Who You Are - Chapter 3 by Andy Lake
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http://tinypic.com/r/34h8k1f/6 ----> Tyler
http://tinypic.com/r/30szp5w/6 -----> Lilian (Ty's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/6se5nk/6 ----> Jeremy (Lilian's Bf)
http://tinypic.com/r/33d87eg/6 -----> Blake
http://tinypic.com/r/34pxjci/6 -----> Anthony
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Recap: Last chapter we saw how Tyler went around New York visiting and thinking about his life. Also met the 2 new character's Blake and Anthony at a strabucks and called Brandon who seemed awfully cold towards Ty while on the phone.
******************** Not You - Chapter 3 *******************
[Blake's POV]
I smiled as I noticed the cute blonde looking at the book in my hand with eyes wide open looking like bambi. I chuckled and nudged Anthony on the shoulder, he looked his way and waved his hand smiling. Cutey smiled back and waved his hand back. I grabbed the mic and laid the book on the bar stool I usually sit when I perform.
Let me give you a quick run through of how it works here at this cafe bar. I've been doing shows here for about a year now and since I started it works the same way. I start to sing, people go nuts, I stare at one only person as I sing and that person knows that they are going home with me for the night, that's why this place gets completely fully almost every night. And I do notice the sad looks of those I don't pick or of those who want repeats. I don't do repeats.
I fixed the mic and looked over at Mac our dj.
"Hit me up with something sexy like Lost from Frank Ocean" I winked as he sighed and shook his head.
"Dude give your dick a break" He said as he started to play the song and I noticed the sad sighs as my eyes fell right on Ty.
[Ty's POV]
I hear the smooth sensual music come up as Blake shot a very sensual smile my way and started singing. His lips moved so smoothyl and erotically it made my face flush. He noticed and winked as he kept singing getting to the chorus. He started slowly moving his hips practically fucking the microphone stand. He unbottoned one of his shirt's upper buttons and went down slowly as he kept singing. People were whistling and hooting as he sang. You could see his skin start to shine under the spotlight as he sang in a way that would make you have eargasms.
"Is he singing at me?" I asked looking at Li who was GONE. Practically drooling over the guy. Jer just looked at her and rolled his eyes.
"Can't blame her" He said with a sigh as I chuckled. "But to answer your question, yeah, he sings to the guy he is taking home for the night. So have fun amigo" He smiled as he grabbed Li's chin and pulled her mouth to his. I rolled my eyes and looked away.
The music kept going as he kept on singing and moving like he was on fire. Anthony who was singing the chorus with him was just rolling his eyes at every stupid sex move Blake did. I smiled at Anthony and he just shook his head and mouthed a Sorry. I just winked at him and he kept singing. As they finished the song everyone stood up and clapped like mad. Blake thanked them and walked out of the stage with my book in his hand. He walked to hour table slowly buttoning his shirt leaving about 3 undone.
"Liked the show hun?" He asked as he leaned into the table. I gotta hand it to him, he oozes sexuality in a way I've never come across off.
"It was good" I smiled as I reached for my book, he pulled his hand away.
"Nuh uh, if you want this back you'll have to take it out of my nightstand when you walk out tomorrow morning" He said with that seductive smirk of his that invited you to what I bet was some really enjoyable trouble.
"Then keep it, coming from I don't trust whatever you've done to the poor book" I joked, he sat down and nodded to Li and Jeremy who were making out way to intensely.
"See that babe. Wanna join em?" Blake asked as he grabbed my hand, I raised slightly and moved towards him, I made him scoot over and sat right by him looking into his eyes.
"Do you think you can handle it?" I asked placing my hand on his shirt and pulling him close, his face inches away from mine.
"Of course. Is you I'm worried about" He said as he moved one of his hands to my side and held me tight, the other one touched my face and slid down grazing my neck.
"You shouldn't be" I said moving closer my lips nearly touching his, he breathed slightly harder and spoke hoarsly.
"After tonight I'm gonna have you addicted to every part of me" He said moving closer, if I pursed my lips we would already be kissing.
"God damn it! Kiss him or I will" Li said with anguish as I looked over at her and winked. I pressed my lips against Blake's they felt suprisingly soft. I felt him let out a big breath as he pulled me closer to him trying to settle me on his lap with my knees around him. I pushed him gently he backed down with eyes closed and bit his lip. I smlied and pecked his bottom lip.
"Told you it was to much for you" I said as I pressed my finger to his lips, he just nodded.
"Whatever you say, I want more" He said desperately.
