I have been informed that it would be a good idea to state a few warning comments. There may be graphic sexual scenes between men in this story, so please, if this offends you, or it is illegal or you are underaged to read such, stop here and hit your "back" button. If it is okay with you, read on and enjoy. I also want to thank Nifty for the opportunity to post my stories here. I have met some very nice people and been afforded an opportunity to express myself as never before. The feedback I have received here has encouraged me on to write more. Thanks to you all. >From Chapter 21: After about ten minutes, Brian spoke. "What the hell just happened!" "We did it, buddy. You spazzed royally!"
"I told you NO other people! You ass hole, if I wasn't strapped down!" He strained against the restraints. "But you are." Morty said. "I could see that you were about as out there as Seth could get you, but it wasn't happening. So I ran out and grabbed Drs. Brown, Headly, Rulfour, and Smith. I told them to just watch. Then I created a diversion for Seth -- to get him to look. When he did, he stopped and then you looked over. That sent you over the edge."
"Is THAT supposed to make it okay?" "It worked!" "When I get out of this - " "Bri -- BRIAN!" I said more firmly that I knew I could. "IT worked Brian -- and you are all right!" "But -- but -- but -- this is okay with you?" "The only thing I was concerned with was you! Of course it was embarrassing at first, and of course it stunned me to realize we were being watched! But it's okay! It's okay, Sweetheart! It's okay." Brian looked up at me and then over to his friend. The others had left by now. He looked back at me and started weeping uncontrollably. I started for him, checked myself, and looked at Morty. He nodded and pulled the curtain completely around us. I spread my body over Brian's, and just held him. It felt kind of precarious up on the gurney, but -- after all, he was strapped in -- we could not fall! Chapter 22 "Do you have to go back to work tomorrow?" Brian whispered to me. I was still lying atop him, on the gurney in the hospital. "I do. At least they didn't fire me!"
"Well, we better get going home, if you have to drive home tonight. I'm glad you didn't get fired." He sounded very tired. "Who said anything about me going home tonight? I can stay until morning -- like I did Monday. You didn't have anyone else planning to stay did you?" We were still whispering. "Hey, you two!" It was Morty. "If you don't get going, we'll have to charge you for another night!" "I guess we better." Brian said. "I hear the overtime rates here are pure extortion!"
"No one would know that better than you!"
"We'll be out in a few!" And he pulled me down and kissed me. Then, "Of course if you don't come in here and unbelt me -- and unhook me from these monitors, I may HAVE to stay." "Yeah," Morty said, "I guess hospital liability would not allow Seth to do it." He came in all smiles. He ripped off all the monitor patches, then removed the belting holding Brian down. As soon as he was free, Brian tackled Morty and pinned him to the cold hard hospital floor. "Okay, Ass Hole, this is for subjecting my sweetheart to your sadist plot!" Brian easily overpowered Morty, and kissed him on the lips! Morty tried to resist, so Brian pressed on his jugular. "Let me in, Sucker" And Morty opened his mouth. Brian kissed him hard and when he was finished, Morty spit to the side. "NO! You don't get to do THAT!" And he kissed him again, this time Morty didn't resist, and Brian ground his groin into Morty! Morty went limp, and finally just gave in to it. I stood there, first with my mouth hanging open, then I had to close it because I was starting to drool. And I felt that familiar tightness in my crotch. I only had on my boxers by now, so I quickly grabbed my pants and put them on so no one could see how aroused this was making me. Brian looked up at me and then at my crotch. "So are we even?" "Even?" "For last weekend! Don't tell me you have forgotten already!" "I wish I could! No, this isn't even'. As a matter of fact, it was -- cool!" Brian sprang away from his friend. "What?!! You liked watching me? Eww! That's -- that's sick -- or something! Clearly we have a lot to -- learn about each other." We got our clothes back on and I drove him home. I could drop him off tomorrow morning and then he could drive his car home. It was safe in the doctors' parking lot. On the way home: "So, Bri, what is it you want to learn' about me?"
