if you want a threesome with Tommy and me it could probably be arranged." Jesse said. If Adam could play so could he.
"Hmmm. That's a thought for later. For now, I want you all to myself." Adam said. His hand grasped Jesse's semi hard cock. He moved his body and took the cock into his mouth, sucking the head down into his throat.
"Ooo." Jesse said. He ran his hands through Adam's hair. "You are going to wear me out!" He said.
This admonition only made Adam wok harder at his task. It wasn't more than ten minutes before Adam was swallowing Jesse's fourth load in twenty-four hours.
(4)
"What's with you two?" Tommy said as he moved away from the brick wall he had been leaning against. His black hair shined wet from having just gotten out of the pool before leaving home for lunch. He smiled at his two friends. There was definitely something going on there, he just had to figure out what it was.
"Not much." Jesse said as he closed the back door of the station wagon.
Adam walked around the back of the car and waved at his mom as she drove off to run errands. He moved to Jesse's side and had to fight the urge to take his lover's hand in his own.
The three boys went into the pizza place and paid for their buffet and drinks.
"I'm starving!" Jesse said with a huge grin. He took a plate and began to fill it with various slices of pizza.
"I bet." Tommy said. He was becoming more and more sure that his two friends were finally getting it on together. The thought of it didn't bother him that much. Jesse was a great friend and pretty damn hot in bed but he wasn't really his type. Besides, he had always known that Jesse was in love with Adam.
"I had to man. I couldn't lie any more. There are a few things we still have to discus but he has the idea of what's up."
Adam turned and looked at Jesse. His eyes were brimming with tears. "There's more?"
"Later babe." Jesse said. "When we get to Tommy's we'll tell you the rest."
Adam looked at Jesse then Tommy and back to the road.
"Hey, Tommy, what happened to Greg?" Jesse asked in an effort to change the subject.
"Ah, his girlfriend wanted to hit the mall so he dropped me off on his way to pick her up." Tommy answered. he went back to his pizza.
"How we getting back to your place?" Jesse said.
"Can you call your mom, Adam? I forgot about the return trip man, I'm sorry."
"Adam?" Jesse said a minute later when he realized that his lover didn't hear what he was asked.
"I heard you. I'll call her." Adam said. He pulled out his cell phone and dialed his mom's cell number. "How long before we want to go?" He asked after speaking with his mother.
"An hour?" Jesse said.
Adam asked his mother to come for them in an hour, said bye, and disconnected. He turned back to the window without looking at either of the other boys or his food.
(5)
Tommy and Jesse walked thought the house and out the sliding glass door to sit beside the pool. Adam had gone in ahead of them and went to the bathroom.
"What's up with him?" Tommy asked.
"He feels bad because you and I had sex before I finally got the nerve to talk to him about it. That and he is really unhappy with me about the Clay deal."
"What are you going to do man?" Tommy asked as he slipped his shorts of to reveal the blue Speedo he wore beneath. He tossed his short on the shorts and went to the edge of the pool where he hat and put his feet in the water.
"I don't know. I just got my greatest wish and now I may lose it because of stupid mistakes that I can't erase. Not putting down what we did together bro, that was great, and it came at a time when I was needing it. I just have to find a way to make Adam understand that I am sorry and that I won't do it again." He pulled his short off and tossed it on his discarded jeans and shoes. He moved over and sat on the edge of the pool, letting his own feet slip into the cool water.
"You really think that Clay'll just let you go? You know what happened with Peter and Joey." Tommy moved his feet around in the water.
"Yeah, I know. I have an idea though. I'm going to find a way to get Clay busted and then the problem will be solved." Jesse said.
"Sounds easier to say than it will be to do bud."
"Can I count on you to help me? I don't want Adam getting any closer to Clay than he already is."
"Don't you think I can handle it?" Adam said from behind the two boys. He had walked right up and listened to most of their conversation without them noticing. He had no liked what he had heard.
"Adam..." Jesse started to get to his feet.
"Don't bother, I'm leaving." Adam said. he walked back the way he had come and slid the glass door open. He paused, turned around and walked back. "I don't know why you think you have to protect me. It's not like Clay is a murderer or something. I can take care of myself." He went back to the door and went into the house closing the door behind him.
"I gotta go man." Jesse stood, collected his clothes and headed toward the house.
