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Chastity and Service
Training
The week after Ben's graduation was a whirlwind of change and work for me. Mateo officially joined us on Monday and Wednesday for the designated cleaning days at John's house. It was a tradition that the senior sub was allowed to clean and work on the third floor, where John's bedroom and office were located. When John was working from home, the senior sub had the privilege of servicing him when he requested. The two remaining subs would tackle cleaning the main floor, including the kitchen, living room, dining room, bathroom, hallways, and the basement, which contained the dungeon area and some side rooms. Mateo and I decided to alternate, and I did the main floor on Mondays, and he did it on Wednesday while the other sub took the basement. Tim's one-on-one day with John was on Sunday afternoons. But, given that Mateo and I were seasoned, graduated Subs, John had requested that we all come back on Thursday evenings to have dedicated time to talk to Tim about our experiences and mentor him.
That schedule meant that I was only really available at home for my master and Bo on Tuesday, Friday, and Saturday nights, but they all knew that this was only for a few months and were supportive of me and my decision. Still, it was a hectic schedule, and I still had cleaning and service duties to do at my home and for Todd. Bo told me he would step in as needed, but I wanted to pull as much weight as possible.
John had several parties at his house during the year. The largest and most important were usually around Independence Day and Christmas. This year, the Christmas party was to be held on Saturday, December 23, only a week after Ben's graduation. So, besides readjusting to a sub schedule at John's, we had to prepare the house for the event. However, Tim took the lead and the additional responsibilities as senior sub to heart and planned things to discuss with us on the Thursday before. So, when I arrived that evening and stripped down in the small hallway adjacent to the dungeon, I was looking forward to seeing all he had come up with. As I opened the door to the dungeon, I saw all the lights on, and after closing the door, I turned and noticed Mateo and Tim kneeling on the floor in their spots.
"Sorry I am late!" I replied as I turned to take the red square next to Tim.
"You aren't," Mateo replied. "I was early, and this one was even earlier."
"I just wanted some time alone to work on some things," Tim replied with a smile. "I wrote down some thoughts that we can go over tonight."
"That sounds good," I replied. "It shows you have good initiative. A dom will like that."
"For sure," Mateo replied.
"Thanks again for agreeing to sub with me, Mateo," Tim said. "It really means a lot."
"No worries," Mateo responded. "Sir took convincing, but I promised to make it up to him by giving him daily morning blowjobs to wake him up."
"You weren't doing that already?" I asked with a grin.
Mateo laughed.
"Sir gets up early, so sex usually occurs in the afternoon or evenings, but I don't mind waking up to pleasure him since he agreed to let me come here and help out."
"I see you trimmed your hair and groin too!" I replied, noticing Mateo's crew cut and the freshly smooth area around his cage.
"Yeah, Sir doesn't mind me keeping things hairy, but I remember Sir John's rules, so I decided just to go as short as possible," Mateo replied. "Besides, it put me back in the right mindset again."
I laughed until I heard footsteps on the staircase. We immediately fell quiet and faced forward as John came down and entered the room. When he stood in front of us, he paused before speaking.
"Rise boys," John said.
When we got to our feet, I saw that John was in some pajama pants and sipping on whiskey.
"Recite the creed for me," John asked.
We immediately responded.
"I am a sub in training under the supervision of Sir John. My goal is to serve men in the best way I can and derive pleasure from that service. My chastity cage and collar are a symbol of that service and I desire one day to be in permanent chastity and receive my formal graduation collar as proof of my commitment."
"Good job, boys," John replied. "Tim, we are in a unique situation here. Normally, you would be mentoring and helping out two younger subs in my program. However, this time you have two experienced, and if I might say, very well-trained, subs beside you. I have asked you all to set aside this evening for the next three months so that you, Tim, can spend some quality time with Matt and Mateo and learn from them. I will give you prompts to discuss, but this will mostly be your time. I will not be doing any specific training with any of you. I expect you to stay for at least an hour, but you can stay longer. Is that understood?"
"Yes, Sir," we replied.
