This is a work of pure fiction, but based on the author's feelings, beliefs, and in some cases, experience. Come to think of it -- it might not be very pure either! There may be graphic sexual encounters at times between men, so if this offends you, you are invited to retreat. If you are too young or it is otherwise illegal for you to be reading this kind if story, shame on you for reading it - - please stop here. If not, - - ENJOY! Cast of characters: Ben Hastings -- That's me Bill "Bubba" Hastings -- My Dad Veronica Hastings -- My Mom. Reyna -- My Best Friend Ranj -- My New friend
From Chapter 1: He smiled the first happy smile since meeting me. "Can you come?" Ranj said. I laughed at the pun in his question. He got it and laughed too. "I'll be there! But -- you better be ready to study!" "Don't worry, `B-ben', I WILL be studying the moment you step in the door!" "I meant be ready to study some chemistry. If we're gonna make it look good, it has to be real." "Oh. Yeah!" He said. He grinned again. "I gotta go, Ben -- Benny -- see you Friday!" "Okay, Ranj -- Raunchy!" We both laughed, as he kissed me one last time before climbing out of my car.
Chapter 2 "You can't tell ANYONE!" I said. "You're talking to Reyna, Ben-ben! I don't even KNOW anyone!" "You can't even tell Donny!" "Donny!!?? Why would I tell him?" "Who knows what you might say, as he's bouncing on top of you!" "Ben-ben, I still am bigger than you! You want me to sit on you and tickle you -- again? And besides -- just because he loves me enough to give me his bone doesn't mean I love him more than you! "Um -- somewhere in there, there's something sick -- I just know it! But let's not examine it too closely! It may become a mirror. Anyway, it's almost kind of scary. Ranj is so much bigger than I am! He could break me with his hands!" "And that's also what makes it so exciting - - right?" "I guess so. Well, the good thing is -- it's just as important to him as to me -- to keep it low key." "Sex shouldn't be low key!" "You're a perv, Reyna!" I said. "I'm talking about not letting it get out to the newspapers. My dad would -- well, I dunno what he'd do." "Anyone with the name, `Bubba' can't be trusted!" Said Reyna. "He's already disappointed that I don't play team sports. He would even be okay with wrestling. Heh! I might like that too much!" "I wouldn't mind getting all sweaty on a mat with a muscled guy!" Reyna laughed. The thought of 300 pound Reyna on the mat with any guy was enough to make me go limp! "Don't look at ME in the tone of voice!" I giggled. "You are awfully cute!" "Sorry, I'm not your type!" I said. Lying there on her bed was a task in itself. She weighed down her side enough that it was an effort to not roll down to her. Truth be told, she could probably break me like a stick too. "Well, anyway, don't be giving me crap about boinking Donny." "Do you think that any guy who wants to keep his homo under wraps can be trusted?" I asked. "He sure won't be outing you!" She said. "I don't mean that. I meant -- well -- maybe he's just using me -- to get something -- because it's convenient." "I don't trust footballers or anyone who thinks they are better than everyone else." "But -- Ranj IS better than everyone else. He's good looking, he's smart, he's a hunk. What else do you want." "I dunno. Nothing if he is nice to you." She said quite sincerely. "Let's hope both our guys are nice to us!"
"Ben," my mother said, "A boy called." We were seated and had just blessed dinner. "A boy?" I said. "I don't know any boys." "Okay -- a -- friend? His name is -- I think it was Ron -- or something." "Ranj?" I asked. "Yes! That was it. Odd name!" "It's Indian." I said. "Oh?" Dad said. What tribe?" "He's East Indian -- you know from India." "Oh! He's a goddamned foreigner? And you say he's a friend of yours? Figures!" "Bill - " Mom warned. "No, it's okay Mom. Dad can't help his ignorance!" I said in open defiance. "WHAT?!!" My dad said, his eyes instantly full of fire and rage. "Ranj was born here in the United States, Dad! His parents were immigrants.
