Who You Are - Chapter 3 by Andy Lake
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All the following characters are fictional; all made up by me, thanks to my twisted, yet erotic, imagination.
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http://tinypic.com/r/34h8k1f/6 ----> Tyler
http://tinypic.com/r/30szp5w/6 -----> Lilian (Ty's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/6se5nk/6 ----> Jeremy (Lilian's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/33d87eg/6 -----> Blake
http://tinypic.com/r/34pxjci/6 -----> Anthony
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Recap: Last chapter we saw how Anthony caught Blake and Corey (his ex who he loved and broke his heart) fucking. Blake was the reason why Anthony got his heart broken in the past so he left the loft in a tearful rant and went up to Ty's place. He ended up telling everything to Ty. But most importantly, he enlisted Ty to help him get back at Blake.. To help him avenge his broken self.
******************** New Experiences - Chapter 4 *******************
[Ty's POV]
It had been already 3 weeks since Anthony had started to live with us. It was going quite great actually, he stayed in my room and we chatted up almost every night. He had come up with a plan to screw Blake up. He spoke about him with so much hate it made my stomach turn at times, but I understood. It was the same hate I once felt. Since then I had been looking around for a job before college even started, I was thinking about having the whole college experience you know. Having a job and well not wasting my dad's money aswell.
"So how did it go?" Anthony asked as I walked in.
"I got the job. It's at the new cafe down the street, it's called Louche" I said as I walked in from my interview, well it was more like writing and application and assigning myself day hours until college was to come, then I'd take up a night shift.
"Louche.. Sounds fancy" Anthony chuckled as he sat on his bed. He also works now, he isn't playing in Blake's band anymore, no matter how many times Blake has come to try and talk with him. He is working at a radio station and it's going pretty good for him.
"Prices aren't that affordable if you get my drift" I said as he nodded and laid down.
"When do you start?" He asked as he snuggled under the covers of his bed.
"Tomorrow at 6, better get some sleep" I said as I snuggled into the covers aswell. I felt asleep almost instantly, it was quite a tiresome day actually.
The next day I woke up feeling nicely refreshed, I took a bath and dried myself up. I slid into the uniform. Dark green pants and a light brown shirt. I walked out without waking up anyone and cooked myself something, leaving food for Anthony on the kitchen island. I walked out 10 minutes due to my shift and made it to the corner of the street where the cafe was with a couple minutes to spare.
"Hi Tyler" Martin, my boss said as I walked in.
"Hi Martin" I said smiling at him, on the interview he made sure I knew he didn't like any MR. attached to his name, well he's around 28 so it's understandable. I looked around, a girl and another guy where fixing up the tables.
"Punctual but you should try making it sooner to help with the set up next time" He said smiling at me.
"Sorry.. Didn't think that far" I said ashamed as he walked with me behind the counter.
"Don't you worry about that, well you are starting with something easy. Taking orders, here is your apron and your pad" He said handing me a dark green apron that matched the pants and a pad with a pen. I nodded as I slid on the apron and placed the pad and pen on the pocket.
"Ok. How many other waiters are there going to be?" I asked.
"Well, there is Mandy and if things get busy, Jessie will join you guys but he normally stays back, he is the chef's new apprentice" He said with a smile as I nodded.
"Ok then. Ill try and not make a mess today" I said.
"You have a nice smile, sweet personality and cute to boot. You are going to be fine.. Just remember, drop an order, you pay it and clean it up" He said with a serious face, then smiled and walked back.
"Fresh meat huh?" I heard a voice behind me. I turned around and blonde girl with a name tag of Mandy was behind me.
"Yup. You are the other waitress am I right?" I asked as she nodded.
"Mandy, nice to meet you Tyler" She said looking at my name tag.
"Same here.. So how are things at the cafe, I assume you are going to provide me the dirty gossip right?" I asked as she chuckled.
"You my friend are a wizard" She said as I helped her clear of the last table, we took a seat, it was a couple minutes before opening.
"Well things get busy by lunch time... REAL busy, that's why we hired you. It felt like a battle, me against the whole cafe, unless Jessie came and helped me out but he is quite needed in the kitchen at times" She said as I nodded.
"Cool. So I need to be quick" I said taking out my pen and pad and made a serious face.
"Haha, yeah you have to sweetie. Well and about the dirty gossip... Hm.., Martin is a cool boss just don't screw up. Jessie is a hottie but he's got a girlfriend so thats a boo, Ashton, the chef he is nice, gay though and quite hot aswell. And me, im a great girl, awesome friend and should be modeling not here" She said laughing, and it was true. She was about 5"10, taller than me, with a great looking body that showed out of the horrible uniform and a flawless face.
"Well, I'm Tyler, gay. Im here to study literature. And I agree you should be a model" I said as she smiled.