"Very well," John said as he sipped his drink. "Tonight, I want you to talk about the Christmas party I will have here on Saturday. Matt and Mateo have both attended one in the past. This event is slightly different from others, so I want you two to share those differences with Tim and discuss your duties and what needs to be done."
"We can do that," I replied.
"For your main discussion topic, I want you to spend time talking about what being a sub and what service means to you," John continued. "Matt and Mateo, I specifically want you to concentrate on how you would have answered this as a sub in training and if that has changed at all, and how that has changed since you have been collared. Every dom is different, so you two may have different views, but Tim, I want you to reflect on what they have to say and ask questions. This is an invaluable experience for you and something you need to think about as you work towards earning a dominant's collar."
"I understand, Sir," Tim replied.
"Good," John said. "When you have completed your discussions, Matt and Mateo may leave. Tim, I want you to come up and go over what you have learned with me, and I may have you take my load."
"Yes, Sir," Tim replied.
"Excellent," John said. "Well, enjoy your evening, boys. I will see all three of you again on Saturday."
"Night, Sir," I replied.
"Have a good evening, Sir," Mateo added.
John nodded to us and left the room, and then we took a breath before standing.
"Shall we gather in the center of the room?" Tim asked.
"Sure," I replied.
Mateo and I grabbed some folding chairs and put them in the middle of the room to sit down while Tim disappeared into the back room. When he returned, he had some papers with him and a pen. He then placed the papers on the chair and sat on the floor to use it to write.
"Are you going to sit on the floor?" I asked.
"It will be easier for me to write and take notes," Tim said. "But please stay in your chairs."
"Ok," I replied with a smile as I adjusted my balls and winked at Mateo.
"I have some things here I want to run by you both for the party this weekend, but I would appreciate it if we could get started on Sir's topics first. Mateo, do you mind starting since I don't know you as well as Matt?"
"Sure!" Mateo replied with a chuckle. "As you know, my name is Mateo. I was born in a town called Hanford in California. I have an older sister and a younger brother. We didn't have a lot growing up, but we managed. I knew I was gay from a young age, but I kept things quiet as it was a pretty conservative area. I got a scholarship to the University of Tennessee, which is how I ended up in the South. After college, I came down here to Atlanta to work, and that is when I began to explore the gay scene, especially the dom/sub dynamic. One of my first friends I made here was a dominant named Hugo."
"Oh, Hugo," I replied with a laugh.
"The same one hung like a horse that comes to Sir's parties?" Tim asked.
"The same," Mateo replied with a smile.
"Lord, I just felt my ass pucker," Tim said with a laugh.
Mateo howled and then continued.
"Well, anyway, I think he figured out I was a sub quick. He took me under his wing and introduced me to people around town and eventually led me to meet Sir John."
"So, if you were to interview yourself back then, how would you answer Sir's question about the nature of service?" Tim asked.
Mateo paused and looked around the room before answering.
"You know, that is a difficult question. I am a different person now. But I do remember that I had a lot to learn. I guess my more naive self thought that being a sub was about submitting to another man and giving up control. However, that isn't it at all."
"Oh?" Tim asked.
"One thing I learned from the program here is that a sub has just as much control as a dom. You need to set the rules and what you are willing to live by. A good relationship with a dom is built on mutual respect and trust. That isn't to say that I control my master, Gabriel. Far from it. But it does mean that he knows my limits and what I want in our relationship and he respects and meets my needs. In return, I know what he expects, and I meet his needs and desires. I love to put my time and energy into taking care of him, but he does the same for me in his way."
"I guess I never thought of it that way," Tim replied.
"We are a little different in that we are not completely open," Mateo replied. "Sir does occasionally allow others to use me. Oral service is never an issue, but I'm rarely fucked by anyone other than him. He is free to fuck whomever he wants, I respect his right as a dominant, but he likes to keep me more special to him."
"I guess we need to make sure that is made known at the party," Tim replied.
"Oh, no worries," Mateo responded. "Sir John is aware. I can suck any loads down that I want, and Sir Gabriel will attend and supervise anyone who requests to use me in other ways."
"Ok," Tim replied. "Did the chastity aspect bother you at all?"
