Okay, first things first. This story is a complete work of fiction, and is not meant to imply anything about anyone. While some of the characters may be loosely based on real people that I know, none are meant to actually represent anyone, particularly any of the members of the Backstreet Boys. We may wish that they were gay, and maybe some of them even are, but I'm certainly not about to say that they are. :)
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PART 22
I spent much of Saturday either sleeping or hanging out with Andrea in front of the TV. Around six I decided to start getting ready for dinner with Brian.
I had just decided on what I was going to wear (khakis and a white dress-shirt - simple but nice) when my cell started ringing. I had left it in the living room, so Andrea managed to reach it before I could. I just made it into the room in time to hear her say "Oh, hello Brian," and dread what would come after.
"Oh, yeah, he's here. But can we talk for a minute?" She flashed me her smile again and I had to hold myself back from tackling her for the phone. "I was just wondering what your intentions were toward my darling Nate?"
"Andrea!" I hissed, holding out my hand for the phone, but she cocked an eyebrow and turned away. "Yeah," she said into the phone.
Suddenly, Andrea's mouth dropped open in shock. Her smile returned and she started to howl with laughter. She was still laughing when she tossed me the phone. "He's great. You can keep him," she said, walking past me and heading for her bedroom.
I grinned and put the phone to my ear. I could hear Brian laughing on the other end. "I don't know what you said to her, but you've won her over," I said.
"What did she say?" he asked, still trying to stifle his laughter.
"She said I could keep you."
"Good," he replied, finally gaining some measure of calmness. "Listen, Nate, there's been a slight change of plans."
"You're not cancelling, are you?"
"Hell no," he laughed. "But I can't pick you up. There's something I have to take care of before dinner, so I'm going to send John to get you. He'll take you to the restaurant, and I'll meet you there."
"You don't have to send John, Brian. I can drive myself."
"I'm sending John," he insisted. "You're travelling in style, remember?"
I gave up arguing. "Alright. I'll be ready. Seven, right?"
"Yep. I'll see you at the restaurant."
"Okay, Brian. Bye."
"Bye Nate."
I hung up the phone and headed for the shower.
John showed up about ten minutes before seven, and I jumped in the back of the limo. Not having anyone with me, I lowered the window and talked to John on the ride to the restaurant.
"So how's it going, Mr. Healy?" he asked as we pulled out onto the street.
"What did I tell you about that, John?" I laughed.
"You said I was fired if I called you sir. Mr. Healy was never discussed," he answered with a laugh of his own.
"Well then, let me make this perfectly clear. I want you to call me Nate. Just Nate." I thought for a moment. "No wait, either Nate or Your Royal Highness," I said with a grin.
"Fine. Nate it is. Will you be having dinner with Mr. Littrell again tonight Nate?"
I cleared my throat.
John sighed, but smiled at me in the rear-view mirror. "Will you be having dinner with Brian again tonight?"
"That's better," I smiled back. "Yes, I will be. He's meeting me at the restaurant.
John nodded and turned his full attention back to the road. "That's good. You two make a good couple."
My heart stopped for a moment. Had he really just said what I thought he said? "Excuse me?" I asked.
"You and Brian. You're a couple, aren't you?" He asked, giving me a concerned look in the mirror. Seeing my face, he pulled over to the side of the road. "Look, Nate, it's alright. I won't tell a soul," he said, turning in his seat to look directly at me.
"Why would you think we were together?" I asked, still dumbfounded.
"Well, for starters, I know that you're gay."
I looked up at him with a curious look.
"My wife loves your book. She watches and reads every interview with you she can get her hands on. She loved that stunt you pulled on Rosie, by the way," he laughed.
The smile returned to my face. At least, a shadow of one did. "So I'm gay. What does that have to do with Brian?"
"Well, how often do two guys go out for dinner together, and then to a movie and not be on a date?"
"Not often, I guess, but it does happen."
"Yes, it does," he conceded. "But how often do those two guys come back out of the movie with their hair and clothes rumpled and huge grins pasted on their faces?" he said with a laugh.
I blushed, making his smile grow. 'Mom's right, I've got to stop doing that,' I thought to myself. "Alright, I give in. Yes, we are seeing each other, John." He nodded with a smile. "But you can't tell anyone. Not even your wife. It could really hurt Brian's career."
"Don't worry. If you only knew the stories limo drivers could tell," he laughed. "I won't tell a soul."
"Thanks," I said. I breathed a sigh of relief as John pulled the limo back out into traffic.
Brian wasn't at the restaurant when I arrived, and the maitre'd refused to seat me at his table. While I understood that LA restaurants must get fans trying to bother celebrities all the time, it still frustrated me. My heart-rate was still not quite back to normal from the little bombshell that John had dropped on me. As a result, my debate with the maitre'd began to get heated, which normally I would never have allowed to happen. I'm generally very easy-going. I finally convinced him to call Brian and talk to him. After a moment on the phone, he returned to the bench where I was sitting.
"I am so sorry, Mr. Healy," he apologised. "Please understand, we often have fans trying to lie their way into the restaurant, hoping to get a chance to meet their idols. Please accept my apologies. I'll show you to your table."
"It's no problem, really. I'm sorry I lost my temper. It's been a bit of an odd evening for me," I said, getting up and giving him a smile.
"Think nothing of it, sir," he said, seating me at a secluded table. "Would you like anything to drink while you wait, sir? Mr. Littrell asked me to tell you he would be a few moments late."
"I'd love an iced tea," I said, sitting down.
"Very good," he replied, walking quickly away to find me a waiter.
I had been seated with my back to the door, and I was half-way through my iced tea when I heard someone shout my name.
"NATE!" Before I could turn around and see who it was, I was tackled from behind. I laughed to myself, still unsure what was going on, and pulled my 'attacker' around in front of me.
"Robbie?" I asked, finally seeing him. "What are you doing here?"
Robbie threw his arms around me again and nodded behind me. "They brought me," he said.
Still holding Robbie, I turned both of us around to look. Brian and the rest of the guys were standing just inside the door, looking at us. All of them were smiling. Brian waved and they started toward the table.
I shook each of their hands as they arrived at the table. Howie looked a little uncertain, but he accepted and shook my hand as well. Brian came last, and I pulled him in for a quick hug, knowing that we were in public. "Thank you," I whispered, feeling the first tear fall from my eye.