"Well, I did not know -- you would find it -- arousing to see me -- doing something -- with someone else." "It that so bad? I mean, as long as a couple are committed to each other -- why not? I can see if there were children involved, how that could confuse them, but - ?" "I don't know. It just seems wrong -- to me." "I have had a lot of fantasies about -- well -- I have slept -- naked - sandwiched between my brother and Craig lots of times. We never did anything -- but I can see no reason why not. Sex is -- fun!" "I -- I mean -- I really think that sex should be between two people. Only." "What about if a bunch of guys just get together -- and -- no one really committed to each other -- and just want to have a fun time together." "I've never done that." "Does that make it wrong." "I -- maybe not, but -- It still bothers me. Maybe it's my age, or - " "It's not your age! There are plenty of people -- guys -- your age who do this all the time. " "They're desperate!" "Maybe so, but still, what's the harm? It's fun!" "What? You've done it?!" "Uh -- oh! Well, yeah." "When??!!" "As recently as last year. Remember Eddie?"" "How could I forget? You and he were -- and with someone else?" "He and I and his little brother. I was 17, Eddie was 15 and Mel was 12. It was fun and -- hot!" "Well -- maybe for kids!" "Brian -- can't you still -- sometimes -- think like a kid?" "Seth -- is that what you want? Really?" "Duh! Well -- I would still want to come home with -- but then maybe -- I -- maybe we could try it just once. (?)" "You're serious! We started talking about watching each other with someone else, and now you're talking about an orgy!"
"Not an orgy!" "You said a `bunch' of guys. How many does that mean to you?" "I -- maybe -- I haven't thought about it that deeply. 2 or 3 others, maybe?" "So, if I am -- understanding you -- 4 -- 6 guys, wrestling and sucking and blowing and screwing all at once -- that would be okay with you?" "I don't know, Brian! I never carried it to that end. It just seems hot to think about. Something to try -- maybe -- once." This was not going in any direction I was liking. He really had a lot of inhibitions that I -- don't think I do. "Tell me, Seth. If we DID decide to do -- that -- who would you -- invite?"
I felt trapped. I really didn't know. It couldn't be any of the boys at my house. They're too young. I don't think my brother would do it. I was SURE Rob would not! I didn't really know anyone else. Colin and Jake, as parents, were out of bounds. "I don't know, Bri. It just looked hot to me watching you and Morty on the floor like that! I really can't think on anyone -- else." "What about -- Luke?" Is he testing me? "I -- no! That would not -- I still feel too much emotional -- attachment to him. I don't think - " "SETH! Listen to yourself! You were actually considering it!" "Well, I'm SORRY if my fantasies bother you!" I pulled into the garage. He hopped out of his side and quickly walked to the door, unlocking it and leaving it standing open for me. I came into the house. I quietly closed the door. Brian was getting out a Lean Cuisine from the freezer. "You want one of these?" he threw the question off like it was a bad habit. I sat down on the couch. He was still standing with the freezer door open. He glared at me. "Not now. Not hungry." I answered. "Brian, what just happened?" "I don't know. You tell me!" I was at a loss. Did I screw up again? Wasn't it HE that -- Yes! It was! "Okay," I said evenly, "Remind me now -- who was it in that room, kissing and grinding on the floor?" "But I was only - " "Only -- what?" "I was only -- well it was just -- playing!" "Oh. You were just playing! And of course you were not at all aroused by your playing, right?" I -- no! I wasn't -- well, he is one of my best friends!" "Mm-hm. And that makes it okay?" "I don't -- I mean I - " He looked defeated. "I -- see you point." I was immediately sorry I backed him into that corner. "Maybe that did make it SEEM okay. I was just horse playing with him. It wasn't to -- but I did feel a little -- like you did." "Brian, you don't have to feel bad about that. Really! He is one of your best friends. When we have made love -- it felt like -- love. But when we have just been sexual for the hot feeling of it, it was -- fun! And HOT!" YOU are so hot -- to me!" "But you can't -- think of anyone that you would want to -- have fun with us?" "Nobody I know, Brian. Do you know anyone?" "Robert would probably do it in a moment -- but -- who knows what caves that monster has been inside of!? "How about -- Morty?" Brian looked stunned. "Morty?" "Would he? Would he let you -- blow him -- while I watched?" "I -- I -- I don't KNOW! It's not as if I have never done that to him." Brian seemed stunned. "Would you feel funny asking him -- all these years later?" "Of course -- but - " "but -- you will?" I pressed. "I'll think about it. It still seems -- wrong, but -- only because it feels so unfair -- to you." "ME!? I'd love it!" "You're kidding!" he exclaimed. "I'm not!" "I don't know how I'd ask him, even." "Why don't you ask him over sometime -- for a movie or pizza or something. And maybe -- we --can work on it together." "You mean like -- get him drunk and seduce him?" "Not exactly! Not the drunk part!" I said. "Boy," he said, "For such a little guy -- with such a little dick -- you sure got a set of balls on you!" "Aw, we don't have to be making fun of our anatomy! Baldy!" "Now THAT's hitting below the belt!" "Yeah, you calling my dick little is okay, but me reminding you about your - shiny head -- that's below the belt?! "Actually that makes me think of my shiny head below YOUR belt -- and between your legs!" "Yeah, I think I like that picture!" "Tell me -- if I did assume that position, would it be for hot sex -- or love, Baby boy!?" "Hot Love!" It was!
I dropped Brian off at the hospital the next morning. He smiled sweetly and said, "Last night? It was Hot love! Bye, Sweetie. See you in a couple days." "What're we going to do?"
"I -- I'm not sure, but I am thinking about something -- I'll let you know." "Bye!" I said and I drove off. Boy, I had a lot to think about on the way home. I guess the thing I mostly thought about was how much I loved this guy, and how I was going to have to grow up some before he was ready to let me in -- completely. Was it growing up? Was it -- immature -- to be thinking of sex in terms of just fun sometimes? Was it -- not good -- to do it with someone other than your lover? Man, he was sure understanding about Rob! I wondered just how much he would actually let me do, before it was too much. Hypothetically, of course! I was not planning to do anything else -- not without his consent! After work, I went home and was alone for a couple hours. I watched the TV and wanked. A little before dinner time, I heard the front door open. It was Mom and the boys. "Hi, Seth." She said to me. "How is Brian? Did the tests go well?" "Yeah. We're still waiting for the results." "What exactly do they do?" "They try to get the patient to get too excited, and cause a seizure, so they can measure and monitor it while it is happening." "And how did they do that?"
<<cough cough!>> "Well, first they gave him some kind of drug to get him easily agitated, then -- well, you don't want to know the rest! It wasn't easy!"
"Oh. Well, I'm glad it went well. Your dad should be right behind me. I took the boys to return some of their gifts and saw him at the gas station. He just was going to stop for some milk." "I'm home!" My dad's voice boomed out, from the front door. "Oh! Hi, Seth. I never know when I am going to see you!" "Well, I know" my mom said. "He always lets me know. He's a good boy!" and she bussed me on the lips. "Well, anyway, I'm glad you're here." and he hugged me! I hugged him back, and kissed him on the cheek. "Wow! That was nice! It's been a long time since one of my son's kissed me!" "I think you stopped kissing us first." "Probably. Listen, I want to talk to you after dinner. I found out some more about that Trinity thing." "Oh. Okay." I wasn't really that interested, but he seemed enthused, and if Brian is interested, maybe... After dinner, the boys all raced into the living room to get to the new DVD player and theater sound system that Charlie's dad gave to them. He had brought it over personally and thanked Mom and dad for being so nice to his sons. It was supposed to be for Charlie, but Dad talked him into making it for all the boys! So dad and I went into his room to talk. "When I was at the gas station today, I overheard a couple guys talking about the very thing we were discussing. They were on the other side of the pump. They were in a little Toyota Corolla -- or rather standing outside it. I don't usually eavesdrop, but what they were saying caught my ear. I think they were practicing or something. I peeped around the gas pump and spoke to them. They were both in white shirts and ties. Said they were from the Chrurch of the Latter saints or something. "Mormon missionaries?" "Is that what they are?" "The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints." "Yup!" he said, rather enthusiastically. "I asked them if their Bible said anything like that 17th chapter of John that Brian told me about. They showed me their Bible. It's the King James Bible like we have here at home.
