Broken Tears - Chapter 5 By Andy Lake
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Stop if the idea of sexual intercourse between same sexed couples disgusts you, and if that's so, what the fuck are you doing here???
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All the following characters are fictional, all made up by myself, thanks to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination.
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Recap - I walked out to the garden and breathed a little easier. I looked at the sprout in the ground, watered it, and started
telling my mom bout my first day, and it relaxed me, even though she couldn't talk back. I knew she listened. Mothers
always listen, and Mothers always know. That's why I'll never forget mine. I'll never forget how I took her for granted. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO ALL OF YOU AND TO MY EDITOR SINCE I KINDA SENT THE CHAPTER THAT WAS UNEDITED.. IM SO SO SORRY THAT YOU HAD TO READ MY MESS :(
******************** Date??? - Chapter 5 ********************
I barely got any rest last night, and it was horrible. Why in the world would Jeff say date?? Is that some American thing as a meeting or appointment? It's just odd. Well, I hope I enjoy my time out with him today. He told me he was gonna talk with me about our "date" today at school, and well, I'm feeling kind of nervous about it. I don't know why I'm just feeling kind of nervous.
I showered and dressed in my normal clothes and placed my glasses on. I grabbed my bag and made my way downstairs. My dad made some breakfast and hugged me good morning as always, but he was acting odd lately. He's been talking to the rose sprout a lot. I hope he's not hiding anything from us. My other guess is that he has some other family or something and is finding how to tell us. If he did, I would totally understand, but I'll give him his time.
I ate breakfast with Marky, and we talked for a while before we drove off to school. We went by and picked up Jenni and Dina, and we were talking non stop. Dina and I clicked since yesterday, but still, I was ten times more fond of Li.
We arrived at the school, and Dina looked at me as we got out of the car and said, "Aren't you gonna talk to Mark about Bran?" She asked concerned.
"No. I'm going to try and talk to him. Mark will be my last resort." I said a little sternly. She nodded and hooked her arm in mine, and we walked into the school and found Trev and Jermz waiting for us at the entrance.
"Hey Guys!!" Trev and Jermz said together. I swear they act like frickin twins.
"Hey. How's it going?" Dina asked as she hugged Jermz and kissed his cheek. She did the same to Trev but Jermz's kiss lasted about two seconds longer.
"Well, we're great and kinda looking forward for today. Maybe Mark is gonna come and beat up Brandon!!" Jermz said excited.
"No. I didn't tell him and neither should you...Let me try and talk things out with him" I said, and without better timing, there came Brandon. He walked by us and shoved me to get through.
"Move it, FAG!" He said laughing as he went past.
"Yeah, right. So you think talking will work?" asked Li as she appeared from nowhere.
"Hey LI!!" I hugged her and she hugged back, Trev, Jermz, and Dina were giving us the eye.
"What? We are best friends, so suck it up." Li said pinching my cheeks.
"Yeah ,right, best friends" Trev and Jermz said at the same time.
"We are. Don't get any dating ideas in your heads wonder twins." I said laughing as they blushed.
"I'm kinda moving more to Brandon's side now." Jermz said teasingly.
"Well, Dina, wanna make out?" I Asked a little too boldly. Jermz turned beet red.
"Of course. Bathroom or janitor closet, like yesterday??" Dina asked laughing.
"I'm feeling frisky. Let's go to the principal's office!!" I said faking excitement. Jermz looked sooo embarrassed.
"Ok, Ok. I get it. GEEZ! Better not fuck with you. You are dangerous." Jermz said smiling again.
"GOt that right" We walked to our first class laughing and all smiles.
Class went by smoothly, and I had Brandon in only three classes and theater, so I didn't see him much. I walked into the cafeteria with fear of another episode like last time. I made my way to the line and ordered a burger with fries, and I sat down with Jermz, Trev, Dina, and Li, who practically blew off her friends for us. That was touching.
"So Li, you hanging out with the fag and the loser crowd now?" Brandon asked grinning.
"Ten times better than hanging out with the bitch crowd and a gorilla like you." She said smiling. Brandon looked pissed.
"Look, Fag! Stop sticking your nose where no one wants you. These 'friends' of yours like you out of pity." He said angrily.