Brian pulled away and smiled. Bringing his hand to my face, he wiped the tear away with the side of his thumb. "You're welcome," was all he said, taking his seat beside me. The guys had left the seat on my other side open for Robbie. As I sat back down, I noticed that he was staring up at me with a huge grin.
"Hey," I said, reaching over and ruffling his hair.
"Hey Nate," he said. "I missed you."
"I missed you too. How did you get here?" I said, wiping my eyes again.
"That was Brian's doing," Kevin spoke up. I looked at Brian and he shrugged. Kevin, deciding that Brian was being too modest, told me what happened.
"When you told us that Robbie wasn't allowed to see you anymore, we all felt bad about it. Brian decided that he would surprise you by fixing it so you could be together for a while."
"Nate?" Robbie said quietly. I turned my attention back to him. "I'm sorry my mom was so mean."
"Oh Robbie, it's not your fault. Some people just aren't able to deal with certain things." My eye was drawn to Howie as I spoke. "Your mom did what she thought was best."
"You wouldn't hurt me, would you?" he asked, looking me in the eye.
The pain in his eyes was almost more than I could take. "No, Robbie. I would never do anything to hurt you. You know that, don't you?"
He nodded and gave me a smile, which I gladly returned. I looked back to Brian, who was watching us with a sad smile on his face. "But how did you arrange all of this? There's no way she would have agreed to it."
"She did agree to it. She just didn't know exactly what she was agreeing to," he said with a devious smile. He reminded me of Andrea at that moment. I gave him a puzzled look, and urged him to continue. "Well, I had the tour director call Robbie's mom and tell her that we were starting a new program where we pick one of the fans who had backstage passes to a previous concert and they get to have dinner with us. It was all very official sounding, and she agreed. And the best part is, it's not a lie. He is having dinner with us. We just neglected to mention that you would be here."
I laughed. "No wonder Andrea likes you so much," I said.
Brian smiled. "I was a little nervous about her insisting on coming along with us, but apparently she works late Saturday nights, so she was just happy to save on the baby-sitting costs."
"How am I ever going to thank you?" I asked.
"Oh, I'm sure he can come up with something," Nick laughed from the other end of the table. Brian blushed, but I laughed and looked at Robbie.
"You know you can't tell your mom that I was here, right?"
Robbie nodded. "She'd freak," he said, making the entire table laugh.
"So how's school going?" I asked him as we ordered our meals.
"Fine," he shrugged, exactly as I had when I was his age and my parents asked me how school had gone. I smiled inwardly at the memory.
Robbie told us all about what he had been doing in the last year since he had seen the guys after the concert, and asked them all about touring around the world. I could tell that they were really starting to like Robbie. Even Howie loosened up and enjoyed himself, although he barely spoke to me.
"How's Andrea Nate?" Robbie asked suddenly. "Mom won't let me see her either."
"I know, Rob. Andrea's good. She misses you a lot, though. So do Mom and Dad." During the course of my time with Robbie, he had met and gotten to know Andrea and her parents to the point that they had started to care about him almost as if he was one of the family. I hadn't been the only one devastated when Robbie's mom had refused to let me see him.
"Will you tell them I miss them too?" he asked sadly. "And tell them I'm sorry?"
I noticed that all conversation at the table had stopped, and looked up to find the guys all looking at me, waiting for me to answer. I looked back to Robbie and felt a tear fall. I tried to answer him, but couldn't seem to speak, so I just nodded.
"Robbie," Brian said, drawing attention from me so I could gather myself again. "You don't have anything to be sorry about. Nate, Andrea, and her parents all know that."
"But it's my fault," he insisted, looking down at his plate. "I'm the one that told her about that interview. If I hadn't mentioned it, she never would have seen it, and wouldn't have made Nate leave." He sniffled and wiped at his eyes.
"Robbie," I said, making myself smile for him. "She would have found out eventually. It wouldn't have mattered if it was from that interview or another. You can't blame yourself for the way your mom acted."
"But..."
"Robbie, you know that I love you, right?" He nodded. "And you know that I'm just me. Same as I always was, right?" He nodded again. "Then that's all that matters. Your mom will either eventually come around or she won't. But you can't blame yourself for that. Understand?"
"I guess so," Robbie said, still obviously sad. "But why does she hate you so much?"
"I don't really know, Robbie," I said. Brian's hand was suddenly resting on my knee under the table. I reached down and took it, giving him a brief smile of thanks. "Do you know what it is to be gay?" I asked Robbie quietly.
He looked up quickly, then nodded with an embarrassed smile.
"What do you think it is?"
"Well," he said, still slightly embarrassed. "It means that you like boys instead of girls."
"And that's all?" I asked with a smile.
"I think so," he said uncertainly.
I used the hand not holding Brian's to wipe away the last bit of moisture on his face. "That's exactly right. That's all it means. There's a bunch of stuff that comes with it that helps make someone who they are, but everyone gets that stuff in some form or another. The problem is, there are a lot of people out there who think it's a whole lot more than just a matter of liking boys instead of girls. They don't understand it, and it scares them."
"So mom hates you because she doesn't understand?"
"I think that's part of it Robbie," I nodded. "She thinks she understands, though, and what she thinks is the truth scares her."
Robbie nodded his understanding.
"She also probably feels like I lied to her by not telling her from the start," I said. "Maybe I did." I shrugged. "The truth is, I don't know Rob. Only your mom would be able to tell you why she did what she did."
"But she won't even talk about it."
"Then the only thing you can do is wait and see how things go," I said sadly. "Do you remember what I told you about hate?"
Robbie smiled widely. "'It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not,'" he recited. "But I can't remember who said it."
"That doesn't matter," I smiled back. "Just remember that not everything you're told is right. You've got to make up your own mind about people. Never let someone else tell you what to believe. Okay?"
"Alright Nate," he smiled.
"Okay then, your food's getting cold." I gave him a smile in return and picked my fork back up. He followed suit and soon we were all eating and chatting about much less emotional issues.
If there was one problem with dinner that night, it was that it was too short. Before I knew it, Brian was grabbing the bill and handing the waiter his credit card, and Robbie was yawning. We made our way out into the parking lot, and I quickly spotted two limos. John stepped out of one and opened the rear door.
"Nate and I will take Robbie back home," Brian said, pulling me toward the limo. "We'll see you back at the hotel later!" The rest of the guys agreed and got into the other limo with a wave.
"Robbie, this is John. John, this is Robbie," I said, introducing them.
