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From Chapter 31:
Rennie said, "Dude! Do your mom and dad know you're here?"
"Yah, but they don't know what kind of gathering this is!"
"Mine neither! My mom would kill me if she ever found out that - "
"I know! My mom would kill herself! My DAD would kill ME!"
"Shut the door, Rennie! You're letting all the heat out!"
As soon as the door was closed, Morty said, "Gawd! Aren't they just too adorable!"
Both Chris and Craig looked at Luke and me and started to laugh!
I smiled and said very sweetly, waving my nose in the air, "Fuck you, ass holes!" We all laughed again. The "Boys" looked in through the glass door, looking like they thought sure we got another laugh at their expense. They looked at each other, grinned and both flipped us off! We cracked up again!
Chapter 32
We delivered Lenny back safely to his parents, and on the way home, Luke said, "They were awfully cute!"
"I know. I really think that Chris and Craig see us as very similar, though, and that pisses me off a little."
"Aw, don't let it bother you, Haoli. I'm 25, and still look like I'm sixteen. So what? Maybe when I am 50, I will still look 35! And you -- you -- will still look as good to me as you do now!"
Then he stopped talking, and turned his face back to his driving. I could tell he felt as uncomfortable as I did at that statement and its ramifications. After a very awkward pause, He began again. "Seth -- I know -- um -- you are only nineteen -- and -- um -- well, - you are still smarting from losing Brian so tragically. But I want to tell you something." He paused so long I began to wonder if he was going to finish. Maybe he needed some encouragement.
"And -- what would you be wanting to -- er -- tell me?" I said pensively -- almost fearfully. He pulled the car over and parked, the engine still running.
"Seth, as I said, I am 25 now -- that's older than either Chris or Craig -- and I -- uh -- I have felt so -- impressed with you -- and er -- well, I just want you to start thinking about this. I could not give you what Brian was going to before he -- left -- but I want you to consider -- when you are ready -- spending your life with me. I looked over at him. I was stunned. I didn't know how to answer him. He put the car back into drive and pulled away from the curb. I could see his eyes were glassy. I could tell that what he said was very difficult for him. But I was just at a loss as to how to answer him.
Finally again it was he who spoke. "Okay, I don't expect an answer -- right away, I just wanted you to - "
"I -- I mean -- Luker, I don't know what to answer you."
"I told you that I'm not expecting an - "
"I can't give you my answer yet, but -- I want to give you AN answer -- or at least not make you think I hate the idea. Nothing could be further from the truth. I WANT that too, but -- I just can't -- right now. I can't let you be -- haunted by the ghost of someone else."
"Fair enough." He said.
"And, Luker -- I do love you! When you came the second time, I was so torn -- SO torn! I was devastated when you suddenly left. I felt like something had been ripped from me."
"Well -- that comes close to what I was experiencing. The difference is -- I never found anyone in-between. I was afraid to say it -- I love you -- but since you already did," tears were streaming down his face by now. "I love YOU and have almost from the first time our eyes met that first day at the airport! I have that day -- that experience -- burned into my memory! I was coming down the escalator -- you were standing there. I thought, - well I didn't think anything really. I didn't know who you were yet. I just noticed you -- in a good way. When Chris introduced us, I was awestruck. And I was even more blown away that you were standing there equally gawking at me! I've loved you almost since then! I know I've told you that before -- well it is even more true now than ever before!"
I leaned over and lay my head on his bony shoulder. His hand came up and he stroked my face. I stroked his back in return. His hand left my face and pressed my hand into his face then moved it to his lips. He kissed the palm of my hand so tenderly! He then kissed my fingertips and when he got to my index finger, he sucked it into his mouth. I gasped a little as I was not prepared for that. I placed my free hand on his leg and keeping my finger in his mouth, he deftly dropped his hand to mine and moved it over his hardness. I squeezed a little and he moaned.
We pulled into the driveway, and he helped me out and up the stairs, then into the door. He undressed me, then himself and being careful not to hurt either of us, he made very sweet love to me -- and I reciprocated.
We drifted off to sleep in each others' embrace. I woke up once as he turned over and spooning him, fell quickly back asleep and dreamed -- it seemed -- the rest of the night.
"Seth -- Baby. Are you listening?"
"Bri -- why can't I see you? I want to see you."
"Do you remember where I am?"
"Of course! You are lying here in my embrace, but I cannot open my eyes to see you."
"Seth baby, you -- are not holding me. It is Luke."
My eyes popped open to verify this fact and immediately closed again.
"Don't you remember, Seth? I am gone. To the next world. Do you remember that."
