This is the second part of my story (or memoir rather) I actually heard from a lot of people encouraging me to continue and so I am like I said before this story is very dear to me and I would appreciate it if you didn't steal it and claim it as your own. If you would like to save in on your computer for yourself that is fine or even sent it to a friend your welcome to but just don't steal it.
If you like what I have written so far and you would like me o continue then please please email me and let me know. If you don't email me then ill just assume that im a piss shit writer and the story was crappy and I wont write anymore.
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Krystal Krys_bunny87@hotmail.com
WARNING
This story contains Adult Material and is not intended for anyone under the age of 18, if it is illegal for you to read this wherever you live please leave now. This story chronicles a relationship between two consenting females and contains sexual material.
Caiden and I Part Two
When we got to Tara's the party was already in full swing. Caiden and I made our way into the kitchen where the keg was and got ourselves some drinks. When we got into the kitchen we saw that Glen (Caiden's Boyfriend) was manning the Keg, I got my drink and told Caiden that I would see her later, figuring that she would want to chill with Glen.
I went down to the basement to look for Nick because I figured that if Glen was there Nick would be too... they had gotten really close over the past year because Caiden and I never did anything apart so they were kind of forced to become friends.
When I got downstairs Nick was nowhere to be found, so I gave up on the search vowing to give him a call when I get the chance. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around to find Tara beaming at me.
"Im glad you made it babe, where's Caiden?"
"Hey babe, Caiden's in the kitchen with Glen."
Tara and I stayed in the basement for a good hour or so just chilling getting decently buzzed, and talking to people. Tara Then suggested that we make our way back upstairs to see what was going on.
On our way up the stairs Tara was in front of me and she kind of slipped and fell backwards. I saw it coming so I was able to catch her before we both fell backwards and back into the basement.
"Tara are you okay?" I asked her.
She smiled a little embarrassed and told me that she was.
I then suggested that she go up to her room and lay down for a while.
I helped Tara helped Tara up the rest of the stairs and while we were passing the kitchen on our way to Tara's room I saw Caiden and Glen in the corner making out. Caiden saw me and I motioned telling her that I was helping Tara to her room and I would be back in a minute. She gave me the thumbs up indicating she got what I was saying. And I continued to the stairs to the second floor where Tara's room was.
I had to hold Tara around the waist while to went up the stairs so that she didn't fall over. It was funny because she was mumbling all kinds of nonsense in my ear and I couldn't help but laugh.
When we got into Tara's room and helped her get into bed and moved the garbage next to the bed in case she should feel the need to vomit.
I was getting ready to leave when Tara grabbed my hand.
"Tara are you okay?" I asked her concerned that she was going to throw up on me.
"Yeah im fine im not going to throw-up or anything but could you just stay here with me for a bit?"
I was a little hesitant at first, because drunken people who are on the brink of passing out are never good company at a party. But Tara is one of my best friends and I figured that it would hurt to stay with her until she fell asleep, which I figured would be very long.
So a sat on her bed while she curled her body around my back.
After about 5 mins I started to get up to leave and Tara stopped me again.
"Krystal, can I ask you for a favour?"
"Sure babe..."
"Could you just stay here and cuddle with me im cold and I don't want to be alone."
I really wanted to get back to the party but I didn't want to leave Tara by herself so I decided to stay with her until she fully fell asleep.
I got into bed behind her and wrapped my arms around her stomach in an attempt to keep her warm.
She snuggled her back into me and I hugged her closer.
That was when I realized that this probably wasn't a good idea but it was now too late to change my mind. The feel of Tara's body so close to mind started to arouse me I tried to inch my body back and away from her but the more I moved back the more she moved back and I realized that my attempt to separate myself from her was futile.
Tara grabbed hold of my hand that was wrapped around her stomach and she pulled it up towards her breast. I made a slight attempted to pull my hand away but she just help on tighter.
It was when she placed my hand over one of her breast that I decided that this was the time to speak up and end this.
"Tara...?"
"Yeah"
"Uhm... what are you doing with my hand." There was a noticeable shiver in my voice as I asked her this.
"She just continued to massage her breast with my hand"
But the funny thing is even though I knew that it was wrong and that Tara was drunk and probably didn't realize what she was doing and let her continue doing it anyways.
After a good 10 mins of this Tara slowly turned around to face me.
"Are you okay?" I asked her.
"Yeah im fine...Krystal do you mind if I ask you something personal?"
"Yeah sure babe you can ask me anything."
Tara looked visibly uncomfortable and I was beginning to think that maybe I didn't want to answer what ever it is that she was having problems asking me.
"I wanted to know about you and Caiden?"
I was a little caught off guard I wasn't sure where this was going now.
"What about Caiden and I?"
"Well you guys have been friends for a really long time and it just seems like there is something going on between the two of you."
At this point I really don't know what I was feeling....it wasn't really anger, and it wasn't confusion...it was more of a combination of the two because I knew where she was going with this and even though nothing had ever happened between Caiden and I, I still had feelings for her hat extended beyond our friendship (at this point I had never shared any of these feelings with Caiden.) What upset me was the fact that Tara assumed that there was something going on because we were so close and then there was the fact that if Tara suspected something like this then there was a chance that others have been also... which in a way was a terrifying thought.