"Nice to meet you Robbie," John leaned down a little bit and shook his hand. "And where would you like to go tonight?" he asked him.
Robbie looked up at me, and I nodded. He turned back to John and gave his address, then climbed into the limo behind Brian. I gave John a smile and got in as well.
We spent the ride in silence, Robbie sitting beside me, and Brian on the other side of the seats. All too soon we were pulling up outside of Robbie's small house. I pulled him into another hug. "It was good seeing you again," I said. "Remember, you can't tell your mom."
Robbie nodded and agreed. "When are you coming back?" he asked.
"I don't know, Rob," I said sadly. "We can't pull this kind of thing often, or she'll get suspicious." He nodded again and gave me a kiss on the cheek. "Thanks, Brian," he said, giving him a hug as well.
"No problem, Robbie," Brian replied. Looking out the tinted window to Brian's front door. I followed his gaze and saw Mrs. James standing in the window, looking at the limo. "We'd better get you in the house, before she comes looking for you," Brian said.
"Are you Nate's boyfriend?" Robbie asked suddenly, looking at Brian with a smile.
Brian looked at me, but I could only shrug in response.
"What makes you ask that?" Brian asked.
"Well, you keep smiling at him, and you were always his favourite," Robbie giggled and smiled at me.
Brian and I shared another smile, then I shrugged again, leaving the decision to him. Looking into Robbie's face, Brian made up his mind. "Yes, Robbie. I'm Nate's boyfriend."
"Good," Robbie laughed, hugging Brian and I.
"But you can't tell anyone that. I could be in a lot of trouble if people find out," Brian said, looking him in the eye.
Robbie nodded. 'If there's one thing he understands,' I thought to myself, 'it's the trouble that telling someone can cause.'
I said goodnight to Robbie, then shifted over to the far side of the seat, so his mother wouldn't see me. Brian and Robbie got out of the car and Brian walked him to the door. Mrs. James opened it and shook Brian's hand, then Brian gave Robbie another hug before returning to the car. He gave them a final wave as he climbed back in.
"I can't believe..." he began as the door closed behind him, but that was as far as he got before I tackled him. Pulling him into my lap, I wrapped my hands around him and gave him the most passionate kiss I could muster.
"Wow," was all he said when we broke apart again, shaking his head quickly.
"Thank you," I said, laying my head against his shoulder. He was still on my lap, and I still had my arms wrapped around him. He jumped and tried to move as I lowered the window between us and John. "Relax, I whispered. "He already knows. I'll tell you later."
"Where to, guys?" John said, looking into the rear-view mirror with a smile.
"Somewhere romantic, John," I said, giving Brian a smile. "The beach maybe?"
"Sure thing, Nate," he said as the window went up again.
"He knows?" Brian asked as soon as it had finished rising.
"Yeah. He figured it out the other night when we came out of the movies," I said. "He already knew I was gay, because his wife's apparently a big fan of my book, and he put two and two together."
"What if he tells someone?" Brian asked nervously.
"He gave me his word that he wouldn't, and I trust him. Besides, there's not much we could do about it now but deny it if he did want to tell someone."
Brian sighed and leaned against me.
Before long, the window was lowering again. It stopped after an inch or so, though, as if John was afraid of what he might see if it went all the way down. I laughed to myself.
"We're here. I'll wait here for you," he said.
"Thanks John," we both said together and got out of the car. Wherever we were, John knew what he was doing. The beach spread out in front of us, and there wasn't a person in sight. I opened the door of the limo again, and quickly removed my shoes and socks, tossing them on the floor. Brian followed suit and took my hand.
We walked across the sand, still slightly warm from the heat of the day, and walked together in the moonlight, the waves crashing around our ankles.
Words didn't seem to be necessary, and we had walked almost a mile in silence before we decided to head back. On the way back, we talked a little bit about their European tour, and about my new book, without going into any real details. We were almost back to the car when Brian stopped walking, pulling me to a stop as well.
"Nate?" he asked, taking my other hand and turning me to face him.
"Yes?"
"Will you...will you stay with me tonight?" he asked shyly. "I want to spend the night with you before we leave."
I looked into his eyes, searching for the tiniest bit of uncertainty. I didn't find any.
Pulling on his arms, I forced Brian to fall into me, and I wrapped my arms around him again. "Yes," was all I said.
To Be Continued...
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PART 23
We stayed on the beach, holding each other, for a few minutes before making our way back to the limo. John was sitting on the hood of the car, doing a crossword by the light of the moon. When he saw us coming, he jumped off and ran around to pull open the door for us.
"John my friend," I said, smiling at him. "I need a favour."
He grinned. "And what would that be?"
"Well, I need you to take us back to my place, and then I need you to keep my friend here occupied while I run inside and grab a couple of things."
"I think I can handle that," he said, looking briefly at Brian.
"Good. Just keep your hands off," I laughed. "He's taken."
Brian blushed, and John burst into laughter. "Just get your ass in the car," he said.
I grinned and climbed in, pleased that John was starting to feel comfortable with us, and we were soon speeding toward the condo. Brian sat beside me on the seat, his hand in mine and his head on my shoulder. It wasn't long before I heard him start to snore, and I looked down to find him fast asleep. I grinned and sat back in the seat, thinking to myself how lucky I was.
When John pulled up outside of the house, I carefully eased Brian's head off of my shoulder and leaned him against the door on his side, taking the time to wipe a bit of drool from his chin as I did. I looked up to see John smiling at me.
"I'll be back in a minute or two," I whispered. He nodded and I carefully opened the door and got out.
I ran to the house, and found it locked. I dug in my pocket and finally managed to fish out my keys. There was a note on the table from Andrea saying that she had gone out with a couple of friends, but would see me in the morning. I read it, then grabbed a pen and scrawled 'No you won't' across the bottom.
Smiling to myself, I headed for the bedroom, where I grabbed some clothes and a couple of other things that I thought I might need the next morning. Looking around the room, I finally satisfied myself that I had everything I needed, and ran back out to the limo.
I got in and shut the door quietly, then leaned over and brought Brian to rest on my shoulder again. John pulled away, and I reached out and turned on the reading light in the back of the car. Brian groaned a little at the sudden light, but didn't wake up.
Reaching into the small bag I had packed, I pulled out a pen and a the copy of my book that I had grabbed. Opening it to the first page, I wrote a quick inscription for John's wife. Once that was done, I turned the light off again and leaned back into the seat, watching Brian sleep.