"Yeah, right. Don't be mad because no one likes you for who you are. You're just jealous that Ty here has genuine friends and a brother that actually aknowledges him...And a brother that beat you up real bad." Dina said smiling.
"Stay out of it, shit colored bitch." He said smugly. Dina looked hurt.
"So, above it all, you're racist? It's not surprising how you can judge someone by their skin color. Dina is one of the most beautiful girls I've ever met, and her color makes her even more interesting." I said pissed. Dina smiled and giggled.
"Fuck you, you faggot! You don't even know me!" He screamed. He tried to grab my collar, but I backed away.
"Brandon, stop this. Can I talk with you.. alone?" I said pleadingly.
"Are you gonna propose or some shit?" He asked laughing. I heard giggles but couldn't care less.
"Believe it or not, gay or not, I have taste, and you're far from tasty." I said being a little too much of a smart ass, as many people laughed out loud at that. He looked pissed.
"Hallway, now." He stated as he made his way out of the cafeteria.
"Are you sure about this?" Jermz asked concerned, and Trev nodded as well.
"I think I'll be ok." I said giving them a really fake smile.
"If you say so, but we're so gonna talk about this." Li said looking directly at me.
"Ok, tomorrow. Your house or mine?" I asked.
"Mine. We can watch some movies!!" She said excited.
"And we are not invited?" Trev and Jermz said together along with an Uh huh by Dina.
"We are gonna make out in private. Geez!!" Li said laughing as I joined. They gave us cocky smirks and made kissing noises.
"Well, those kissing noises are coming out perfect from Jermz and Dina. Practice makes perfect." I said as I left leaving them both blushing.
I made my way into the hallway, and a hand dragged me into a door. The light switched on, and I found myself alone with Brandon.
"You scared the crap out of me!" I screamed as I took a deep breath.
"Such a sissy" He said barely audible.
"I heard that, you know." I Said looking at him.
"Yeah, why don't you talk it out with my ass. He is the only one who gives a shit!" He spat.
"Screw you!" I said looking him in the eyes.
"Do you ever curse??" He asked in disbelief.
"N-no. My mom told me not to." I said innocently.
"Momma's boy, are we." He said giggling.
"My mother died some weeks ago, so don't go there." I said with a hint of sadness.
"S-sorry, dude. I didn't know. So what did you want to talk about?" He asked a little more gentle.
"Can you stop bullying me? I just don't know why you hate me so much." I said a little fidgety.
"I hate you because you're a faggot. I noticed that the day I saw you, and I hate fags who feast on my looks. So back off, pussy boy, and fuck you. If I want to keep making your life shit, I WILL!" HE spat as he reached for the knob and disappeared.
There it was again that feeling of depression, that thing that made me hate myself. He was really getting to me. I walked out of the closet and made my way into the halls of the school. I was heading for Spanish class. I missed out on it yesterday thanks to Brandon and the pizza stuff.
"Hey, Mr. Santos. I'm Tyler, and I'm here for spanish class. Sorry I missed out yesterday." I said as he opened the door.
"It's ok. Just take a seat by Caleb over there." He said pointing to the kid I met at the convenience store two days ago. He smiled at me wide and waved.
"Hey" I said as I sat down beside him.
"I knew I had at least one class with you. You seem like a great friend, besides, since we are both gay we're surely gonna get along." He whispered in my ear. I was caught off guard, and my eyes opened wide. I looked over at him, and he just smiled. Maybe I found my best gay friend, I thought. I just smiled back and kept going on with the class.
We talked and sent notes during class, and I really became fond of him. He's hot and all, but I didn't feel that sexually attracted towards him.
We said goodbye, and I walked down to my last class. I had to sit beside Brandon again, but he didnt bother me at all. I knew why. When I told him about my mom, he kinda felt bad. Maybe he has a conscience after all, but in these two days I've known him, by tomorrow he is gonna be the same, acting like a freaking dumbass. Class went by fast, and I made my way to the parking lot. There was Jeff, and he was leaning against his car. He looked so damn hot, wearing a tight v-neck t-shirt and some faded jeans. He was wearing a cap and his damp hair was sneaking out. He smiled as he saw me and stood up straight.
