Big Time Rush

Chapter 25: Big Time Problems

Disclaimer: I do not own, nor am I affiliated with "Big Time Rush" Nickelodeon, or Viacom. This is solely a work of fiction, I'm not trying to say any specific character is gay or anything of the sort, it's just a story.

This story contains acts of homosexuality, so if you're offended by such material, leave now.

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Note: Back by popular demand, I present to you the next installment of Big Time Rush. Sorry for the long wait guys, and I mean a long wait, I really can't believe it has been so long, it is kind of on my end. I have received so much emails, and I'm sorry, but this is not your regular run of the mill story. I really try my best to make sure that the story I write is the best that it can be, I know I've allowed a few chapters to slip by that were not my best, and I hate doing that. It has taken a while, but after weeks of hitting delete, I have finally ended up with something that I like. I hope you do as well, a lot of hard work has gone into it. I'm aware that it has been a long, long, time, and I've just been so busy working on a lot of things lately. I've kind of changed some things, mainly the way I'm going to describe and write things, really trying to push my writing to my level of acceptance. Still me, still the same guy. This is also going to be a bit different from the others, and to make up for the absence, it is a really deep chapter (no pun intended). Like always, I do like feed back too, I always take things into consideration. I do have some good and major ideas brewing, and when that happens, it's a good thing, especially if you have been reading these chapters closely. Well this is turning out to be long note, so without further hesitation, enjoy!

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There was so much chaos going on for one of the biggest and most anticipated events for Big Time Rush. James and Kendall had been helping out the most, but the planning had seemed to wear down everyone's energy. For the entire day Carlos and Logan had been out trying to take care of last minute details for their big day just a few sunrises away. The media had gone crazy when the announcement had been made.

No one really knew what was going to take place afterwards, or whether or not Big Time Rush was going to be the same, but no one seemed to care. All of the lights and cameras were pointed towards Hollywood's next power couple. In the shadows, Griffin had been the one enjoying the extra coverage that came about with the announcement.

Since the engagement hit magazines and newspapers, Big Time Rush album sales had increased by the thousands, and everyone was enjoying the extra push to place them as a serious band that could contend with the biggest names in the music business.

Gustavo looked over the increasing popularity as well, and he knew that he succeeded in creating yet another top pop band, and his label had established itself above it's biggest rival. Hawk himself was furious when his solo acts were being outsold and under-booked because everyone wanted to see the boys of Big Time Rush performing everywhere they could travel.

Trying to prepare for a wedding, and travel around the world to perform at times was too much to handle, and Logan had broken down a few times when they had been in the bus, and in their hotel rooms, but Carlos was always there to wipe away his tears and pick him right up, always giving him a kiss and promising them that everything was going to work out.

What no one knew, was the recurring nightmare that continued to plague Logan's dreams. Over and over the same story played out in his mind. Seeing everything so vividly. Ever since he had hit his head, Logan just wasn't completely the same person when the camera's weren't focused on them.

Logan had always been the next in line, and quick to pick up the slack when Kendall couldn't, but when they left the stage, it was a different young man living a life of stardom. At the start of it all, it was all for Kendall, but Logan knew that the lifestyle of a star was becoming more than he wanted. He often enough missed the days of just going out whenever you wanted, not having to worry about cameras trying to catch you doing something wrong every waking hour.

James seemed to be enjoying himself, the stardom left him with a smile, and he seemed to hold up to the constant pressure of being in the spotlight, but it always seemed that he was going to be destined to sit in front of the camera, he was just made for it, even when they were kids.

Logan thought back to his childhood often, many times just thinking of the first time he met Carlos, with a huge smile and just so bold. The first day he just walked right up to him in preschool...

Logan was sitting at his desk when the teacher came into the class to announce that they were going to have a new student. The short tanned boy with short black hair and big brown eyes walked in. He was wearing a pair of black jeans, and a green, red, and white striped polo shirt. He had a huge smile on his face.

"Kids, this is Carlos. Everyone say hello," the teacher said as she waived the boy to waive his hand.

"Hello, Carlos," the kids said in unison.

Carlos was told to take a seat anywhere he wanted, and as it happened, there was an empty seat right next to Logan. The tanned boy walked over to Logan, and took a seat right next to him.

"Hi, I'm Carlos. What's your name?" He asked.

Logan was shy but looked up at him. "My name is Logan."

"Cool," replied Carlos. "Do you like to play with action figures?"

"Yeah sometimes," said Logan. "I read sometimes too."

"I really don't like reading too much. I like to play and have fun." Carlos smiled again. "I just moved here not too long ago, and my parents just bought a place not far from here.'