"Oh yeah -- that's right. I guess I had forgotten. But I still love you, Bri!" It was almost said without emotion.
"I know. And it's okay. I still love you, too -- only more than I realized was possible in your world. Seth, it's okay to love another -- I know this is confusing to you -- but it just is. You will always love me, and I will always love you. This does not diminish your capacity to love another. Seth, do you remember I told you that I still love Robert?"
"Robert raped me, Bri!"
"I know. He didn't know what he was doing. He may never know until he passes on himself. But what I wanted to tell you is -- because of my connection with you, for we all are connected in the universe -- I love Luke, too."
"You love Luke? You don't know Luke."
"I didn't before I came here. I do now. Through you! So it's okay for you to love him too, Seth. It's okay. It's okay - It's okay - It's okay"
"It's okay, SETH! Wake up, It's okay, Dude, It's okay! It was just a bad dream! It's okay!"
I woke up and looked into deep purple eyes. "It wasn't a bad dream. Luker -- it was a wonderful dream."
"You were moaning, so I thought - "
"No, it was wonderful!"
He held me and we went back to sleep. Bri came back again and repeated the same thing twice more to me. But I guess I didn't moan again, because we didn't wake up again.
I woke up and Luke's face was on my chest and he was breathing deep. "You smell like sex, Haoli!"
"Ain't it great?" I responded. "OOO! Don't squeeze it too hard -- I may pee all over you!"
He let go as if that would be a really disgusting idea. I giggled. "Boy, you have some things to learn!"
"What?!"
"As soon as I get this cast off, I am going to teach you sumthin' new!"
"Something you learned from Brian?"
"Nope, sumthin' I taught him, too!"
"Aw, why do I have to wait? I'm a pretty resourceful and flexible guy!"
"Nope, the cast must come off first!"
"Aw, c'mon, Haoli, meet me half way! You sure have a way of making me WAIT!"
"Well, maybe I won't make you wait on everything." I said.
"What?"
"Yesterday you asked me to think about something. I've thought about it."
"What??" He said, with a wide smile on his face. He really didn't have a clue that I could possibly be talking about THAT question!
"The answer is yes."
"Yes." He repeated. "Oh good! Yes is good! YES WHAT?!!"
I smiled. My heart was beating so hard and fast I was sure he could see it thumping out on my chest. "Yes, Luker -- YES! I DO want to spend the rest of my life -- with YOU!"
It took a moment to sink in. He looked at me. He cocked his head, with a little frown, as if to say, "Please don't play this game". Then he said, "You're serious, aren't you?"
"Yeah, Sexy Boy! I'm as serious as I have ever been!"
His eyes filled with tears. He stood there for a moment, trembling. Then like a shot, he lunged at me -- to grab me. My arms flew out to stop him! "No! The first thing you need to do is help me to get to the toilet quickly, or we both may regret it!
He helped me up and gingerly carried me to the toilet. He set me down, and aimed it for me, and I relieved the intense pressure in my bladder. When I was finished, he shook it off very deliberately -- maybe a shake or two more than necessary -- then turned me around, picked me up and started to twirl me around wildly!
He was crying again and all smiles. My foot hit the toilet bowl, and he stopped!
"ow." I said. It didn't really hurt much.
"OH, I'm so sorry, babe, did I hurt you? I'm so sorry!"
"I'm okay! Do you think maybe you could kiss me?"
Very tenderly he enclosed me in his arms, I reciprocating, and we kissed for about two minutes without coming up for air. Both our eyes were closed. We were in heaven. A voice brought us back to earth.
"I could try to pee around you, but you may not like it!" Chris said. "Is there something we should be celebrating?"
"Yeah!" I said, finally starting to match Luke's excitement with my own. "We just decided to -- er -- get engaged!"
Luke stopped breathing! He said, "That sounded like a proposal to me! Are you asking me to marry you? Damn, Haoli, I wanted to be the one to ask you!" and he kissed me again. Meanwhile, Chris was left standing there with his legs crossed.
"I'm gonna try my best not to get you wet as I pee through your legs! Shoot, may as well add some yellow to the dirty white on those casts!"
"We'll move! We'll move!" I said. I grabbed Luke and he lifted me up and carried me out. I guess we escaped just in time. It sounded like a small explosion as Chris's flow hit the toilet!
"You ought to close the door when you do that. Chris!" I hollered at him. You sound like a horse!" His unoccupied hand waved in the air in the form of a bird of some kind!
"Do you think you could stand a long engagement?" I asked, as he later started to bathe me with a sponge as I sat in the shower.
"How long?" He said, and I saw his forehead wrinkle up.