"I beleive anyone here would die to give you more. Thank God I just needed that to have my fill" I said standing up, grabbing my book and looking back, "Thanks for taking care of my book" I winked as I walked out of the cafe bar. I walked out into the slight cold night, I fasted my coat and rubbed my shoulders as I walked upwards the street.
"You are a feisty one" I heard someone say behind me, I looked back at Anthony, he smiled at me, I stopped and waited for him to catch up.
"Wanna walk me home?" I asked as he nodded. We walked talking about nothing really. Until he asked something interesting.
"Why aren't you into Blake?" He asked curiously.
"I am, I just don't want anything with someone like him" I said.
"You don't reallllllly know him, deeeeeeeeeeeeeep down he is a good guy" Anthony said as I chuckled.
"So you are the wingman. Well, answer me this, and do it honestly. What did he do after I walked out?" I asked smiling already knowing the answer.
"He found other cute guy and they went out back" He answered kinda shyly.
"I know how his kind operates" I said smling as I walked along with him, he seemed like someone who would make a terrific friend.
"So you don't like him because he is a player but you find him sexy. Why not just have a night stand?" Anthony asked.
"First, I'm not one night standy, if that is even a thing. And besides I just got out of something meaningful, maybe when Im done processing the fact I'm alone I'll take Blake up for a night stand" I said laughing. Anthony chuckled as we walked up together, we came up to my apartment building.
"Ohh this is fancy, you should see our loft. Big but well, not this" He said signaling to the building.
"It's nice inside to, wanna come up?" I asked. He looked at me oddly.
"Umm.. I don't know" He said fidgety.
"For a hot chocolate you dirty perv" I said shaking my head.
"Sorry, I just thought, well you already know what I thought" He said blubbering.
"Don't mind it, now let's go" I said as we walked into the building, up the elevator and into my apartment, he looked at it impressed as he walked around the place kind of cautiously.
"This is some sweet set up. I would get soo much more bone having a place like this" He said winking.
"Now I get why you and Blake are friends" I said as he laughed, I walked to the kitchen and took out a pan, I filled it with milk and heated it up. He stood there in the kitchen island watching. I took out 2 cups and filled them with warm milk. I added the chocolate and 2 tea spoons of sugar into each cup. I mixed well and topped it off with some mini marshmallows. I took him his cup, he raised it to his nose and took a whiff.
"Smells heavenly" He said taking a sip and moaning slightly. "Such a good chocolate" He said as I sat infront of him and took my own chocolate down. We talked and talked all night about our likes and dislikes. Favorite stuff, music, families, relationships. Anthony was a very nice grounded guy. Has dated a couple times but never seemed to workout and well sings for a living which made him kinda cool.
"I like you" I said as he smiled.
"I like you to, as a friend" He winked.
"Ouch. Am I that unattractive?" I said pouting fakely, he smiled.
"God no, if you said go I would gobble you up and down in matter of seconds but you just got out of a loving relationship and well whenever I sleep with someone Blake likes before he does he get's so pissed. Not worth it" He said smiling.
"You both are soo damn sick, you really need therapy" I said. I looked over at the clock. He did the same.
"Wow it's late" He said standing up.
"You can stay here if you want" I said as I grabbed his cup. I took it and placed his and mine on the sink.
"Really? That would be cool, I'll take the couch" He said.
"There is a sofa bed in my room, come" I said walking over to my room, he followed, I opened the door, he walked and I closed it.
"You are full of mixed signals" He said smiling.
"Haha, I just know who I want to make friends with, I think I have some of my brothers stuff that can fit you" I said fishing out for Mark's shirt I often use as pijamas. I took out a shirt and some boxers of his. I handed them to Anthony.
"I'll change in the bathroom" I said walking to the bathroom. I took a bath, brushed my teeth and dried myself completely. I put on some boxers of mine and Brandon's big shirt. I walked out of the bathroom, Anthony had already pulled out the bed and had taken a pillow and some sheets. He looked good in my brothers clothes.
"Blake is not going to believe this" He chuckled.
"It's not a big deal, we just shared a room" I said as I slid into my cover, I kinda notice him check me out slightly as I laid down.
"Yeah but that is not what I'm going to tell him is it?" He said mischeviously.
"HEY!"I screamed throwing a pillow at him, he chuckled and threw it back.
"I'm just going to say we made out a little, can I.. Pleaseee?" He begged.
"Ok then, don't know why you wanna do that though" I said.
"I kinda like seeing him fume. It's funny, besides if he thinks we ever got involved he will stop bothering you, so its a win-win right?" He analyzed.
