When I arrived home that afternoon I was in a rather sober frame of mind. There was no denying that I was hugely attracted to Mark and the idea of his possessing such a controlling nature was intoxicating to me. That was it though; because while the IDEA of being at his beck and call so to speak was a major turnon, I had suddenly become aware of the practicalities involved. The events of today had amply illustrated what might be store for me. I still had two years of high school to complete. Would I be willing, or indeed able, to organize my day to day activities around his demands for two whole years or an even shorter period? Of course, he might tire of the whole relationship very quickly if other interests or sexual outlets emerged to take his interest. But that was by no means certain, and even if that was the case, who was to say he would not keep me on a string as well. I could of course tell him the relationship was over but that course I was sure had its perils. He would surely strike back and the obvious way would be to out me.
The Summer break commenced and all of us had interests to pursue. This did not however prevent Mark from calling upon me to service his needs at least twice a week. On the one occasion he wanted to know exactly what acts I had performed for Jerry. He told me not to lie because, as he put it, he could spot bullshit a mile away. I explained that Jerry was very into cock worship and, although intrigued, Mark was unable to really partake in this as his cock had a trigger action and he blew his load after a few minutes. I told him that Jerry enjoyed pit licking and this he too developed a taste for. When I mentioned ass-licking (I had to explain the term rimming), I got a "ewwww" reaction. Being curious, he was however prepared to experiment with it and, after the first time, he couldn't get enough of it. He would keep me at it for 10 to 15 minutes before the need to shoot took over.
Mark hadn't forgotten Randy's possible participation and he informed me that he had put his friend in the picture. Randy, who was a year older than Mark, apparently wasn't too surprised to hear what had been going on. It seems that he had had experiences with two gay guys while on vacation the previous year. Mark was miffed to hear that.
Then came the day I arrived at Mark's house to find Randy in shorts and a tee shirt lounging in the easy chair in Mark's room. He merely gave me a nod as I entered.
Mark asked Randy "So dude, what was it you were going to suggest be on the menu for today?"
Randy turned to me and said: "I believe you took care of Jerry and Charlie together on one occasion?" I merely nodded. He continued "I guess that was one after the other, right?" I nodded again. "You mean you never sucked two dicks at once?" Randy asked. I indicated no. "Well, well" he continued. Turning to Mark, he asked "How would you feel about that dude? It's your show after all." Mark couldn't hide his enthusiasm and replied "Fuck yeah dude, that would be awesome!"
Randy ordered me to strip and to get on my knees on the carpet. He pulled a large kerchief from his pocket which he folded and then tied around my eyes so that I was completely blindfolded. "We gonna play a little game dude. You are gonna have to guess which of us blows his load first. Maybe, today, it may be difficult for you to guess but in future you should be able to tell the difference between the taste and texture of our respective loads." Mark was snickering.
Randy continued: "So, Chris, what you gotta do now is open real wide and take both our cocks into your mouth. You will suck on them both and then we will extract one at a time and you will go to town on the other. First one, then the other. Understood?"
I nodded that I understood. Randy said "I didn't hear that." With a laugh he said "Yes Randy or better still Yes Sir would be more appropriate." I complied. "When either of us is ready to cum, you will open wide and receive your first load, keeping it in your mouth. When the second of us is ready to shoot, you will take that load in your mouth too. You will then display to us our loads on your tongue and, when instructed, swallow them down. Got it?"
If ever I had any doubts about the depths of humiliation I was too endure, those doubts were now put to bed, so to speak. This was to be no schoolboy circle jerk prank; these guys led by Randy were set on humiliating me to the full. I was to be available for their use and pleasure full time.
Mark was due to go on vacation with his family a couple weeks later and Randy asked me for my number. Apparently there was to be no let-up. Two days after Mark left, Randy called and said he would pick me up that night at 8pm. When he arrived he told me that he had the temporary use of his older bro's apartment; he was on vacation too. We settled down in the living room and Randy brought out a six-pack of beer and rolled some weed. He said "Mark is still kinda young so I was wondering whether he had yet fucked your ass. Has he?" I responded no and that that subject had never been raised. Furthermore I had the impression that Mark thought butt-fucking was gross. Randy laughed and said "Does he now?" He went on "Well, Chris, you and I both know that every gay boy will eventually get to take dick up the ass and you will be no exception believe me. So here is what I propose. I don't have the time to join you and your boyfriend Mark whenever he wants to get his dick sucked. I'm sure that will come as a relief to you. However, as our little secret, I will call you from time to time and we will meet up for a fuck session. Mark will never know. And, provided you co-operate, you have my word it will be one on one and go no further. No nasty surprises like an outting or maybe a gangbang."
My heart really sank and I couldn't believe that in such a short space of time I would become enmeshed in a situation where I was totally in the hands of two guys completely impervious to my feelings and need to maintain appearances. But what option did I have? I was in fear more of Mark than Randy who I was sure was really just concerned with getting his rocks off. With Mark it went a lot deeper and he was definitely the more dangerous of the two. And yet he had this invisible hold over me and I looked forward to his return from vacation.
To be continued.
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