"Long enough to at least get our degrees." I said.
"Oh, yah! I can wait for the rings -- as long as you don't make me wait for the good stuff!"
"Heh! You can have a little taste right now if you want. He immediately put the sponge down and his lips clamped securely on to my piece and milked it to completion. He looked so cute as he knelt in front of me, with a toothy grin, thick, white milky fluid running out through his front teeth!
"Hey! Sharing's nice!" I protested.
He kissed me and shared "reel gooood"! Then he stood up and I sealed the deal by grabbing his butt, and pulling his into my mouth. I did my neck exercises with the dedication of a gymnast! I was rewarded as he pumped his honey into my eager mouth. Then I kissed him and our seed mingled in our mouths.
"Can I assume that this makes it official? I said.
"Yup!" He giggled as his mouth sprayed cum all over me. Well, he just had to clean me up again!
I watched as he showered. I marveled at his beautiful shade of tan -- even in the winter! He had a little poochy belt of fat around his middle. He was spending so much time helping me, with personal things as well as in my studies, and that along with the cold weather keeping him from his surfing -- he was used to doing it year round in Hawaii -- he was not in the top shape he liked to be. But as small as he was, even with his little "spare tire" his rippling muscles still got a stir from my body!
I loved just watching his manhood! Like mine, it matched his diminutive size. It was dark brown with a wonderful dark pink head and dark red corona, neither of which showed under his uncut sheath. It had the wonderful smell that my cut version was missing. Well, at least wonderful to me. When it was "at rest", it stood out perpendicular to his body, pushing out the stiffest of jeans in a worthy mound! It bounced with the spring of a young girls new breasts as he washed around and under it, slathering his balls with soap. I could not help fondling my own as he did this. He looked over and caught me. I blushed, and he beamed, and then winked at me.
When he was finished and dressed, he helped me to get dressed. I could have done it on my own, but we had gotten into a pattern of doing things, and I liked it just fine. From his attitude, it was obvious he loved it as much as I did.
When all finished, he handed me my crutches. I was still a little unsteady, but they had been adjusted to my size and we were ready to go down to breakfast. There we met the whole Smith Family, along with all the relatives and entourage that stayed there.
"You look particularly pleased this morning." Carrie said to me. "As a matter of fact, you both do. What's up?"
She always has a way of cutting though all the crap and getting to the bottom line. "We -- uh -- came to a decision." I said, rather pensively, not quite knowing how Chris was accepting it. "We have decided to -- well - "
I looked at Luke and he smiled and nodded. "We decided to get engaged!" For a moment there was silence -- but only for a moment. A cheer erupted that was led by my own brother. He had a very happy smile on his face! I was so relieved. His approval meant so much to me!
Luke and I both knew that this would not be an easy thing. We decided to not keep it a secret, as Chris and Craig had. After talking to them and making sure it was not going to threaten them for us to come out on campus, we decided on that. We had no intention of making a spectacle of it, but if someone wanted to know -- or we wanted to tell them, we just did not keep it secret. Most importantly to us, it made it easier to show love to each other without having to check our rears to see who was looking. I don't want to give the impression that we flaunted ourselves or our affection. To me it is immature (look whos talking!) when heteros do it also.
I am 23 and Luke is 29 now. We are at present both graduated, and were joined forever by a sympathetic Unitarian minister. He said, "until death do you part", but we believe differently. Luke, as a surprise to me -- went to Brian's parents and was able to get the pendant that I gave to Brian. In a quiet moment before our vows, before we walked out in front of the witnesses, presented it to me, telling me that he knew that Brian would always be a part of our union. I cried -- a lot -- for his sweet acceptance.
When I got control we walked out and the minister solemnized our vows. I felt Brian standing beside us, smiling.
We have been invited as permanent guests of my uncle -- to live in their guesthouse as long as we please.
I have a degree in social science, and am working at the department of welfare, assisting in placing homeless individuals who desire to help themselves. It has amazed me how many just want to be left alone.
Luke got his degree in computer science and is working for a small engineering firm, as a network administrator. We are both doing post graduate studies. At present we have no immediate plans to adopt, as my cousin has.
Chris and Craig still live nearby. They still prefer to keep a very low profile, though everyone who associates with them knows of their love for one another.
Rob and Carrie split up for good soon after Luke and I made our announcement. It was hard on both of them, and to some degree for me, as well. I was looking forward to calling him cousin! Carrie was just too independent for him. He is still unattached. So is Carrie, by the way. People who know Rob well are still wondering which way he will finally lean!
I think I know the answer to that.
THE END