I saw the hotel looming above us, and noticed that John was again taking us around the back. I leaned down and whispered in Brian's ear.
"Brian? We're here." He didn't even flinch. I thought of whispering again, but decided to try another route. I leaned down again and stead of putting my lips to his ear, I put them to his instead, kissing him.
At first, there was no reaction at all, and then I heard Brian moan and felt his tongue brush against my lips. I opened my eyes to see Brian looking lovingly back at me. I winked at him, which made him laugh, and we parted.
"We're here," I said again with a smile.
He smiled back and leaned in again, but I stopped him. "Wait till we're inside," I said, taking his hand. John brought the car to a stop, and I lowered the window again. "We can take it from here, John," I said. I grabbed my book from the seat and passed it through to him. "Give this to your wife, and tell her I appreciate her reading it."
John looked at the inscription I had put in the book, and thanked me. We shook hands, as did he and Brian, and then Brian and I climbed out of the car.
We ran to the service door, and were soon getting into the elevator. As soon as the doors closed, Brian pressed me against the wall and started to kiss me, moving his hands around to the small of my back. I brought my hands up to his head, and ran them through his hair as I kissed him back.
The elevator dinged and we split apart just before the doors opened, and a bell-boy stepped inside. He gave Brian and I an odd look, obviously wondering what we were doing in the service elevator. He looked like he was about to say something to us, but then he recognised Brian and quickly looked away.
I glanced over at Brian behind the bell-boy's back and caught him reaching to take my hand. Shaking my head slightly, I pulled my hand away and nodded toward our company. Brian sighed and contented himself with staring at me instead.
The doors opened on the Backstreey Boys' floor and we practically ran off of the elevator, receiving another strange look from the bell-boy before he was whisked off to another floor.
Brian immediately took my hand and pulled me down the hall. We could hear noise and laughter coming from Kevin's room, and decided that the guys must be down there. I started walking toward the door when Brian pulled me to a stop outside of his and Nick's room.
"Aren't we going to say hello?" I asked with a smile as Brian unlocked the door.
"They'll be around in the morning," Brian said, pulling me into the room and throwing my bag on the floor inside. As soon as the door was closed behind him, Brian leapt at me, throwing his arms around my neck and wrapping his legs around my waist. He smiled down at my surprised look, then pressed his lips to mine.
We hadn't turned on any lights, so I staggered around in the dark with Brian clinging to me until I found the bed, then collapsed backward onto it, with Brian landing on top of me.
He started laughing and kissing my neck, finally running his lips across the little spot behind the ear that drives me crazy. Noticing my reaction, he continued to kiss there as he ran his hands up under my shirt.
"Brian," I started. He looked up at me and smiled. "Are you sure?"
Brian kissed me again before answering. "Nate, I love you."
His words shocked me, and seeing this, he quickly continued. "I don't think I realised how much until I saw you tonight with Robbie. The way your face lit up when you saw him, and how happy you were. It made me feel incredible because I knew that I had helped to make you happy."
"My mom used to tell me these old sayings when I was little. I can't remember who said it, but I one of her favourite expressions was 'To love is to place our happiness in the happiness of another,'" I said quietly, looking at him.
"That's what I felt tonight," Brian whispered. "I love you Nate, and I want this more than anything."
It was more than enough of an answer for me. Bringing my hands up, I caught hold of his belt and spun him off of me. He looked up in surprise as he landed on the bed beside me and I rolled over on top of him. "I love you Brian," I whispered.
Surprise changed to lust as I leaned in and kissed him again, letting my tongue explore his mouth. I brought my hands up and started to unbutton his shirt slowly.
His hands found the back of my own shirt and pulled it out of the top of my pants. They then ran up underneath and he started to caress my shoulder blades as he moaned into my mouth.
I drew away a little and gave him a smile before I started to kiss his neck, moving my way slowly down to his chest. His skin was soft and smooth, and tasted wonderful. He brought his arms back around my neck, resting his hands between my shoulders, while mine moved around under his, cradling his head in my hands. I ran them back and forth through his hair, relishing the soft feel as it slipped between my fingers.
I kissed my way down his chest, stopping to suck on his nipple. This elicited another groan from Brian, and he began writhing under me. I started to kiss my way to his other nipple, when my eyes caught sight of the scar from his heart surgery and I stopped, drawing in a breath.
Brian noticed this, and opened his eyes, looking down at me. Seeing what I was looking at it, he reached out and took my hand, placing it on his chest, above the scar. "I'm fine, Nate," he whispered quietly, a little out of breath.
I looked into his eyes for a moment, then nodded and removed my hand from his chest. I leaned in and placed a soft kiss on the scar itself. Brian sighed and closed his eyes again, as I began kissing back up to his neck.
As my lips brushed his adams apple, Brian shivered. Grinning to myself, I slowly kissed it again, running my tongue back and forth across it quickly.
"Oh..." Brian moaned, holding me tighter. I finally moved back up and kissed him on the lips, drawing his bottom lip into my mouth and gently sucking on it. Brian unbuttoned my shirt and pulled it off of me.
I backed off a little and allowed him to sit up long enough for me to return the favour, then pushed him back down onto the bed.
I could feel Brian's hardness pressing against my own, and I reached down and slowly started rubbing it. His moans increased as my hand moved back and forth across his crotch. Bending my head down, I again softly kissed his adams apple.
"Nate!" Brian whispered lowly. Suddenly, he tensed up and his breathing stopped for a moment. Thinking about earlier, I immediately looked to the scar on his chest, worried. After a moment, Brian sighed and relaxed again, and what had happened suddenly hit me, making me laugh.
"What are you laughing at?" Brian asked, catching his breath again.
I grinned up at him. "You, if you just did what I think you just did."
Brian blushed and looked at me with a grin. "Take it as a compliment," he said in a low, sexy voice, drawing me to him again. As we kissed, he dipped his shoulder and rolled, pinning me to the bed. He wound up straddling my thighs, leaning over to kiss my chest.
I brought my hands to rest on his shoulders, feeling the muscles work as he tried to unfasten my belt. "Brian, we don't have to."
Brian stopped, raising his head so that his lips were only an inch from my skin. "Oh yes, we do," he whispered. The sensation of his breath running over my damp skin was incredible, causing me to shiver.
His hands returned to their work, and he quickly had my belt unbuttoned and the front of my pants undone. Standing up suddenly, he grabbed the cuffs of my pants and pulled them off of me, leaving me in just my boxers.