"A little," Mateo replied.
"Oh, you hated that thing at first," I replied with a smile. "Let's be honest."
"Ok, you are right, bro, but it grew on me over time," Mateo responded with a chuckle. "I had to learn to focus on my pent-up horny energy and use it in other ways. Now that I am collared, I can put it into pleasuring my master, but it is a constant reminder of the sacrifice I make for him. Sir is aware and is not very strict about it. He does let me out of my cage about once a month, but I only get to cum the way he wants. Sometimes he will edge me forever and give me a ruined orgasm, and sometimes he will let me jack off quick over his belly. It just depends on his mood. But the cage symbolizes my service, and I don't mind wearing it."
"I am getting in that mindset," Tim replied. "As frustrating as it is, I am starting to forget it is there a lot of times."
"You are three-quarters through the program," Mateo responded. "So, how do you view service to a dom?"
"Well, as you say, a large part is taking care of their needs," Tim said. "Sir has discussed thinking about rules, needs, and expectations so that I can have honest questions with a dom, but I haven't met anyone interested in me yet."
"You will have to take the initiative," Mateo replied. "Most doms expect the subs to reach out to them and express interest. There are many more subs than doms, so you can't expect them to chase you. Get to know the doms at these parties. Hang out with them socially outside of this house and get introduced to their friends. I would be happy to help you get to know Hugo more. It doesn't mean you have to serve them, but it is an effective way to get into their circles and meet people."
"That is true," Tim replied. "I guess I never thought about it."
"Make sure you get to know them well first," I replied. "If you are going to devote your life to them and make the relationship work, you need to be compatible. There are a lot of doms out there, and they are from all walks of life and have different expectations. Some are hard and demanding, and some are soft and flexible. You need to see what works best for you and, on the flip side, be sure you work for them."
"That is good advice," Tim replied. "How about you, Matt? How have your views changed over time?"
I chuckled.
"Well, like my fellow sub brother here, I am a different person than when I came to Sir John that first time. I have always known I was a sub. Even when I topped, I was a subby top, if that makes any sense. I like to please a guy and feed off their dominant energy. At first, the role play excited me, but I learned that I needed more over time. My master Todd, for instance, is dominant in the bedroom. He has certain needs, and I see to them. But he always asks me how I am doing. He is genuinely interested in ensuring my needs are met as much as his are. The chastity thing is a good example. It is my choice to remain in permanent chastity. Sir is happy to have me like this but has told me I could, if I wanted, get out of it on occasion. My fiancé Bo would love to play with my uncaged nub. But chastity has become a part of my identity now. I love my cage. It symbolizes my total dedication to being the best sub I can be. I want to put all my energy into pleasing and serving Sir Todd and Bo."
"But what is service mean to you?" Tim asked.
"It means putting another man's needs above your own," I responded. "Not at the sake of my own, but just above me. I don't neglect myself, and I am delighted with my life. But, knowing I have given up personal pleasure to bring pleasure to others is very erotic to me. Even doing chores around the house or just sitting on the floor massaging Sir's feet brings me a lot of pleasure. That kind of service makes me happy. I am a sub. There is nothing wrong with that."
"How has Bo's evolution changed things for you, though?" Mateo asked. "I know it has to have had some effect."
"Oh, it has," I replied. "But, I have always known that he is not a complete and total sub. I saw the streaks of defiance in him when he was training, and afterward, he told me that he would never be happy in permanent chastity like I am. I am thrilled he is letting loose and exploring things and that Sir is so supportive. If he ends up being a switch or a total dom one day, I will still love him the same. It will change how our sex life is conducted, but he still meets my needs regardless. I love him, and he loves me back unconditionally. What role he plays is immaterial to me."
"That is so awesome," Tim replied. "You are so lucky. He is so cute. I have only played with him as a dom, and I enjoyed servicing him. I'd be honored to be collared by someone like him one day. I hope he finds his path."
"He will get there," I replied. "But use his journey as a lesson to yourself. You might want to stay a sub for the rest of your life, but don't limit yourself if you decide to be interested in other roles. People change as they get older. I learned that lesson well from some of Sir's friends and some of the doms I met through Sir John."
