Best Friends Forever

Chapter 5 of Best Friends Forever

Chapter 5 of Best Friends Forever... School started and I'm rather busy but not too busy that I can't continue with the story... Or maybe everyone would like me to be busy and not continue the story... Does anyone like this story other than the regular people who e-mail me? But first the usual stuff...

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Legal Disclaimer

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If you aren't old enough or offended by boy/boy sexual stories than don't read this. This is not meant to imply anything about the real sexuality of any members of *NSYNC or any other celebrities that is mentioned. After all it is just a story, and is a work of pure fiction.

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BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

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Chapter 5

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***Previously***

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"Okay fine, we'll take it slow but please don't put the shirt on. Leave it off." JC pleaded to Justin. Justin looked at him and then took his shirt off and threw it to the floor. JC sat up on the bed and Justin sat on top of him with his legs around JC's body. They began kissing again with soft moans of pleasure here and there. Both of them were in their own worlds of pleasure and didn't hear anyone walking towards the door.

"WHAT THE HELL?!"

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I got up the stairs and turned left, passing a room that no one uses in Justin's house. I walked forward and heard a voice... it seemed like JC's. The voice stopped and soon there was silence, I heard a couple of moans here and there, which seemed rather odd. I walked up to the door, "Guys?" I said, no one responded, so I turned the knob and went in. There was Justin sitting on JC's lap kissing him. Different words came to my mind, but all that came out was...

"WHAT THE HELL?!" I shouted, they both heard it and stopped what they were doing. Justin saw me and quickly got of him, he had a scared look on his face. I couldn't believe what I just saw, I couldn't believe it. All this time I wanted Justin, scared of how he would react when he found out that I was in love with him, and now he's on JC's lap kissing him.

"Uh Sebastian, it's not what it looks like!" Justin said quickly. Yeah, an excuse I've heard other people say so many times. "We, we, we, were..." He stuttered out.

"You're gay Justin?" I asked, a dumb question though but the way I said it didn't seem like a question. He looked at me and nodded.

"Look..." he said, "Seb..." Before he could finish, I ran out of the room and quickly down the stairs. He called after me but I wouldn't listen. I ran out of the house passing the others as they were trying to ask what was going on. But I ignored them and ran past the lawn and into my house. I spent the rest of the day in my room crying. For some reason, I felt like Justin betrayed me even though he didn't.

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"WHAT THE HELL?!" A scream heard even outside the house. Chris and Joey looked at each other. "What the hell was that?" Chris asked the other two.

"I dunno!" Joey replied.

"Me neither," Lance said with a straight face. Even with his expression, deep down in his heart he knew that Sebastian has caught Justin and JC together. He tried to keep from laughing, "It serves them right." He thought, "Taking my JC away from me. I'll make Justin pay his sorry little ass for what he did." He chuckled to himself.

"What's so funny Lance?" Joey asked.

"Huh? Oh nothing, just a joke I heard."

"I see..." Joey looked all confused. Just then, the door opened and Sebastian ran out looking hurt. "Yo Sebastian, what's wrong?" Sebastian didn't respond and kept on running, "SEBASTIAN?!" Still no response, Sebastian didn't even look towards them, he just ran up the steps and into his house and slammed the door. "Weird..."

"Yeah..." Chris agreed.

"It worked." Lance said to himself.

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"Sebastian, sweetie, I'm going to the opera."

"Okay mom... Wait, the opera starts at five-thirty... It's only four."

"Yeah, but it's out of town remember."

"Oh," I replied, "What time are you comin' back?"

"Uh... I guess around nine-thirty or ten." With that final response, she left.

"I guess I'm home alone..." I said to myself, Ryan was driving my mother to the opera and he was gonna be going to a party afterwards. Normally, I would love to have the house by myself, Justin would've came over and we talk and pig out. But, I haven't talked to him for about a week since the incident where I walked in on Justin and JC making out. I know I should not be mad at Justin but I felt like he betrayed me. I couldn't forgive him, and I couldn't get the image of them two out of my head. It made me angry with myself for not telling Justin... Maybe if I had came out to him, he would've done the same to me. Maybe he was gonna come out to me. I mean, he had something he wanted to tell me but wouldn't.

I still talked to the others in the group, I mean, Joey, Chris, and Lance. Over the course of the week, they each have been telling me what's been going on with Justin and JC. They both came out to the group right after I stormed out of Justin's house. They learned about the whole JC/Lance ordeal and other stuff. It turned out that JC and Lance broke up shortly after Lance caught JC and Justin together. Maybe that's what Lance meant as he said "That'll teach him." But it didn't make sense, where did I fit in this picture? I would have continued on this whole thought process but someone rang the doorbell. I got up to open the door. Whoever it was seemed to be in a hurry, they kept ringing the doorbell over and over. I got to the door and opened it...It was Justin.

"Justin..." was all I said. I stared at him that made him felt a little uneasy.

"uh..Sebastian, can I come in?"