And I didn't say he was a friend of mine! But he is! A very good friend!" I said. I was getting angrier by the minute. "As a matter of fact - " I almost blew it. I stopped there and regrouped. "As a matter of fact, I'm helping him with his chemistry. He's an offensive end (I hoped I got that right) on the college football team. But he needs a decent grade in chemistry." "So -- he's not that good a friend?" Dad said -- sounding almost hopeful. "He wasn't at first. But he is now. He's not your typical blockhead jock. He's intelligent and clever. He just needed some help, and asked me if I could help him." I felt like my passion may have given something away. "Offensive end huh?" Dad said. "Is he built?" I wondered if my dad was baiting me. "He's bigger than I am -- that's for sure. But -- I've never seen him without his clothes on." I tried not to make a face as I said it. "He's not huge." "Offensive ends usually aren't. They have to be fast." "He is that!" I said to myself! "Did he leave his number?" I asked, not wanting them to know that I already had it saved in my phone. "He said you have it." Mom said. "Why didn't he call your cell phone?" I looked at my phone. "Dead. It ran out of charge. I guess I forgot that I had his number." The rest of dinner passed in silent discomfort for us all -- as usual. As soon as I could escape, I went to my car, plugged in my phone, and called Ranj. "Ben!" He answered. "I'm so happy you called! I was worried about telling your mom my name. Is everything cool?" "Cool as usual. My dad's being a jerk -- as usual. I almost blurted out just how well we know each other!" "Wow! I'm afraid that wouldn't go over well with my dad. Indians are supposed to be more accepting of this than -- say -- our Pakistani neighbors. You can be legally killed in Pakistan for being -- this way. But still -- my dad would not like it very much." "Sometimes I think my mom already knows." I said. "Me too." He agreed. "Um -- can you get out tonight? I really want to see you -- bad!"
"I'm going over to Ranj's to tutor him." I said. "Can't he come over here?" Mom asked. "Are you kidding me?" I asked, motioning to dad with my head. Dad was sitting in the living room, watching the Simpsons and looking at the sports page. Mom shrugged sadly. "Have fun, dear." She said. "Fun?" I asked. I should have just left. "You said he has become a good friend." "Oh. Yeah. Okay. Thanks. Bye." I exited out the kitchen door. As I left I heard my parents voices. The only thing that was distinct enough to hear was, "Damned fairy!" As I closed my car door, my mom's voice reached its high pitched shriek. I called Ranj. He gave me exact directions to his house, and the code to get in the gate. As I pulled up in front of his condo, I sat there as I watched two dark skinned people walk out the door and the lady kissed Ranj on the forehead. They got into a very nice Mercedes Benz and when they drove out of sight, I went to the door. Ranj answered the door excitedly. "My parents have left early for their trip. We're alone, Benny!" "Oh!" I said, not sure what he expected, nor what I really wanted. "Can you sleep over tonight?" "I -- uh -- better -- uh -- better not." "Oh!" He said, clearly disappointed and disturbed. "Ranj, My parents were arguing about my sexuality as I left. We have school tomorrow and Friday, and then maybe we can do something on the weekend." "Oh." He repeated. "I was hoping - " He stopped. "What were you hoping?" I said, not quite sure I was ready for the answer. "Ben -- did you -- um -- did you like -- um -- kissing me?" I peered into his questioning eyes. He looked like he was ready for rejection, but was hopeful at the same time -- or maybe I was projecting my own feelings. "Yes." "How many guys have you kissed?" He asked. "Two." I said. "Did you meet both of them in the back parking lot? Did you do anything else with them?" I gave him a "duh" look. "Oh! One of them was me, huh?" He smiled. "You're my first. I never kissed another guy before." "Ranj, I have to be honest. Even though our kiss the other night was not much, it was more to me than -- anything else I've ever experienced." "So -- you haven't had sex with anyone yet?" "I didn't say that." I replied. "I said that your kiss meant more to me than anything else." "Oh. That's good -- right?" He grinned. "That's extremely good!" I said. With that, I attacked him. I was surprised how easily he went down on the couch behind him. We laughed and then kissed deeply -- well as deeply as our awkwardness would let us. I said, "I can tell you've had a lot more experience than I have at this." "Sorry!" He said. "It's okay. One of us had to be more experienced. Am I doing it right?" "You could soften up your lips -- and your tongue -- a bit." He said. "Oh! Okay!" I said, and kissed him again. This time I let my mouth go limp, and his tongue slurped up on to the roof of my mouth , tickling it. I sniffed and then laughed. "Yeah -- that IS better!" I agreed. "What else do you wanna do tonight?" he asked. "I've never done any of that other stuff with any guy." "Um -- why don't we -- um -- study some chemistry." "Huh? Oh! THAT chemistry! Okay -- but - " "Ranj, I loved kissing you. Can we just leave it at that -- tonight?" "Oh -- okay. I mean -- am I just not as exciting as -- that guy I saw you with in the parking lot?" He sounded genuinely hurt. "Ranj, that guy didn't mean anything to me. I don't even know his name - seriously." "You had sex with a guy you didn't even know?" He sounded appalled this time. "I -- I -- was = um - <> weak, I guess. The first week I found that place, I went there every night. The very first guy that I -- um -- did -- kissed me, but -- it felt like nothing. So I didn't do it again -- until you." "And that first kiss that we - " "I jacked off to that image that night and every night since." I said. I kissed him again. "Can we just kiss -- for tonigh -- uh -- for now?" "Haha! That first kiss was only two nights ago!" "Seems like weeks!" I said. "I've done it too -- jacked off imagining your kiss. It was better than I imagined -- tonight." "So," I said, "can we just leave it at that -- tonight?" "As long as there's no limit on how many times we kiss!" "Haha! Deal!" I said, and we kissed again. I was still half on top of him and I crawled the rest of the way. We both had raging wood. His felt like a log compared to my twig! We actually did make some good progress in his memorization of the periodic table. And so, at 10:30. we called it a night. He kissed me deeply before walking me to my car. No kisses there! I said, "Wait." I called and my mom answered the phone. "Mom?" "Are you okay?" "Yes. I'm just leaving Ranj's house. We got some major good studying done.