"Absolutely," Mateo replied. "And speak up for yourself. Never let yourself get into an abusive relationship or one where you cannot grow to your full potential. If you get depressed for any reason, know you have a support structure. You have a network of sub brothers through Sir John. Those that came before you, the ones you started with, and us. We are all here for you. Reach out if you ever need anything."
"I can echo that," I replied. "I have met many subs who have trained with Sir John since I graduated, and they are all very levelheaded and kind. They are a great resource if you ever need someone to talk to."
"That is good to know," Tim replied.
Our conversations continued for the next hour. We learned more about Tim and his background, how we grew up in rural Georgia and his move to Atlanta after high school. He admitted he was a shy person, but he was much more open and social once he got to know someone. I could relate to his feelings in many ways, and I talked about them with him. He was seeking the right dom but just needed help getting there. Mateo and I agreed to assist where we could, and we quickly bonded as a trio that evening over a short period.
"Well, shall we take a moment and talk about the party this weekend?" Tim asked. "Before it gets too late, that is."
"That is a good idea," Mateo replied. "I need to get back to my sir."
"Ok, well, Sir John told me that we needed to be here at 10 am Saturday," Tim began. "He told me to decorate the dungeon area as I saw fit but make it festive. I have some things in mind to bring, but I wanted to ask if you had advice from your experiences at the party."
"One thing we could do is the sock thing," I replied.
"Yeah, that was fun!" Mateo replied.
"Sock thing?" Tim asked.
I chuckled.
"I was the senior sub when the holiday party happened during my training days. I brought the decorations, but I also purchased embroidered red and green socks with Christmas trees for Mateo, Max, and me to wear. We kept markers in them, and we asked the doms to put a hash mark on our ass for every load we took there and one on our chest for every load we swallowed. The sub with the most hash marks got a special present from Sir John."
"Oh wow!" Tim replied. "So, who won?"
"I did, of course!" Mateo replied, beaming. "I mean, this is a fuckable ass, right?
I laughed out loud.
"You did take a lot that night."
"Got a nice little cash prize and a pass to skip out on cleaning duties the next week, too," Mateo replied.
"Well, we can do that," Tim replied.
"I still have my socks," Mateo said.
"I do, too," I added. "If you want to do it again, I can get you some that are similar, Tim."
"Yes!" Tim responded. "I'll let Sir know this evening."
"Perfect," I replied.
"But I understand we will be doing a deep clean of the house and then setting up the areas down here and on the main floor and then preparing the food before the guests arrive in the afternoon," Tim said.
"Correct," I replied. "It takes several hours to get set up. If I remember right, people began to arrive around 4 pm, and at that point, it was just tending to everyone's needs. You will be getting used a lot, but you will be expected to serve drinks and food as needed."
"Got ya," Tim replied.
"And my sir has made it clear he doesn't want my ass used a ton, so you two will probably have to take the brunt of things in that department," Mateo added.
"And that is fine with me," I replied.
"Me too," Tim said. "I am a power-bottom pig."
"So I have heard," I replied with a wink.
Tim blushed and smiled and then finished making some notes.
"Anything else we need to discuss?"
"I think we are good," I replied.
"The main thing is to have fun," Mateo said. "And remember to use this as a networking opportunity. Get to know the doms as much as you pleasure and serve them. They are all nice guys."
"I will," Tim said. "Will Sir Bo be coming to the party, Matt?"
I laughed.
"Yes, he will."
"Perfect!" Tim replied with a big smile. "Thanks for everything tonight, guys. I will go up and report to Sir now."
"Go ahead," I replied. "We will straighten up down here."
Tim smiled and stood and hugged us before leaving the room, and then Mateo helped me put the chairs away.
"He's a good kid," Mateo said as we headed for the hall to dress.
"Yeah," I replied. "He has a little crush on Bo and me, though."
"I was going to ask," Mateo said. "I picked up on that."
I chuckled.
"He is a good brother, though."
Mateo smiled and patted my back as we walked out.