"Hi, Jeff!" I said smiling.
"Hey there, little baby." He said as he hugged me.
"So, what did you want to talk to me about?" I asked him as he let me go.
"Well, we're gonna go to Ben's and get something to eat. Then we will talk." He said acting a little nervous.
I just smiled and nodded as he opened the door of his truck. I jumped in, and he smiled as he drove. The drive was quiet, and we were both nervous. When we arrived at Ben's, we gave each other smiles and walked in. He ordered some burgers and sodas for us as we sat down in one of the tables in the back.
The food arrived, and we started eating. He kept simling at me and winking, and I just blushed and kept eating. I finished and went to the bathroom to wash my hands. I also washed my face and dried it with some paper towels. I tried to ease my nerves as I walked back to the table.
"Sooo, Jeff, what is the matter? Is there something wrong?" I asked as I sat down in front of him.
"No, the opposite. Everything is perfect." He said as he looked at me and smiled.
"So, what'd you ask me to meet you here for?" I ask.
"Look, Tyler, I know we just met a few days ago, but have you ever felt connected with someone, a connection at mere sight, a connection that just lets you think about one person, something that makes everything else stop being important, falling in love. Have you ever felt it?" He asked with a shine in his eyes.
"Well, I've never been in love, but I have felt connections with some people." I said smiling at his cuteness when he is nervous.
"Well, the moment I saw you, I felt it. I felt myself falling for you. I think I have strong feelings for you, and I wanted to ask you if you would like to go out with me, if you would mind being my boyfriend. I know it sounds stupid and all, but the thing is that I can't find myself thinking about anyone else but you, and I want to be with you and give love a try with you. You're so beautiful, cute, and perfect, and I just can't stop looking at you. I think I made myself love you." He said as he grabbed my hand. I just stared at him, and I couldn't speak. I just stared at him wide eyed, and he looked at me and spoke again.
"I'm not joking. Would you go out with me?" He asked with a sincere look in his eyes.
"I-I-I..No." I said looking down.
"Wh-why? Am I ugly or something?" He asked as his eyes watered.
"NO! You're very attractive, but being gay doesn't mean I will date any hot guy. Gay people love, you know, and I don't think you know me well enough to fall for me." I said meeting his teary eyes.
"B-but I love you. Please just give me a chance. I've never begged for someone to go out with me, ever!" He said looking at my eyes.
"Jeff, I don't think you're ready to try and be gay, and I don't wanna be a shot at a gay relationship. Why don't we get to know each other, and why don't you analyze how you really feel? It may just be fondness. The thing is, I don't want to fall for someone who might just throw me to the side for someone else. I'm sorry, but no." I said taking every ounce of my body to neglect this hottie.
"PLease, baby. Please go out with me. I'm begging you. Let's just kiss once and see if there's a spark or something." He pleaded.
"Ok. One kiss, Jeff, only one." I said standing up and walking to his car. He followed, we got in, and thanks to the tinted windows, we were gonna be able to do this here.
We sat in the back seat and looked at each other. He looked at me with a mixture of love and lust, I think. He moved towards me, grabbed the side of my face, and lifted my chin up. He looked into my eyes, leaned in, pressed his lips against mine, and I felt it. The spark was there. His soft, moist, lips met mine and mushed together. He bit my bottom lip and let out a groan as he pulled away. I was in another dimension, and I still had my eyes closed. I opened them, and he was there, eyes closed as well.
"So, was there a spark?" I asked a little hopeful.
"SPARK?! THAT WAS THE FUCKING 4th OF JULY!!" He said breathing hard.
"I felt the spark, too." I said blushing.
"So, are you gonna be my baby?" He asked tenderly.
"No." I said looking away.
"Why?!" He asked desperately.
"Because you don't know me yet. Let's take our time, Jeff. You're the older one here, and you should be more mature. So let's take it slow. You have lots to analyze about a gay relationship, so let's take our time and see where we go from there." I said looking at him.
"I don't wanna wait!!" He screamed.
"Well, then you don't have to." I said as I opened the car door. He slammed it shut and looked at me.
