Legal stuff: If you are not old enough to read this then don't. This is a fantasy involving Brian Littrell of the Backstreet Boys. It is not meant to be real or to say that any one of the BSB are gay.
Hello, my name is Mark. I am 20 yrs. old, and good looking. But my problem is that I have never had any luck. I have tried with relationships but they never worked out. Every time I get hurt so I just started to block my need for love.
It was a Sat. morning and I wanted to go to the mall to look for something to do. I left my home at 9:00 and arrived at the mall at 10:00. The mall was fairly empty for this time of day. I went in the North side and just walked around. I had walked around when I noticed a person in a store that looked like he was looking for trouble. I waited for a little bit and saw that this man was following another man who didn't know he was being followed. I entered the store and walked around. I noticed that the store was one of the stores I planed on stopping at any way. I kept my eye on the stranger and watched him to see what he was going to do. Both men never saw me, so I just kept it that away. I stayed there for several minutes when I found myself on the same isle as the unsuspecting man was on. I looked around and saw the man dressed in black make his move and pulled out a pistol.
"Nooooo!!!!" I yelled as I ran and jumped between the two. As I did he fired and hit me in my left shoulder. On my way down I pulled the other man down to protect him. At the same time I knocked over a set of shelves on top of the assailant. Which pinned him till security arrived.
"Are you okay?" I asked the person I just saved.
"Yes, thanks to you." He said, "Your bleeding, some one call 911!!!!" I then passed out. The next thing I remember is waking up in a white room with something beeping.
"Ugh. what happened?" I said. "Where am I?"
"Your finally awake." The man said, "Do you remember what happened at the mall today?" Then it hit me the man I saved at the mall was there.
"Yea. now I do." I said, "guess I got shot, huh."
"Yeah you did and I wanted to thank you for doing that." He said.
"Well I guess you already know who I am since you probably have seen my I.D."
"Yeah and I want to introduce myself, my name is Brian Littrell." He said
"Nice to meet you Mr. Littrell." I said. Just then four other guys busted into the room.
"Brian are you okay man!!!" the tallest black hair man said.
"Yeah. thanks to Mark here." Brian said. They all looked at me with a look of thanks.
"Mark I want you to meet my friends" Brian said, "This is Kevin, A.J., Howie, and Nick."
"Nice to meet you." I said, "I guess you guys want to know how I saved Brian?" I received nods from all four guys. "Well I was walking by and saw this man following Brian and knew he was up no good. I entered the store unnoticed and got in a place where I could do something just in case he tried something. Well I saw him reach for his gun I yelled 'Nooooo!!!!' and ran and jumped between him and Brian just as he shot. I pulled Brian down and kicked at the shelves and they fell over on top of the man. And that's all I remember." They all had tears in their eyes.
"You did this not even knowing who you were protecting and did it with out reservation." Brain said.
"You are very brave and a true hero." Kevin said
"Mark, we all thank you from the bottom of our hearts." A.J. said.
"Mark" Brian spoke, "I am a member of the music group called The Backstreet Boys, and these guys are the other members." I looked them and couldn't say anything. Then my mom ran in.
"Mark you're okay!!!" she sobbed. She ran over an hugged me. "Oh I'm sorry, I'm Marks mom Ann."
"It's nice to meet the mother of my hero" Brian said and then told her what had happened. Then the doctor came in.
"Hello, my name is Dr. Roberts and I treated Mark and removed the bullet from Mark's shoulder. I am here to say that Mark can go home in a couple of days the bullet didn't do too much damage but we want to watch him to make sure he will start to heal properly."
"Thanks, Doc." I said.
"Doctor" Brian said, "will you charge the bills to me, please."
"Ok but we need you to go fill out the paperwork down stairs." The doctor said. The doctor left and I needed to talk to Brian.
"Could you all leave except Brian." I said. They all left. "Brian would you sit here on the bed so we can talk." He did. "Brian you don't have to pay for the bills."
"But I want to and it's away to say thank you."
"Your welcome, Brian. I also want you to stay here with me while I am here."
"Why?"
"I just want you here. When I am around you I feel like I have known you for years and I just want to get to know the person I saved a little more."
"Ok I'll stay so we can talk." Just then I started to convulse and shake.
"Oh shit!!!" Brian yelled and my mom run in and saw me and called the doctor.
"Let's get him to ICU stat." The doctor yelled.
