Cocksucker

True Stories From A Cocksucker

Part Four: Finding Cock

By: Chicago Sucker (chicagosucker@hotmail.com)

NOTE: This is a continuation of true stories from my experience as a cockscucker living in Chicago. This section answers the question I get most often: "How do you find guys like this to hook up with?" So, This should help some of you guys out there who fantasize about this stuff but don't really know how to make it a reality. Fantasy sex is good in it's own way. I always enjoy reading a good story here on the Nifty Archive. But no one can argue that the real thing is much better. So, I decided to write down some of my true expereinces and give others a chance to read about more than just some guy's fantasy. I am a real guy with real experiences. I live in Chicago where there are plenty of opportunities to meet and hook-up with men. I am 27 years old, 6 feet tall, 170 ponds, in shape and good looking. If you enjoy reading about my experiences, if you have any comments or questions, or if you want to set up a meeting to "put my talents to the test," feel free to contact me at the email address hicagosucker@hotmail.com.

FINDING COCK

I have to have to admit it's getting a little harder finding guys to hook up with. I had the best success just running personal ads on yahoo. But now they have cracked down on "adult" content in their ads and they even starting charging something like $19.95 a month. Placing ads is still free, but to answer them or get replies to your ad, you have to sign up for a membership. To me, it's just not worth the money. There are still some free personal sites out there to place ads with graphic adult content, but they don't seem to have enough traffic and the replies are few and far between.

Chat rooms work to some extent. I've had some success here in Chicago by going to gay.com and just being really up front about what I want. Unfortunately, there are a lot of fags who go in there and just talk about their jobs or complain about their boyfriends or gossip about which celebrities are supposedly gay. Then someone like me comes on there and I get a lot of flack from these queens saying telling me that I'm a sick, perverted pig! But I don't value their opinions. Sooner or later someone comes along and privates me and we decide whether or not to hook up. Now I know there are a lot of game players and phonies out there and you can't always believe guys when they list their stats or even email you their picture. I'm not going to get into all these issues. For the most part, I've had pretty good luck finding guys.

Another great way to hook up, and in my opinion the best, is using one of the phone lines. When I moved to Chicago I found a number for "The Blade" chat line in one of those gay magazines they give out for free in Boys Town.

So I called it and found it to be exactly suited for someone like me. I think "The Blade" is available in most major cities.

Now, on to the good stuff. Here are some e-mails and replies I got because of various ads I placed and some of the results of meeting with these guys.

I placed an ad in the personals on Excite and it was pretty graphic. The title of the ad was "Brute Force." For those of you who have been reading my stories know that I'm into rough sex and kink. So this ad detailed more of what I am into and what I am looking for. I got several replies but zeroed in on one guy in particular. His name was Steve and he knew exactly what I was looking for and he turned out to be a great fuck. When he applied to my ad, he left his phone number. So I called him. I emailed him back right after to let him know he really peaked my interest. Here's what I wrote (I save almost all of my emails by the way!):

"hey guy, it was good talking to you today. i was glad to know you are still interested in meeting. we've been talking a long time about hooking up and i hope to make it a reality real soon. monday night still looks good for me. i should be able to get to schaumburg on the train by 7:30. that will give us a good solid 4 hours to play hard!

i'm still into everything we talked about months ago. the most important thing is getting my mouth and throat fucked brutally hard for a long time. i did get hard talking to you today. what did it most for me was you telling me that the only thing that has changed with you since we last talked about getting together is that you are more aggressive now! that is so hot. i really need a rough fuck in the mouth and i know you can deliver. i want to be the guy you take out all that pent up aggression and stress on. take the roughest face fuck you can imagine and multiply it by 10! that's what i'm hoping for. the harder, meaner, rougher the better! i'm dead serious about this. i've been waiting too long for this and it isn't easy finding a guy who can live up to the talk. i love sucking cock and eating cum. but i need to take it past that. i need it to be really hard and aggressive. i want you to be angry!!!! i want my throat to hurt for days after this. i want my head to bang against the wall and the floor. i want my lips and tongue to be raw. i'll definitely do whatever it takes to make you angry enough to deliver the most brutal abuse you can. and i love the dirty talk. i can't wait to hear you swearing and cursing, calling me names and degrading me while you pound my face and make me take it.