"I'm sorry. Ok? It's just that I want to hold you, kiss you, love you, cuddle you, and waiting is hard, but you're worth it. Promise me something. While we get to know each other better, you won't see other people or kiss or anything with anyone else, and neither will I." He said reassuringly.
"I can deal with that. So, promise me we will take it slow and try to simply go with it and see if we will work out. You know sparks and chemistry isn't everything, and besides, I'm still a virgin in anything sexual, so you will have to be patient." I said looking at him.
"Still got my right hand." He said laughing as I blushed.
"You are so cute when you blush, baby." He said caressing my cheek.
I blushed more and looked at him. "You are hot every day." I said giggling as he laughed.
He drove me home, and I got out of the car still in a dreamy state with a smile plastered on my face.
"See you tommorow, beautiful." He said as he drove off.
I walked inside the house and saw my dad in the garden talking with the sprout again, and I made my way closer to listen.
"I just can't deal with that, and I don't know what they will think of me if they ever find out. Rose, I need help." He said as he cried a little. I decided to leave him alone and walked up to my room. I fell on my bed with a sigh and a little giggle, and I started thinking about my dad. What can be so wrong?
[ Jeff's POV ]
Today, like yesterday, was full of Tyler. I close my eyes, and there is Ty. I know I love him, and as well lust over him. He is so cute, beautiful, innocent, nice, and perfect. I never thought I would fall for someone as hard as I fell for him, but he makes me feel perfect, warm, and fuzzy. I woke up today, bathed, and wanked, thinking about Ty and his cute tight little body. I walked out of the house and to my car with my little brother behind me. I took him hand in hand to his kindergarden class and kissed him goodbye on his forehead. I walked back to the D wing and saw at a distance Tyler was there with his earphones talking with his friends and dancing a little. He looked so cute, and his hair swayed whenever he moved. Everything about him made my legs like jelly. I blew a kiss at him and walked to class. I met with my buds, and Jenni, as yesterday, was wondering if Ty was ok. She practically acted like his mother. It was cute, though.
I had an uneventful day today, although at lunch, my ex, Lana, came by. She wanted to talk to me, and she said that she wanted to be back with me and that dumping me was a mistake. I blew her off because today I had a date with Ty, and no way in hell was she gonna get in the way between me and my baby. I made my way to the bathroom, did my business, and looked in the mirror. I'm hot. Ty must like me, right? I was starting to feel nervous about him, and that never happened to me before. As I was about to walk out of the bathroom, in came Tom. He looked at me, and his eyes filled with rage again.
"I talked to Coach. You're not going to be at practice today?" He asked with suspicion.
"No. I'm taking Ty on a date." I said with a smirk on my face.
"WHAT?! YOU FREAK, STAY AWAY FROM HIM!!" He screamed as he slammed me against the wall.
"Deal with it, Tom. I'm going out with him, and there's nothing you can do about it. I'm sorry." I said with a smart ass smirk on my face.
"You know, I'm going to do the same, that way our game will be even. I'm gonna take him to a fancy restaurant and steal a kiss, and he'll see that I'm the one he wants." He said with a smirk as he loosened his grip on my collar.
"Yeah, but I'm gonna tell him I love him today, and I know for sure that he is gonna say it back. See ya fucker!" I said as I pushed past him and walked out of the bathroom, ending my school day. I walked outside the school and waited for Ty, leaning against my car. He was walking and smiling as he saw me, his pearly white teeth shining flawlessly. He walked to me and hugged me as I gripped him tight. We went to Ben's, and I didn't think I would have the guts, but I did it. I told him what I felt, and he blew me off!! Like really rejected me. Aren't gay guys supossed to like everyone with a hot body and a big cock? well, he didn't. He scolded me for thinking that way, and he acted really mature about everything. I really didn't know a thing about being in a homosexual relationship, but at least he agreed to a kiss to see if we had any chemistry. And WOOOW, that kiss fried my brain and blew my mind! It was perfect. I was in a state of euphoria when I got home, and we agreed on trying to get to know one another better. He promised not to go out with someone else, so Tom was out of the picture.