"Wh.what's wrong doc.?" Brian asked
"He is having a reaction to the metal of the bullet. The next 12 hours are going to be crucial." The doctor said.
"Will I be able to see him?" Brian asked
"I'm sorry but only family will be able to see him."
"Doctor, Mark saved Mr. Littrell's life and I feel he should be able to see him!" My mom said in anger.
"Ok you can stay with him." He said flatly. "Follow me." Brian and my mom followed the doctor and were soon standing next to my bed.
"Right now Mark is in a coma. We gave him something to stop the reaction to the metal."
"Thanks." Both mom and Brian said. The doctor left and mom spoke to Brian.
"Brian I will go talk to the others and let them know what happened."
"Ok, I'll stay here with Mark." My mom left and Brian pulled a chair next to me and just sat there. "Mark, thank you for saving my life, I hope you that you make it through this." Brian started crying. "God, why. Just when I find some one who looks past my fame and likes me for me this happens. God please hold him in your arms and comfort him protect him from any more complications. In Jesus name, Amen." Just then Mom returned.
"Thanks Brian, I feel now that he will be fine. Why don't you go get some sleep."
"Ok, please let me know if he wakes."
"I will" Brian got up and left.
In the Lobby
"Brian you ok" Kevin asked. When Brian got to him he broke down and cried.
"Kevin I think I am falling in love with him. He is so nice and treats me like a human being and now this happens just in one day."
"I thought so, I think he may have feelings for you to, I can tell by the way he looks at you. He sees a person who has a heart bigger than the ocean. But for now you need to get some sleep." Kevin pulled Brian to the couch and laid him down. Brian went to sleep as soon as his head hit the cushion.
The next day
Kevin woke Brian up, "Brian time get up." Brian woke.
"Has Mark woke up yet?"
"No he hasn't, the doctor says that he getting worse. Ms. Cook wants you to go stay with him while she goes to take care of legal stuff."
"Okay." Brian got up and walked into ICU and went to where I was at. My mom got up and smiled at him. She left. Brian grabbed my hand and held it.
"Mark why don't you wake up?" 'Maybe if I sing something to you.' Brian thought.
"How about 'Darlin'" Brian sang it and sat there with tears streaming down his face. "Mark I have only known you for two days but I feel like I have known you for much longer, you are easy to talk to." Brian held my hand and just sat there. A few minutes later mom came back in. "Brian Kevin told me that you have a press conference to go to. I'll stay here ok."
"Ok Ms. Cook." Brian stood and pulled away but he couldn't free his hand from my grip. He pulled again still no success. He turned "Mark?!?!"
"Don't leave me." I said as tears came down my face.
"I'll tell the doctors" My mom said and ran out of the room, Brian returned back to my side.
"I won't leave you." Brian said
Three days have passed I am still in the hospital, in a private room but still there. I was told that because of my reaction to the metal and other stuff. Brian has stayed by my side for most of the time.
"Brian when are you guys supposed to leave for you next concert?"
"We should have left last night." He said sheepishly.
"Why are you still here?" I asked just as Kevin walked in.
"Mark, our schedule was changed so that we can help you recover as well as Brian over the things that have happened this past week. So in other words we are now on vacation for another two weeks and You are about to leave this place."
"I think that's my que." Doctor Roberts said. "You can leave when you are ready."
"Thanks, doc." I said, "Could you all leave except Brian so I can get dressed?"
"Mark before I go," Kevin said, "We have a gift for you, we went out and got you new clothes and we brought a suit for you to put on."
"Thanks" I said as a tear fell from my eye. Kevin gave Brian the stack and left. Brian helped me get dressed and helped me to the bathroom to straighten my hair.
"Brian."
"Yes."
"Can I give you a hug for being there for me?"
"Sure." And we hugged each other for about 10 min.
"Lets go." He said. I walked out and found Kevin pushing a wheel chair in my direction.
"Get in Mark, You have to ride in this thing till we get out of this place." Kevin said with a smile. "Just want to warn you there are a whole host of reporters out side and they want you to answer a few questions but if you don't want to then we can just leave.
"I really don't want to mess with them now." I said. Kevin got on his cell phone and had the security guards meet us and escort us to the awaiting limo. It took us about 45 min. to get to my house because of traffic.
My house
"Welcome home Mark" Mom said as I walked in the door.