"That's cool. I live on Camden street." Logan was starting to get shy again, but for some reason couldn't help but talk, mostly because he was nervous of meeting new people.

"Oh cool, that's the same street I live on. You see those two boys there, that's Kendall and James, they live there too," Logan replied.

"That's cool," Carlos pointed out. "Well, I'm going to go play now. You can play with me too if you want."

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That was one of the dreams that always seemed to play in Logan's mind. It was the first time he ever met the bold and fun guy known as Carlos. Never would he have ever imagined that he would be standing across from him, in front of his closest friends, to make the biggest commitment possible.

Logan remembered everything, even the first time he and Carlos made love. It was a beautiful night, everything was just so perfect. The first time he felt Carlos' hand rubbing against his bare chest, and the first time their lips even came together, their tongues swishing around in each other's mouth. He remembered the first time he felt Carlos inside of him, how it hurt at first, but started to feel better and better.

The thought caused his pants to tighten up, remembering the night Carlos was thrusting into him, their bodies slapping against one another, the sweat slowly building around his neck, and the way Carlos would just dig his mouth right in between Logan's neck and shoulder, the way it felt to hold Carlos in his arms as he felt himself filled with man juice for the very first time.

Yet, what seemed to stick in his mind the most, was the very first time the two actual shared the bed for the night, falling asleep in each other's arms. It was the first time in Logan's life when he actually felt like he was complete, no desires, fear, or worries. He remembered feel so safe and secure, that it only took him minutes to fall into a deep and relaxing sleep.

Every night since then that they actually cuddled and slept together was something he looked forward to at the end of every day, every performance, every city they passed through, and every country they seemed to fly into. At the end of the day, to rest in Carlos' arms was the best feeling in the world, the only thing that made all of the chaos worth it.

Logan enjoyed having a great time, he loved partying and doing bold things at times too. Even when he was scared he would try something new, but the life a star was different, everything was so complicated. He could remember one time he was with Carlos, and they just stopped into a restaurant to eat, and on the way out they were just bombarded by cameras in all directions, and they both seemed heavily irritated by it.

Another night, they just wanted to go out and enjoy a movie, and once again, just getting out of the car while walking in, cameras where everywhere, and they both decided to just leave. The paparazzi lately had grown more aggressive and numerous, especially when the tabloids reported that the two had become engaged, and it created a bigger news maelstrom then they could have imagined.

There were days when Logan felt himself drained and exhausted dodging cameras here, and running from recorders there. Sometimes just trying to by a new shirt became so frustrating. The live of a star, he thought to himself. 'So this is the life of a star. I hate it.' Logan was sitting down on the couch of the hotel room when Carlos walked in carrying something in his arms.

"Hey babe, can you give me a hand," Carlos said as he staggered through the door.

"Sure," Logan replied as he got up and helped Carlos place the box on the floor. "What is it?"

"Well, I found something for you, actually for us," Carlos replied.

"What do you mean?" Logan asked.

"Well, it's part of surprise. Trust me," Carlos said with a jolly smile.

Logan smiled back looking at the handsome man in front of him. He was wearing his purple t-shirt, a tight pair of jeans, with a white belt, and a pair of white K-swiss shoes. Logan bit his lower lip as he could see Carlos' bulge. He reached out for it and rubbed it gently.

"Mmmmm, seems like someone wants to say hi," Carlos said with a huge grin. "Maybe you could show him a good time."

"Yeah, you think he's willing to play around with me right now?" Logan asked as he kissed Carlos on his lips.

The two erupted in a blinded passion as their lips locked with one another. Logan could feel his heart beating as Carlos slipped his hand under his shirt. The warmth was spreading across his chest, and it was not long before Logan could feel his pants tightening up. Carlos lifted Logan's shirt off, and then his own. The two spilled onto the bed, their lips still together.

Logan could feel Carlos slip his hand under his jeans, and it didn't take long before his jeans were hanging around his knees. Carlos back off and started taking off his jeans, and before he could slip off his boxer briefs, Logan was already all over him. His lips ran all over Carlos' neck, chest, and soon worked his way down the firm stomach, and stopped right at the elastic band.

Logan dropped down to his knees as he started rubbing his mouth up and down Carlos' bulge. He reached for the elastic band and pulled them down to see Carlos' pulsing uncut dick looking fight at him in the face, a small amount of precum dripping. Logan grabbed it and lightly stroked it back and forward. He looked up at Carlos and brought it into his mouth.