I pulled myself up the bed until my head was resting on the pillows as Brian pulled off his own pants before once again lying on top of me. He began kissing my neck again, paying particular attention to that spot behind my ear, as his hands worked their way into my boxers.
I gasped as his fingers wrapped around my member and started to gently squeeze. Brian kissed his way down my chest, pausing to suck and lick at my nipples, then worked down my stomache. I opened my eyes and looked down at him as he reached my navel, and I saw his tongue dart out as his lips closed over it.
The sensation was like nothing I'd ever felt before, and I couldn't stifle the moan that escaped my mouth. Brian glanced up and grinned before he moved lower. Pulling down just the top of my boxers, Brian exposed the head of my penis.
Carefully, he licked around the head, driving me crazy. Seeing this, he quickly opened his mouth and engulfed the entire head.
"Oh my God!" I moaned loudly. Encouraged by my reaction, Brian's hands grabbed the waistband of my boxers and yanked them down. His hands moved back up to me, and one grabbed the shaft of my penis while the other reached back up and began to lightly play with my nipples.
Brian continued to run his tongue over the head while his hand tugged gently on my member. He slowly started take more of the shaft into his mouth, running his tongue along it as he went, until he started to gag. Pulling back a little, he began to quietly hum, gradually getting louder.
I can't even begin to describe the ecstasy that I was in. My hands went to the back of his head again, running through his hair and my head was thrashing from side to side from the pleasure of it.
My eyes flew open as I realised that he was humming 'O Canada,' and I started to laugh. Looking down at Brian, I found him looking back at me. His eyes had a glint in them that it took me a moment to place, and then it came crashing home. It was love. But more than that, it was love, happiness, security, passion, and a million other emotions all rolled into one.
Somewhere in my mind, I heard a voice say 'The eyes are the windows of the soul,' and I knew that that was what I was looking at. Brian had opened his soul to me. And at the same time, I knew that he was seeing it in my eyes as well.
All of this was too much for me. I could feel my orgasm building, and quickly warned Brian. Expecting him to pull away, I was surprised when he reacted by taking even more of me into his mouth, as his hand picked up its pace.
The colour drained from the room as I came. Mindblowing is the only word that comes close to describing the experience. I collapsed back onto the bed with my eyes closed, my breath coming in raspy heaves. I felt Brian move back up my body, finally coming to rest beside me and nuzzling my neck.
"Nate? Are you okay?" he asked, noticing the condition I was in.
"Take it as a compliment," I said as I smiled at him and kissed his forehead.
He grinned and nuzzled in closer. I held him and gazed around the room. The colour was back, but it was still pretty dark in there. My eyes settled on something across the room, but I couldn't quite make it out. I strained my eyes trying to see, and suddenly they flew open and my jaw dropped to my chest.
I tried to keep it in, but my laughter came roaring out of me just the same. Brian jumped a little and looked up at me quickly.
"What is it? What are you laughing about?"
I couldn't answer him. Tears were streaming down my face as I continued to laugh. Seeing Brian's confusion, I simply nodded, indicating the direction he was supposed to look.
Brian turned his head in the direction I had indicated, and a moment later I could tell by the size of his eyes that he had seen it too. "OH FUCK!" he yelled, jumping out of the bed.
Nick was in the other bed. He was lying on his stomache with his pillow pulled down over his head and his arms crossed over it, pressing it to his head.
I had been calming down a little, but Brian's reaction set me off again. I brought my hands around myself and held them to my sides, which were starting to hurt a little. Seeing me, Brian's face broke into a slight smile, and soon he too was laughing. Sitting back down on the bed, he took my hand as we laughed together.
When we had finally managed to calm down to the level of the occasional giggle, Brian looked me in the eye. "Do you think he heard us?"
"Well," I said, pointing to his buried head. "I doubt he normally sleeps like that."
Brian grinned an stood up. Pausing at the foot of the bed, he bent down and threw me my boxers, which I quickly pulled back on. He then proceeded to the side of Nick's bed and lifted the edge of Nick's pillow.
His eyes were scrunched tight together, and it took Brian a moment to get his attention. When he finally noticed Brian, he cautiously opened one eye, looking toward the bed, where I was still sitting. I gave him an embarrassed smile and a little wave. His eye roamed up to take in Brian, who was also clearly embarrassed, and he finally opened them both and released his hold on the pillow, letting it drop.
"Are you guys finished?" he asked, sending us both into fits of laughter again.
"Sorry, man," Brian laughed, patting him on the shoulder. I nodded my agreement.
Nick looked up and grinned. "Let us never talk of this again," he said with a laugh.
Brian and I laughed with him, and apologised again. "Why didn't you say anything?" I asked.
"Well, I didn't wake up until you were already...well, you know. I figured that rather than embarrass everyone involved, I'd try and ignore you and get to sleep, and hope that you didn't notice me."
Brian laughed. "Okay, we never bring this up again," he said, looking at me. I agreed and he looked back to Nick, who nodded eagerly.
"Don't worry, I have no desire to talk about it," he said again, pulling his pillow back underneath his head. "Goodnight guys."
We said goodnight and Brian joined me again in his bed. Pulling the covers back up, he leaned in and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me close and nuzzling my neck. I kissed his forehead again and was settling down into the warmth of the bed, when a thought occurred to me.
"Brian?" I whispered.
"What?"
"What did you tell Andrea?"
"When?" He asked, opening his eyes and looking into mine.
"This afternoon, when she asked what your intentions were toward me."
"Oh. I told her that I was going to wine you and dine you."
"That can't be all," I replied, remembering the shocked look on her face, and then her laughter.
"Well, then I told her that I was going to fuck your brains out and make you mine forever," he grinned, kissing my jaw as we both laughed.
"Guuuuyyys!" Nick groaned from his bed, reminding us that he was still there.
"Sorry," we said in unison, then started to giggle together again.
"Don't be sorry, be sleepy."
Brian closed his eyes again with a smile, and, after another kiss, we were soon asleep.
PART 24
I was the first to wake up. At first, I was confused waking up in the strange room, but then Brian shifted against me in his sleep and I remembered everything. Smiling to myself, I looked over at him.
He was sleeping on his back, with one arm on his stomache and the other between us, with our hands linked. Being careful not to wake him, I rolled onto my side so that I could watch him sleep.