I didn't want to appear upset thereby leading her to think that something was truly going on so I remained as calm as possible.
"What are you getting at Tara?"
"Well do you two like like each other?"
I was surprised at her forwardness.
"What do you mean like like Tara?"
"I mean are you guys involved" She said this as if she was walking on thin ice...which she was.
I didn't want this to go any further than it already did so I decided to squash it right then and there.
"No Tara we are not 'INVOLVED'." I said this a little more heated than I had intended to and once I heard the anger in my own voice I just went with it.
"Even if we were Tara I don't see how it is any of your business!" I got up off the bed and quickly made my way to the door to get Caiden and go home. I no longer wanted to be here and knowing now that Tara thought that Caiden and I were fooling around others at the party might have also and I didn't want to be around any of them.
Before I could make it to the door and storm out Tara caught me by the hand and pulled me back towards her before I could protest she covered my mouth with her lips kissing me.
I completely froze, being caught so completely of guard I didn't know what to do so I just stood there and didn't move.
Tara finally broke the kiss and stepped back looking at me searching for a reaction.
I didn't know what to do; I didn't know what to say so I just stood there. I never had any kind of attraction to Tara, she is a very very attractive girl bearing a resemblance to Jewel (only with brown hair).
When I didn't say anything Tara panicked and started to franticly apologize.
"Krystal I'm so sorry I didn't mean... im drunk... I just... I just thought that you... and I wanted to know what it felt like... im so sorry, please don't be mad."
I finally came to and realized that she just put herself out there and that I wasn't helping the situation by standing there looking shocked and repulsed so I spoke up.
"Tara its okay im not mad, I just had no idea, you kind of caught me off guard." Those words echoed in my ear as a said them bring back memories of my awkward attempt with Caiden and we were younger and I knew that I didn't want Tara to feel the way that I felt when Caiden didn't acknowledge me.
I moved closer to Tara.
"Are you okay, im not mad Tara, but I have to ask you something now." I said curious as too just how far she had planned on taking this.
"Okay, you can ask me anything."
"How long have you been into girls?"
Tara stood there staring at me with a blank look on her face, I could tell that she was searching for a way to answer the question without digging herself into a larger hole. So I attempted to lighten the situation.
"I'm not asking because I think its gross and I want to get the details to tell everyone... I asking because... I like girls too... I've never done anything other than kiss other girls... but you don't have to be afraid im not going to be mad at you and stop talking to you."
Tara looked visible relaxed after this and she walked back over to her bed and sat down. I sat down next to her and I placed my hand on her knee to let her know that im not running away and im not mad I wanted to just listen.
After a few minutes she finally opened up.
"I don't know, I never used to like girls but after we all spent those 3 weeks up at my cottage I started to have dreams about you..."
"What kind of dreams?"
"I don't really want to talk about them"
"Okay that's fine, you don't have to." I knew full and well what kind of dreams she was having but I figured that it would be best to leave it alone and she would tell me when she was ready.
Looking at Tara now and knowing what I know I started to feel an attraction towards her. I didn't know if what I was about to do was going to ruin our friendship or make it stronger but I knew that it was the only thing that felt right so I just went with it.
I placed my hand on Tara chin and turned her face towards me.
"Tara im not mad and I don't think your weird." With that I slowly moved my face closer to hers.
Before our lips met I whispered to her, "Don't be afraid..."
The kiss started out soft and slow with our mouths closed, then I opened my mouth slightly and so did she, she hesitated at first but after realizing that would do it if she didn't she slowly inserted her tongue into my mouth. I was surprised at how warm and gentle her kiss was she massaged my tongue with her and I could feel my panties getting wet. I wanted her so bad at this point and I guess she could feel it because she then placed one of her hands over my breast and started to squeeze and pinch at it.
I was so turned on at this point that I got up and got in front of her and I slowly pushed her back onto her back as I climbed on top of her straddling her hips.
She realized where I was taking this and it was obvious that she was no longer afraid and that she was willing so I continued. I leaned in and we started to make-out again this time it was much more intense... she tasted amazing, her mouth was so warm, her lips so soft it was mind blowing, just from kissing her alone my panties were soaked.
Tara brought her hands to my waist and she slipped her fingers under the hem of my tank top and began to pull it up attempting to take my shirt of. I wanted nothing more than to feel her warm soft skin against mine so I sat up and pulled my tank top over my head, and then sat her up and pulled her over her head. I was now straddling her in an up right position and because of her height (Tara is taller than I am) I didn't have to bend to continue kissing her. We continued kissing and she groped at my back and my breast, and I did the same to her. It all felt so good so right I didn't want it to end.
It wasn't until I heard a gasp behind me that I realized that we were no longer alone.
I quickly turned jumping off of Tara to see Caiden standing in the doorway.
If you would like to read what happened next I'm going to need some encouragement...because if I don't hear from anyone I will assume that no one likes it and therefore it would be pointless for me to post the rest.
Let me know. Krys_bunny87@hotmail.com.