Feeling the warm wet feeling, Carlos moaned lightly as he felt his knees slowly weaken underneath him. Logan looked up and continued bobbing his head up and down the Latin meat, enjoying every moment. He could feel Carlos' skin slide back, and he started running his tongue over the head, enjoying the taste. Carlos started to groan louder as he put both of his hands behind Logan's head and started thrusting.

Carlos started thrusting harder, and moaning as he felt Logan's sucking harder and harder. Logan stopped and walked Carlos over to the bed.

"I want you inside of me, but at the same time I want your dick in my mouth so bad. I want you to bust your load in my mouth, and then I want you to bury your cream inside of me," Logan said.

Before Carlos could reply, Logan was already on top of him sucking his Latin pole. He moaned as he started to feel Logan's tongue swirling around his uncut head. The two started moaning together, and it wasn't long before Carlos started to feel himself getting closer. Logan started working the tip, and Carlos' body started twitching.

Logan started stroking Carlos' juicy dick as he worked the head with everything he had. Carlos started breathing heavier when he thrusters as hard as he could into Logan's mouth. Logan sucked as hard as he could as felt Carlos thick man cream fill up his mouth.

"Oh my God, I just love tasting you," Logan said as he wiped his mouth.

Carlos just laid back gasping for air, but Logan couldn't help but notice that Carlos' sick was still hard and pulsing. He climbed on top of Carlos and slowly sat down on his thick dick and moaned as he felt the head pop into him. Carlos moaned loudly as he felt the warm tight hole around his cock. Logan slowly started moving back and forward as Carlos' hands started rubbing his chest. Logan leaned forward and asked Carlos to kiss him. The two started moaning as their lips met, and soon their tongues were swimming around together.

Carlos started thrusting into Logan. The two started building up a rhythm until Carlos managed to pick up Logan and put him on his back.

"I wanna fuck the shit out of you," Carlos whispered. "I wanna pound your tight little ass until I can't anymore."

Logan kissed Carlos and put his legs over his shoulders. "Baby, fuck me like its the last time, pound me like I'm your bitch."

That was all it seemed to take and Carlos lined himself up and thruster into Logan.

"Oh fuck," Logan gasped. "Fuck me."

Carlos buried his mouth into Logan's neck as he started pounding the tight ass like a madman. Logan started moaning louder as he felt Carlos forcing himself deep inside of his ass. Their lips came together again as they both started fucking like rabbits. Carlos was pulling out as far as he could and ramming his juicy uncut cock inside of Logan as hard as he could. He started grunting as he could feel Logan tightening his hole, and feeling was intense. The moaning got louder, and the thrusting just seemed to get harder.

"I'm gonna cum," Carlos grunted as he started taking longer trusts again.

Logan pulled Carlos' face towards him as he started jacking off. The two started making so much noise as they both shot at the same time. Logan could feel Carlos' dick pulsing and spilling the seed inside of him, and Carlos could feel the hole tighten around his exploding dick. He collapsed on top of Logan, both of them gasping for air. Logan could still feel his body twitching, and his heart beating to tribal drums.

"Oh my God, that was the best ever," Carlos said as he took a deep breath. "I love it when you talk dirty."

"And I love it when you fuck me like an animal, with your fat, uncut, Latin dick," Logan replied. "I remember the first time I saw it, and now I just can't get enough of it. It's so exotic, wild, and just you. I love it in my mouth, and I love it when you pound me like a prison bitch."

"Well damn, aren't you the filthy little talker. I've never seen this side of you, but I like it. I wanna fuck you like a porn star, the bed, in the shower, baby I'll even fuck you on the kitchen floor." Carlos ran his fingers across his chest.

Logan nestled his body up right next to Carlos, their smooth naked bodies on full contact. Logan put his leg over Carlos, and then put his head on his lover's chest, hearing the strong heartbeat.

"I just love you. It's like I can never get enough of you." Logan took in a deep breath of Carlos' intoxicating natural aroma. Sweet, spicy, and just a little musky.

"I can't seem to either," Carlos replied as he kissed Logan's forehead."

"It feels like just yesterday when we first met. I was so shy, and your were just so confident and fun loving," Logan pointed out. "I would trade nothing for what we have right now. Nothing means more to me while I'm in your arms."

Carlos felt tears whelp up behind his eyes, but he kept his composure. "That day you fell and hit your head, I was really worried. I thought you had a more serious problem, and you've been acting real weird lately."

Logan felt his throat dry up, and the nightmare came back vividly in his mind. He got up directly from the bed and sat down burning his face deep into his hands. He started crying. Carlos instinctively got up and hugged Logan from behind.

"What's wrong?" Carlos asked. "Did I do something to hurt you?"