There was a small smile playing around the corners of his lips, as if he was having a good dream. The sun was coming in bright and strong from the side windows, but our bed was still in the shadows of the room. My eye fell on the scar in the middle of his chest again, and for a moment, all of the surprise and fear that I had experienced upon seeing it the night before came back to me.
Reaching out, I laid my hand on his chest gently, softly running my thumb over it. I continued to do so, lost in thought, watching as the sun crept up the side of the bed and onto Brian's sleeping form.
"Nate?" I heard him whisper, snapping my attention back to the present.
I looked up from his chest to his face, and found him looking back at me with a smile. "Hey," I smiled back and leaned in for a good morning kiss.
"Ugh. Morning breath," he laughed, then his face grew solemn. Lifting his hand from his stomache, he brought it to rest on mine, which was still gently caressing his chest. "Do you want to talk about it?" he asked quietly.
I shrugged. "I don't really know what there is to talk about. I just feel so sad looking at you and knowing that you might have died with me still mad at you. Before we could be together," I said, the sadness creeping into my voice.
He nodded. "I know. How do you think I feel knowing that I might never have gotten the chance to talk to you and let you know how much you mean to me?" he said, his hand still resting on mine. "But I did, and now we're together and I'm fine. You've just got to hold onto that."
I gave him a half-hearted smile. "I know I do, but it's just so scary to think about. I can't imagine my life without you in it, and that scares me too."
"Why?"
"Because I've never been here before. I've dated, but nothing I would call a relationship. I don't know if I can give you what you need. What if I suck at this whole relationship thing?"
"Nate," Brian said, rolling over on his side to face me. Our hands stayed together as they slid off of his chest. "This," he indicated the two of us, "is what I need right now. In the future, who knows? What I can tell you is that you have been giving me what I needed from the moment we met."
I looked up quickly, questioning him with my eyes.
"Remember in your essay, when you said that having a Backstreet Boys CD gave you that initial push you needed to come out to Andrea?" I nodded. "Well, you did the same thing for me. When I saw how open and comfortable you were with Nick and I, it started me thinking about how much I wanted that. I could also tell that you were special, and that, given half a chance, I could be happy with you. You gave me a reason to go looking for that happiness. That was exactly what I needed then."
"But..." I started. He put his finger to my lips to make me stop.
"And this week, when Howie went off on you like that, I saw the way you looked at me to make sure that I was alright, and tried to keep me out of the line of fire. You alienated yourself from Howie even more, just to make sure that he didn't turn on me too."
"But..." His finger returned, along with a shushing noise.
"And what about the way you've been trying to get to know the guys, those who are closest to me? Especially Nick. Do you know how much that means to me?"
"But..." I tried again. No finger this time, and no noise. Just a look, but it was enough.
"Don't you see Nate?" Brian said with a smile. "You've been giving me what I needed since the very first time we met, and you didn't even know you were doing it." Before I could say anything, he leaned in and kissed me again.
"Thank you," I said quietly, settling back in the bed and pulling him down with me.
He lay back down with me, and turned his head toward the other bed in the room. The sun hit the hollow of his neck as he did, and I couldn't resist kissing it.
He giggled and nodded his head at Nick. "Look at him."
I looked and laughed. Nick was sleeping sideways on his bed, with his feet sticking over the side towards us. Brian laughed and climbed out of bed. I whistled as I caught sight of his boxers. He looked at me and laughed lowly as he made his way to Nick.
During the acrobatics it must have taken to reach such a position, Nick had kicked off all of his blankets. Brian grabbed them and pulled them out of the bottom of the bed, then spread them back over Nick. He then walked back to our bed and got in, pulling the covers back over himself.
"That was sweet," I said, kissing him again.
Brian laughed. "It was the least I could do, after last night."
I grinned. "How long do you suppose it took him to get back to sleep?"
"I don't know, but I think I'll let him sleep through breakfast. We don't have to leave for the airport until eleven thirty, so he's got lots of time."
I laid my head on his shoulder and nodded. "What time is it?"
Brian looked at his watch. "Just after eight. Kevin will be calling soon to get us up."
"What the hell is he doing up at this hour on an off-day?" I asked, snuggling into Brian.
"That tickles," he laughed. "Kev's always been a morning person. Nine's late for him."
"So he's up now?"
"Definitely. He's probably pacing back and forth in his room waiting until he thinks it's safe to call us."
"Well, maybe you should call him and tell him that we're up, so he doesn't wake up Nick by calling us," I suggested.
"But that means getting out of bed again," he protested weakly with a smile.
"Lazy ass," I laughed.
He turned to look at me. "Well why don't you call him, Mr. Energetic?"
'Because I'm nice and warm,' I thought, smiling inwardly. "Because he's your cousin," I said, sticking my tongue out at him.
Brian reached out quickly and grabbed ahold of my tongue, surprising me. He smiled as he leaned in so that his mouth was directly beside my ear. "There are much better uses for that," he laughed quietly as he let go of my tongue.
I grinned at him and grabbed hold of the blankets, dragging them off of Brian and wrapping them around myself. "There now, you're most of the way out of bed anyway. You might as well call Kevin."
"You little bastard," he laughed.
I just smiled back from my warm little cocoon of blankets.
Sighing, Brian got up again and walked to the small telephone table. Picking up, he dialed Kevin's room number. He turned back around to me and stuck his own tongue out.
I laughed and made pincher motions with my thumb and forefinger, making him smile.
"Hey Kev," he said into the phone. "Yeah, we're up...I wanted to tell you not to call the room, because Nick is still sleeping, and I wanted to let him sleep in...What?...Yeah, we. Me and Nate...Kev...cut it out..." Brian blushed heavily, even his back turned red. "Alright, we'll be there...Nine, right...okay...bye."
Brian hung up the phone and turned back to me. I smiled and opened my arms, bringing the blankets open in invitation. Brian laughed and ran at the bed, jumping in beside me as I brought the blankets around the two of us.
"Mmmmm." Brian nuzzled my neck again and closed his eyes.
"No you don't. You're not going back to sleep. We have to be in Kevin's room at nine."
"Nate, that's a half hour away," he whined with a yawn.
I sighed. Brian was already back to sleep. Carefully, I disentangled myself from him and climbed out of the bed, tucking the blankets back in around him. Silently, I grabbed the bag I had packed and headed for the bathroom.
Closing the door, I turned the water on for a shower and rummaged through my bag for the change of clothes that I had brought. Finding them, I placed them on the vanity and jumped in the shower.
