Author's Note: Okay boys and really horny boys. I've got the new instalment. And this one is a double chapter. I'm thankfull for that special person who emailed me and said I should continue writing this stuff. Because frankly, I really want to just stop. But I guess that was selfish of me. Well, don't worry. I promise I'm going to finish this one as fast as I could now that my vacation is up. I hope you all doin' well.
-Eyezonyou
Disclaimer: Oh so you've decided to take a little trip to nifty hoping your not watched in your little room by mommy. Well, guess what. I won't stop you. As long as you keep an eye for yourself, you're gonna be alright. So enough of the lecture and read on...
Chapter 5
Terrence's POV
Do you ever had moments were things go terribly wrong? Well, I have. Right now. Urgh! You see life isn't such a complicated thing. You go to school; meet some old bag teachers and go back home where life is the safest. But then he had to come along and ruin it all. HE! That...that-Tristan!
Why? Well, I'll tell you why. Last night I had a dream. And he was there. No, I don't mean the blurry stuff but I could really figure out his godly face smiling at me. And then he took my hand and placed it in his heart. I don't know what's that supposed to mean but it's only part of my problems. I mean look. Look at my notebook. It has Tristan's name written all over it. And I don't even understand that damn lesson the teacher is talking about. Urgh! I have got to find a way to make this stop.
At lunch I saw Cathlyn with some of her friends. Gee, right when I needed some comfort. Well, being a loner as I am, I took my lunch out the grounds. I took a spot where no one can see me. Ah, at last some peace and tranquility.
"Hey, Terrence." Oh no.
"Oh, hi Tristan"
"What are you doing out here by yourself?"
"Nothing."
"Oh" There was an awkward moment there.
"So, um thanks for what you did last night. I, um was really depressed."
"Well, it's my job." I said flatly. I try to look away from his eyes now. That seems to work. I've got to keep my cool or I'm done.
"Oh, well I was just wondering if, um, you're free tonight?" What?
"Err.." I'm stoned. Is he saying why I think he's saying?
"Cause Cathlyn..." There. He said it. Cathlyn. Of course she wants a date with Cathlyn. And he thinks it's just polite to tag me along. Jeez. Cathlyn and Tristan, how was I so blind?
"I'm sorry. You don't have to go with me. Just ask her and she'll say yes." And with that I left him.
I can hear him calling me but I just ran out of there. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Did I really thought for just a sec there that he was actually interested in me? God.
You know as I sit here in the class, I began to realize why did Cathlyn become my best friend? I mean I'm nothing and here she is, a goddess with all the men running for her. And gee I'm not even straight. I'm mad at her. I'm so angry with her for doing this to me. For making me feel like shit. Urgh! I guess it would only take time before she treats me like one. "Shit!"
"What's the problem Mr. Matthews?" the teacher glowered at me. Did I just say that aloud?
"Um... nothing."
"You know you could get detention for interrupting my class." Oooh, scary.
Well, with all the anger that I'm feeling now, I'm ready to smite his sorry fatty ass.
"And tell them what exactly? That I just said a word and 'interrupted' your teaching style, which we all know is very effective since half of the class, is already asleep. That for a mere second you claim to have heard something tragic and undesirable. Well, I've got news for you. That word perfectly describes the ambience here in this classroom: 'shit'."
Well, for a second time in a row, I talked too much. Urgh! At least everyone is eyeing at me to pick up a chair and throw it at the window.
"Well, I'm sorry you feel that way Mr. Matthews. Congratulations, you have just earned an hour of detention."
"You know what my problem is Mr. Morris?"
"No."
"Precisely. You really don't know anything. You might have mastered what you are teaching but you'll never know what your students feel because you don't know anything. And you don't care. You want us to listen to your lectures but the fact is that you never listen to what we want to say. And when we say it we get a free ticket to detention. And between you and me, I'm sorry you 'are' that way Mr. Morris." And then I stormed out of the classroom.
This day is great. Just fine. I got detention and wow, I skipped school today. Can you believe this? And now I'm right here at the mall, sitting in a corner drinking this milky stuff. My life is much worse than it is. Could it get any better?
"Hey Terrence are you all right?" I looked up and saw Joshua, Cathlyn's brother.
"No."
"Seems you had a bad day. Would you like to tell me about it."
"No."
"Look if it's any better, I had a bad day too. So I decided to skip class. We're both on the same boat here. And now that we are why don't we enjoy it." Enjoy? What the hell is he talking about? I feel like dying here and he feels like enjoying?
"Okay, not enjoy but as long as we are here we could at least hang out and forget about stuff." I wasn't going to bulge. "Please" Oh no. Not the puppy look eyes. "Please" Damn! He got me this time.
"Okay. But I won't enjoy myself." I warned him.
"Oh yes you'll have mournful time with me." I smiled.
"Wahoo, I got a smile from Mr. Tidy!"
Well I don't know what happened after that. I mean not that I don't remember cause I do. Its just I feel I wasn't my self at that moment. Joshua treated me to all the shops we go to. And we went to this arcade and I think he let me win. Cause for ten times in a row, not knowing any arcade game, I beat him. We even went out for a movie. And while he went to take a leak I secretly placed half of the popcorn to his drink. And he didn't even notice that half of his drink was gone and the only thing he is sipping is the popcorn! Ha! And when we passed by this store, Joshua brought me this teddy bear. I kept refusing his gift but he said no. It was for me. But I couldn't so I gave him a gift too. I gave him a shabby necklace that I'm wearing. Hey, don't blame me I'm not that rich. But I guess I could do better. And now we are walking in the park and just eating cotton candy.
"So are you having a mournful time?" he asked.
"No" I said smiling.