"I don't know if I can talk about it," Logan answered.

"You've been having nightmares at night. I've seen you twitch and moan like something bad was happening," Carlos pointed out as he placed his lips on Logan's bare shoulder. "Is it the wedding? I've been stressed out too, but it's all going to be worth it on that special day."

"No, that's not it. I just don't know if I can talk about it...it's just that...well..." Logan sighed and looked down to the ground.

"Babe. I know I might not be the smartest man in the world, but I know when something isn't right. I've known you for a while now, what's the problem?" Carlos asked holding Logan tighter. "You know you can always tell me anything."

Tears started rolling down from Logan's eyes. His emotions had been stirred, and he could not hide his pain any longer. He cried out and Carlos only held him tighter. Both young men having tears roll down their eyes, and nothing but sobbing. Logan started breathing deeply to calm himself down.

"I've been having these dreams...bad dreams about you...about me...it hurts so much...like every night it wakes me up...I do t know..." Logan cried. "I don't know why it keeps happening."

Carlos got up from the bed and sat down next to Logan draping his arm around him. He held him close until their heads lightly bumped into one another.

"I don't know any better way to say this, but I want you to know that I love you." Carlos took a breath and paused for a moment. "You are my best friend, lover, and soon to be life partner. I know that we've had our arguments in the past, and we have had our fair share of disagreements, but trust me when I say that I will always love you, with all of my heart and soul. I will never let you fall. When you're in the dark, I'll come find you. When you fall down, I'll pick you back up. I will dry your tears, and I will hold you tight. I will protect you and keep you safe."

Logan felt Carlos' warm touch on his skin, and it seemed to calm him down. He took a few more deep breaths, and then he looked at Carlos in the eyes. He bit his lower lip, and took one more deep breath.

"That same night, I had this horrible nightmare. James was out doing his thing, back when he was fighting with Kendall. Well he made a move on me, grabbed my dick, and forced himself on me as you walked out of the room, and you got angry and walked out of the apartment in anger. There were sirens later, and there you were on the ground hit by a car. It was so horrible, and then you died looking at me, holding your hand out to try and reach for me, and I couldn't move, I just sat that their as you faded away," Logan said.

Carlos could not seem to find any words to say. He looked into Logan's red eyes, and only wiped the tears away with his thumbs. He kissed Logan passionately on his lips and made eye contact one more time. He hugged him tightly and let out a small whimper.

"I wish you could have told me sooner," Carlos whispered. "I don't even know where to start on that one, but look. I promise that I'd never storm out like that, I would always give you a chance to explain, I promise you. I can't ever seem to stay mad at you, I never could do such a thing."

Logan started sniffling but managed to let out a feint smile before he dug his face deep into Carlos' chest. He clutched onto him as tight as he could, not wanting to let go.

"I love you so much Carlos. I was just so confused and scared. It feels so much better to get it off my chest, but It scares me so much to think of living without you. I don't think I could live without you, you've been there for me so long," Logan whispered back. "You're my everything. If it wasn't for you, I think I would have cracked already under the pressure."

Carlos held Logan as tight as he could to his unclothed body. "Logan, please tell me things like this earlier. We could have gotten through this before. If we can't find a way to fix something, then we need to look for help outside of everything."

Logan nodded his head and looked into Carlos' eyes as he kissed him one more time. "I love you."

"I love you too," Carlos said as he smiled. "We should get showered, we still have a few more things to take care of."

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Kendall and James were busy all day. They had been going all around New York trying to help their friends with the final things to complete the wedding arrangement. The last stop of the day was checking out the vineyard upstate mansion where Carlos and Logan were going to hold their ceremony. They had chosen a simple yet elegant manor, with a wonderful garden where they would hold the actual ceremony itself, and then the actual reception would be in a hall within the mansion.

As the taxi approached the mansion, both Kendall and James were breath-taken. It was a gorgeous sight to behold. The European style white mansion stood out like a palace. Their was a winding path that led up to the driveway which was lined in wonderful colored flowers, and rich red pavers lined the ground.

The two met the staff who was busy putting getting the mansion ready for the event in the next few days. Kendall greeted the wedding planner as she led them through the grand foyer lined with painting and gorgeous exotic flowers. The walked down a marble lined corridor that led them to a large room where tables were set up, simply to used as a social room for the guests to talk and enjoy some minor refreshments and horse' devours. From their the guests would walked to the back yard, where the garden was resting. They passed through two golden gates and opened up into a maze like shrubbery and eventually opened up into a breathtaking flat.