"Good, stay away from Ashton then, he is soo pervy and well he doesen't believe sexual harrasment is a thing" She said giggling.
"Thanks for the tips" I said just as we had to stand up and open the cafe.
Mandy had not been lying, by 1 the cafe was flooding with people. The tables were so full of people but it was quiet you could hear slight talking or people typing away on their computers. I had done good. Just spilled one drink but thank God it wasn't on a costumer. Mandy and I sat down breathless after we had attended each table, we we're waiting for some orders to be out when the door opened, a group of guys, 4 to be clear walking in. They walked to one of the booths near the window. It weas restricted for guests, so I assumed they were something else. I was right as I heard Mandy sigh loudly.
"Please take their order" She begged.
"Who are they?" I asked as she sighed once more.
"Christian Louche and his buddies. Total assholes, especially Greg he has been harrassing me for over 2 months now" She said pleading with her eyes.
"Wait.. Christian Louche?" I asked.
"Yup, his father is the owner of this cafe and a whole lot more of stuff around here, they are upper east siders for what I gathered, Christian though likes to come to this cafe with his no good friends God, knows why. He also is a huge asshole like his little group. Martin hates him but he is the bosses son, last time he was here he grabbed his food and threw it on a waiter telling him it was disgusting and then complained with his father who nearly fired Martin and did fire the waiter" She said as the bell dinged. She kissed my cheek "Thanks for taking the table sweetie" She said laughinh as she took her order and walked away.
I took my writing pad and pen and made my way to the table feeling slightly intimidated.
"Hi. Welcome to Louche, my name is Tyler, can I take your order?" I asked them trying my best smile. They didn't even turn to look at me.
"So I just got some of Greg's contacts to beat him up. Last I heard he is fucking afraid of walking out of his house" the Christian guy laughed as everyone joined.
"Damn dude, must have been quite a number. I would've loved to watch" One guy said laughing.
"We got a vid Stew. Show him" He said pointing to another guy. I cleared my throat.
"Excuse me if I am bothering but can I take your order please.. There are more tables waiti-"
"You are being a bother, so why don't you fucking shut it for a sec" Christian said without even turning as his friends watched the video and laughed. I even flinched at hearing the punches land on a body as he screamed. This guys really are assholes I thought.
"Well, when you are ready to order, go to the counter and order yourself.. Asshole" I said pissed, I turned around and felt someone grab my wrist really hard.
"Who the fuck you think you are talk-" Christian began talking as he turned me around. I looked down at him seething.
"You may be the son of the owner, but I'm not letting you talk down to me" I said pissed as he stared at me wide eyed.
"Ok.. You are right, I'm sorry, I was rude. Just tell Ashton to make my usual for me and my friends. I'm really sorry" He said politely and massaging my hand. I slid it out slowly.
"Apology accepted. I'll be right back with your food. Excuse me" I said feeling slightly better since he apologized. I told Ashton about the order and he nodded rushing to cook.
"What happened?" Mandy said walking to me.
"Well. I asked for his order and he blew me off, so I called him an asshole, he well later apologized with me. He isn't that bad" I said smiling.
"God.. He likes you, he will fuck anything remotely hot. Don't let him trap you" She said with fire in her eyes.
"Don't worry he is mouth watering hot, but I can tell miles away he is an asshole" I said looking at him. He was whispering around with his friends. I heard the ding and 4 orders arrived. I took a tray and walked to them, I placed the food on the table and the sodas.
"So.. Tyler, are you new, or they have been hiding you from me?" Christian asked as he looked at me up and down.
"I am new. I'm sorry I can't chat, I have to tend the tables" I said as he laughed.
"Don't worry, sit down with me for a minute, I'll tell Martin to cut you some slack, a cutie like you can't work to much" He said as he made his friends scoot over. They were smiling wide looking at us.
"No thanks. I have stuff to do, and Mandy can't do it alone" I one again denied his invite.
"If you are good to me, I promise I'll give you a heavy tip" He said winking.
"More like your heavy tip" A guy said, they all laughed even Christian.
"No thank you. I don't want anything from a guy with no balls to beat someone up. Hiring someone to do so is a thing a coward would do" I said walking out. They all looked surprised, I just chuckled and walked back keeping up with my orders.
After that they stopped bothering me. And they left, the day went on nicely, when I cleared up their table I discovered a 300$ tip. Which I gave to Mandy, I wasn't having their money. We closed up by 11 and to say I was beat was a misunderstatement. I walked out with my coat on, it was slightly chilly this night. And quite lonely in the streets. I kept walking and felt someone was watching me which made me increase the pace slightly. I felt a hand on my wrist and was turned around.
"Hey sweetie" Christian said smiling down at me.
"The hell is wrong with you! You scared me" I said slapping his hand away.
"You embarrased me infront of my friends honey. I was just trying to have some fun with you.. I pay, ANY price for a sweet thing like you" He whispered in my ear.