But they did not know about that scripture." He was getting more and more animated as he talked. Anyway, they also talked about latter day revelation -- like you were asking me about?" "I wasn't asking about that." "Sure. You said He talked to you in your dream!" "Oh, that. I think of revelation as something new. That was nothing new He told me!" "It was new to you! Anyway, I invited them to come over tomorrow night. Hopefully you can be here." "I'll pass, Dad. First I know a little about their beliefs and I don't -- I'm not interested. Secondly, Brian has something planned for Friday night." I wasn't sure of that, but Brian did say he has an idea he was working on. "And besides -- I can't believe God would make me this way -- gay -- and then say it's evil. That's what they teach." "Oh. Well, I'll ask them about that." "Uh -- that's all I know about the Mormon Church. And I just heard it from a friend, so" "Colin and Jake were married at a Mormon Temple!" Dad said "Well -- not exactly. They said their first "unofficial" vows in front of the one in Vegas. Remember?" "Oh. Yeah." He said. "I'm glad you reminded me of that. I would have messed that up for sure tomorrow night!" "Was there anything more?" I asked. "Huh?" "Did you want to talk to me about anything else." "Uh, I guess not." "K." I went into the living room and watched the DVD. I don't remember what was playing. All I could think of was that my dad had no more than just talked to the Mormons and already I was on the defensive and -- almost -- at odds with him. I arrived at Brian's about 5:45 PM. He was not home yet, so I let myself in. I felt tired from the drive, so I lay down to rest. I heard the door click as Brian was coming in. He was talking to someone. I stretched and he looked in at me. "You dressed?" "Yeah, but I gotta pee. I'll be right out. Who's here?" "I brought someone home." "Duh! Who is it?" "You'll see!" I hurriedly peed and washed up. When I got into the living room, there he was, sitting next to Brian. He looked at me kind of sheepishly. I wondered why. I looked back --I'm sure with a big question mark on my face. He smiled uncomfortably. I saw Brian looking between us -- studying our reactions to each other. "I talked to him last night. He said that he -- would be -- open to doing this." "Doing what?" I acted ignorant. "What we were talking about -- you know -- a threesome." "Oh my god! But I didn't mean - " "I thought you said he was cool with this!" he said to Brian. "I -- well, he WAS yesterday morning! Seth?" Again he looked between us to try to see what was going on between us. "I don't know if - " "Aw, your not going to back out now, are you Buck?" "Well, you said he was okay with it!" Buck said looking at me. "Can I talk to you alone?" Brian said to me. "Are we going to go over to the other side of the room and talk normally and pretend that Buck can't hear it, like they do on "Friends"? He steered me into the bedroom. "Don't go, buck. We'll be right back." After he closed the door, he said, "What's wrong, Sweetie? I thought you said you wanted to try this." "Well, yeah! But -- your brother? We talked about Morty!"