"Thanks, do you mind if I go take a nap, I'm kind of tired."
"Sure, Brian would you help Mark, it seems that he has taken a liking to you."
"Sure anything for my hero" Brian said. Brian helped me to my room and I laid down on the bed. "Mark, I have to leave in a day and I want you to go with me. My parents are wanting to meet you and I think you need to get out of town for a while."
"Okay, just make sure there aren't any guns around because right now is not a good time for me to see them." I said and we both laughed. Brian sat down beside me and I eventually went to sleep in his lap.
"NOOOOOO!!!!" I shot up and started crying. Brian jumped up and grabbed me,
"Mark your okay it was a dream, I'm right here." I clung to him and cried for about an hour I finally went back to sleep with him holding me. I awoke the next day with Brian's arms around me.
"Brian it's time to get up." I said. It took a couple of min. but he got up. "Thanks for helping me last night."
"Any time. We got to get packed and ready to leave here in a few hours."
" Ok." We packed and got everything down stairs. All the guys were there and they had a smile on their faces, except for Nick. 'I guess he is here to replace me as Brian's friend.'
"Ready to go Mark?" A.J. asked.
"Yup." We all got into the limo and we were off to the air port.
A week later
"Mark time to get up." Brian said through the door, but received no answer. He listened closely and heard muffled sounds of crying. He opened the door and saw me crying on the bed. Mark what's wrong buddy." He said as he came over to me and hugged me.
"I.I .have finally found someone who I love but I think he isn't sharing the same feelings." I still cried. 'Is he meaning me, of course I love him the last two weeks he has made me happy, we know many things about each other and one of those things is that we are both gay.' I was still crying when Brian pulled my face up with his hand. He leaned in and kissed me, he was kind of surprised when I returned the kiss. I broke the kiss.
"Brian I think I am falling for you" with that we hugged a deep passionate hug.
"Mark you aren't the only one. I love you."
"I love you too."
"Lets go get something to eat and I will call the guys and let them know that today is just for me and you." Brian chimed. We went to the kitchen of his house and I started to cook some breakfast. Brian took this time to call Kevin.
"Hello Kevin, I was wandering if Me and Mark spent today with just me and him."
"You and him have finally told each other your feelings."
"Yeah and it was great. I hope you know who doesn't try any thing."
"Me to cuz, me to." With that they hung up and Brian came back to the kitchen.
"Mmmmm, smells good." Brian said as he placed his arms around my waist.
"I hope you like it."
"I'm sure I will." We finished breakfast and sat together with Brian holding me.
"Brian I love you."
"Mark I love you too." We started kissing when someone started knocking at the door.
"Shit." Brian said, "I'll go see who it is." Brian got up and went to the door. Brian opened it and there was Nick. He pushed his way past Brian.
"What are you doing here Nick" I asked. When he got to me he punched me in the head which knocked me out cold.
"Nick!!!, what the hell are doing" Brian said as he ran to me as I fell. Soon Kevin was there holding Nick.
"Kevin, let me go I'm gonna teach Mark not to take what is not his!!!" Nick yelled.
With that Brian stood and belted Nick in the stomach and Nick doubled over.
"Now, Kevin get him out of here." Kevin pulled Nick out of the house and A.J. ran in and saw Brian holding me crying.
"Brian calm down lets get him to bed." Brian nodded and picked me up and took me to his room.
"A.J. would you go get some ice and Kevin please."
"Sure I'll be right back." A.J. left the room and went out side. Where Kevin had Nick with Howie.
"Kevin Brian wants you and could you take some ice to Mark. Right now I have to talk to Nick." A.J. said with anger. Kevin nodded and did as he was asked.
"What the fuck are you trying to do."
"I want Brian and Mark took him away from me. Brian has been my friend for a long time then Mark shows up and Brian has no time for me."
"That doesn't give you the right to hit Mark and knock him out."
"Howie lets get him out of here before Brian finds him again and decides to use him as a punching bag." They took Nick away.
"Brian," I said "What happened?" I said with pain.
"Nick."
"Brian promise me that you will not fight with him."
"But he hurt you!!."
"I know and he will get his payment back in time. But right now what I want is you to hold me." Then Kevin walked in.
"Well right now he isn't here. A.J. and Howie have taken him away to talk."
"Mark I see where your coming from. You seem to be very strong in your faith."
"Well I was raised as a southern Baptist."