"I'm not a whore" I said pushing him off. He looked pissed.
"You are working at a cafe, you don't make much believe me I can give you a lot for a night" He said as he grabbed my waist and pulled me to him.
"I didn't matter if I was dirt poor. I would never sleep with someone like you" I said struggling against him as he close the distance and kissed me. I opened my mouth to scream when he shoved his tongue into me. I pushed him slightly and bit down HARD on his tongue. He pushed me off and screamed. I saw him spit blood.
"Bitch" He said as he grabbed me and pushed me rough into the alley. I looked at him daringly.
"What? Are you going to rape me?.. I can file charges if you do. I can ruin you if you do" I said as he just smiled.
"Even if you did, nothing can hapen to me babe.. Not a thing" He said as he pressed me against the wall. I felt slightly scared right now.
"HELP!" I screamed loudly as he covered my mouth with his hand. He grabbed on my body touching me. I felt sick and disgusted as I squirmed in his grasp. I felt my eyes watering, I didn't want to go through something like this again. And then I felt him being pulled off. I heard some punches and groans, when I opened my eyes. Christian was in the floor twisting.
"Are you ok?" I heard a voice say above me. I saw blurry through my tears.
"Yes.. thank you" I whimpered as he wrapped his around me.
"It's ok. Don't feel bad" The soothing voice said to my ear. I nodded and pressed my face into the guy's chest. I stood up and so did he. He looked me in the eye, and cleared my tears. I was stunned. His eyes were a beautiful shade of brown, like honey. He smiled softly.
"Thank you. Really" I said as he nodded and smiled.
"Want me to walk you home?" He asked, his voice was deep and very strong it made my body tingle. I looked behind him and Christian had run away.
"Please if you don't mind" I said as we walked out of the dark alley, in the light I could see him clearly. He looked in his mid twenties. He had a dark brown hair, perfect white teeth. A strong masculine face with a slight 5 o'clock shadow. Honey colored eyes and a very nicely built body. He was the definition of pure man handsome.
"Who was that guy?" He asked as he looked down at me in the light. His eyes had a nice light inside them.
"I work down there at a cafe, he is the owner's son" I said.
"What a douche. You should go to the police" He said as he looked at me worriedly.
"I doubt I can, his dad is like filthy rich and stuff.. I guess I'll walk around with a taser from now on" I said as he nodded in agreement.
"Well at least that can help. Im Jack, nice to meet you" He said smiling sweetly.
"Hi Jack, I'm Tyler, thanks for saving me" I said as he smiled.
"Glad I did" He said as we kept walking. It was slightly awkward. Well I was being walked home by a complete stranger, maybe he felt odd walking a kid he found nearly getting raped to his house.
"Well, this is my place. Thank you" I said as he looked at my building.
"Your welcome, listen. I don't think this is the right time or anything but, well. Are you gay?" He asked kinda hopeful.
"Yes.. I am" I said slowly.
"Would you mind, would you like.. To go on a date with me sometime... I know I must not seem like a good guy asking you out after what just happened but I just look at you and I want to know you" He said stuttering. I smiled.
"I'd love to" I said as I gave him my number. He smiled and hugged me slightly.
"Good night.. Tyler" He said slowly into my ear.
"Night Jack.." I said as we parted, he walked off and I went into my building. His smell was intensely impregnated in my nose. His voice didn't leave my ears, and I couldn't hold my heart from beating so fast.
[ Jack's POV ]
I walked up the street thinking about the guy I just helped, he looked kinda young. Hopefully he'd be over 18. I'm 24 not that old but. He looked young, maybe I shouldn't have asked his number but he just looked so cute when he hugged me and cried. I can still feel him wrapped around me. He made me feel so needed. I went into my apartment building, kinda far from where the cutie lived. I went up the elevator and into my condo. I tossed the keys on the table by the door.
"Your back love. How was your day?" I heard my partner's voice say as I walked in. He was sitting in the couch wearing pj's.
"Hard and tiring but always rewarding" I said as I walked to him, I pressed my lips to his, he smiled sweetly at me.
"I love you" He whispered as he grabbed me and brought me down the couch with him.
"I love you too.." I said smiling at him. But I knew it wasn't real. The love I felt for him had been dying ever since we moved in together. Maybe it was the timing. Maybe it was the fact he was living off of me, or because when I said black he said white. But the wedge between us had been growing so much wider. I acted on impulse today asking Tyler for his number but he made my heart beat when I thought it was going numb.
"I need you so bad" Alex whispered as he wrapped his legs around my waist. I felt a knot tie up in my throat. I couldn't even have sex with him anymore without taking a pill or thinking about someone else. But, I couldn't hurt Alex, he had been so good to me when my father died. He had been with me for the last 4 years. Always there, but for me everything was dying. Slowly dying. I started undressing almost robotically. I felt so numb as he kissed my neck. I kept kissing his shoulder as we undressed. We ended up making love in the couch. After I pulled out of him, I felt the numbness cover me again.
