This is the third instalment and if you haven't been reading you might want to read part one and two before you read this one, if you read part one and two a while ago then you should just skim over them again to refresh your memory because im just going to jump right in. As always I would appreciate it if you didn't steal it and claim it as your own. If you would like to save in on your computer for yourself that is fine or even sent it to a friend your welcome to but just don't steal it.
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Krystal Krys_bunny87@hotmail.com
WARNING
This story contains Adult Material and is not intended for anyone under the age of 18, if it is illegal for you to read this wherever you live please leave now. This story chronicles a relationship between two consenting females and contains sexual material.
Caiden and I Part Three
Caiden had this shocked and disgusted look on her face. Then she started yelling.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TWO DOING?" She sounded so angry and I froze I didn't know what to do.
Suddenly Tara got up pulled Caiden into the room and locked the door, so that no one could hear her yelling and come up to see what was going on. When Tara locked the door I snapped back into reality and reacted.
"Caiden how long have you been standing there its not what it looks like..." I kind of trailed off realizing that it was exactly what it looked like, there was no way to reason my way out of this.
"I THINK ITS EXACTLY WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE YOU FUCKING DYKE!" She yelled I have never seen her so upset.
At this point I was in tears I didn't know what else to do other than cry, Caiden was my closet friend and know it felt like she hated me.
"Caiden please let me explain... Baby please..." I was begging crying and grabbing at her to try to hug her, I didn't want her to storm out I didn't want to lose her friendship.
"I'm not your FUCKING baby!" she responded.
She pushed me away, and I fell to the ground, hard. But she didn't apologize like she normally did when she hurt me by accident; she had so much hate in her eyes.
Tara saw that I was hurt and she jumped to my defence.
"What the FUCK is wrong with you Caiden you could have really hurt her!" Tara ran over to me to help me up, when I fell to the ground it knocked the wind out of me and I was a little dizzy so Tara had to hold me steady.
"You two fucking dykes, im gonna tell everyone, your both fucking nasty, wait until Nick finds out you're a dykey whore."
I didn't know what to say to Caiden after that she has never used such hurtful words towards me I felt like I was dieing inside. I still loved her so much and I wanted to her love me too, not in friendship but more, and now it felt like all of that was falling away, she hated me...but I still loved her.
Caiden then stormed out of the room and left the party to walk home. I cried for what felt like hours before I told Tara that I needed some time to think and I felt to walk home. It was 4 am and I lived 10 blocks away.
When I got to the park in-between my house and Tara and decided that I didn't want to go home just yet so I went in and sat on the swings still crying. I couldn't really cry anymore because I had been crying non-stop for the last 2 hours all that was left was my feeble attempt at sobs.
I sat on the swings for half an hour and then I decided to go home, when I got home the house was completely dark so I decided not to wake my mom up by going through the front door so I went around back and climbed the tree that was closet to my window, and climbed into my room from one of the outstretched branches.
I crawled into bed and closed my eyes reliving the horrors of the night. I loved everything that happened between Tara and I and I wanted to do it again, but I wanted my best friend to be okay with it I want her in my life even if I cant have her the way I would like. I love her so much and any relationship with her is a good one. All I could do now was hope that she would think about everything and realize that I was the same person that's always been there for her.
The next morning when I woke up the first thing I thought of was Tara. I picked up my cell phone to call her and realized that the battery was dead. I rummaged through my room to find the charger and plugged it in. I decided to let the phone charge as I hopped into the shower and when I got out I would give Tara a call.
I had a long shower that morning to try to wash away the event of last night and the impact they had on my eyes and face everything was puffy from all the crying. I thought of Caiden and I finally became angry now that all the tears and the remorse were gone all that was left was the anger, anger at the fact that she was my best friend and she didn't even try to understand, anger at the fact that I loved her so much and still did even after she treated me like shit. I decided to let it go and deal with whatever the came next time I saw Caiden.
It was Saturday morning so I knew that my mom wasn't home, because she usually goes out to brunch with my Aunt on Saturdays and then the spa so I had the house to myself, therefore no need for a towel.
I strutted out of my bathroom and into my room stark naked to be greeted by Caiden sitting on my bed.
"What the fuck are you doing in my room Caiden!?" I yelled trying to cover myself with my hands, which proved pointless because she had already gotten a good look.
Caiden looked up at me with tears in her eyes, "Krystal im so sorry, I over reacted, its just that when I saw you too together I was shocked and hurt and anger was my first reaction, baby im sorry." She had gotten up, made her way over to me and tried to hug me, but I backed away. I didn't want her touching me.
"Please Krisy, Please forgive me, I didn't mean anything I said I was just pissed, I don't want to lose you."
I wanted her in my life I didn't want to lose her either but my Pride wouldn't let me forgive her I was way too pissed off at her for the things she said the names she called me to just let it go and move on. She really hurt me and even if I wanted to forgive her I just would let myself. The next few words that came out of my mouth hurt me more than they did her, I just know it.
"You fucking heartless bitch, do you have any idea what you made me feel last night, I wanted to kill myself, you treated me like shit and the names that you called me, how am I supposed to forgive you, you were supposed to be my best friend!!" I was yelling frantically, and then I realized I was still naked so I turned around and stormed into the bathroom and locked the door behind me.
After locking the door and sat down in the floor with my back against the wall and I started sobbing again. I could hear Caiden on the other side of the door, she was crying to and I started to feel bad for saying the things I said, which only made me cry more. I didn't want to hurt her, I wanted to forgive her I wanted to hug her and wanted her back in my life but something inside me just wouldn't let it happen. My pride got in the way and now I was about to lose the only person in my life that I cared about.
This was the hardest part to write because it was the most emotional experience I had ever been through at that point in my life so it was kind of hard to express fully in writing how devastated I was, I hope I did a good job, if anything didn't make sense, or if you wanted more detail on the whole situation between Tara and myself (not sexual of course) or Caiden and I then by all means send me an email and I'll tell you everything you want to know. If you would like to read what happened let me know and I'll post it.
Let me know, what you think. Krys_bunny87@hotmail.com.