you talked about making sure we do everything we want to do. well, i would totally get off on having my hands tied behind my back at least for some of the face fucking....perferably the really rough stuff. i don't want to be able to slow you down, stop you or push you away or off of me. i want to be on my knees and backed against the wall and ordered to open my mouth wide so you can ram me hard.....making my head bang against the wall. i want you to grab me by the hair, throw me to the floor on my back, mount me and do pushups really hard. i want to be on a bed or table and have my head hanging off the edge so that my throat is totally open for you to fuck deep until your balls hit my eyes. there'sothing hotter than the FEEL and SOUND of balls slapping against my face as i'm being raped. i would love it if you sat in a chair and had me kneel in front of you and then have you grab me by the hair and force me up and down on your cock. i want you to facefuck me in every position we can think of. i want to eat several loads of cum. i want to drink your piss. i want to eat out your ass and be forced to make out with your hole. i want you to sit on my face. i want to service your balls, licking and cleaning them for you. i want to worship your feet too...licking them and sucking your toes...and i hope they are funky! i want to suck your nipples and give you a tongue bath from head to toe. i want to lick your armpits clean (if you rememeber, skip the deoderant in the morning cuz that stuff is nasty in the mouth! i'd rather have the taste of your funky sweat on my tongue!) i know you are gonna fuck my face hard. lets maybe turn up the heat in the room so that you work up a good sweat so you can force me to lick your entire body clean. i want you to hold nothing back and to unleashe evrything against me. i want my throat raped hard and rough and deep....and i want it to hurt! so lets talk and set this up for monday night!"

I then made sure he had my telephone number. He did call em abck and we did meet and it was exactly everything we talked about. He took complete control, and while he didn't do everything I wanted him to, what he did do was hot! And we ended up hooking up a second time soon after that.

He then got involved with a boyfriend and things at his job were hectic. I kept in touch and sent him emails maybe once a month just to remind him I was still avaialble. He usually wrote back that he wanted to hook up again but his schedule was too hectic for him to work me into it.

Then one night I got an email from him asking if I was still interested in meeting again. It had been months since our last session and while I had moved on and met other guys, I was excited to get a message from him. The part of his message that really made me hard was when he explained that his job was very stressful and his relationship with his boyfriend was strained.

They were fighting a lot and he had a lot of pent up anger and frustration and he wanted to know if he could use me as a way to vent. I called him and we talked and set up another session. He said "I'm even more aggressive now that when we met months ago" and he wanted to make sure I was going to be ok with that. Well, it turned out to be one hell of a session. We haven't hooked up again since then, but we still write to each other and I let him know that I'm willing to let him take out his pent up frustration and anger on me anytime!

Other ads I have written have produced other great encounters. Here's a reply I got from a hot guy I eventually had the honor of servicing. He had answered my ad and I had written back with some ideas about what we could do together (similar to the list I wrote as Part 3 of this series of true stories). Well, he wrote back to let me know he had his own ideas:

"Hey boy I am ready to fuck that face of yours. I have some of my own ideas and I am sure u will love everyone of them. Slutboy, I want to make u my slave as soon as possible. I have a nice hard cock with shaved balls and a sweet asshole that needs to be worshiped. Interested??????"

Here's what I wrote back to him:

"oh yes, sir, i am ready to worship your cock balls and ass.....and every inch of your body. i will lick and kiss and suck everywhere. it would be an extreme honor to offer you my throat for your pleasure. i want you to POWERFUCK my face. i want to GAG for you. i want to CHOKE and GASP FOR AIR as you FUCK THE HELL OUT OF MY FACE. i will kneel before you in worship and BEG you to POUND your big hard cock down my throat. i will submit totally to your pleasure. fuck my face FAST HARD AND DEEP for as LONG as you can. grab my head, hold it in place and fuck my face like you are trying to kill me! force me onto my back, pin my hands above my head, get over me and fuck my face like a whore's cunt. the rougher the better. push me to my limits. i may begin to protest, struggle, beg you to stop...but you better not. FORCE me to take your cock. i might pass out cuz i can't breathe...but don't let that stop you. be a real man. take control. only focus on your pleasure."

I made sure he had my phone numner and we exchanged pics through email before we met. It was another great experience, but unfortunately it was a one-time thing and I haven't seen or heard from him since. But it sometimes happens that way.

But all my ads and encounters aren't all about rough sex and kinky shit. Sometimes I place just normal ads saying that I'm looking for cock to suck. But I always include two important facts: one--i like to deepthroat, and two--i like to swallow. These two comments get me more replies than if I didn't mention them in my ad (just a tip for those of you looking to place your own ads!)

Here's one of the typical replies I get from my more "normal" ads:

"hey- i'm moving to chicago in a few week.s might be cool to know you.... i'm attached to someone, but if you're cool and have a place i'm game. I'm 27, 5'9, 140, blonde/blue, tight smooth and defined bod, 8.5 cut, way cute, toatlly clean, fun and laid back."