"It's me isn't it? I'm not making mournful enough? Why?" He said playfully.
"Well, I must admit. You really showed me a good time."
"Thank you."
"And for that you deserve this..." I swab all the cotton candy that I was holding into his face.
"Oh you'll pay for that."
"No I won't. You won't catch me."
"Want to bet?"
"Bye." And then I ran as fast as I could. God I feel so heavy. I ran with my last breath and he's still trailing on me. But when I stopped to have a break, he was nowhere to be found.
"Hey! Where are you?" I yelled. He must be around here somewhere. Wait, what if he's got injured and stuff. I should go back. And when I finally decided to turn around and ran back, I caught a glimpse of him lying on the ground.
"Oh my God!" I yelled. "Joshua, are you alright?" I was shaking uncontrollably. I began to feel his pulse. And then it happened. The thing. All I remember is that he rose up to me causing my body to be on the ground below him.
"I... " Damn! Why am I stuttering? Why is his face so close to mine? Why am I getting all red? God this must stop!
"Surprise." He whispered to my ear. Then he leaned forward and kissed me.
Chapter 6
Cathlyn's POV
"No, I'm not going to do it." I said to the girl in front of me.
"Cathlyn, Cathlyn. Look, you have been with us for what a year. Now is your chance to be one of us."
"No, you look Jane. I will not lie to Terrence or Tristan. I am not your slave anymore. I quit remember?"
"Oh, but you can't. We're not done with you. Look, Cathlyn its just one thing. I promise I won't hurt him. Just make him to fall for me."
"I said no! No, okay. Now that I know what a person you really are, no. You're not going to force me this time." Jane looked pissed.
"Oh really. Well, if that's what you want. Just remember, I'm not through with you yet."
Tristan's POV
I felt pain when Terrence left me at lunch. I mean what did I do wrong? And what did he mean by what he said? God, I was so terrified to ask him out. But all the time I was looking at his face. And when I remember it right now, uhhh. Is this love?
Well, I got to meet Cathlyn that afternoon. I saw her talking to Jane the captain of the cheerleaders. Ewww. I mean she's really a nice girl and all but I don't dig in to cheerleaders. What do I dig? Well, you know who I'm into. And there it goes again. Now if I could just find him.
"Hey Cathlyn. What did Jane want?" I asked her.
"Oh nothing. Just that she's irritating me I guess."
"You want me to squish her?"
"Wow, jock arrogance. I love to honey but we'll just let that one pass by. So have you seen Terrence? I haven't seen him today?"
"Well, yeah. I heard he got a fight with Mr. Morris. Like he totally made him cry."
"Mr. Morris doesn't cry. And Terrence is not that. He may be a little bit edgy sometimes but he wouldn't do something like that. He's too nice."
"I know what you mean." God! Here I am thinking about him. Did Cathlyn notice? Wait, am I blushing?
"Wait before you go all red on me, we should find Terrence first. If what you said is right then I bet he went out of school today."
"That would be totally not Terrence."
"Exactly. He's not with himself today. Let's start with the park. Ready?"
Terrence's POV
I felt his warm lips inside of me. Suddenly the world froze. And he pulled out and smiled at me.
"Liked it?" Yes. I mean no. I mean I don't know. And then the realization came to me that I was kissed for the first time with a boy. He must've noticed something was up because his smile faded.
"You don't like it." I didn't answer.
"Oh, my God! Your not..." And suddenly tears welled up in his eyes. I couldn't do anything. Damn! I was just frozen by the moment. And then he got up and went to a bench near us. I then heard him crying under breaths. Why? Why did this happen. Everything was going so well.
I sat near him and tried to look comforting.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to. I just thought you were interested," he sobbed.
"No, there's nothing you did wrong. You couldn't help the way you feel. But look at me Joshua." I said trying to gently hold his face. "I'm Terrence. I'm the geeky poor nerd with four eyes who can't even buy you a gift. I'm worthless."
"But I love you. I love you the first time I saw you walked that classroom. And I've been meaning to tell you but I couldn't have the chance. Your not worthless Terrence. You're the first person I ever felt this way."
Wow. How do I respond to that? I don't want to hurt Joshua's feelings. And seemingly my feelings are just begging to be loved by now. But I guess I'm downright stubborn. And stupid. And worthless.
"Joshua. I'm not for you."
"But why? Why? At least give me a reason."
"Because..."
"You're not gay?"
"I love somebody else."
"Oh." He was silent for a minute. "It's Cathlyn isn't it? She always gets the boy she wanted."
"Nope."
"What? Then who?"
"I'm not telling."
"Oh, come on. After you dumped me, you slide me with a little clincher?"
"Well, it's personal. And I don't think the person loves me back. But I would still love him."
"HIM! So you are gay!" What?! DAMN!
"Uhh..." I was blushing badly my face hurt.
"It's okay. I'm not going to scrutinize anymore. I get it. It's personal. Damn! I just wish I was him."
"You know you'll get yours someday."
"Well, one thing's for sure. He's not as perfect as you."
"Flattery will get you everywhere."
"But before I let you go, can I just um, kiss you one more time? Just one."
I hesitated at first but when I saw he's face make that puppy dog eyes again, I melted.
"Okay, okay. Just don't give me the puppy eyes."
This time he let his hand out to touch my face and caress it. I closed my eyes and waited for his lips. And then I felt that warmth again, this time he made it slowly. My second boy kiss lasted only about .2 seconds and then hell happened.
"Oh my God!" I heard a voice of the figure in front of us.
Come rain don't shine.
I'm finishing up parts of the story. I guess I'm going to be through with
this story by January. So I'm going to post quick. Peace!
-Eyzonyou (",)