"Me to." Brian smiled.We laid there for about three hours when Nick came in.
"Mark I want to say I'm sorry for hurting you."
"Why?"
"I just don't want you to take Brian away from me. He has always been there and I love him."
"Nick Brian is your friend and always will be but you can't make him love you. He has to choose who he loves. I feel he loves you like a brother and not a lover. But he loves me as a lover. I just want to be friends with you and hope that you will see the error in your ways. But for now I will forgive you for what you have done. Now if you please step out so I can get Brian up and get dressed." I said with a smile. Nick left and I turned to Brian who was awake and smiling.
"I like the way you handled Nick."
"I hope everything turns out for the best."
"Me too." We got up and got changed. As we entered the living room we saw all the guys there busy cleaning and Kevin was cooking.
"Hey how are yall" Howie said.
"We are fine but why are you all doing this." I asked.
"Well we wanted to show you guys a good time and also to let you guys not have to worry with this stuff." Nick said with a smile. Then Kevin walk out of the kitchen.
"Hey cuz, Mark, sleep ok?"
"Yeah we slept fine." Brian said.
"Well I got supper almost done and Brian I'm not the only one doing supper." Then Jackie walk out and gave Brian and me a hug.
"Mom you didn't have to do this."
"But I wanted to." She said. After Howie, A.J., and Nick finished straightening the living room we sat down to the dinning table and ate. After supper we all helped put the dishes in the dish washer. Then we all went into the living room. Me and Brian sat down on the love seat and the others sat in the other couches and chairs. We talked about the guys career, love lives, and family.
"I think now is a good time for this." Brian said as he pulled a small gray velvet box.
"Mark I bought this for you to remind you what you mean to me and that I don't ever want us to be alone." He opened it and there was a small bracelet with a plate on it. It was inscribed M.C. & B.L. always. I let a small tear fall down my face and leaned over to Brian and gave him a kiss. He grabbed my head and pulled me in for a deep passionate kiss. Kevin motioned to the others to leave us. Brian then picked me up and carried me to his room.
"Brian I have never been with anyone before."
"I haven't either." Brian laid me down on the bed and the laid on top of me. We kissed for a long time and I roamed over Brian's back. We stopped kissing and we removed our clothes. We laid there nude kissing. I moved down his neck kissing every part of it. Then came down to his brown nipples, I moved back to his mouth. Then Brian did the same thing to me except he went down to my dick.
"Brian please stop." I was crying.
"What's wrong did I hurt you?"
"No it's just I'm not ready.I'm sorry"
"It's okay we aren't ready." He pulled his boxers back on and put some on me.
"Brian could you hold me?"
"Sure, anything for my angel."
"Why did you call me an angel" I asked with love.
"Because that's what you are to me an angel, you saved my life and you still got hurt but you lived, which saved me again because I wanted to get to know the man who saved me."
"Thanks, Brian you are the sweetest person I have ever met. I love you." We laid there and went to sleep. The next day we would meet the one person who would end up causing the most pain in mine and Brian's lives.
I awoke to sunshine coming through the curtains in Brian's room. I turned and saw Brian still asleep. 'He looks like a baby.' I got up with out waking him and went down stairs to the kitchen. I started to cook some breakfast, when the doorbell rang. I looked at myself and was glad that I had put on some shorts. I went to the door and opened it.
"Who are you?" A blond girl asked with surprise.
"Hello, I'm Mark, and you might be?"
"I'm Leigh Ann, Brian's girlfriend."
"Brian's girlfriend!" I said a little loud.
"Did I hear my name?" Brian asked
"Brian!" Leigh Ann said as she ran in and gave him a kiss and hug.
"Leigh Ann what are you doing here?"
"I missed you and I just got back to town." She said giving him another kiss.
"I guess I'll leave you two alone." She was still kissing Brian. I walked back to the kitchen turned off the food and went out side. I found a chair far in the corner away from the pool. I sat there crying.
"Mark, I'm sorry that she did that."
"Brian just go and be with her she's the one you want anyway."
"No I have what I want right here"
"Oh, so Leigh Ann is here too." I hadn't look up at him.
"No the only other one here is you. I sent her away because of what she did. Yes we dated a long time ago but she lied to too many people about me and her and I dumped her. You have never given me a reason to doubt you and if you did I would still love you." I looked up at him and saw pure love in his eyes.
"I love you"
"I love you more. What were fixing?"