"Why?" I asked coldly. His reaction to that was a little surprising yet shocked. Here we are, best friends for at least seven-eight years, and I was giving him the silent treatment for about a week and acting coldly towards him right now. He looked like he was gonna break down into tears right there but instead he spoke.

"Um... we need to talk..."

"Talk about what? We've got nothing to talk about." Again, the coldness in my voice hit Justin with tremendous force. He nodded slowly and began to turn around and leave. I decided to stop him, I started feeling a little guilty acting like this. "Justin... wait..." He turned around and looked at me with a tear rolling down his cheek. "Come in," I told him, his face immediately went up.

"Listen..." He said, as we both sat down in my room. "Sebastian... The thing is that... I mean... with me and JC... I wanted to tell you but..."

"Hey--slow down," I told him.

"Okay, let me start over..." He looked down. "Uh...um...After I met JC...He treated me like I was his little brother and stuff...Well, remember that day..."

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"Where is he?" I asked myself as I looked at my watch. "He should be back already..." I sat back on my porch and looked at the street as cars passed by. I was waiting for Justin to come back from the show, I had something I wanted to tell him. I was about to go back into my house when I saw Lynn pull up to the driveway with Justin. I jumped down from the porch and ran towards the car. Justin got out quickly. "Hey Justin, guess what..." He just ran past me and into the house. I turned around and saw Lynn getting Justin's stuff. She had a worried look on her face. "What's wrong?" I asked her.

"Oh... The Mickey Mouse Club is cancelled and I guess Justin's just upset." The Mickey Mouse Club was cancelled? I just stood there and wondered was that the reason Justin was upset. I helped Lynn with the box she was carrying. It wasn't that heavy, we went inside. "Put the box over there." I did as I was told.

"I'm gonna go check on Justin..." She nodded, and I ran up the stairs. I turned and ran towards his room. The door was open and muffled crying was heard. I got to the door and I saw Justin face down on the pillow. "Um... Justin..." I walked towards him and sat by his side. "I heard what happened..."

Immediately he got up and looked at me, "How do you know?"
"Your mom told me."

"How does she know? No one knows what happened between me and JC..."
"You and JC? I was talking about MMC being canceled."

"Oh..." was all he said, "Um... yeah..."
"Weren't you upset about that?"

"No, I...uh--yeah I was." He was a bad liar.

"You said something about... What happened between you and JC?"

"Nothing."

"But you just said..."

"Nothing!" He interrupted.

"Justin..."

"I SAID NOTHING!" I jumped at the tone of his voice.

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"Yeah..." I said recalling that day like it happened yesterday... or just a few seconds ago...

"Well..." He looked up at me staring into my eyes, "this is what happened..."

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"Justin," Britney looked at her fellow MMC star, she had a sadness in her voice. "I... just... well..."

"What Brit?"

"I overheard the producers and they...they said they were canceling MMC!!!" She said quickly causing Justin to jerk his head towards her in disbelief.

"WHAT?!" Justin couldn't believe it. "Are you sure?"

"Yeah. Christina, Keri, and the others already know."

"Does JC know?"

"No I don't think he does..."

"Are you positive they're canceling? I mean..."

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"Uh... Justin," I said interrupting.

"Yeah?"

"Is there a point anywhere here?"

"What?"

"Get to the point."

"Okay, after the tapings, they told us all it would be the last episode, so as we were packing our things, I went talking to JC..."

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JC was packing up his stuff. He looked through everything he had with him and memories were brought back. Tears were coming to his eyes when there was a knock on the door. "Come in," he said. It was Justin, his sadness quickly turned into joy. "Hey."

"Hi..."

"So, you finished getting your junk?"

"Yeah, it's gonna be weird not seeing you after this." Justin said sadly.

"What makes you think we're not gonna be seeing each other after this?"

"Well... I don't know... Are we still gonna hang out?"

"Yeah, of course, you're like my little brother." Justin started to smile but then he quickly began to cry. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing JC..." He said between sobs. He continued to cry.

"Tell me... Did someone hurt you?" He shook his head, "Come here." He held the young boy comforting him. "Tell me what's wrong."

"JC..." Justin kept his arms tightly around JC, "JC... I... I love you..."

"I love you too..." JC told him not realizing the way he meant it, "Like I said, you're like my little brother."

"No JC..." Justin said still embracing JC, "I love you, I'm gay, I love you."

JC froze, he immediately threw the younger boy onto the couch, "You're what?!" Justin began to cry harder as JC said that. "You're... you're..." Before he could finish he immediately picked up his stuff and left the room leaving Justin crying alone on the couch until Lynn came and found him.

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"That's what happened." I looked at Justin and noticed tears rolling down his cheek. We continued to stare at each other, "When I saw JC with Lance... that day came back to me, it haunted me for a while, then I told JC about the day and he vaguely remembered it. I wanted to tell you Seb, about me and JC, but he told me to keep us a secret... Lance already knew and he hates me, he thinks I stole JC away from him. So, I didn't want to tell you, I was afraid you would hate me too and we'd stop being best friends." He looked down and stared at the floor.