"Good luck." Tommy called back. He slipped his body down into the pool and began to swim to the other side.
Jesse stepped into the house and slid the door back closed. He could see Adam standing near the book case, leaning against the wall. He couldn't tell if his lover was crying but he suspected he was.
"Adam." Jesse said. He placed the bundle of clothes on the coffee table and walked up to Adam. "I'm sorry baby. There are so many things I have to tell you. I really need for you to understand, and to not hate me." Jesse said. he was holding back a flood of tears himself.
"I told you this morning that I love you, no matter what. I still do and I still want you in my life.." He paused, "But do you really want me? It didn't sound like you did when you were talking to Tommy." Adam didn't turn to face Jesse.
Jesse placed a hand on Adam's shoulder. "Come on, let's sit and talk." He slid his hand down Adam's arm and took the boy's hand. He led Adam over to the couch and they sat down.
"Okay, here I am. Spill it." Adam said.
"It started with Clay as just a little oral sex for a favor or two. Then he wanted to start taking pictures of me, and of Tommy with me. The rewards got larger and he kept edging up further along until we were making home movies for him."
"Porno?" Adam said amazed.
"Yeah." Jesse said. he turned away, facing the back yard. He could see Tommy wrapping a towel around his waist.
"Oh, God." Adam said. His voice changed to something that Jesse had never heard from his friend before. It wasn't disgust or even hate. It was disappointment tinged with resentment.
"I'm sorry, Adam."
Tommy slid the glass door open and stepped into the house, closing the door behind him. He walked up to the couch and put a hand on each of his friend's shoulders.
"I don't know what to say." Adam said. He looked up at Tommy and then at Jesse. "How am I suppose to feel? Didn't either of you ever think about my feelings? Ever wonder how this would affect me if, and when I found out?"
"If you guys are going to do this crazy shot then I'm in it with you. We may all regret this, hell, I already think I do."
Jesse reached out a free hand and so did Adam. Tommy took each boy's hand and smiled.
"This should be some adventure!" Tommy said.
All three boys laughed.
"We talked about it more than a few times Adam." Tommy said. He moved around the couch and sat in the corner of the big wood and glass coffee table.
Jesse looked at Adam but didn't speak. There were no words for what he wanted to say, no way to explain his actions and it hurt that the one person he loved and trusted more than anyone, didn't trust him any more.
"If you are going to get this guy busted I am going to help. Either I do, or I'm out of here and both of you can go to Hell." Adam said. His voice was stone cold.
"Okay, baby, okay." Jesse said and took Adam's hands in his. "If we can find a way to do this, you can help, but you are not going to be with Clay or with anyone else but me, and not on film either. No pictures and no movies."
"I can deal with that." Adam said. He smiled without much feeling and Jesse smiled back.
"Tommy, what do you say?" Jesse asked.
Adam made his selections and went to a booth near the game room.
"Adam, what's the deal bro?" Tommy said as he sat across from his friend. "You haven't said shit since you got here."
"Shit." Adam replied. He gave a vague smile.
"There's the smart as I know and love!" Tommy laughed.
"I'm cool man. Just didn't sleep that great last night."
Jesse sat beside Adam, sliding close enough for his left hip to bump Adam's. "Yeah, busy night." He said. He wasn't even trying to hide what he was feeling.
"You two had sex!" Tommy said, a little too loudly.
"Shhh. Damn, man, don't tell the whole fucking restaurant." Adam said. His voice was tight with annoyance and being embarrassed.
Two couples looked over at the table and went back to their conversation.
"Sorry dudes. I guess I kinda knew when I saw you get out of the Volvo. You two look freshly laid and very happy."
"You could say that." Jesse said. he winked at Tommy.
"Did ya tell him?" Tommy asked. He had to know if Adam knew that he and Jesse had already been together.
"Yeah, I told him everything." Jesse said. He had lost some of his friskiness.
"Everything?" Tommy said, shocked.
"Yep. Everything." Jesse replied. He looked over at Adam who was watching traffic out on the street in front of the strip mall.
"You sure that was a good idea?" Tommy sat looking at his friend; his food all but forgotten.
"If you guys are going to do this crazy shot then I'm in it with you. We may all regret this, hell, I already think I do."
Jesse reached out a free hand and so did Adam. Tommy took each boy's hand and smiled.
"This should be some adventure!" Tommy said.
All three boys laughed.