There was a pond with some swans and other wild birds swimming about. There was a pavilion set up and chair were going to be set up in front of the pavilion on both sides. There was a path on the left and right designated for Carlos and Logan to walk in separately indicating their individuals walks of like that led them to their wedding. Then the two would walked down the main path heading towards the ballroom.

James couldn't help but look at the gorgeous garden, and when the sun was high in the sky, it created a sublime hue, and the water of the pond created a mirror. As the two walked to the ballroom, they were taken away by the grandeur that sat before them. The ballroom was already set up. There were round tables in abundance, and a freshly polished and varnished dance floor gleamed in the lights above. There were massive windows from the ground to the ceiling lined with airy curtains. There were red and ivory cloths all about, wrapping everything in a sublime blanket of elegance and sophistication.

Everything seemed to fill in wonderfully, and they could see where the DJ was going to be set up, and then they looked at the tables that would host the international style buffet for the guests to enjoy. Kendall could already imagine what it would look like, and it brought a smile to his face. As they departed the mansion, James could not help by look back, a giant gleam in his eyes.

"Everything was just beautiful. I can't believe how good everything is filling out. How can they afford it?" James asked.

"Well they had some help from a friend of theirs, she's been really helpful with them for a while now," Kendall replied.

"Lady Gaga did it? Really?" James asked again with an astonished look. "That's freaking amazing."

"Well they really helped her out with a show when we opened up for her, and she said she owed us one, and well you know." Kendall smiled. "It is beautiful though. I can only imagine what it's going to look like in a few days when everything is done. Which reminds me, we gotta pick up our tuxedos tomorrow."

"That's great. So when do you think we will have the same thing?" James asked. "I mean, it never hurts to plan right?"

Kendall just kept a solid face, he really didn't seem to have much emotion. "Well, lets just keep things simple right now, one day at a time for now, you know."

James didn't answer back. He only bit his lower lip and didn't seem to talk.

"Hey, don't look like that. It's just that you know, there is a lot going on right now. You know with Carlos' surprise coming up, and the new tour starting soon, I mean how everything is going to keep going is an unknown."

James only nodded his head. "You're right, but still, it doesn't hurt to dream."

...

Carlos and Logan entered the shower together, and they both seemed to have calmed down since earlier. As the warm water started running over Carlos' body, Logan's eyes were fixated on the smooth brown skin. The shoulder muscles seemed to look so irresistible as the water ran down them in the sexiest way imaginable.

Carlos looked up, his hair down from the water, and he smiled as he looked back at Logan. "Do you mind washing my back for me?"

"Sure," Logan replied as he grabbed the wash cloth.

He added some more soap and started rubbing Carlos' back. He carefully soaped up his lover's back carefully running his hands over every single muscle and ripple in front of him. Logan started to feel himself getting hard when Carlos slightly slipped backwards and felt Logan's hard dick pressed up against his ass.

"Ooooh, so it looks like someone got all hot and bothered," Carlos laughed as he turned around.

Logan looked down, his cheeks turning reed. Carlos rinsed off his back and traded spots, intentionally rubbing against Logan's hard cock. Carlos started scrubbing Logan's back gently working his hand in circles, and then he started soaping up Logan's tight little ass. He could feel them tighten up with the gentle touch, and smiled as he wrapped his arms around Logan's waist. He soaped up his hands and grabbed a hold of the uncut dick.

Carlos gently bit Logan's ear as he started jacking him off at the same time. It didn't take long for Logan to start groaning passionately with the feeling of Carlos hind him, the warm water, and he could feel his knees growing weaker. He started moaning louder and louder, feeling his dick being beaten furiously. He was moaning and groaning and suddenly he could feel himself losing control, and then he busted his load, spilling his seed all over the shower floor.

Logan took a deep breath as the soap ran off his body, and felt Carlos kiss his neck. He turned around and dropped to his knees taking Carlos' hard cock into his mouth. Again he started sucking like his life depended on it. He bobbed his head up and down like a pro, and the slurping sound started turning Carlos on. Every time he came to the tip, he swirled his tongue around the head, and Carlos shuddered from the amazing feeling.

Logan kept slurping as he went up and down the shaft trying to force himself to take in all of it he could. His nose finally reached Carlos' pubes, and Logan looked up making eye contact, and Carlos just tilted his back rubbing his chest. Logan slurped away taking in every single inch he could, not wanting to lose out on anything. He started licking Carlos' balls and stroking the thick uncut cock.

Logan started sucking it again and felt Carlos' body start to tense up and soon started to feel the thick creamy load fill his mouth. Logan drank it all down and got back up and kissed Carlos. "I love you."