IF YOU ARE UNDER 21 OR IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY GAY, MALE SEX; PLEASE DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER.
BOY BLUE By Chance Brickman Copyrighted 1997
College graduation was the last time i saw the man i loved, even though we were never lovers, or for a matter of fact, we never had any type of sexual contact at all. Kristian, was what you could say, was a very good looking guy. He had dark brown hair with grey eyes that could tame a sweltering night. At 5'7", he proved to be the best looking guy on campus. A man with the face of an 16 year old, and a body that the Greeks would bestoe upon stone.
I finished packing up the last of my belongings into my truck, and left Kristian a note telling him that i was out of there once and for all. I hated that I couldn't tell him goodbye in person, but with him, he was probably out having one last party before heading back home to his small quiet town.
Kristain,
Well bud, sorry i missed you, had to get on the road. I have a long drive ahaed of me. I figured I would drive out tonight so the traffic wouldn't be so bad. If you ever have a chance, look me up if you get to New York City. I am pretty sure that we can go out and have a blast on the town. Be sure to drop me a couple of lines or call so I can know what type of trouble that you're getting into. I hate to leave all of the sudden, but as you know we haven't got to talk much this last week. Take care stud, Chance
I left the note sitting right next to his keys, so to be sure he wouldn't miss it. And as usual; he must have. It has been 4 years since I have heard from him, but from what I have heard from mutual friends, he is still the same old guy.
I live in the village of New York City. Pretty cool place, I live walking distance from the bars and anything that is "Family" oriented. Since moving here in 1993, i have made great strides in making a home, making friends, and making a successful profession. I work in the music industry. Actually I am a studio tech, to some i have the duties of mixing the music that the artists put on their hit records. What a life, some ask, but for me it is my driving force to be an artist of my own oneday. I spent plenty of time in college remixing Kristian's favorite songs. He was the most envied guy on campus for 4 years running. He had the looks, he had the body, and the hipest music around. I enjoyed doing anything I could for him. To me he was not only my room mate he was my best friend. It strange that two people could be so close but yet so far apart. I know Kristian never thought that I was Gay in any sense. I spent years trying to hide my life from everyone; and now i feel so relieved that I do not have to hide behind a mask anymore.
I work in the studio most of the day and evening, but sometimes I help my friends who work on the Broadway shows. So my life isin't all that boring. From time to time I work on weekend nights singing for some of the dance clubs around here just to make a little extra cash. It seems to help with my social life alot. I have alot of friends from all aspects of life, some are famous, some are just your regular guy, and some are your typical all around loveable person.
I came home today from work and decided to take a quick nap; when the doorbell rang and woke me up. I must have been in a deep sleep, cause the noise from it almost made me have a heart attack. Could you imagine that? GUY FOUND DEAD IN APARTMENT! STORY AT 11. What would the neighbors think? I managed to make it to the door, and open it up to find a package addressed to me next to the door. I picked it up and found that it was from Kristian. All kinds of memories ran through my mind at this point. Woundering why he sent me something. I stepped back inside and seen a person standing right behind me. My first reaction was to nail him between the eyes; I might add that I was a pretty good shot, cause the man was lying on his back on the floor. "Good Job" , Chance. a low voice flowed from the stranger. "Who are you" I asked keeping my guard up and wondering what I did with the box. "It may have been 4 years, but that doesn't mean you have to deck me one for not keeping in touch." MY friend sat up rubbing his right eye. "You know you shouldn't sneek up on me like that." my voice was trying to hide the extreme laughter. It wasn't easy but hey what do you expect? It was my buddy Kristian.
"What in the Hell are you doing here?" i asked wondering why now, after all this time. I sould have known that something must be up. But I didn't know exactly how to ask him. "I just got to missing my best buddy that's all" Kristian said with a smirk on his face. I could never get mad at him when he would make those wacky faces. After seeing him for just a matter of minutes, every feeling that I ever had for him came back with full force. "You finally decide to come find me after , What 4 years" knowing I could blow ther rest of his trip if I wasn't careful. Kristain just nodded, like always when he's been scolded. I didn't realize how much of a kid he still was. "How long are you going to be staying ?" I asked in hopes that he would see my despiration to have him by my side once again. "Well I actually wanted to stay for just a short while, just until I found a job and maybe my own place." He spoke with great hopes of being able to stay longer if I allowed it. "You know you have a place to stay, just as long as you help keep the place clean." I knew then I had him. Kristian was always a clean freak in college. "Go ahead and unpack your things." "I'll Get you set you in the guest room." I felt like we were back in the old dorm once again.