I went right to my computer and did my research about homosexuality, and boy, I found so damn much stuff. Gay people are this way due to genetics. We are born this way, and I say we because I feel like I am. I've been attracted to girls all my life, but I know I've checked guys out a lot, a whole LOT!! I searched about a homosexual relationship, and it was all there. The love and mushiness of a normal relationship was there too. The only difference is that your lover is the same sex. I smiled to myself picturing me and Ty living together with a son and a daughter, looking like a happy family, and that thought was so perfect for me.
At last, I researched (blush) about sexual intercourse between guys, and FUCK, THAT WAS HOT!! I've never blown a load that big with normal porn. That boy on the vid. was taking a big ass cock inside him and loving it. The intimacy and lust was animalistic, and it was more animalistic than sex with a girl. After searching, and blowing two loads, I fell asleep. As I knew, the first thing I saw when I closed my eyes was Ty.
[ Tom's POV ]
I walked out of the bathroom pissed. I was pissed at Jeff for taking Ty out, pissed at Ty for accepting, and pissed at myself for letting it happen. As soon as I walked out, I headed for my locker, took out my anxiety pills, and swallowed one of them. I relaxed a little and dug through my locker for my books for the next class. I couldn't concentrate. I shut the locker and punched it, and it instantly dented. My fist suffered some pain, and I looked around and saw no one in the hallway. I was far too mad to think about school. I walked out to the school garden and sat on a bench, and I was thinking about Ty. How can I be so wrapped up about someone? How can I feel so attached to him? I walked around the garden and saw a rose. I touched it and remembered Mark talking about the rose Ty planted in their garden, and I smiled. That's how Ty made me feel, warm, and all smiles. Even my family was getting worried about my increasing happiness.
"What are you doing here, man?" I heard Mark's voice behind me. I turned around, and he saw a tear run down my eye.
"Thinking" I said and kept stroking the flower.
"I know that face. You are in love or something??" He asked as he walked closer to me.
"Yeah. I'm desperately in love." I said looking at him.
"Well, who is she?" He asked excitedly.
"Someone impossible to get." I said as I kicked the dirt.
"Man, I'm flattered, but I'm as straight as it gets." He said giggling. It was a funny joke, but I wasn't in the mood for laughter. I did give him a weak smile, though.
"It's not you, but it is a guy." I said looking down towards the floor, fearing what he would do.
"Oooh, so you're gay.. That's ok. Ty is gay too, and I love him. I love you too, man. So don't worry about losing friends. I got your back always." He said reasurringly.
"I know. The thing is that this love hurts!" I said punching my thigh.
"Why does it hurt? Is he straight?" He asked looking at me.
"How did you know you were in love with Jenni?" I asked curious.
His eyes adopted a dreamy look as he spoke, "Because there was no one else I could think about. Because it was painful to not kiss her. It was really hard to get by without telling her how I feel." He said as a tear ran down his eye.
"You got it bad." I said giggling as my eyes soaked as well.
"Yep. So, who's the guy?" He asked persisting.
"Well, he is this cute guy about Tyler's age." I said hoping I didnt give it away.
"Wow, two years younger. Well, that's not much, and if he is gay, what's the problem?" He asked looking at me.
"Imagine if, let's say, I would ask Tyler out. What would you do?" I asked a little hopeful. He turned a little angry.
"I would break your neck if you ever hurt him!" He practically screamed.
"Calm down dude, it's not Ty, but the thing is, I'm really close with his brother, and I don't wanna ruin the friendship." I said defeated.
"Yeah, that's a problem, dude, but hell, what can you do? If it's true love, you gotta make it show, man." He said as he started walking out of the garden, leaving me and my thoughts behind.
I stared at the rose. Jeff is a good guy, and maybe he can make Ty happy. I'll try and back off, even if it hurts me to do so, but if Jeff screws up, I will make my move. I will tell him how I feel, promise that I'll be his friend, and promise that I will never leave him alone, ever! I will show him that I'm worth his love. I just hope Jeff screws up soon.
A gentle breeze flew by, shaking the rose as some petals fell loose and danced with the wind. I looked up at the sky through the tree branches. I will wait. I will give him a chance to be happy, and I will do it because I love him.
"I Love You Ty......."
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