Twenty minutes later, I was showered and dressed, and walking back out into the room. Looking at Brian, I noticed that he hadn't moved.
I walked over to him and shook him. "Brian? You've got to get up." Nothing. 'What is it with the guys in this group?' I asked myself as an idea formed in my head. 'What worked for one might work for the other.' Reaching out, I brought my hand to Brian's head and flicked him in the center of the forehead.
His eyes flapped open and he looked up at me with surprise. "What the hell was that?" he asked.
I smiled. "You wouldn't get up. If we're not there soon, Kev will be calling."
"Alright, alright, I'm up," he said, sitting up in the bed and rubbing his forehead. "But I must say I enjoyed the way you woke me up in the limo more."
I laughed and kissed his forehead. "Better?"
"Almost," he said, stealing a kiss on the lips. "Woo! Someone's minty fresh!" he laughed.
I waved my hand back in front of my mouth. "And someone's not," I smiled.
Brian laughed and threw his pillow at me, then surrendered before I could retaliate. He got up and ran into the bathroom, saying that he would be back in a minute.
I wandered out to the balcony and watched as the light crowd below moved and changed. A couple of minutes later, I felt Brian's hands wrap around be from behind, and his head came to rest on my shoulder. "You ready?" I asked.
In response, he turned me around and pulled me into a kiss. "I am now." Taking my hand, he led me back into the room and closed the balcony door. We grabbed the room key from the table and left, leaving Nick still sleeping.
Brian locked the door behind him, placing the 'Do Not Disturb' sign on the knob, then we walked toward Kevin's room. On the way, we ran into AJ coming out of his.
He looked at the two of us and smiled knowingly, but didn't say anything. He whistled when he saw me though. "You really didn't have to get dressed up for breakfast, man."
I looked at myself. Brown jeans, creme-coloured t-shirt, white button-down. Then I looked to Brian and AJ. Brian was wearing a Kentucky sweatshirt and flannel pajama pants, and AJ was wearing torn jeans and a black t-shirt. Neither one of them were wearing socks.
I shrugged. "Can I help it if you two look bad?" I asked with a smile.
AJ laughed and threw his arm around me, leading us once again toward Kevin's door. AJ knocked and opened the door at the same time, not waiting for an answer.
Kevin smiled up from the table. "Hey Nate."
"Hey Kevin," I said, returning the smile.
"Where's Nick?" AJ asked, looking around.
"He, uh, didn't sleep very well last night. I'm letting him get a bit more before we have to head to the airport," Brian said without looking at AJ. "What about Howie?"
"He's on his way," Kevin said. Kevin looked up and, seeing the worried expression on my face, gave me another smile. "Don't worry Nate, I told him you were going to be here. He's going to be on his best behaviour."
I mimed wiping sweat from my brow and we all laughed. Howie joined us a few minutes later, and sat down without really looking at me and Brian.
Brian and I sat together opposite him, and AJ and Kevin took the ends of the table. The smells coming from the cart sitting beside the table were driving me crazy, and I was glad that I had been up for a while, so I could enjoy breakfast with everyone else.
Passing the trays of food around, we were all soon eating. We made light conversation around the table as we did so. Kevin talked about the details of the upcoming leg of the tour. AJ, Brian, and Howie complained about those details, and offered suggestions of their own, most of which involved them sleeping in.
We had just finished eating and were pulling away from the table when Nick walked in. He was still in his t-shirt and boxers, and had his blankets wrapped around him.
"How come no one woke me up?" he asked, sticking his lower lip out dramatically.
"Well, Nate and I knew you didn't sleep that well last night, so we let you sleep in," Brian said, flashing Nick a knowing look. Nick's cheeks flushed, and he nodded his understanding.
"How come you couldn't sleep, Nick?" Kevin asked innocently.
I could tell by the colour that rose in AJ's face that he had a pretty good idea, but he thankfully kept silent. Nick just shrugged. "One of those nights, I guess."
Kevin nodded and offered his seat to Nick, then went to the phone and ordered some breakfast for him. Brian took my hand and led me to the couch a few feet away. Making me sit, he promptly sat on my lap and put his arm around me. AJ, Kevin and Nick smiled at us, but I noticed Howie avoiding looking in our direction.
"So what are you going to do now Nate?" Kevin asked.
"Right now? I'm kinda tied down," I laughed, pointing to Brian.
Kevin smiled. "No, I mean after today. Isn't your vacation done?"
"Yeah. My agent will probably be calling first thing in the morning, wanting to know how the book is going."
"So are you staying in LA?" AJ asked, tossing the last bit of toast in his mouth.
"I'm not really sure what I'm going to do. I may stay for a little while, but I want to get back to Toronto too. And I have a couple of meetings in New York in two weeks. I may stay here until then, then just keep going north when I'm done there." I shrugged. "There's really no reason to rush anything. I can write anywhere."
AJ nodded. "I can't imagine actually wanting to spend the winter in Toronto." He shivered just thinking about it.
"It's not all that bad," I laughed. "Of course, you're a bigger wuss than I am."
"Did he just call me a wuss?" AJ asked Nick.
Nick grinned, knowing what was coming. "Yep. I'm pretty sure he just called you a wuss."
"Them's fightin' words!" AJ yelled, jumping up out of his chair and raising his fists comically.
I laughed and pointed at Brian. "Good thing I brought my trusty bodygua..." I stopped as Brian suddenly was gone. One second he was on my lap, and the next he was standing at the end of the couch.
"Sorry, you brought this one on yourself," he laughed as he shrugged and headed for the table.
"Aha!" AJ laughed. "Not so tough without your boyfriend to protect you, are you?" He ran at me, knocking me sideways on the couch, then pulling me to the floor.
We rolled back and forth on the floor laughing as we each tried to pin the other. Finally, I wound up sitting on AJ's stomache with his shoulders pinned. "You give up?" I asked him with a smile, trying to catch my breath.
"Yeah yeah," he laughed. "Just get off of me. I'm not Brian you know."
Brian and I both blushed and I let AJ up. I started to walk toward the table, then saw Brian smiling and looking past me. I just had time to brace myself when AJ landed on my back, throwing his arms around my neck.
I was just about to say something when there was knock at the door. AJ was still clinging to me as I waved off Kevin and went to answer it. The waiter did a double-take as I opened the door, but soon started smiling. I led him into the room, where he picked up the other cart and Kevin signed for the food.