Um -- can he come over tomorrow night for dinner? His parents are out of town." "Of course. That would be nice!" I hung up. "You're coming to my house tomorrow night!" I said. "Be your macho best self. My dad will want to talk football." "I can keep up with him!" Said Ranj, smiling.
Dinner wasn't supposed to be until 6:00, but at 4:30, dad was sitting in front of the TV watching the kickoff of the Oakland Raiders (My dad's team of choice) and Seattle. I ran to my room and quickly called Ranj. He came right over. As soon as he was in the house, he almost ran to the living room, and said, "Oh Cool! You're watching the Raiders game! Can I -- um -- oh! Sorry! I'm Ranj! May I watch it with you?" He said to my dad. "Have a seat!" My dad said, clearly glad to have a fellow enthusiast watching with him. "I'm Bill, but a lot of people call me "Bubba". My dad is such a goober! I looked at my mom and she looked like she couldn't decide whether to break into song or laughter. She went back to work in the kitchen. I sat on the other side of the room and for the first time in my life, watched a football game, and actually kind of understood what was going on. Ranj at least acted like he was a Seattle fan, and that made it more fun for all of us, as the two of them cheered for their respective team. Dinner interrupted the game, but neither men cared, as they kept up a constant banter about their respective team's superiority. Ranj asked Dad to come see an upcoming game between Cerritos and Bakersfield. Dad said he might come. "So -- I understand my son is helping you out with your chemistry class." "Yes. We have a major test coming up. As a matter of fact, I was wondering - " Ranj looked at me, and said, "Can you come and stay over night, Tomorrow night? Or do you have a Friday night date?" He winked at me. I ran with that ball! "I'm not sure I can." I said. "I promised Reyna that we could go out tomorrow night -- play a little miniature golf, and - " "You can tell her you can't!" My dad said. "Oh no, sir! I wouldn't ask him to break a date!" Said Ranj. "I'm sure it's not THAT kind of date!" Dad said. I was almost temped to not go -- just because of my dad's stupid presumptions. "Actually, it's not a date -- date. "It's - " I started. "You can't let your team down, Son!" "Still -- if he has promised to go with -- someone else - " Said Ranj. "Nonsense!" Dad said. He was making it too easy and - - also pissing me off! I punched Reyna's number in. "Hiya sexy!" She said. "Reyna, about tomorrow night," I started. "What? You do? Oh! No, it's okay1 I was just -- okay. Bye." "Ben!" Said Reyna -- "what the hell are you" -- I pushed end, and then turned off my phone. She.has another date." "If she has a date, she better take it!" said Dad. "It can't he easy for that barge to find a slip!" "BILL!" Said my mom. "Dad!" I said, almost blue in the face. I lowered my voice and narrowed my eyes. "You're an ass hole, Dad!" Dad was about to respond angrily to my remark then remembered that we had company. "Well -- heh -- I guess that leaves you free tomorrow night, huh?" I refused to talk to my dad the rest of the night. I secretly both hated and loved watching my dad with Ranj. Ranj easily talked and joked with my dad as I never could. When the date was over, it was quite late. "Did I hear that you have no one at home tonight?" Said Dad. "You must be tired, Ranj!" Said Mom. "You must stay here with us." "I don't want to put anyone out for - " started Ranj. "Nonsense!" said Dad. "Ben has a king sized bed in his room! Plenty of room for two skinny boys! As long as you behave yourselves! Hahaha!" "Well, if you insist -- and if it's okay with Ben." Said Ranj. "I -- well -- okay, I guess it'll be alright." I said. "You boys stay on your side of the bed!" laughed Dad. As soon as we got in my room, Ranj asked me, "Who do you think your dad was talking to when he said we should stay on `your side of the bed'?" He was grinning ear to ear. "I think he meant -- oh! Ha-ha! Must have been my side he was referring to." I locked my bedroom door. We decided to sleep in bottoms only. I wore P.J. bottoms and Ranj wore his boxers. As soon as we were snuggled under the covers, and were about to kiss, the door handle rattled. I almost jumped out of my skin! "What time do