I ended taking Kristian out for dinner at one of the popular resturants. Something that he never got to experience in his small coastal town down south. Dinner went well, I guess you could say. We ended up talking about school and our old gang that we hung around in what he refered to as the good old days. After dinner we headed to a small bar down the street from the apartment. Chance for me was that it was mainly a straight bar. I remained nervouse the whole time we stayed there. I finally got a big enough buzz from the amaretto and cranberry, that I really didn't care if anyone did notice me from the clubs. I know that in time I would have to explain some of my friends that may come in contact with him. Kristian finally had his fill of beer, and was ready to head back. Stumbling out of the bar, I knew I had to get a Cab back to the apartment.
The cab ride didn't take long, luckly we made it back to the apartment in one piece. It took several minutes getting him up the stairs to the door. Kristain hung on to me like he did the night he was told his father had passed away. Just the smell of his cologne made me want to take him back to my room for the night. But reality set in and I was left with no choice but to put him in the guest room. I took his shirt off and his shoes and socks. I was going to attempt to take his pants off, but i had to remember to watch what I did at this time. I tucked him into the bed, pulling the covers up just enough over his chest. I followed the dim light out of his room, closing the door just enough to hear him if he got up unexpectanly. I took off my clothes and headed to the showeer, just to let the hot water help relax me. I finally got to see my best friend. And remember the joy he brought to me everyday.
I finally fell asleep around 3 am. From what I can remember my whole night consisted of dreams of Kristian. At times I felt like he was actually there in bed with me. I finally woke up enough to realize that he was actually in bed with me. It did startle me somewhat. "Chance you awake?" he wispered trying to be as quiet as he could be. Even though his wispers were like his normal tone of voice. "Yea I am now, something wrong?" i asked back, knowing i wasn't sure if I wanted to hear his response. "No not really, just wanted to be close to you tonight." his remark shocked the hell out of me. "Chance, you don't mind do you?" "Not really, just as long as you don't hog the covers" I knew I had him. Back in the dorm I would come in late at night and find him wrapped up in his covers like a mummy. "Night Chance" he said with another one of those wispers. "Night Boy Blue" knowing that he would get a kick out of it. I nicknamed Kristain Boy Blue one night after he had went skinny dipping in the campus pond. Being completely naked he reminded me of a guy in the blue boy magazines. He chuckled as he rolled over on his right side. Sometime during the night I must have rolled over and snuggled up to his back, I woke up with the biggest hardon ever; and it was planted right between his ass mounds. I started freaking out. I had to loose the hardon before he woke up. If not I would loose my best friend once again. Movement from him let me know that he was wide awake. "Go ahead Chance, you've waited long enough" he started laughing and turned to face me. The sun was pouring in the window, giving me the perfect view of his beautiful eyes. "Chance I know that you have been in love with me forever." I knew then that i had been found out completely. "Is that why you're here?" I had to ask, I couldn't wait any longer to find out. "Yes, I knew how you felt about me then as do I now." knowing that it was more then just me, he was thinking about how he felt about me too. "Why didn't you let me know about this before Kristian?" speaking with fear of whats next. "I was scared Chance, I tried to fight off telling you, but it didn't work that way, I had to break away." I knew then this had to be comming from his heart. "You made my life complete Chance, that is until you moved here and I had to move back to that hell hole in the south." "You left me alone to fend for myself , you know I always had someone to take care of me." Spoke straight from the heart. Right then he planted a kiss on my lips that warmed up my insides and hardened my cock to it's full 8.5." Kristian took complete control of my body, planting kisses on my chest, working over to my tits, biting each one. There was more that love here, it was more than that, it was more like unbridaled passion. Kristian worked his way down to my now flaring cock, engulfing it in a wild and rampage rage. "Kristian slow down a bit, youre gonna make me explode." "Oh no not yet you don't." "youre gonna fuck me like you have always wanted." he yanked open the night stand and grabbed a condom and some lube. The next thing I remembered he was going down on my cock like a mad man. I seen pain in his eyes that turned into pleasure. I could actually feel him tightened up on my cock as it slid in and out. With each move hi let out a sigh of pleasure. I worked him up onto my lap so i could take his cock into my mouth as I fucked him. I had never noticed how big Kristian's cock really was. It was about the same size as mine with a flared head that spaned over the base of his cock. I knew that it would be soon that he would shoot his load down my throat. And at the same time I unleashed a load into his fiery body. We collapsed onto one another in a blazed feat. There were two things that came out of us finding one another; one is us being together once again, and the other is looking forward to the new adventures we are yet to have.
Continued in A Boy's Blues