I felt a rage build up inside me. Why don't I love him anymore? Alex is wonderful, he is a good cook, a great partner alwasy there for me. And our only problem has been the one time he cheated when the relationship had barely started, after that he had never even looked at any one else. We had been so happy up until the last year. That is when everything started to change in my heart. When my love started to die.
<<<<<<< Flashback 1 year ago <<<<<<<
"He was a good man, the type to always say. You fucked up my lawnmower but take me new one. This time fuck it up, you pay it" Mr. Jameson said as he chukled talking about my dad, everyone laughed, raised their glasses and took down a couple drinks of their whiskey. My dad's favorite drink.
"Are you ok honey?" My mom said as she massaged my shoulders.
"No mom. You?" I asked softly as she smiled, the sadness around her was undeniable. But her smile seemed so genuine.
"Yes. Your father he suffered a lot before he died honey. And my heart wasn't going to bear to much watching him suffer, I'm not happy he died, I'm just happy he stopped hurting" She said as a few tears slipped away.
"I know mom. Will you come to New York with me? I don't want you alone" I said as she chuckled.
"Nonsense, I'm not pulling your brother out of school, he likes it here and he is 18. It's his final year, he can't start anew" She amonished, always putting us first despite her needs.
"If you think is right.. If you ever need anything you call me" I said as she nodded. People kept talking about my father as we talked.
"You don't have to worry about me. I have to worry about you, it is my job. And I am worried son" She said massaging my hand.
"Why?" I asked a little surprised.
"Alex is a good man isn't he?" She said as she looked over at him, he was talking with some family members near the drinks. He looked at us and smiled.
"He is, the best" I said smiling at him.
"No doubt, but why is it that you don't look at him the way you used to? Your eyes dont shine the same way like they did before son" She whispered worriedly.
"What are you talking about?" I asked a little offended.
"I just noticed dear, everytime you come back, you look sad. It feels as if your happinness is being drained away so when I notice how your eyes don't search the room for him like they did before. I wondered" She stated. As I saw Alex, he was talking to Shane and Joyce, my older brother and my older pregnant sister. Trav my younger brother had been closed up on his room all day.
"I do love him mom. I... I do" I said with doubt, she noticed and just smiled.
"A mother is never wrong sweetie. Never" She said as she pecked my cheek and stood up. I stared at Alex and that day I did realize that I wasn't happy. I was just satisfied. I was simply ok with my life, my love life.
End of Flashback >>>>>>>
I felt the water run down my body as I ended up rinsing myself. I walked out of the shower and wrapped a towell around my waist. I looked at my face in the mirror. I stared at my own eyes. I thought about Tyler and I could see the glimpse of a twinkle in them. Between the sadness they showed there was some kinda of hope wrapped around a memory of one night. One night I didn't know could make me feel things like this.
"Are you ok baby?" I heard outside the door.
"Yes love. Im ok" I said waking up from my reverie and brushing my teeth. I rinsed my mouth and walked out, Alex bit his lip staring at my body. I ignored it. I couldn't lie to myself and fuck him again. I felt everytime I had sex with him. I felt it was a job, like if it took my strength away from me and not in a good way. I wondered what happened. How could I have loved him SOO intensely when I met him, why did it change. Countless times I told him I loved him with not even a trace of doubt in my mind. How could I change so suddenly. I slid into the bed and close my eyes hoping I could wake up and just love Alex again.
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I know this chapter is short but ill post the next one in 2 to 3 days and it will be real long. this was just the introduction chapter you know! Things are gonna scale up real good, real soon. Hope you liked it.
Love you guys!!!!!!
Sorry for taking long to post the second part of my story but I've been out of writing juices lately. I cant even write a word on my Meet The Kiler's story so I tried with this to get the juices flowing.
Next Chapter will be up sooon!!
Hi guys sorry I've been so absent this month you know that's very unlike me but college stuff kept me too busy to even take a breather! So sorry I promise it won't happen again! At least I hope not!
Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D
Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't read my other story on nifty, it's called Aphrodite's Curse. It's quite recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories.
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About the author!
Well hi! It's me, Andy. I'm the author of this story, and I hope you like it so far. In most e-mails you seem to want to know stuff about me, like my age, hobbies, etc. Well, I'm 18 years old, I enjoy writing, as you can imagine. I love writing poems and songs, and well, express myself through words. I want to be a Doctor. My favourite colour is blue, I looooove ice cream, my favourite movie is Easy A, and my favourite TV. show is Friends!! :D
I love Chandler, and well, I kind of have his sense of humour and that sarcastic edge to it. :D Well, that is me, and if you have anymore questions, don't hesitate to e-mail me!
XOXO Andy