I liked his description so I wrote him back:

"well, you being attached is no big deal. i have a place and i'm very safe and descrete and will respect your privacy. you sound great. i want that big hard cock in my mouth and down my throat till i gag! but even then, i want you to facefuck me hard until you blow a hot load of cum into my tummy."

I sent him some pictures of myself and included my phone number. he wrote me right back:

"Hey totally cool bro. You look way cute. Got other pics? I"m travelling this week, but will forward my pic when I get back home on Thursday. Look forward to feeling you gag."

When we did finally meet, he came to my place. I rememebr it was in the early afternoon. I think he left work on a "lunch break." He worked downtown and I only live about 15 mintues south of there. I remember when I opened the door that he exceeded all my expectations in the looks department. In his email he described himself as "way cute" and the picture he sent didn't do him justice at all. So, I was completely in to him. That always makes an encounter really hot! If i find the dude really attracted, I really get into giving him all the pleasure I can. I still remember being on my back on my bead hith him sitting on my chest, leaning over with his hands on the head board as he fucked my mouth. He had one of those great cocks that has a slight curve downward and that are perfectly suited for deepthroating in that position. I know I gaggged more than a few times. It was over before I knew it because he had to get back to work. He emailed me a few weeks later and we were going to hook up again, but we never set up another meeting. Like I said, one-time meetings are quite common.

Like I said before, when a guy answers one of my ads, I immediately reply with pictures and more information about what I am into and what I like to do. I even developed a web page and I would send a link. This web page had pictures and information about me. I guess this is another tip for those of you looking to meet guys. Be professional and have all your shit in order. A web page helps because it cuts the time down of replying to each guy and sending pictures and repeating all the same information. This method has proven successful for me. Here's one reply I got from a guy after he veiwed my web page:

"Fuck yeah, guy - wow, what a hot fucking (or should I say sucking!) sight! I fucking loved it - except my 8" cock is hard and dripping now and needs a hot mouth to fuck hard! I love to have my ass eaten out - especially by an expert. Damn, it sure sounds like you know what you like and you must get it all the time! Wouldn't mind adding my self to your list of conquests."

Well, we did end up hooking up a few times. (And Brian, you may not be mentioned in my web page, but now you're in this story, so in a way you have been added to my list of conquests!)

Another guy who answered one of my ads wrote:

"Why don't you send me your web page. I'll drag you into the bedroom and force you to deliver the peasure I want. I will fuck your mouth until I fill it with my cum over and over. Then have you lick me clean. Ready to pleasure me?"

And the web page worked wonders in this case. I thought it would be a one time deal because we didn't talk or hook up after our first meeting until over a year later. He ended up answering another of my personal ads. This guy turned out to be a great fuck too. We usually meet at his office. I have lots of hot stories about things we have done, but I am saving that for my chapter on "Sex in the Workplace" which will detail the encounters I have in my office or in other guy's place of work.

Here's one more example of a reply I got from a guy who checked out my web page:

"god man! Is there anything you aren't into? That web site is all kinds of strange. Just so you know, I have NEVER done this kind of thing before, you know, with a man. I mean sure I have been curious, but never even really considered...To tell you the truth, I wasn't even looking for a guy online, just looking for a nice girl to relieve some sexual frustration into, and your ad was mixed in there, I opened it on accident and it kinda peaked my interest (And my pants). I am a 23 y/o guy, I live in West Chicago with my girlfriend, and lately our sex life is not only getting boring, but infrequent. that web page of yours... jeez, I have never even though about piss as a turn on, and here I am getting hard just thinking about what you wrote! And a rim-job, my girlfriend barely knows how to suck cock, we didn't even know that was an erogonous zone! (She'd freak out and leave if she knew I was even considering doing this, so privacy is a must!). I am just getting hard thinking about the possability of being with another man. Is there anything else you do that you can write to me about, I love to read this stuff..."

I should have saved this example for my chapter of seducing starigh guys! And I will include more my experiences with this guy (his name is Erick) and other staright guys in this future chapter. But I wanted to include it here to give another example that personal ads really work and having a web page helps!

But like I said, the persoanl ads on yahoo (where I've had the most success) are a thing of the past. Maybe there are other places to post ads out there. I'd be interested in any information any of you readers could send me. But lately, I've been relying on the phone lines and the chat rooms to find more cock to suck.

If any of you guys out there are in the Chicago area and are interested in being "added to my list of conquests" like Brian was, then by all means send me an email. Even if you aren't from the Chicago area, I'd still like to hear from you. i do travel a lot for my job and I'm always looking for places to spend my vacation!

NOTE: Thanks for all the emails, comments and questions. Those of you who write to me know that I return every message. So thanks for taking an interest in my cocksucking adventures!