I got off the chair I was sitting on and walked over to Justin who was sitting on my bed. I sat down and looked at him, I hugged him as I said, "I don't hate you... I'll never hate you." He hugged me back and I could tell he smiled a little. We released the hug, "You're my best bud, friend, amigo...From then to now to forever."

He smiled, some tears rolled down his cheek. "That was corny..." He said, we both laughed.

"Yeah well... I can see what you went through when we walked in on Lance and JC and you saw JC on Lance...I felt the same way when I walked in and saw you on JC, I couldn't believe..."

"WHAT?" He interrupted me giving me a shocked look. "What the hell do you mean by you felt the same way? What the hell?"

"Justin... I... when I saw you on top of JC, I thought... well... I got upset because Justin... I kinda... love you... Ever since I first met you, I wanted to be with you..." But I couldn't finish the sentence, Justin immediately got up and shoved me onto the ground. "What the..."

"Shut the hell up." He looked at me with anger, a sudden change from his expression before. "What the hell? I thought you were really mad at me when I saw you. Do you know the hell I've been through last week??? And now you have the nerve to tell me you like me?" And with that, he stormed out of my room and ran down the stairs out of my house slamming the door as he left. I just sat there on the floor. What the hell did you say that for you dumbass. You just screwed it up even more. I started to cry, why didn't I think about what I said? He didn't know I liked him.

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I calmed down after a while, I turned on the stereo, but other than that I didn't move since I was shoved to the ground by best... my ex-best friend. I still couldn't believe how much I screwed up. You are pathetic, you know that don't you? I put my head down onto my knees wishing that it was a dream. "Why" I said to myself, "Why? Why did I be so stupid?" I started to bang my head onto the bedpost. I didn't care if I hurt myself. Yeah, keep banging your head, that'll turn back time. I kept banging my head onto the bedpost when I heard a thud outside my window. I turned and I saw Justin climbing through my window. What the hell? "What the hell?" I said softly, but loud enough for Justin to hear. "Justin..."

"Shut up." He told me still with the tone of voice from this afternoon, "Listen, I was just with JC and I couldn't stop thinking about what you said before. I just wanted to tell you...I wanted to tell you that I love you too." And with that said, Justin walked up to me and kissed me. "I just wanted to tell you... that... You had no right to tell me you ever had feelings for me."

"What?!" I was hurt, I couldn't believe what he just said.

"I was doin' great with JC before I found out about you. Yeah, we had to be secretive but I was happy with him. Then you find out and you stopped talking to me for a week and when we finally talk, I find out that you liked me..."

"Hey, hey, hey, I was doin' great before I found about you. You think it was easy for me to see you with JC?"

"Well then you should've said told me before I got together with him."

"I was about to tell you a couple of months ago that I liked you. But when we walked in on JC and Lance, you became very upset and you said `To hell with them,' I thought you hated fags, so I decided not to tell you. I wanted to tell you but I was afraid that you would be disgusted and we'd stop being friends... Then I saw you on JC's lap and you two were kissing each other..."

"Shut up!"

"Fuck you asshole. Just because I told you I liked you, doesn't give you the right to tell me I had no right to ever have feelings for you..."

"Shut the hell up. The point is I... I don't need this right now, okay? It... it's too late, I'm with JC and I'm happy."

"Good for you then! Why don't you go back JC now! You're obviously a lot more happy with him! I don't give a shit anymore, get the hell out of..."

"But that was then and now I can't stop thinking about you so I broke it off with JC."

"WELL GOOD FOR..." There was an awkward pause. "What?" I said calmly. Both Justin and I stood there about a foot apart from each other, tears rolling down both our cheeks. That's when a song came on the radio:

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I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on...
A new beginning,
a reason for living,
a deeper meaning.
I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish send it to heaven that make you want to cry...
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty.
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of...
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you...
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...
Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right here before you.
All that you need will surely come...
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do...
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

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-"Truly Madly Deeply" Savage Garden

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Tears in our eyes as we gazed at each other. He walked over and pushed me onto the wall with a huge, passionate kiss. We didn't release it, we kept the kiss for as long as we could... We moved down from the wall and somehow made our way to my bed. I started to feel him, I put my hand in his shirt and began to take it off, feeling him all over causing Justin to moan. His hands got into my jeans and began to unzip them while brushing my cock. Suddenly, the phone rang. "Damn it!" I thought to myself. We reluctantly released the kiss. I zipped up my jeans and went to the phone. "Hello?" I said into the receiver.

"May I speak to Sebastian Summers?"

"Yeah? I'm Sebastian..."

"This is Richard Gunn of the Orlando Police Department... I'm sorry but... your mother, and your brother have been in a serious car accident just outside of town... You're brother is in critical condition but... your mother has died at the scene of the crash..."

To be continued...

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GASP! Okay... That wraps up this chapter... Um... does anyone want me to continue this story other than the three or four people who e-mail me... Anyway, if you have any suggestions/feedbacks, send it to sebjustbff@hotmail.com. If ya don't... until next time (I hope)...

~Sebastian