you boys want to get up?" "Regular time, Dad!" I said, so nervous that my back was aching from my neck to the tip of my coccyx. "Omigod!" I whispered. "Thanks Dad!" I yelled. "G'night!" "You boys go to sleep -- no fooling around! Ron has a game tomorrow night" I resisted the urge to correct him on Ranj's name. "What kind of fooling around was he referring to?" Giggled Ranj. And he slipped his fingers under the drawstring of my P.J.s. "Ohh!" I uttered - quietly, but didn't move to stop him. "Can I -- can I -- take these off for you?" He said, teasing the treasure trail that led deeper into my pants. "Uh-huh," I whispered, with barely a high pitched voice sounding. He removed my sleep pants and I was frozen to the bed. "Don't you want to remove mine?" He asked. "Uh-huh." I fumbled with his waistband -- but no more than he had with mine.
As soon as his underwear landed on top of mine, we were both eagerly exploring each others bodies. He kissed me deeply and I responded with a surge of precum that he didn't immediately know about. I rubbed his back and neck and caressed his face, and then worked me way down to his bum. I kneaded that for a time. His breathing was erratic. I touched his dick and he let out a very quick but quiet shriek. I wrapped my hand around it and stroked it once. "Omigod! I'm gonna cum!" he whispered. Without even a second thought, I dove under the covers and surrounded the head of his dick with my lips and sucked every bit of his spunk that he could give me. When he was finished, I stayed under the covers and hugged his very defined but super relaxed glutes. As I lay there, still sucking on his soft meat, I thought about what just happened. It was completely spontaneous. I was embarrassed beyond measure.
He slowly opened the covers and tugged me back up to his face, where he kissed me deep again. "Omigod! That has to be the sweetest taste in the whole world." He said. "You really think it tastes good?" I asked. "I knew I liked it, but - - " "Not really the taste. But -- I wouldn't trade that for the best cheese cake New York has to offer!" My boner was still raging so hard it hurt. He wrapped his hand around it. It expanded in his hand. It wasn't nearly as big as his. "This feels so good! I've never felt another guy's -- dick!" He began to stroke it. I didn't cum as fast as he did, so he dove for the gold. "You don't mind -- do you?" He said. I breathlessly said, "Go for it." He was able to get most of my dick in his mouth. He started to suck and blow and bob on me. He was erratic enough that I was sure this was his first time, but he was good! When I came, I lost control, grabbed his head and thrust for all I had. I remember -- afterward -- hearing him choke, but at the time I had no control -- to stop. When I was finished and came to my senses, I started to shake, and trying to keep quiet, it was all I could do to not cry. I said, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Omigod! Are you okay? Oh, Dude! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to -- I mean I - " He swallowed it all, then said, "Wow! That was the hottest thing I've ever experienced!" "So - - you're okay? But I heard you choke! Didn't that hurt?" "It hurt like hell - " "Oh, Ranj! Please don't hate me. I couldn't - " "Hate you??!!" He exclaimed. "Hate you? Benny, it was like I had you in the palm of my hand. I could have pulled off -- don't you see? But to have that kind of effect on another guy was - - I can't even explain how exciting that was to me! The door rattled again. "You boys okay in there?" Dad's voice said. "Um -- um -- yeah! Dad! I -- um -- guess I had a nightmare. Not used to having someone else sleep with me -- I guess." "Why don't you sleep out on the couch, Ben?" Dad said. "I think he'll be okay now, Mr. Hastings. I'll try to stay on my side of the bed!" Ranj laughed. Dad's footsteps trailed down the hall. Ranj and I then started giggling almost uncontrollably. (But quietly!) Most of my spunk had emptied down his throat. When we kissed, it was impossible to tell if it was him or me that I tasted. But -- who cares? Notes: Well, some interesting, hot stuff right off the bat! Not usually my style, but maybe it's okay. Any comments are welcome to Steve at stevethomas535@hotmail.com. Thanks and love, Steve