"Well that is a win" I smiled and snuggled into my bed. I heard him chuckle loudly.
"Earlier today you said you weren't going to give me your number afraid I could be a psyco killer. Now I'm sleeping in the same room as you. What the hell is that?" Anthony asked, I started laughing myself.
"Well when I get comfortable with someone, I tend to trust them fully. And I like you so don't you do anything stupid like killing me. Im a good friend and I know im gonna like hanging out with you" I said as I felt my eyelids get slightly heavier.
"Same here, you are cool.. Very cool" Anthony said as he also sounded drifty.
We both woke up early in the morning. I looked down at sleeping Anthony, he really looked comfortable so I decided not to wake him up. I brushed my teeth and washed my face before making my way to the kitchen to fix us up some breakfast. I cooked up some omelettes and some toast for Anthony and me, as if synchronized he walked out of the room snoring loudly.
"Morning sweetie, I used one of the new tooth brushes, hope you don't mind" He said as he sat down infront of me.
"Not at all, breakfast" I said handing him his plate and a glass of orange juice, I took some for myself and sat infront of me.
"That shirt your wearing, says Lawson on the back, who's that?" He asked curiously.
"My ex" I whispered as he sighed and nodded.
"I figured, sucks being in love huh?" He asked me as I just nodded.
"What about you? Ever been in love?" I asked.
"Yeah, Corey Lanning, met him here, we actually stopped dating about 4 months ago. I was and still am to deep in love with that guy, he is just, cute, artistic, funny, smart and perfect" He sighed looking upwards, his face showed an intense pain.
"What happened?" I asked really curious.
"That's what sucks, he just came up and told me he was in love with some other guy and he had to leave me for both of our sakes, and he was gone" He looked at me, his eyes were watering threatening to drop some tears.
"I'm sorry, well he missed out on a hell of a guy didn't he?" I said as I went up and hugged him.
"Lawson did too" He chuckled as I swatted his head.
"He did" I answered back. After breakfast he washed up his clothes in the laundry room, took a bath, changed, thanked me for the night and the breakfast and was out. We exchanged phone numbers and planned out to meet later tonight. Anthony is a good guy, I'll enjoy having him as a friend.
[Anthony's POV]
I walked out of Tyler's sweet condo and into the streets, I smiled thinking of Tyler he sure is a good kid, cute to boot. But I feel something building up between us, just as friends may be, but well I opened up to him in ways I haven't opened up to any of my friends but Blake. About Corey there are only 4 people who know, Blake, Corey, Ty and myself.
I kept walking downstreet until I came up to our loft, it's quite a big place we fixed up ourselfs. Started from Scratch, just me, Blake and Mac. I opened up the door and walked in, I went up the cramped staircase and looked around, God this place is a mess, but hey this is how we have always been. Well Corey used to clean it up when we dated. Corey..
<<<<<< Flashback 6 months ago <<<<<<<<
"Dude, I'm in love" I spoke a little quietly to Blake. He looked at me wide eyed.
"Of that Corey guy?" He asked freaking out. Everything that came to relationships freaked him out.
"Yeah, he is just perfect for me you know. Listens to my bullshit, cleans after me and is always wandering if I'm doing ok.. All those little things make me want to be with him in a more personal way" I tried to explain.
"Hold up.. Where are you getting at?" Blake asked eyeing me suspiciously.
"I'm gonna ask him if he'd let me move in with him" I said, Blake stood up and grabbed me by the collar.
"The fuck is wrong with you?! He's gonna end up hurting you and leaving you behind and you know it!" He screamed at me.
"Just you never loved doesen't mean I can't!" I spat as he punched me square on the face. I stood up and delivered him a punch of my own. After a while of fighting he stood up and walked out of the loft. We stopped talking to each other for a couple days.
All changed when I came home, drunk as fuck and a teary mess screaming how much I loved Corey Lanning and how he stomped my heart into pieces. Blake was there for me, he laid me down and told me he knew this shit was going to happen but he'll always be there as a friend for me. Blake may be a douche when he doesent get his way but like I said. Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeep down, he's a good guy.
End of Flashback >>>>>>>>>
I looked around the loft and heard the squeaking of a door being opened.
"You have to go, you know I don't do seconds, and this is the third for us" I heard Blake's voice say behind his slightly opened door. I rolled my eyes picturing the poor guy drooling for more of Blake and being denied like all of them did.
"But Blake, I love you" He begged in a small voice.