As soon as the door was shut behind him, I grunted and ducked, throwing AJ over my shoulders and onto the couch. He laughed again and sat there panting. I grinned at him and asked him if he'd had enough.
AJ just nodded and smiled. I backed away slowly, keeping my eye on him, until I felt Brian grab my leg.
"Rule number one: Never call AJ a wuss," he laughed as I leaned in and kissed him on the forehead. As I did, something caught my eye.
Walking over to Kevin's bedside table, I picked it up. "Rule number two," I said with a smile, holding it up. "If you know the author, you can get a really good deal on the book." They all looked at me, and Kevin laughed as he saw his copy of my book.
"How many of you guys are reading this damn thing anyway?" I asked.
I was surprised to see AJ and Nick raise their hands, smiling, but I was blown away to see Howie raise his hand as well. There wasn't much of a smile, but it was something.
"And what do you think?" I asked Howie, hoping that we could finally connect on something.
He shrugged. "It's not bad."
"I'm loving it," Nick said quickly as he started eating.
I smiled at him and Howie. "Thanks," I said to both of them.
"Yeah, it's not bad, for you being such a wuss," AJ laughed, coming over and slapping me on the shoulder.
"Well then," I said with a grin. "I expect book reports from each of you when you finish. 1500 words, no less."
"No fair!" Nick yelled. "Brian's sleeping with the teacher!"
Brian's mouth opened in shock, but everyone else laughed. Even Howie smiled. It may have been the first honest smile I'd seen from him.
"Nick!" Brian was still surprised, but there was a smile on his face as well.
"Oh come on, Brian," AJ said, sitting down. "Did you really think that none of us could put it together? We heard you and Nate come in last night, and you certainly didn't come in and hang out like you did the last time."
This time, both of us blushed. Nick looked up with a puzzled expression. "But you guys knew that I had gone to bed."
Kevin and AJ just grinned at him, and it slowly dawned on Nick. "You knew! You knew I was in there and you still let them!" Kevin, AJ and Howie all burst out laughing.
"Oh you guys are in for it!" Nick laughed. "I don't know how, but I'll get you back."
They just kept smiling, enjoying our embarrassment. Finally, Brian broke the silence. "Alright, enough about our love life. Look what you did, AJ," he said, pointing to me.
"What?"
"You messed up my boyfriend," he laughed, pulling on my shirt. I was all untucked and rumpled from my wrestling match with AJ.
"I told you you needed grubbing-around clothes," Nick smiled up at me from the table. Everyone else looked at us, curious.
I laughed and started to straighten my clothes. "And I told you, you don't have to look like a slob to be comfortable."
"Sure you do," AJ said.
"See?" Nick laughed and pushed his plate away. I just shook my head in mock dismay and continued to fix my clothes.
"Oh!" Nick said suddenly, jumping up from the table. "I have something for you Nate. I'll be right back." He ran out of the room, leaving his blankets behind and running into the hall in his boxers.
"Put some pants on!" AJ called after him.
Nick returned in a couple of minutes with a small box and a picture, as well as some pants. Handing me the picture, he turned and gave Brian the marker he had brought. "This is to replace the one in your room," he said with a smile. I looked at the picture of Brian, then handed it to him. He smiled and started writing.
"And this is from me," he said with a smile as he handed me the box.
I tore the tape off of the flap and opened the box. Inside were several CD's. Taking a closer look, I saw that they were all Backstreet Boys CD's.
"They're every CD we've released in every different country," Nick said with a laugh. "Try to keep them away from any strong heat sources."
I grinned and thanked Nick, looking through the CD's.
"I don't get it," Kevin said, sitting down beside me. I gave him an embarrassed smile, then explained about what had happened to the Backstreet Boys CD I already owned.
"So it's just sitting there, on your CD rack?" Kevin smiled.
"Yep. We thought it would make a nice souvenir," I replied as everyone laughed.
Brian had finished with the picture while I was telling the story, and he finally grinned and handed it back to me. I groaned and turned it around for everyone else to see.
He had drawn little horns on himself, as well as a moustache and beard, and had even gone to the trouble of blacking out a couple of teeth. Underneath it, he had signed it 'With Love, Brian.' Laughing, he put the marker down on the table and looked at me.
"You don't need a picture of me," he said with a smile. "You need a picture of us." He handed me an envelope. I opened it to find an enlarged picture of Brian and I kissing in the hall. I looked up at AJ to find him smiling back at me.
"How did you get this developed?" I asked. "There's probably some clerk out there scanning this onto her website as we speak."
AJ shook his head. "Nah. Management takes care of stuff like that. They take the film to private labs, and make sure that there aren't any copies made."
I offered him my thanks, which he waved off, then turned to Brian. "Thank you," I said, kissing his nose.
"You can do better than that," Brian said softly, drawing me in for a much more involved kiss.
"Ahem," Kevin cleared his throat and we broke apart, both of us smiling widely.
"Sorry."
Kevin smiled and then took charge of the situation. "Okay, everyone needs to be dressed and packed in half an hour so we can go to the airport. Nate, are you coming with us?"
"Yes, he is," Brian answered before I could, giving me a smile.
"Yes, I am," I echoed, returning it.
"Okay. Half an hour, guys," Kevin said again, as he began to take clothes out of the closet and put them into a suitcase.
We all got up and made our ways back to our rooms.
Brian was already mostly packed, so he and I spent a couple of moments gathering up what was left and putting it away, then helped Nick get ready. I noticed Nick kept looking at us and smiling, then looking away when he saw me looking back.
I was about to lean over and bring it to Brian's attention to it, when I noticed that Brian was being unusually quiet. Looking over at him, I saw a sad expression on his face.
I walked over to him and put my arms around him. "What is it?"
"I don't want to leave you here," he whispered, holding me tightly.
I stroked his hair, resting my head on his shoulder. "I know. I don't want you to go either, but we talked about this. You have to go. I'll be here when you get back, or maybe I'll come and visit you. We'll talk all the time, and we'll work something out."
Kevin knocked on the closed door of the room, calling that it was time to go to the airport. Nick grabbed his stuff, gave me a smile, and said he would wait in the lobby as he went out the door. Brian pulled away a little and looked into my eyes.
"Come with us," he pleaded.
"I am coming. You told Kevin yourself," I said.
"No. Not to the airport. Come with us when we leave. I want you to come on the tour with me."
To Be Continued...
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