"Just some eggs and cheese, bacon and toast."
"Would you mind finishing it because it smells so good. And that's what woke me up."
"Okay." He reach out his hand and I took it. We went back to the house and finished breakfast.
"This was the best breakfast I've had in a long time. Thanks sweetie."
"Your welcome honey." I got up and put the dishes in the dish washer and went up stairs to get dressed. I opened the closet where we had put my stuff and I just blacked out. Down stairs Brian was on the phone with Kevin when he heard a loud thud.
"Kevin I have to go check on Mark I heard something fall," Brian ran up stairs with his cell phone and saw me on the floor out cold.
"Mark!!!" Brian yelled as some blood came out of my ear.
"Brian I'm on my way but you have to calm down," Kevin said. Brian was crying . Hit the floor and grabbed me to hold me. In about five minutes Kevin appeared.
"Brian pick Mark up and get in my car." Brian did and they took me to the hospital.
Once at the hospital I was taken to a room for x-rays of my head. They did some other tests just to be sure. The three of us had been there for well over four hours and I was still out. The doctor finally came to speak to Brian and Kevin.
"Hello, I'm Dr. Bass, I have been treating Mr. Cook. Mark has a very serious concussion. Has he received any kind of blow to the head? Also I noticed a scar on his left shoulder."
"Dr. Mark got the scar saving Brian's life and he then had a blow to the head when he hit the floor and he got another one recently from a misunderstanding."
"Well He needs rest and no stress what so ever. I want Mark to stay here until he wakes up. Would one of you stay with him?"
"I will" Brian said. The doctor showed were I was taken and let Brian stay with me.
Two days later
I awoke to find my self in a room filled with flowers and a face the was so loving. I was glad to wake and see Brian sleeping in a chair beside me. I looked around and there were cards and flowers every where. I hated to wake Brian but I had to use the bathroom real bad.
"Uh Brian." With just that Brian's eye shot open and looked at me.
"You woke up!" He was very happy.
"Ok, ok but right now I have to use the bathroom could help me please?" He nodded and helped me do the morning ritual. He got me back in bed and gave me a kiss. We talked for a little while till the doctor came in and saw me up.
"Well I guess you can go home now that you are awake. But no stress of any kind. Give your brain time to heal." He filled out the discharge papers and we left.
"Brian I'm hungry do you mind if we stopped to get something to eat?"
"Sure what do you want?"
"Mac D.'s breakfast." I smiled.
"Ok you got it." We went to M.D.'s and got sausage egg and cheese biscuit. Then we went home for some rest.
When we got there the one thing I didn't need was there and that was the nightmare from hell, Leigh Ann.
"Mark I'll try to get her to leave. I want you to go and rest in my room."
"Ok." We got out and I went straight in to the house after Brian unlocked it. Brian stayed behind to make sure she didn't bother me.
"Alright, now what do you want?"
"I want the scum bag that is in our home out now!"
"Our home!!! I don't think so. This is my home and if I want him here then he will be here."
"Brian." She stopped when I appeared at the door.
"Look sister I really don't know you but I do know that you were asked not to come back. So if you don't leave now you will regret it."
"I have papers showing that this house belongs to both me and Brian, and that we are married."
"Married, when, how, where?" Brian asked
"Leigh Ann I know for a fact that you and him are not married and that the house only belongs to Brian. Now what other excuse do you want to try?" Just then Kevin arrived and saw us arguing with Leigh Ann.
"Leigh Ann what are you doing here?"
"I am here to get rid of this scum." She pointed at me. At that point I was about to lose it and so I warned her.
"Leigh Ann I am giving you 5 sec. to get out of here or you are going to regret ever laying eyes on me." Leigh Ann looked at me with shock and started backing off.
"You can't threaten me!"
"Leigh Ann leave." We all jumped to hear Jackie's voice. Leigh Ann decided to leave.
"Brian get Mark to bed and then we need to talk."
"Ok mom." Brian had to carry me to bed but he never complained. Once my head hit the pillow I was out. Brian gave me a kiss and left to go talk with his mom.
"Brian, what are you going to do when you have to go back on tour and Mark has to stay here so he can rest?"
"Mark will go on tour with me and that is final."
"Okay just wanted to see what needed to be done. I have to go back home tomorrow and would like it if you Mark and Kevin saw me off at the airport."
"We will." Brian said.