"I'm sorry, I don't do that love shit" He said, the door opened and I saw a guy walking out with his face down nearly crying. I sighed and he looked up at me and all my blood went cold. Corey.
"Anthony?" He squeaked out. I looked at him and felt my body shiver.
"What are you doing here?" I asked, my voice stone cold.
"B-b-blake told me you moved on with some guy and that we could have some fun.. I didn't know" He said stammering. I grabbed a glass close to me and smashed it to the wall, it shattered and Corey ran out of the loft. I burst into Blake's room.
"What the fuck is this?!" I screamed at him, he was pulling his shirt on, he looked at me scared as fuck, he wasn't expecting me home this soon.
"Dude.. This shit isn't what it looks like" He tried, I just snorted.
"You fucked Corey.. Third time huh? Tell me and don't fucking lie, did you fuck him while I was dating him!? Did he break up with me for you?" I asked crazed, feeling my blood boil and my head about to burst.
"Yeah.. I did it just so you would know he wasn't worth falling in love for" He said looking away. I wanted to break his teeth but I just couldn't move.
"I've never hated anyone this much" I said and walked out, he rushed out of the room after me.
"Dude, I stopped hooking up with Corey long ago but you took the cutie home yesterday I was just getting back atcha" He tried to make up an excuse.
"Well, for your information, we didn't fuck. He just wanted to know about you" I lied, he looked at me with a guilty expression.
"Fuck.. Im sorry dude, I really thought you had played me over.. Friends?" He asked with sorrowful eyes.
"Screw you" I said walking out the loft and away from Blake. I felt all my emotions boil up and just remembering Corey walking out of his room all sad cause the guy didn't fuck him a fourth time made me sick to the stomach. I felt the tears start to stream and found myself at Tyler's condo. I walked inside and knocked on his door. He opened and looked at me surprised.
"Anthony are you ok?" He asked as I cried loudly. I rushed to the bathroom and felt myself lurch and throw up on the toilet bowl. I stood up and flushed. I washed out my mouth and my face.
"Anthony.. What's wrong?" I heard Ty's soothing voice behind the door. Ty so perfect, so cute, so great.. Then an idea hit my head, maybe it was the pain, the need of revenge or the feeling of hate coursing through my body, but the idea seemed perfect in that moment. I opened the door and looked at Tyler.
"You have to help me Ty.. Please" I begged, he looked at me scared.
"I will, just tell me what's wrong" He said soothingly hugging me.
After some time of sitting in the couch explaining what went on, Tyler was seathing in anger.
"He is your best friend! Why would he do something like that?" He said upset.
"Please Ty, I need you to help me" I said once again.
"How?" He asked instantyl.
"I want you too.. I need you to make him fall for you, make him fall hard so he forgets about everything important but you.. I want him so lost in you that when you leave him he falls apart. I want him to feel what he's made soo many people feel" I said, feeling the venom drip from my mouth as my breathing escalated.
"OK.. I'll help" He said after a minute of silence, his face looked determined and angry. And right then I knew Blake wasn't going to get away with this one.. This one guy would end up bringing him down to bits, this one guy. Scared me.
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I know this chapter is short but ill post the next one in 2 to 3 days and it will be real long. this was just the introduction chapter you know! Things are gonna scale up real good, real soon. Hope you liked it.
Love you guys!!!!!!
Sorry for taking long to post the second part of my story but I've been out of writing juices lately. I cant even write a word on my Meet The Kiler's story so I tried with this to get the juices flowing.
Next Chapter will be up sooon!!
Hi guys sorry I've been so absent this month you know that's very unlike me but college stuff kept me too busy to even take a breather! So sorry I promise it won't happen again! At least I hope not!
Hope you really enjoyed this story, and as you may have noticed, it has kind of a personal meaning. I hope it got to you. :D
Thanks for reading, and I hope you like my story so far. If you haven't read my other story on nifty, it's called Aphrodite's Curse. It's quite recent, so you should look it up. It must be in the first 50 stories.
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About the author!
Well hi! It's me, Andy. I'm the author of this story, and I hope you like it so far. In most e-mails you seem to want to know stuff about me, like my age, hobbies, etc. Well, I'm 18 years old, I enjoy writing, as you can imagine. I love writing poems and songs, and well, express myself through words. I want to be a Doctor. My favourite colour is blue, I looooove ice cream, my favourite movie is Easy A, and my favourite TV. show is Friends!! :D
I love Chandler, and well, I kind of have his sense of humour and that sarcastic edge to it. :D Well, that is me, and if you have anymore questions, don't hesitate to e-mail me!
XOXO Andy