"I actually hadn't planned to bring Buck. But he came home last night and called me. He came over and told me he broke up with his girlfriend. He started crying. Seeing Jake again, he said, really got him to thinking. Thinking about how he always admired Jake. How he watched everything Jake did. How he watched him in the showers! Buck is now wondering about himself. I have to say, trying something with his brother would be an easy way to -- find out -- if he was -- er if he liked to -- I mean we're brothers! Wouldn't you like to do it with your brother if you thought he would do it?" "I -- I guess." "So - ?" "I -- do I have to -- join in?" "You can just watch if you want." "I mean he will someday be my brother-in-law! And how about -- he's supposed to be a minister, right?" "He is not so sure about that, now. That's one of the reasons he came home -- to find out." "Okay, I'll watch. Unless you want to do it without me. I could go over to my brother's." "No way! I wouldn't even THINK of doing it without you there!" "K." That's all there was to it. We went back out to the living room. Buck, who had been so bold and so abrasive before, was looking shy and afraid. I sat down. It was then that I smelled the pizza. It completely escaped me before. "Pizza?" "They delivered it while you guys were in there talking. Is -- everything -- okay?" "Everything's set!" Brian said. I suddenly felt like we were 12 years old and sneaking off the try smoking! We ate the pizza nearly in silence. Finally I said, "So Buck, you kind of fancied my cousin?" He turned nearly purple. "Yes -- well I don't know. I think I did in high school. I never thought about it that way back then. I guess I just thought all guys looked and compared." "They do!" I said. "But -- I was getting -- sexually aroused -- and I was even denying that to myself. But I can remember it. I worked out harder and ran further and played harder to try to make up for it. But -- I'm not sure it worked." "Heh! Your not sure, huh?" I smart-assed off. "Didn't you like to get it on with the girls?" "Everyone thought so! Even my brother! I couldn't admit to him that I felt any of those feelings! Not after all I used to say to him! So I just let everyone think the rumors were true. I am a virgin to this day!" "Well, Heh heh! I guess that will change tonight, Huh?" He turned red again and looked down. Brian gave me a "naughty-naughty" smile. So this must have been a very difficult decision for you. What were you planning to do? You couldn't have known that Brian would be -- willing -- to do this!"
"I had no clue! I just had to talk to someone! Brian seemed the natural one. When he invited me over here to `try it out' tonight. I was at first appalled. Then the more I thought about it, the more sense it made -- to me."
" Funny how stuff can grow on you!" I said, ever the smart-ass. He blushed again. "So it looks to me like you are kind of afraid and kind of -- wanting this!"
"Well -- with my brother! I wasn't planning on - "
"Not to worry! I am a spectator only here!"
"Well, I do feel like there is a lot I have to make up for with Brian."
"Wow! So this should be quite a show!" I said. (hey, I can't help it, when I am on a roll!!) He blushed again.
"Hey! Leave him alone, Sweetie. We're not planning to make it all up in one session!"
That was when Brian went to Buck's side of the table and held out his hand. Buck demurely looked down at Brian's hand and took it gingerly. Brian led him to the couch. I still was sitting at the table. I think I was almost as nervous as Buck was. Brian gestured for me to sit in the easy chair close to them. I obeyed. Brian then pushed Buck down on the couch. Buck looked nervously over at me.
I smiled slightly. I think that eased him a little. Brian put his hand on buck's face. I was close enough to hear the scuff of his beard on Brian's hand. Brian then leaned down and looked at his brother's eyes. Buck glanced over at me. Brian forced Buck's head back to himself. Then he leaned in and kissed him sweetly and gently.
I was very edgy watching this happen. When he was kissed, Buck closed his eyes. Tightly at first, then they relaxed, still closed. As that happened I saw his jaw go slack as his mouth opened. I could see Brian's tongue go into Buck's mouth. Buck responded in kind, as their mouths were opening and closing and Buck started to breath heavily through his nose.
That was when I bolted to the bathroom and started to barf into the toilet. I looked back. Still on my knees in front of the toilet. They didn't even know I was gone.
Notes: Who Knew! Certainly not I! Comments to Steve at s4d@hotmail.com. Mention "Seth" in the subject line, please.